Leap past the confused days of life

Chapter 74 Lack of self-control and self-confidence is painful

I feel that life is boring, but I still have to fulfill my life obligations. I have to roll up my sleeves and walk into the kitchen, take out the frozen meat from the refrigerator, wash and chop the vegetables first, wait for the frozen meat to melt slightly, and then cut it with a knife, or cut it into shreds or slices , and then wait for the family to come in and cook.

Due to work reasons, Mei always came back very late from work. After working hard for a day, after eating, Mei lay down and rested and developed a habit. Thinking about my own behavior in my ideology, why do I always have a fly in the ointment in everything I do, including in dealing with people, I always do things full of loopholes, leaving regrets and feeling too late to regret. The direct relationship, after so many years, still entertains itself like a playboy who indulges his thoughts regardless of his care, and continues to live freely in his own consciousness.

The world is constantly changing, and there are differences as well as similarities in things. The changing world brings people different outlooks on life and understanding of the world. I think this world is nothing more than a mischief caused by sex, sex and wealth.

Everyone is eager for money, but a gentleman has the right way to make money. The real environment provides quite good opportunities. The society of wise and capable people provides them with the greatest opportunity to get promoted and make a fortune.However, due to my lack of intelligence and ability in social activities, I only paid for labor, and my emotional intelligence was extremely low, so I could not achieve success. I was also depressed because I could not break through the shackles of thought and the limitations of wine, sex, and wealth, and fell into the traps and fetters of life. The ruthless years have devoured the youth.

I realized that the passage of time has blurred my memory, confused the concept of age, and stopped cherishing time, thinking that it is something for young people.

With the development of computer informatization, I don't know what will happen to human beings in the future. Perhaps through the Internet, we can understand people's words and deeds and solve all human affairs.Also look for answers that explain anything, including the crazy ideas of humanity, that turned out to be, as I predicted, how it has changed over the decades.

The weather affects my mood and mental activities. I no longer have too many extravagant expectations, and the thoughts of endless struggle are challenged by my physical fitness. I am overtired and malnourished, which makes my spirit suffer.

I use pen, ink, paper and inkstone every day, but I write naturally but without the flash of inspiration. I lament why I am writing and why the inspiration does not come. Is it because I haven’t worked hard enough, or because my mind is stupid and I can’t activate the nerve endings.

Doing nothing when thinking so dullly, why not enjoy TV shows, which happened to show a film and television drama about mentally handicapped children becoming musical geniuses. This is a story drama based on real people and real events. I benefited a lot from watching it and was inspired spiritually. guidance.In this way, I can also record the ins and outs of the events in my life in detail, and the idea of ​​preparing for future writing materials was born.

I also enjoyed the TV series "The Boss's Happiness". The protagonist has no selfish distractions, struggles selflessly and without desire, has his own unique views on life, and the characters are quite humorous.The storyline is full of vitality and confidence. Both episodes show several scenes of love. The family cares and loves the boss. However, the family does not know the details, so they introduce a partner to the boss. In order to match a marriage, the whole family racked their brains , I came up with the opportunity of learning to drive this intimate contact.

Through repeated misunderstandings, the boss knew the woman in the yard, and he became attached in his heart, but it was inconvenient to say it out, and the boss already had a place in the woman's heart.She often leads the children to play, thinking about the boss, and wants to see how the boss learns to drive.

The woman was surprised when she saw that the boss was learning to drive with the woman named Xin, which aroused the woman's jealousy.Immediately felt disappointed, and my heart was stimulated, but I didn't believe in myself, so I called to see how the boss justified himself. "Oh, yes, beautiful, what's the matter?" The tone is like a lover, and of course there are many episodes in the plot.

I wonder how these writers extracted the details and flavors of life, and developed such amazing writing ideas and skills.

Back in reality, my head was a little bit stuck, and I lost my perceptual knowledge. To be honest, my life experience is no worse than that of a writer; it’s just that I don’t have the mind of a writer, lack of experience in accumulating details of life and summarizing life, lack of Keen insight, the ability to penetrate the essence of things without a unique vision.How to master writing skills, observe details in daily life, and make reasonable logical reasoning requires serious study.

At noon that day, I saw a woman leading a fluffy and beautiful white dog. The fluff on the neck is longer than the rest of the body, which is quite rare.The length of the dog is about one meter, and it looks very scary. It has lost the scope of keeping pets. The dog's fierce appearance is frightening. What's more, a dog of this size will hurt innocent people if it becomes too beastly. The woman behind is being led away by a dog.

The idea is disconnected and digressed. The great man who was born to change the world deliberately connected the two superpowers in the last days of his life, because the country he lives in will become the greatest country in human history. And struggled all his life, and let this nation stand in the east as the conqueror of an undefeated empire.In his twilight years, he is still working tirelessly to think about the future of the world and how to realize the road of strengthening the country and enriching the people.

When meeting foreign friends, he still talks and laughs happily, jokingly talks about life's understanding of life and death, and says openly and humorously: I will go to see Marx sooner or later.When a friend asked about national affairs, the old man continued: Today we only talk about philosophy, and you can talk to the Prime Minister about national affairs.The old man loved philosophy all his life, and he talked endlessly, eloquently for hours, and it is said that he could argue with people all night long on such issues.The old man used philosophy to solve many difficult problems of human beings throughout his life. Philosophy was his life, and he was simply a wise messenger sent from heaven.

The old man changed the destiny of the country and changed the world's view of a country. His extraordinary bearing and detached human temperament left a deep impression on people. He is a philosopher of mankind. people talk.

When I read these, I will burst into tears, and I will be moved by the simple and unpretentious life of the wise old man. The old man has written a new history, changed the habits of mankind, and pushed human thoughts forward for hundreds of years. Great man The all-round talent involved in politics, economy, military and other fields is really remarkable. He uses philosophy to explain people and society.

The old man has a huge head, a face like a full moon, a broad forehead, a full sky, and a round earth pavilion.The special appearance and head are doomed to the image of Mingjun emperor.No emperor in history was as diligent and studious as he was. He diligently explored knowledge all his life, and liked to read philosophy, history, humanities, and geography.

This great oriental philosopher has fulfilled an unprecedented mission. After gaining insight into the society and the depths of the human mind, he gave up academic research, thereby realizing his childhood dream and worshiping heroes since he was a child. hero.What is a person?

The books that great men dabble in are the true meaning of the strategies of figures in philosophy, history and historical trends, and the lessons of tragic historical events, theories on how to solve internal and external troubles, and the strategies for governing the country and governing the country.

And as a small person, I continue to temper myself, but the books I read are romantic stories, improving my writing ability of analyzing and researching vocabulary, and explaining the profound connotation of the image of the human body and body language.

I have also admired heroes, and I am impressed by the power of heroes, and the feat of bravery.Human beings need such heroic role models without strategies. These people are also dedicated to society. The ideological realms of people are different, and the differences between people are quite large, and small people will get carried away.

There is a huge gap between human comprehension and the ability to know things. There was once such a great figure who ruled a big country and unified the ideas of several generations into his philosophical thinking, telling people to use the perspective of a philosopher Facing the world, he regards things and the world as a world of endless changes, from which he can see the law of inner things changing, and has gone through various hardships to give his own world view to a country and people to win in all struggles.

The ancient Chinese philosophical thoughts have evolved and formed over a long period of time. They have written thousands of years of history. They are the treasures of philosophy and are engraved in the hearts of Chinese people.

I often struggle in pain and seem to lack happiness. The source of pain flows in my sensitive heart. I can't explain my psychological situation. I think the root of pain is caused by human greed and fear, the pursuit of money and fame, and can't Get to the root of your inner pain.

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