Narcissus Self-Saving System

Chapter 149 He loves me, doesn't he love me?

After returning home, Xi Nan asked Liu Ye to go to the living room by himself first, while he went to the bathroom with his mobile phone in his arms.

After locking the door, Xi Nan sat on the toilet and took out his cell phone. "Tong'er, what does he mean? He... is he just in a bad mood after losing the game, or does he like me a little because he waited for me until midnight?"

"He was in the elevator just now, why did he pull my wrist? But he pulled my wrist, not the palm, so it doesn't seem very ambiguous."

"In addition, his usual behavior is also normal. Sometimes he invites everyone to dinner, and he calls everyone together. He never asks me to do anything alone. From this point of view, then he probably doesn't like me."

System: "If you want me to tell you, don't get entangled. You prescribe the medicine. You can give it to yourself or to him, it doesn't matter. If you don't want to let the child catch you, don't go to the wolf."

"..." Xi Nan rubbed his forehead. "I shouldn't have expected your advice."

System: "No, Brother Nan, it's mainly because of you."

Xi Nan: "Then I'm sorry for him. I just think...seeing that he's safe and sound, and not subject to that miserable fate. He's still...still young."

System: "He is a mature adult, he should know how to fall in love by himself."

Xi Nan: "..."

After Xi Nan whispered into the system for a while, there was a knock on the door.

Liu Ye's voice came next: "Are you constipated, or passed out?"

Xi Nan was silent for three seconds, and then said to the system: "He really doesn't love me."

system:"……"

Xi Nan: "I used to be very temperamental in his heart. How could he use the word 'constipation' to me?"

System: "Really? Have you ever been temperamental? Are you temperamental in his heart? It seems that only Donggui is deceived by your appearance."

Xi Nan: "Then I hope Donggui will lose his fans quickly."

System: "(〃'▽'〃) Be careful that he dislikes and steps back."

Xi Nan: "Speaking of which, this little bastard just doesn't love me in this life. Think about Xue Zhuang, think about little Qiyue, think about little Lu Yu... Then how did you treat me back then? Even if it was Zhou Liang, then It's also because of the influence of the Crow Nine Sword, otherwise it wouldn't be..."

Before the system could answer, the knock on the door became more urgent, and Liu Ye's voice sounded very serious, as if he was really worried that something happened to Xi Nan and he fainted.

"Director Zheng? Are you okay?"

"It's all right." Xi Nan replied, "Played a mobile game. I forgot you were still outside."

Liu Ye: "..."

——Can you forget this tm?

Liu Ye frowned displeasedly: "What game are you playing?"

"It's nothing. Just play the mobile version of Glory Warriors." Xi Nan said.

"What rank are you?" Liu Ye asked.

Xi Nan: "I just play casually, I don't play ranked."

Liu Ye: "Do you want me to take you?"

Xi Nan: "You don't want to bring it. You should prepare for your competition. Besides, it's not certain who will take who."

After saying this, Xi Nan pretended to flush the toilet, went to wash his hands, and then opened the door.

At this moment, he met Liu Ye's teasing gaze.

"What's the matter? I'm pretty good at playing games. Don't think I can't compare to you youngsters." Xi Nan raised his eyebrows.

Liu Ye said: "It's like this, even if your consciousness is first-rate, but at your age, your hand speed is indeed inferior to ours."

Xi Nan: "..."

——Is he here to pierce his own heart at night?What do you mean by "your age"?

Seeing his reaction, Liu Ye smiled. "Angry?"

Xi Nan pushed him away and walked to the sofa, "Tell me, what do you want from me?"

Xi Nan sat on the sofa, only to realize that while he was in the bathroom, Liu Ye had already heated water for himself and poured two glasses.

Liu Ye stepped forward and didn't sit on the sofa.

Xi Nan remembered that the last time he came, he also sat directly on the floor, as if he was particularly afraid of breaking the sofa.

Xi Nan's heart softened, and he was still a little sour, and finally said: "Why are you standing, come and sit."

Liu Ye was stunned for a moment, and finally stepped forward and sat down.He and Xi Nan sat at opposite ends of the sofa, separated by some distance.

Liu Ye took a sip of the water in front of him, then looked at Xi Nan.

The living room was only lit with side lights, and it was a bit dim. Looking at it this way, Xi Nan's skin looked extraordinarily white, like porcelain.

Because of this, his pupils looked extraordinarily black.A few lights shattered in his pupils, like stars in the dark night.

Seeing Xi Nan like this, Liu Ye's agitated heart slowly sank, and then he said slowly: "I just... just finished the game today and saw that you were not here, I was afraid that you would be disappointed in me. I want to face you Say sorry."

Xi Nan looked at him for a moment and said, "I said at the beginning that it would be great if you can enter the quarter-finals. Your current performance has already surprised me. This is the first time for you to participate in the competition, and it is mainly about accumulating experience." It's okay. This pressure is yours. Don't think about it so much in the future, just focus on the game. Now you have traffic, announcements, and money. In fact, you can go any way in the future, and the road is very wide. Speaking of—”

"Professional e-sports is indeed a youth career. What do you plan to do in the future?"

Liu Ye thought for a while, and then said, "To be honest, I haven't thought about this question carefully. By the way... When we were in elementary school, the teacher asked us to write essays and write about our dreams. Guess what I wrote?"

Xi Nan smiled. "I really can't figure it out, tell me."

Liu Ye said: "What I wrote back then was...I want to be a scientist. Isn't it ridiculous?"

Liu Ye joked about herself, but Xi Nan couldn't laugh.

Because he remembered the day when he saw Liu Ye staring at the reference book "Five-Year College Entrance Exam and Three-Year Simulation" in a daze.

——Liu Ye once thought about studying hard, but it was because of his family that he went astray later.

Xi Nan couldn't help asking: "Have you contacted your parents recently?"

"They saw me on the news and asked me for money, and I gave some." After Liu Ye finished speaking lightly, he asked Xi Nan, "Do you know much about my family?"

Xi Nan shook his head. "Not much. All I know is that they didn't treat you well. But specifically—"

Liu Ye picked up the glass on the coffee table again, holding the glass with both hands.He looked nonchalant, but Xinan noticed that he was holding the cup so tightly that the veins popped out on the back of his hand.

"One day, my father went to gamble, and my mother brought a man home...to do that kind of business to pay off my father's debt."

Liu Ye said, "At that time I was doing papers, packed up my things and left in a hurry, and accidentally left the papers at home. I only brought a few books with me. I went to the school playground to memorize the books for a while, and returned home at night. When I got home, I saw my test paper...I don't know if that man couldn't even afford toilet paper, or if he just picked up everything to wipe it and happened to get my test paper. Anyway..."

"From then on, whenever I went to the exam and saw the paper, I remembered what that man left on my paper. I couldn't control my nausea and retching, so I... almost handed in blank papers every time."

After Liu Ye finished speaking, his eyes turned from the water in the glass back to Xi Nan's face, and met Xi Nan's gaze.

Fortunately, there was no expression in Xi Nan's eyes that he didn't want to see, similar to "sympathy" and "poor".

In fact, Xi Nan tried his best to restrain himself, so as not to let too strange emotions show in his eyes.

No one knew that his heart was actually throbbing.

Liu Ye stared into Xi Nan's eyes, "Dr. Zheng, are you unable to imagine what I said? In fact, seeing you... I didn't understand the meaning of a word - 'the difference between cloud and mud'."

The difference between cloud and mud?When it comes to the origin of birth, they are indeed very different.

Xi Nan was born on the so-called "on the cloud", a model drawn by the best painters hired by the Emperor of Heaven, born of the pure spiritual energy between heaven and earth, a god created to save the world.

As for Xiangliu, it was conceived by Gong Gong with the most evil spirit in order to destroy the human beings in China. He was born in "soil", which meant disasters and catastrophes.

But what about this?

He Xi Nan walked for 1 years, and finally came to where he is today. At this moment, they finally became the same kind.Now they are all ordinary people, there is no difference anymore.

"Dr. Zheng, I said these words not to complain, nor to win sympathy. I just want to tell you the most unbearable side of me, and tell you the things in my family...the most despicable things that can't be told to outsiders. First of all, I thought, since someone is trying to dig out our black material, the matter between you and me is of course pure rumors, but if they also find out about my family, it will be true. Although those things are not my fault. But there is no guarantee that they will not take them out of context to make a fuss. I want to tell you in advance that you can remind the company's public relations department. You can also have an idea in your heart. "

"Secondly..."

The second reason is probably the most important reason.

I will tell you my worst past, if you can even accept this, does that mean we may have other possibilities?

Liu Ye stared at Xi Nan for a long time, but he didn't say it. He just said: "Secondly, I just want to assure you that those experiences are the worst experiences I have had. The next game, and my future In life, I will make good plans and will not let you down. You helped me when I was in the most difficult time. In the future...you don't have to work so hard in the future. In case something happens, I will be able to do it when the time comes. I hope you can rely on me too."

What Liu Ye said is not obvious, it depends on how you understand it.You can understand that he is just expressing the meaning of forming a straw ring and wanting to repay his kindness, or it can be understood that he is expressing the meaning of "I like you, and I think I can make money to support you in the future, so you don't have to be so tired".

But in fact, no matter what Liu Ye meant, Xi Nan was very pleased.

He had worried too much before, and he didn't know how to deal with the relationship between him and Liu Ye.

In addition, he always thought that the two of them were strange.

But this night, Liu Ye's frank confession made him feel that the distance between them was much closer, at least much closer than he imagined.

"Okay, I see. I will discuss it with the PR department. Thank you for trusting me."

Xi Nan exhaled softly, and leaned in Liu Ye's direction, "You are still young, and your life is still long. These days will always get better and better. Of course, I think you can take it easy , I can see clearly, you have done a good job. Just don’t put too much pressure on your heart. When I was your age..."

Xi Nan thought to himself, based on his real age, when he was 19 years old, he really didn't understand anything. Every day he just climbed trees, caught birds and played in the mud. He was often ashamed and dirty.

The system is right, he has never been a god with a cold temperament.Back then when he went to Buzhou Mountain to meet Donggui, he was just putting on a show, and Donggui might have misunderstood something.

Withdrawing his thoughts, Xi Nan couldn't help but stepped forward and patted Liu Ye's shoulder. "In short, compared to me back then, you are already very sensible."

Having said that, Xi Nan looked at his watch, it was already one o'clock in the morning.

So Xi Nan said: "It's too late. You can sleep in my house. I'll clean up the second bedroom for you. There are washing tools. You can take a shower in the bathroom outside first. I'll take a shower in the master bedroom. Going to sleep too."

"Well... okay. That's troublesome." Liu Ye nodded.

"No trouble." Xi Nan got up, went to make Liu Ye's bed first, and then went to the bathroom to take a shower.

When Xi Nan came out of the shower, he found that the light in the living room was on, but there was no movement in the second bedroom.

After walking to the living room, Xi Nan saw Liu Ye collapsed on the sofa, seemingly asleep.

Liu Ye is really tired from playing games recently.Xi Nan couldn't bear to wake him up, so he went to the second bedroom and hugged the quilt and came out.

He first put the quilt on the other side of the sofa, quietly helped Liu Ye take off his shoes and socks, took a hot towel to wipe his feet, and then gently covered him with the quilt.

When helping Liu Ye tuck the quilt, Xi Nan couldn't help leaning closer to him, and took a few extra glances at his face.

His eyelashes are very long, and they curl up when his eyes are closed, casting a circle of shadows, which also makes people see his very obvious dark circles.

The bridge of his nose is high and straight, and it is as firm as his character.

Further down was his lips. When he fell asleep, his lips would open slightly from time to time, exhaling warm breath.

It was also at this moment that Xi Nan realized that he was so close to him that his breath sprayed on his face.

Xi Nan immediately turned sideways, staggered some distance, then straightened up, ready to go back to sleep.

Suddenly, someone grabbed his waist, and then his whole body was pressed down, almost his entire upper body lying on Liu Ye's body.

"You..." Xi Nan frowned subconsciously, but it met Liu Ye's bottomless eyes.

Liu Ye spoke, his voice was low and hoarse, a bit magnetic as if he hadn't woken up. "You woke me up."

"Since you're awake, go back to the second bed and take a shower before going to bed," Xi Nan said.

"You just wiped my feet, I feel it. Why are you so nice to me?" Liu Ye asked.

Xi Nan: "..."

——Are you pretending to be asleep just now?

"I'm afraid you'll stink my quilt if you don't wash your feet." Xi Nan pushed him, "Let go, I'm going to sleep."

Hearing this, Liu Ye did let go.But after his hands left Xi Nan's waist, he held Xi Nan's face very quickly, and looked at him seriously.

"What are you doing?" Xi Nan scolded.

Liu Ye's gaze was like water. "I just... had a very strange dream. I dreamed that you were wearing a simple white robe, like a little fairy."

Xi Nan didn't speak.

In the blink of an eye, he heard Liu Ye's half-dream, half-awake, low-pitched sigh asking, "I used to...have I met you somewhere?"

The next day, Xi Nan was woken up by the phone ringing.

He answered in a daze, it was Wen Tianyu's voice.

"Huh? What's wrong?" Xi Nan asked.

Wen Tianyu said: "Director Zheng, that's how it is. Regarding the clarification of the black material yesterday, it's easy for Pan Xing to talk about it. He can make fun of it himself. It's fine that he and his cousin were photographed. You..."

"Just say we go to an ordinary bar. You can think of specific reasons." Xi Nan said.

"If it's just about the bar, it's okay. But... But you two are on Weibo again, and you're also on the trending search."

Wen Tianyu bit the bullet and said, "The property in your community should have been bought over there. The photos that came out were directly the screenshots of your elevator and the surveillance video at the entrance of the corridor. Of course I know, you may be just chatting or something." It's just that it's a bit difficult to deal with. When will you come to the company, do you want to deal with it, and how to deal with it? Let's discuss it in a meeting? After all, this is related to other companies in the company—"

Xi Nan was listening to the phone when Liu Ye grabbed his neck.

Then Liu Ye pressed close to his ear, and asked in a hoarse voice that was just waking up: "Who is calling so early?"

Xi Nan: "..."

Wen Tianyu: "Fuck, Director Zheng..."

"That's no, no, Mr. Zheng, don't get me wrong, I didn't swear, I was just a little surprised for a while, and I didn't control it well. That...well, I'm still wrong, I should be more professional, I shouldn't be surprised. That... ..."

Got it.This is also the first time Xi Nan found Wen Tianyu so incoherent.

Xi Nan wanted to explain, after all, nothing happened to them last night, all this was purely a misunderstanding.

But Xi Nan opened his mouth and found that he didn't know how to explain.

Xi Nan thought for a while, and had to say: "First, please tell Secretary Zhang for me, and ask her to look at the house. I have to move. This property is too nonsense. Second, find a legal counsel to contact an external lawyer. I want Sue the property. As for the rest of the PR stuff..."

"I'll go to the company later. Go to the company and talk."

Xi Nan put down the phone and looked at Liu Ye with reproachful eyes: "Why did you come to my bed?"

Liu Ye stared at him: "You kissed me first last night."

This, how to explain this?

Xi Nanzuo was stunned for a moment, and then decided to go all out. "Yes, I kissed. What's the matter? Didn't you bump into me to go gay, um, I admit it, I'm gay, in the middle of the night, when my head was hot, I saw you looking good, so I-"

--What do you want?Do you want me to be responsible?Or you can come back with a kiss!

"It's mainly because you touched my waist first and then my face. I just..."

As Xi Nan talked, he lost all momentum inexplicably.

After a while, he looked at Liu Ye, "How about we just pretend nothing happened?"

Liu Ye's eyes suddenly became sharp. "What do you mean?"

Xi Nan blinked: "I... don't mean anything."

Liu Ye: "I hear what you mean, when you meet a good-looking man, in the middle of the night, alone and widowed in a room, you will take the initiative to kiss him? Is that right?"

Xi Nan: "..."

Liu Ye: "Is it okay for someone else to change me last night?"

Xi Nan: "..."

Liu Ye: "Wait, that's not right. It should be said, if I am not your subordinate, if you are not afraid of getting along with embarrassment, if it is not because of my young age, if you changed to another man last night, you and him might still be together. What else will happen?"

Xi Nan: "..."

Xi Nan found that he had been arrogant for a little while at first, and then without saying a word, he managed to drive Liu Ye away in anger.

The little boy got out of bed angrily, changed clothes, put on socks and shoes, and closed the door in one go, disappearing in an instant.

Xi Nan didn't care about chasing him, so he lay back on the bed and touched his forehead with the back of his hand, always feeling dizzy as if he had a fever.

Speaking of which, nothing really happened last night.

It was nothing more than that after Liu Ye finished asking that sentence, Xi Nan couldn't help lowering his head and kissed Liu Ye.

What he kissed was not the mouth, not even the face, so he just kissed the forehead.

Moreover, after the kiss, Xi Nan fled the living room at the speed of light and closed the bedroom door while the little boy was in a daze.

Back in the master bedroom, he quickly lay on the bed and covered himself with the quilt, trying to make himself fall asleep as soon as possible.

But he couldn't sleep at all, and finally had to take the sleeping pills prescribed by Hu Bing.

Speaking of which, when did Liu Ye come to his bed?

Xi Nan found that after taking the sleeping pills, he basically fell into pieces and couldn't remember anything.

——Again, why is he so angry?Do you rely on your brain to replenish your anger?

Sure enough, he was still young.

Xi Nan came to this conclusion, got up slowly to wash up, waited for the driver to come, and then went to the company.

"I'll go, it's so romantic. I also want to have a boyfriend like Zheng Dong. Don't you think it's too touching for the sponsor to keep a canary or something?"

"Canary? Liu Ye? I don't think he should be a canary. Is he a little wolf dog?"

"According to what you mean... Is Mr. Zheng subject to it?"

Xi Nan pushed open the door of the secretary's office, and the chattering discussions of the girls inside stopped immediately.

Xiao Zhang ran over with milk in one hand and a sandwich in the other.

"Yo, I feel sorry for your boss at last." Xi Nan took the breakfast and saw Xiao Zhang blinking at him, "This is what the little wolf dog brought over just now."

"What little wolf dog?" Xi Nan frowned.

"Liu Ye." After Xiao Zhang said this, he immediately covered his mouth, but he couldn't restrain the corners of his aunt's mouth that rose like a smile.

Xi Nan: "..."

Xiao Zhang: "Well, Mr. Zheng, take your time for breakfast. I'll help you find that house. That property and community have been blacklisted by us, it's too bullying!"

Xi Nan: "..."

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