Leap past the confused days of life

One day, Mei’s words pierced into my heart like a sharp knife, and the blood flowed out. I was irritated.The run on Mei's words made my self-esteem suffer a severe challenge. I felt fueled by the loss, and I lost control of my emotions. I was furious and even spoke rudely. It was the first time Chaomei got so angry. She was very rude, like a bearded head. The enraged beast reached the point of unstoppable rage.

Mei didn't say anything, didn't care about it, and left quietly, thinking that everyone needed to calm down, so when she avoided me in another room, it made me feel that the wife who knows me also avoided a domestic violence conflict. Calm down, I feel a little too much and regret it and want to save it.

Mei's calm attitude calmed my wounded heart, and she was quite general. She put on a high posture and ignored it, as if nothing had happened. This incident made me look at my wife with admiration. Only people with deep self-cultivation can do it, and vice versa, Mei faced it with calmness, and I was comforted and calmed down when I was stimulated.

As we grow older, we are no longer dreaming about ideals, but fantasy, that is the idea when we were young.The practical meaning is the idea of ​​equal benefit, no matter what you do, you have to talk about whether you can profit from it, and you set out to satisfy your personal desires.

At that time, the real estate industry was just emerging, and the word investment entered the topic of common people’s chatting. Investing in the real estate industry can add value. At that time, I also realized the value-added of investment, but I didn’t start. I just thought that if I didn’t do it, everything would be useless. hotheaded.

At the beginning, I didn’t have a lot of money, and I didn’t study the benefits of loans carefully. My mind lacked flexibility, and my behavior of not being able to keep pace with the times showed a dull mind. Later things showed that I felt ashamed and embarrassing, and Mei’s words stabbed me. weakness.

Calm down, I know I'm wrong, I haven't matured enough to look like a real man, and I can't afford to support my family. I can't bring a safe, stable, happy and happy life to my family, and I let Mei worry about this. Mei is usually friendly. Gentle will never say complain about me.

After a while, Mei took the initiative to express the depression and pain in her heart. The reason was that people whose conditions were not as good as her own had bought new houses. , Warm room home.

Mei revealed her heart, which made me ashamed, and I really didn't take on the responsibilities and obligations of a husband and a man, so I had an impulse, dressed neatly, and prepared to search the world for an ideal house that I could buy.

At this time, Mei seemed generous and tolerant, forgetting that I was angry at myself just now, and approached me lovingly, what is a big man who can't take it easy, and others can't stand it after a few words, what else can you do?Mei's persuasion made me feel wronged and showed out-and-out stubbornness. Mei was afraid that I would be overwhelmed and wanted to comfort my wounded heart, so she said softly: "You only go out for a while, come back quickly, I will wait for you. "

I ran out of the gate of the yard in a rage, and suddenly felt that impulsiveness is the devil. Doing things in a rage often shows that it is extremely stupid. After a burst of impulsiveness, I calmly went to the field to investigate. The existing houses on the market are not the location of the house. The problem is that the layout of the room is not ideal, or the floor height is not ideal, or it is just a corner house. After wandering around the newly built buildings for a day, I did not see the ideal house.

Turning around, still holding on to the old-fashioned ideas, really old-headed, unable to keep up with the pace of the times, even holding that the house is for living, ignoring that the house can be used for investment and speculation.

But I still saw the ideal house, and my mentality was balanced. The residential building built by a certain unit, the architectural style, the layout of the community and the geographical location are simply superb. The exterior decoration of the building is stylish and high-grade, and there is enough lighting space between the buildings. The spaciousness meets the ideal conditions for all those who want a home.I thought that a good leader in such a unit really does things for the people.

I wandered around the complex in envy, and saw a vacant house. I happened to meet a beautiful girl, and I quickly stepped forward and asked, "Is this house for sale?" She blushed shyly. Said: "No. Who wouldn't want to live in such an ideal house with a beautiful environment and a good layout. This is built for the leaders, and the house is not for sale."

It is the same fund-raising house, but the effect is completely different with the same money. It is so enviable and salivating. If you can buy such a house, it will be the happiness of your life.

I suddenly remembered the behavior of the fourth child who was artistically modeled in the happiness of the boss, and felt that my idea of ​​completely artisticizing life was simply too naive. I liked fantasy and felt lost in taking things as things, which confused me.

The house in front of me made me envious, even a little nervous. I wandered around the yard for a long time. I was really reluctant to leave. I hoped that someone would sell this house at this time.

There have been residents in the yard for a long time. Seeing the happy smiles of contented people, loving smiles, and the smiling faces of handsome men and women, I, as a viewer, are also elated.

In the community, I saw a woman wearing glasses pushing a stroller, strolling around, and through the thick glasses, I saw that she was in a relaxed mood, carefree, and happily living in this elegant, beautiful and warm environment, that kind of expression of living and working in peace , How envious people like me are.