Life is bloody eight o'clock

Xu Douxiao didn't know what he wanted to do either.He didn't mean to conceal it deliberately, but he never mentioned it. That house is the carrier of memories between him and Yuan Ben, and the carrier of his entire youth. Maybe he let it go and walked out, but Xu Douxiao didn't want to talk about it because he didn't want to let it go.

He kept the house as it was, and had it cleaned on schedule, but it was just a stubbornness to seal his memory.

If Yuan Ben didn't ask these choices that happened in his subconscious world, it would probably take a long time for him to discover them.

Xu Douxiao did not reply to Yuan Ben's message that day. Yuan Ben waited and waited, feeling uneasy because of various speculations, and barely fell asleep until early in the morning.

He had a dream.

There is such a TV program in China that makes the elite look back on the past and show their sorrows, "I am a genius, and I am rich."

Then let the unmarried young women in front of the TV have one more fantasy object, and the male compatriots have one more object of resentment.

Zou Minyuan is watching such a program now.

The hostess was mature, steady and smiling sweetly. The interviewed guests sitting on the sofa were wearing smoke gray shirts and black suits, with gentle smiles, courteous speech, and elegant manners. Whoever said he was not an elite had a problem with his thinking system.

"It's so handsome." Minyuan sat cross-legged on the sofa with hot milk in her hands and sighed.

The man who was cutting fruit in the kitchen turned around and retorted with feigned dissatisfaction: "Handsome? Are you as handsome as me?"

"He's more handsome than you." She teased her boyfriend who was obviously narcissistic, "What kind of temperament does he have? The annual income is 500 million US dollars, and the net profit is 70 yuan per second. A deep breath is a new Nike."

"Hey, let me say, is he handsome or his salary is handsome."

"They're all handsome." He was happy to see him holding a tray in his hand and smiling helplessly at himself. To be honest, no matter what others say that he loves because of love, the one at home is not inferior to the one on TV.

Moreover, compared to the elite on TV, the man in front of him who will cut fruit for himself is more real.

The man ignored him, and when he leaned over to put the tray on, his eyes naturally drifted to the TV, and his body froze unnoticed.

"He's the CEO. He's so young, the same age as you." Minyuan picked up an apple and naturally leaned on her boyfriend.

"Yes."

I didn't wait for the expected retort, "I'm just a civil servant, you despise me." Minyuan looked up at him somewhat unexpectedly, but he just stared at the TV, with tenderness and...bitterness in his eyes.

The TV show was still going on, and the hostess asked questions one after another. It was originally a program for entertaining the public. The questions were not sharp, but they also satisfied human curiosity.

The interviewed elites kept smiling from the beginning to the end, and their answers neither leaked privacy nor made people feel indifferent, and their slightly hoarse voices made people feel comfortable. With such voices, it is possible to be a radio host.

"Don't you like that kind of hoarse voice? Don't stop me from smoking. It will change after smoking."

"Don't stop? Let you die of throat cancer?"

The person in the memory scratched his slightly yellowed hair unwillingly, and handed over the last pack of cigarettes in his pocket.

In the end, the sound became like this.The man watching TV coughed softly from time to time, feeling a little pain in his heart, why is he smoking so uncontrollably?

"Now I want to ask a question on behalf of all the female compatriots. I heard that Mr. Huang is single now. I wonder if he has considered starting a family?"

"Uh." The elite got stuck for a rare moment, and took three seconds to answer, "I enjoy my current life very much. Moreover, I don't think I am mature enough, and I don't have the courage to carry a family."

"Then, finally Mr. Huang can say a word to his family and friends through our program."

The CEO surnamed Xu stared at the camera, different from the politeness and calmness just now, his eyes were full of seriousness, and even a little childish.

"I'm living a good life now, and I'm still the Xu Douxiao from before."

Then there is the customary "Thank you for participating, viewers and friends, please pay attention to our next program, we will invite the famous XXX in the next issue."

After Xu Douxiao greeted everyone, he returned to his car, unbuttoned his clothes and spread them out on the driver's seat, took out a cigarette and lit it, the smoke lingered in the confined space, going back to two years ago .

"Cheer up, please don't go on like this. This is not the Xu Douxiao I know."

The man's voice trembled, almost crying.There is a bit of coldness, a bit of fragility, a bit of panic and full of reluctance.

Panicked, fragile, cold and reluctant.

You're the one I don't know.

Didn't you come to cover the water with soil?

Aren't you arrogant, direct and fearless?

Aren't you optimistic and heartless?

Don't you resolutely never look back?

How did that happen?

By the way, I made you become like this, it was me...

I'm doing well now, I'm still that Xu Douxiao, you should rest assured.

Xu Douxiao lay prone on the steering wheel, letting the cigarette in his hand burn to ashes in this bustling night.

In another city, Minyuan pushed her boyfriend who was staring at the advertisement beside her in a daze.

"Yuan Ben?"

"kindness?"

"The milk is making you cold, I'll warm it up for you."

"Oh, good." Yuan Ben obediently handed out the mug in his hand, and watched her busy in the semi-open kitchen.Mom's words jumped out of memory.

"You want to wait for him to get married first if you don't get married, so why isn't he waiting for you? One of you two will take this step first."

He is not gay, he knows this better than anyone else, he just met Xu Douxiao in those youthful years.

He is not a love saint, as long as everyone knows this, he will not live alone with that love for the rest of his life.

Xu Douxiao can't say that he doesn't love him anymore, and he can't say that he still loves him. The love between him and them is a thorn in his heart forever. It will hurt.

Minyuan can't be said to love him very much, nor can it be said to not love him at all. The relationship between her and them is like a bowl of porridge, not expensive but satisfying, simple and pure.In fact, this is what I have always wanted.

It has been procrastinating like this because of Xu Douxiao, he is worried about him, always thinking, this person is so stubborn, how is his health, how is his relationship with his family, he is not worried about his work, that People, as long as you don't risk your life for work, you are already thankful.

Now that he is living a good life, shouldn't it be time for him to take that step?

"Minyuan, I said, let's get married."

The milk in Minyuan's hand almost spilled on him, her idle fingers pointed at him and her voice trembled: "What did you just say?"

"I said, let's get married." He touched his chin thinking of something, "It's a bit casual, we need a ring anyway, let's go buy it tomorrow."

The milk in Minyuan's hand finally spilled out, she didn't care about the mug and the milk flowing across the floor, she rushed to hug him: "Okay, let's get married."

She had waited a long time for his words, and thought she would wait longer.

They have known each other for three years, and they have been friends for one year and two years as lovers. It stands to reason that they are much shorter than those who have been in love for several years, but what is terrible is their ages, 29 and 26.

When she met him at the age of 23, she graduated from university and was in full bloom. When she fell in love with him, the family members seemed to be reassured. Everyone said that my son-in-law had a good appearance, a good character, a good job, and a good family background.

At that time, she rolled her eyes, she was a son-in-law before she got married, what if I kicked him in the future?

But after two years, the family members became anxious and were not reserved anymore. When they saw them, they asked, when will you get married?

No wonder they are impatient, my classmates are all children's mothers, and I am still hanging on like this.

Yuan Ben is fine, but 29 is in the prime of his life, and he is about to become an old lady.

Every time this matter was brought up, Yuan Ben's eloquence disappeared, and he just remained silent.

The first few times like this, she thought he didn't love her at all, but ah, he was so kind to herself, good colleagues and friends said he was a 24-year-old boyfriend, and the good self felt that her doubts about him were a kind of crime.

Later, she found out that there was such a person in his heart, or such a thing that he couldn't let go of. If he couldn't let go, he would definitely never marry her for the rest of his life.

Who is Zou Minyuan? Who can change what she believes.So she said to him, Yuan Ben, I love you, and I want to spend the rest of my life with you. As long as you don’t say you don’t love me, I won’t let you go. Wait until you say get married.

Now he said to himself, she knew, he let go, how did he let go?Why did you let go?

What did you let go of?She doesn't know, and doesn't want to know, and he will tell himself if he thinks it's appropriate.

What should I do now?She threw herself into his arms and burst into tears.That's right, that's right, call your parents, and they will be able to call him son-in-law justifiably in the future. Those who have a state notarization will call him "Lifetime", their whole life, and their own life.

They are getting married.

Yuan Ben woke up, the corners of his eyes were wet, he cried all night with the girl in his dream.

He has had this dream many times, since he met Ning Jun in the hospital. He repeatedly dreamed that he had found a suitable girlfriend, and seeing that Xu Douxiao had a bright future, he was finally able to let go. Hopeless obsession, embark on your own happy life.

This may be some kind of compensation mentality. Yuan Ben self-diagnosed after seven consecutive days of dreaming. He had foreseen the bright future of Xu Douxiao, so he was subconsciously looking for a way out for himself.

But he couldn't find himself a girlfriend like in his dream. He thought it was a matter of sexual orientation, but he couldn't find a boyfriend for himself either.

Maybe when I really see Xu Douxiao get married, as the mother in the dream said, one of them will always take the first step.It was him in the dream, but in reality he could wait for Xu Douxiao to take the lead.

Xu Douxiao has already stepped forward.

But why did he come back again?