Narcissus Self-Saving System

The next day is Saturday.

In the morning, Liu Ye accompanied Xi Nan to move. In fact, most of the work was handed over to the moving company and cleaning, and they played a supervisory role.

The two of them had dinner together at noon, and then went to Xun Feng's place.

Xi Nan asked Liu Ye to go home first, and his consultation would take 3 hours to end.

Liu Ye insisted on waiting here for Xi Nan, so Xi Nan had no choice but to give up.

Xun Feng's newly opened psychological counseling center has a rest area for family members, privacy and other aspects are well done, single seat, coffee and tea are all available.

Liu Ye chose a back seat and sat down. In fact, it was a rare time to relax.He was playing with his mobile phone while wearing a headset, checking some information about the upcoming new heroes in the game, and studying the skill characteristics and restraint skills of the new heroes with some great masters.

Of course, as the runner-up in the last competition, he also received a test invitation from the game company. When the hero is on the test server, he can give priority to experience and give feedback.

Not long after Liu Ye sat down, about 10 minutes later, someone opened the door and came in.

Liu Ye didn't look up, and didn't look at who he was, until the man walked up to him and stood beside him. It seemed that he was coming for him.

The e-sports circle is not small, but it is not big. Although the previous gossip has been on the Internet for a while, it will not be known to everyone. At least come to the psychological counseling room and meet your fans all at once Etc., the probability is relatively small.

Liu Ye slightly frowned, looked up, and saw Donggui.

Liu Ye frowned even tighter, subconsciously feeling that the visitor was not kind.

He didn't say hello to Donggui, he remembered what Xi Nan told him - don't believe anything Donggui said.

Donggui glanced at him, but didn't seem to have exchanged any greetings.

He just put a mobile phone with earphones on the table in front of Liu Ye.

Liu Ye didn't even look at it, just took out his phone and played the game.

Dong Gui only approached him and said, "I also came here for medical treatment yesterday, and I put a real-time listening device under the chair in the consultation room. The software has been turned on, and the password to unlock the phone is '1234'. Curious, what are they talking about?" If anything, you might as well listen to it."

Donggui left behind his mobile phone, earphones, and these words, and left.

After Donggui left, Liu Ye looked at the table almost uncontrollably.

He knew he shouldn't touch that mobile phone and that pair of earphones, because Xi Nan had told him that this return to the east was obviously not with good intentions.

But about Xi Nan's past, I know too little, too little.

Liu Ye is sure that he likes him, but why he likes him, what he has experienced, and what he hides from himself, Liu Ye is eager to know.

Liu Ye still remembered the last time he bumped into Xi Nan at the gate of the psychological counseling building where Hu Bing was.

The world-weary, sad, and sad expression in his eyes must not be caused by the so-called "work pressure" he said.

Cell phones and headphones are like drugs right now.Liu Ye knew he shouldn't touch it, but he picked up the phone uncontrollably, unlocked it, and put the earphones in his ears. Immediately afterwards, the conversation between Xun Feng and Xi Nan was transmitted to Liu Ye's ears without missing a beat. inside.

"Okay, let's continue with the plot just now. After passing through the thorn bushes and killing that demon, what did you see?"

Xi Nan's voice sounded a little weak. "a house."

"What kind of house?"

"The villa. My family's villa."

"Okay, now you hold your lover's hand and come to that villa, you both push open the door and go in—"

"No, I won't go in."

"Why? We experienced a lot of suffering on the way just now, including defeating demons... This means that you have experienced all the suffering and are about to gain happiness. This house, representing your home, is the harbor you can return to after wandering for a lifetime. Why? You don't want to go in?"

"Because there's...a sword in there."

"Sword? What's it called?"

"Crow Nine. It's called Crow Nine Sword."

At this point, Xun Feng's voice hesitated a bit.

Because he remembered the story that man named Meng Dong told him yesterday.

But now he can only continue. "What's wrong with this sword? Are you afraid to see it yourself? Or are you afraid to let your lover see it?"

"Enough. Stop it. Let me wake up." Xi Nan's voice suddenly sounded painful.

Xun Feng knew that he couldn't continue, so he could only say: "Dark clouds came suddenly, and it's going to rain. The raindrops on the eaves will hit the window lattice very loudly. When you hear the sound of the tenth raindrop, wake up."

"Tick, tick..."

The raindrops rang ten times.Xi Nan woke up suddenly, with sweat on his forehead, and his face was very pale.

After Xun Feng handed him a glass of water, he drank a large glass of water himself and wiped the sweat from his forehead.

Hypnotherapy is not only a test for the patient, but also an extremely energy-consuming thing for the doctor. There must be no mistakes in any link.

Xun Feng adjusted for a while, took the note over, and said to Xi Nan: "You don't want your lover to see that sword. The thorn bushes and demons on the road are not to prevent you from going home. It's you who set it up yourself to stop you. The lover is near that villa. You are afraid."

"Yes. I never deny it. As I said, I am sorry for him. Although I... have made the greatest amends and forgiven sins as much as possible. But some things can be changed without making amends. I just feel that if I always Having such a mentality may not be conducive to our being together. Besides..."

"Besides, are you afraid that he will know?" Xun Feng took his words.

"I just wanted to find a solution."

"I understand. If you continue like this, you will be under a lot of psychological pressure when you are with him. You are afraid that he will know everything, and he is afraid that he will know the truth. At the same time, you will always feel guilty. It is like a strand of hair with tall buildings hanging from both ends , you don’t know when this strand of hair will break.”

Xi Nan closed his eyes and let out a long breath.

Xun Feng said: "Don't worry. I know that because of your previous dreams and hallucinations, your mental state is actually very fragile, so you think that the hidden worry about that sword is even greater. But I think..."

"Sometimes it's better not to be blocked. You can tell him everything."

"No, Anan, I will not forgive you. I will never forgive you!"

——This is the last sentence Xiang Liu left after he killed Xiang Liu 1 years ago.

——Now, can I really tell him those things?

Xi Nan slowly opened his eyes and looked at Xun Feng. "No, I won't tell him."

"I didn't tell him, not only because I was sorry for him, but also because..."

It's also because Xi Nan remembers Xiang Liu's situation in every world after he left.

He died, left, and it was over.Xiang Liu, who survived, would often experience a long and painful life alone.Xi Nan can imagine his pain, because he felt the same way when he walked alone for 1 years.But the difference is that Xiangliu has lived through six lifetimes.If he really knew everything, his traumatic stress reaction would only be much worse than his own.

Xi Nan didn't want him to think of those bad things at all.Xi Nan would rather he forget all his past.

He can bear all the pressure by himself.

So Xi Nan said to Xun Feng: "It doesn't matter doctor. In fact, I come to chat with you alone every week, and my mood has improved a lot. Stress, anxiety, etc. have all improved a lot. So, let's do it. Help later I do some relaxation therapy. The rest, I have my own agenda and will take care of it."

"Really?" Xun Feng said, "but you have already asked me to increase the dosage of sleeping pills for you. After that, do you have to make up for anxiety and antidepressants? If you get to that point, you may have to go to The psychiatric department of the hospital."

"As I judged at the beginning, you are a passive treatment behavior. You refuse to save yourself, treat the symptoms but not the root cause, and the subsequent situation may be very serious."

Hearing this, Liu Ye's hands couldn't help shaking.