Life is bloody eight o'clock

The two people who were filmed without knowing it are still happily making a one-day appointment.

Xu Douxiao's arrangement was very simple, basically it was a restored version of their college life. After visiting the art market, they picked up two small red cars and rode slowly along the river.

"Do you remember the last time we camped by the river?"

"remember."

In his sophomore year, Yuan Ben took cycling and swimming as electives in his physical education class, which can be called the hidden treasure course of F University. It not only imparts outdoor survival experience, but also brings his friends to camp and barbecue together. Yuan Ben chose it to mix himself up. After the selection of credits, I realized that I had dug a treasure, and I was showing off in the student union office. Cheng Qian, who was annoyed that he was not selected, ignored him, and pushed him to draw three posters in a row.

When it was time for camping, Yuan Ben naturally took his little boyfriend with him, brought various meat skewers, and set off with the bicycle team in the evening. When it was dark, he just arrived at the riverside, set up a tent for two, and ate happily. barbecue.

Rolling together at night to keep warm, Xu Douxiao called him up at dawn to watch the sunrise on the river. The golden light spread along the water surface, like a road leading to hope and eternity.

"At that time, I thought, it's good to be like this for the rest of my life." Xu Douxiao put his bicycle away, and lay down on the railing by the river to watch the ferry.

"You and I can also walk hand in hand when we retire. Whether you get up to watch the sunrise, we can watch the sunset."

"Dou Xiao..." His back looks so lonely, so Yuan Ben didn't know whether he should continue to play his role. If he is 20 years old, he can naturally hug him and promise him, and they can watch together In the setting sun, we can sit together in a rocking chair and grow old slowly.If it were him now, nothing but silence would be persuasion.

Why should I advise him?Yuan Ben is unwilling, I love him more than anyone else, I want to possess him, but I always push him away.

"We can watch the sunset together today." He walked to him and looked at him with his back against the railing. "Why wait until after retirement?"

Xu Douxiao smiled lightly. "Yeah, why wait until later? I don't even know what's going to happen tomorrow." His brows were furrowed, his eyes were half closed, and his eyelashes cast a sad shadow, helpless and exhausted, Yuan Ben seemed to eat a raw lemon , all the sourness and bitterness flowed into my heart.

"Tomorrow is too far away..." he said, "but you can guess what's going to happen next second?"

"What?" Xu Douxiao asked.

Yuan Ben turned sideways and kissed his nose: "I will kiss you."

Xu Douxiao smiled, helplessness and exhaustion disappeared, leaving only joy.

"Very corny."

Yuan Ben didn't care: "Will it work?"

"Ah."

"That's good."

"Have you ever thought about why I want you to realize such a wish?"

"No."

"The night before I came here, I had a dream." Xu Douxiao's voice was soft and gentle, as if he was afraid of disturbing something, "I dreamed that I was going to a meeting, in a hotel by the sea. "

He had never had much talent for storytelling, but this dream was particularly fascinating.

Xu Douxiao's habit of running in the morning is unshakable. From the age of 10 to 30, from domestic to foreign countries, from a student to a partner, he always goes out for a lap when big things are in front of him.

It doesn't matter whether it is dawn or dark, whether there is a lot of traffic or everything is quiet, it has nothing to do with him. He doesn't think about anything, doesn't look at anything, and just focuses on the road in front of him, step by step. Run over there, break out in a sweat, and start the day in good spirits.

It was the same today, Xu Douxiao came out of the hotel wearing sportswear, the autumn after the cold dew swept over his exposed arms and legs, making him shiver.

He arrived late yesterday, only to see the brightly lit door of the hotel in the dark night, but he found the place desolate during the day, a row of antique buildings stood across the road, the drum tower in the middle was topped with a billboard with a white background, black The words "yacht vacation" written in bold imitation Song typeface, together with the photos of yachts shuttling in the ancient waves next to it, show a sense of postmodern irony in the gray morning light.

Xu Douxiao smiled, remembering that the yacht harbor that Gu Yue mentioned was not far away, he ran over there.

The yacht harbor was not far or near, and when he ran over, he just started to move his body, emitting a little heat, like a piece of roasted sweet potato just out of the oven.

The harbor is still under construction, surrounded by white walls on three sides, painted with the safety production slogan of the construction company, and the other side facing the sea, blocked by iron nets, the big iron gate at the entrance is not open, and the uncle who is on duty can be seen when he approaches Holding a teacup and yawning.

Xu Douxiao stood at the door for a while, and read the project introduction next to the iron gate. He should have continued running, but he felt unwilling, as if the yacht harbor should give himself an explanation.

He looked left and right, and found that there was a small opening in the iron net next to the wall, just enough for a person to get in, it was so warmly invited, what else could Xu Douxiao do.

All unfinished projects have their own attributes of chaos, construction waste piled up on the embankment, empty cranes, and occasionally flashing figures in the distance. He watched the sun rise bit by bit, The reflection on the sea gradually turned into a strip of light from a distant point, gliding over the water surface, over the reeds, over the tidal flats, over the cement dams, and arrived at his feet unbiasedly, the golden light became A road leading to the sun, not wide, but wide enough for him to walk on.

It's enough to pull another one, hand in hand, shoulder to shoulder, slow and firm, always walking towards the light.

He thought, I should go and hold his hand.

Xu Douxiao's hand moved, but was held by the other hand, which was dry and cold and had been pulled countless times.

"In the dream, you held my hand." Xu Douxiao said, "After waking up, I wondered what hurdles I couldn't get over, wounds that couldn't be healed, and lovers that couldn't be reconciled?"

Yuan Ben seemed to be shocked by his magnanimity, and did not speak for a long time.

"The question is, do we still have lovers?"

He didn't care about Yuan Ben's silence, he looked deeply into his eyes, as if he wanted to see into his heart.

Yuan Ben's mouth opened and closed, and he closed his mouth. He knew how important his answer was, so he felt that he was burdened with a lot of money. He thought about it a lot, and it was what he had thought about two years ago. Dou Xiao's family, Xu Douxiao's future, Xu Douxiao's happiness, but only one thing is ignored, their feelings.

He thought that love was just a short-lived hormonal reaction in a long life, a replaceable emotional impulse, but time told him that it was not. The reason why love is praised and the pursuit of life is given up, naturally has its unique charm, she It can make people overcome loneliness, gain completeness, and reach the other shore.

In the two years without love, he was like a ship tottering in the wind and rain, and there were ports beckoning to him, but they were either big or small, and he was not the most suitable one.

Yes, after having the most suitable person, who is willing to settle for it?

He stretched out his hand and held Xu Douxiao's hand firmly.

"What's next?" Yuan Ben asked.

"Let's go back to the hotel next." Xu Douxiao held him, fingers tightly intertwined, not wanting to separate for a moment.

"Is it so exciting?" Yuan Ben pretended to be surprised, and shook the hands of the two people who were holding each other.

Xu Douxiao glanced at him: "I'm worried that you've been working too hard recently, and I want you to take a break, but as long as you're not tired, that's fine."

"That can't be tiring." Yuan Ben, who let go of the burden in his heart, immediately speeded up, and his thumb brushed Xu Douxiao's hand ambiguously, causing his neck to turn red.

Xu Douxiao really wanted him to rest. After all, he had already shown fatigue yesterday, and he had a grudge against Ying Lun Chen, wishing to replace all the content of Yuan Ben's private life with himself.

"Just watch documentaries?" Yuan Ben watched Xu Douxiao tune out the documentary channel in surprise, and asked him seriously which category he wanted to watch.

Xu Douxiao: "Yes."

Yuan Ben was amused by him, and lay down on the big bed, looking like an old man: "Then watch something related to nature, "Pacific Ocean."

Xu Douxiao fixed the TV, closed the curtains, poured a bottle of white wine out of the small refrigerator, and provided Yuan Ben with two kinds of snacks to choose from.

The latter was surprised by his considerate service: "What's going on? Am I dreaming? It's not that I'm fulfilling your wish, but you are fulfilling mine."

"Do you like it or not?"

"After you lie down beside me, this will be the happiest day of my life."

Satisfied, Xu Douxiao poured a glass of wine for each of them, and went to bed with Yuan Benwo to watch the documentary.

"Did the penguin in the narration speak English wrong?" Xu Douxiao watched the black and white penguin staggering out of the forest.

"Really?" Yuan Ben's voice was obviously absent-minded, "I can't hear it."

"I'll check." Xu Douxiao wanted to get up and touch his phone, but was held back by Yuan Ben's waist.

"What are you doing?"

"Dou Xiao." Yuan Ben's hand slid into his shirt, it was warm, making people feel distracted, "You don't really want to watch a documentary, do you?"

"I... I... I am, I was, but it's okay if you don't read it, we, we can..." "I think it's okay too." He smiled, and his small eyes became slits ..." We can explore the mysteries of nature when we have time. "

Yuan Ben's hand touched his lower back, Xu Douxiao was frozen by the ring on his hand, and trembled: "You took the ring off."

"I don't, the boss bought it for me specially."

"It's cold."

"When did you become so delicate?" Yuan Ben returned his words, "It won't be cold in a while."

"Then turn off the TV first."

"why?"

"Yes, someone is talking."

"I don't understand. Isn't the voice of the narration very nice?"

Yuan Ben saw his face change slightly, and added, "Of course, I love your voice the most."

"How can you hear my voice with the TV on?"

Yuan Ben kissed him, and smiled wickedly and handsomely: "You can speak louder."