Leap past the confused days of life

When people are bewitched at a certain stage and get into the maze, they will be obsessed with it and will not listen to what anyone says.I am still obsessed with the literary dreams I had when I was young. When I was young, I set up a life ambition to pursue literary creation.In this way, I have been divorced from my personal reality, led myself into narrow consciousness and fantasies all day long, insisted on my own opinions, became more and more inextricable, and was obsessed with the wishful thinking that literature is above all else. This has supported me to this day, and it has also hindered the development of complementary advantages of human nature. develop.

What literature is is a comprehensive narrative of human nature and human studies, and it is also a process of forging self-spiritual beauty. Although articles can be imitated and written, not everyone can write high-level articles, but I refuse to admit defeat. Don't be discouraged and keep working hard in this direction.It seems that I have entered a kingdom of literature and art. I really want to write out all the things in life and people’s emotions, try to make myself understand it, and let others enjoy it. Under the guidance of this kind of thinking, I have almost developed a I feel uncomfortable not typing on the computer. I take my lyrical hobby as my life and devote my energy to self-justified writing.

Now I understand that it is really not easy to get rid of this habit that has been developed for many years. Although there is no breakthrough in writing, I have persisted all the time. I think that doing this is not a bad bad habit, but a waste Just a little personal time.

When I set the goal of literary creation, I already deviated from my own voyage. The road of literature and art is too far away. After decades of walking, it is really not easy to adjust the divergent road in the journey of life. , has gone more than half of the journey of life, is there any point in adjusting?Can life start all over again?At this time, I felt at a loss. The ideal was too far-reaching to be realized at all. I think such an ideal was not formed in a day or two. The endless troubles of the inner world.

I have always used the spirit of dripping water to wear stones to encourage myself to pursue my dream of literature. I also believe that writers are not all geniuses, nor are they all stars in the sky. They are just unswerving believers and unyielding people with strong willpower. .

In order to improve my writing level, I continued to practice repeatedly describing people, things, scenery, and scenes around me, constantly improving my ideological realm and methods of writing, and I kept on doing so.

The sky is as dark as ink, I can’t see my fingers, it’s pitch black, I think about myself again and again, and I don’t regret making this stupid effort. Surprisingly, I can express my heart. Of course, this is not a material reward, but the process of writing. A healthy spirit encourages pleasurable things while the mind is lifted and soothed.

It will also appear in the north, which is quite similar to the weather in the south of the Yangtze River. One morning, the white mist is foggy, and the fog condenses together to make the sky much more chaotic.After I put on my clothes, I rode my bicycle to join the ranks of happy pedestrians on the street. On the way to work in a hurry, when I crossed the intersection of traffic lights, I suddenly had an epiphany. I suddenly relaxed and let go of my troubles. And anxiety, forget the sad thoughts, as the saying goes, laugh at the feeling of ten years old.

The weather was cooler, and the hardened road surface was clean.The sanitation workers in beige fluorescent suits have been working for several hours at this time, and they look a little sluggish, showing a decadent mood, which can not help but make people feel sympathetic. They are some low-income workers who may feel humble jobs By.Yes, people are born with unequal treatment due to their intelligence. This is a very real life problem.

It is a kind of happiness for people to enjoy a quiet and peaceful life, especially for those who can fully think without any pressure and psychological burden. At this time, I want to start writing immediately and draw up a topic to write something separately.

The story of a little boy and a little girl running happily in the woods embodies romance. The girl has a pair of beautiful talking eyes and is full of energy when chasing and playing. Girls of this age are pushy and innocent, showing In a happy and happy childhood, the boy showed a timid look.

This reminds me of the past when I had no good memories in my childhood, because I don't like the life of following the rules and prefer to walk alone, think independently, and do things alone.Of course, I also found many reasons for my independence. All birds and beasts live independently.

At this time, I was so sleepy that I couldn't bear it anymore. When my head tilted, I woke up suddenly again. I reached out to pick up the watered tea cup, took a big sip, and forced my eyes to open.

Seeing this situation, Mei said, "I'm sleepy and don't go to bed." This was a word of concern for him.

"What do you care about me?" I couldn't understand my behavior, how could I get angry for no reason, and I couldn't help losing my temper to Mei for the first time after being awakened.Mei suppressed the anger in her chest and did not refute, the room was extremely quiet.

I fell at my desk and failed to write an article. I felt guilty and painful. I lost my temper before I lost my mind. I felt wronged and felt inexplicable pain in my heart.

In the dead of night, the lights in the windows between the buildings were extinguished one by one, and a few were still on.

Depressed and unhappy people cannot bear the pressure from human vanity and society, and their minds will be disturbed and out of balance. Therefore, the ancient Chinese philosophy is correct, and the golden mean can maintain an absolute balance of mentality.

The next day, the sun was bright and the air was fresh. Looking at the natural beauty of the mountains and trees, I felt the beauty of being alive after another night of sleep. I also felt the influence of the atmosphere of the times, which brought people inspiration.

Greed is human nature. Human nature is greedy and the root of all evil. However, once people lose their greedy desires, they will become insensitive and dull.