Leap past the confused days of life

In the morning in the east, I was still immersed in the twilight, the surroundings were pitch black, and I was exhausted after a night of suffering. I sat quietly on the stool first, then rubbed my sleepy eyes and got busy again. I was used to boiling water early in the morning. Making tea, lighting a cigarette is a series of habitual actions.

Light up the cigarette and take a big puff to get a natural pleasure, and then look at the tea leaves in the teacup, swirling and settling in the cup, and the heart will calm down, so I lean over my desk and write.

Last night's cigarette butts were piled up in the ashtray, and I didn't bother to throw them out. I accidentally raised my head, looked at the smoked wall, and saw the cigarette in my hand emitting wisps of green smoke, rising to the roof. It was something I did, and I smelled the choking and unpleasant smell of tobacco on my body.

My family objected to my smoking and persuaded me many times that it was not good for my health and it was extremely harmful, but I just didn’t listen to the advice and was stubborn. I didn’t listen to anyone’s words, especially my wife’s words.

At this time, I am writing again with my drunk eyes and unwilling to be lonely. There is a slight light in the east, and the sun rises from the horizon inadvertently, and the darkness gradually recedes. Quietly woke up, started a day of busy and hard work, the earth seemed to be woken up by people, and gradually woke up from a deep sleep.

I put down the pen, stood up and stretched, stretched my joints, yawned and walked to the balcony. The flower juice on the balcony was bathed in the sunlight just exposed, and the leaves became green under photosynthesis, and the leaves were transparent. Vibrant dark green.

People who sleep late in the morning will naturally not feel the wonderful time in the morning and the refreshingness it brings to people, but it is getting late when they look at their watches, and they are ready to continue working, studying, and living day after day, year after year, and decades that have not changed for decades.In this way, we must maintain a positive and optimistic attitude, and maintain an optimistic mood no matter in good times or adversity, so as not to disturb the balance of mind.

For a sentimental, thankless person, it is natural to know that there is nothing to regret if you work hard in life.It’s okay to encounter difficulties, setbacks and dissatisfaction. As time goes by, you understand the trade-offs, focus on what you should pay attention to, and just bear everything silently.

I am so busy, it is simply a busy life, I can’t be idle, I believe in the destiny, I endure all kinds of abuse in my life, I often think like this, suffering is a blessing, this is right, let kindness, rigidity, dullness, It is a good thing for people who are inflexible and inflexible to suffer a little. Good people have poor psychological quality and do not understand the warmth and interest of the world. They do things completely according to their own moods and are not flattering. So think carefully, being such a person is responsible for yourself, Otherwise, life will be seldom complete.

There was an interesting incident recently. An old man in his sixties went to the editor with a thick manuscript and asked her if she could take a look at my manuscript.

The young female editor looked up at the thick manuscript paper in his hand, and dismissed it: "Put it down, I will definitely print and distribute this manuscript for you." When the old man left, he was very grateful and gave her a smile that he was not used to. Facing this female editor who can appreciate him.

After going out, the old man couldn't help crying, and felt relaxed and happy psychologically.He has written for many years, but has never been printed and published. Eagerness and hard work make him unwilling to admit defeat, but he knows that writing requires talent, accumulation of experience, and the process of cognition and observation of life details.

This old man stays in the house all day working behind closed doors, how can he write a good work? The stubborn old man hit the south wall without looking back.

After seeing this story, not only did I not take it as a warning, but I still stubbornly saw the point of stupidity and continued the path the old man is walking now, which is my future helpless life path.

I didn't learn the lesson of learning from a pit, but I thought I could find my own way in learning and find a shortcut to literature and art?In the end, I was also hit with a bloody head, but I was not willing to give up, it was hopeless.

When the sky was hazy and bright, the earth woke up from a deep sleep. I tried to open my eyes. I was so sleepy that I wanted to enter the nightmare of the dawn again. After much hesitation, I decided to give up the comfortable bed and dress neatly. Meditate and meditate, and continue to spread the wings of imagination to fly freely.

Coughing for a while, there seems to be phlegm in the throat, but there seems to be no, I feel uncomfortable and unwell. When people reach a certain age, they will often suffer from minor illnesses, so they have developed a habit of reading medical books and prescribing medicines for themselves. In fact, people over forty are physically weak. Human beings cannot escape the natural law of birth, old age, sickness and death since ancient times.The doctor didn’t treat me, but I drank the cough medicine I prescribed to ease my condition. I remember a modern literary master who was killed by a cough, worked at his desk for a long time, and died of typical tuberculosis from overwork.

I used to be overwhelmed, full of thoughts, and sorry for the genius.But I am also troubled by writing. I keep smoking to wander in the theory, but I can't dig out the depressed psychology of mastering the skills of writing for myself.

Talented and intelligent people are extremely lonely, and they develop their intelligence silently in loneliness. They all have a rock-solid will.I think I can also persevere and work hard. This is not a beautiful fantasy, but what I am doing tirelessly. Although the monotonous and incomprehensible behavior makes him invest in interest and hobbies again.