Life is bloody eight o'clock

Xu Douxiao was fiddling with his mobile phone to check his work while eating breakfast. Ning Jun's mood recovered much faster than he expected. After yesterday's turmoil, he still methodically adjusted the company's current arrangement according to Xu Douxiao's temporary vacancy.

While feeling guilty, he also admired the other party's professionalism, and decided to say a few more words for her when the salary was raised at the end of the year.

After he had breakfast, he was done with the work at hand. He found a star-rated hotel closest to the hospital with his crumpled suit jacket, called the hotel's laundry service, and gave himself a good wash with hot water. After bathing, since he knew that Yuan Ben was safe and had his parents and friends by his side, he let himself relax a bit and took a rest in bed. Such a person.

He anxiously questioned the doctor: How could he lose his memory when he clearly said there was no internal injury to his head.The doctor shook his head regretfully and told him that the patient had psychogenic amnesia, subconsciously forgetting some people or things in order to protect himself.

Xu Douxiao felt that he was the source of hurting Yuan Ben, and the latter desperately wanted to sever ties with him, even if he lost his memory. His tongue was dry, his back was cold, and there were thousands of words stuck in his throat. I can't tell.

He stood blankly in the corridor of the hospital, indifferent even when the fire alarm rang, and let the people around him run around in a panic, until a heavy bump hit him and knocked him to the ground.

Xu Douxiao was pushed out of the dream by the sense of weightlessness, and found that the door jingled was his own door, and the clothes had been washed and delivered.

He ruffled his messy sleeping hair and washed his face. The mirror reflected his exhausted appearance: bloodshot eyes, puffy bags under the eyes, and chapped lips. His face was pale because of the aftermath of the nightmare.

"How can there be such a bloody thing." Xu Douxiao comforted himself, and at the same time, because of the ups and downs of the recent period, he had a kind of morbid superstition, and quietly told him that everything always has a harbinger, and the dream might be a reminder. I took out my mobile phone and searched for "Zhou Gong Interprets Dreams and Amnesia".

"I dreamed that a friend lost his memory, today is a day of feeling relaxed, you will like to be with others, and you will be very interested in any form of social activities, even those parties that are purely for making friends are very attractive to you.

Dreaming about the amnesia of your loved ones, you need some quiet time to settle your mood after the fun. In the past two days, you will focus on work and your own spiritual exploration. The pressure from your boss and boss makes you feel uncomfortable, but as long as you show your patience and use your His ingenuity can definitely complete the work assigned by him. "He wasn't quite sure which category he should put Yuan Ben in, but he couldn't find the content of his lover's amnesia, so he could only comfort himself that whatever was good, it was a good omen anyway.

He reserved the guest room for three days and was ready to accompany him. He looked at his watch and it was just half past eleven, guessing that Yuan's father might not be able to sit in the hospital for a long time due to his busy work, so he packed up his things and went out.

Now he walked around the hospital, found out the location of the supermarket and shopping mall, bought coffee and sandwiches at the 24-hour convenience store, and took them to the small garden of the hospital to eat.

He gnawed on the bread and sent a message to Tian Yu, asking about the situation in Yuan Ben's ward. The latter replied that the alarm had not been lifted, which made him give up the idea of ​​going upstairs to visit the doctor.

After Xu Douxiao finished his lunch, he hesitated and called home. It was Father Xu who answered the phone, and he quickly lowered his voice.

"Where are you? You ran away yesterday without explaining anything! You are trying to piss off our old couple!"

"I'm in the hospital." Xu Douxiao wasn't upright last night, and felt a little guilty at this moment, "Is mom okay? How was Ning Jun last night?"

"Your mother struggled for most of the night, and she fell asleep after taking medicine. Ning Jun is a good boy. You didn't sit for a long time after you left. You did this kind of thing, and she didn't say a word too much. You said you, Oh, it hurts so much!"

"I'm sorry for her."

Xu's father was silent for a while, and asked him tentatively: "Is there no room for turning around this matter? I can see that Ning Jun has you in his heart. As long as you return to the right path, there will be a turning point. Got a few girlfriends, why..."

"Dad! I don't have her in my heart." Yuan Ben interrupted him, and felt that his tone was too aggressive, so he slowed down his tone, "It hurts to be with her without her in my heart. I only have Yuan Ben in my heart, which has nothing to do with me. It doesn't matter if you've had a girlfriend before or not.

I also tried to change, for two years, I made a girlfriend and tried to forget the past, but it didn't work at all, only him, as soon as he appeared, my heart would run with him, and I couldn't control it at all.

Dad, I really love him.He has something to do this time, do you know how scared I am?

I used to be able to accept not being with him, as long as he lived happily in some corner of the world.

After this time, I found that I need to watch him and know everything about him at any time. I just want to be with him. Life is so long. I want to choose a path that will not regret it. "

"I'm sorry, Dad." Xu Douxiao choked up, "I'm sorry, I can't be your good son."

Father Xu didn't speak all the time, only the slight breathing sound came from the receiver, Xu Douxiao didn't care, he just poured out his inner thoughts, his family was a traditional Chinese family, strict mother, indifferent father, All actions have a purpose, and all achievements are difficult to be recognized. He can only get the rare praise from his parents through his continuous efforts. They are used to expressing love with severe accusations, and Xu Douxiao is also used to hiding all emotions in the heart.

He had been hiding for 30 years, and suddenly it emerged in this hospital garden full of the smell of sweet-scented osmanthus and disinfectant, out of control.

He intermittently talked about everything about him and Yuan Ben, their non-communication, their completely unrelated hobbies, their difficult foreign relationship, their mutual appreciation, mutual tolerance, and mutual care, and they have never quarreled eight years.

Xu Douxiao paid a lot for Yuan Ben and got a lot. He gave him unconditional love. No matter whether he succeeds or not, he knows that there will always be someone waiting for him to come back. There is no accusation, only comfort, and perseverance support.

What he lacked and what he longed for was completely satisfied in his life with Yuan Ben.

This kind of satisfaction is so cherished that once you get it, you will never forget it for a lifetime.

Father Xu finally spoke after his long monologue. His voice was like rough sand, deep and hoarse: "Son, when you grow up, you have your own way to go. But when you were just born You are so small, you can't speak, you can only cry, your mother is watching you all night, ready to meet all your needs, your love is sick, we don't sleep all night, just afraid that you will make a mistake.

I was afraid that you would learn bad things when I went to school, staring at you every day, boys are naughty, we only know what our parents do, desperately pruning any twigs and forks of you, we never thought that this would bring you so much harm. "

"Dad. I..."

"I'm not saying this to make you feel grateful, or to change anything. I just want you to understand that we were also first-time parents, with no experience at all, and that was the way it was in those days. We, especially your mother, she I want the best for you, Dou Xiao, don't hate her, don't hate us."

"I do not have."

"Your temper is very much like your mother. If you decide, you will go all the way. Back then, your grandmother didn't agree with her marrying me. She stole the household registration book and my registration. I was really poor at that time. What did she do? I didn’t need it either, so I brought two clothes and moved here without a single complaint.”

Xu's father smiled softly, "Although she always said that she would not listen to the old man's words, she suffered a disadvantage in front of her eyes, but in fact she herself has never been obedient."

"dad……"

"I saw it yesterday. You are really in love. Your mother can't accept it for a while. It's okay. You can take your time. We are all old. Why can't we see through so much? She is afraid of you. Wronged."

"I'm not wronged."

"It's fine if you don't have one, Dou Xiao, you can do whatever you want, love whoever you want, and home will always be your home."

Xu Douxiao was so moved by his father's first expression of true feelings that he couldn't say a word. He was sniffing for words in his stomach when he heard Xu's mother screaming, "Is it Xu Douxiao! Tell that Little bastard! As long as he and Yuan Ben are together for a day, don’t even think about stepping into this house! I’ll pretend I don’t have this son! I want to sever ties with him!!”

"Dad, my mother..."

"It's okay, your dad will support you when the sky falls, so hurry up." Dad Xu told him in a low voice, and quickly hung up the phone.

Xu Douxiao listened to the busy tone on the phone. For the first time, he felt that being hung up at home was so warm. He wiped his eyes and felt that the pressure on his shoulders was relieved. Although his father was taciturn at home, he always spoke out Well, never disappoints.

"The alarm has been lifted." A message popped up on Xu Douxiao's cell phone, which was Tian Yu's tip-off. He hurriedly rolled up the garbage in his hand, threw it into the trash can, and walked briskly into the ward.

When he entered the door, Mama Yuan was sitting on a chair by the bed, and Cheng Qian and Tian Yu were standing behind her, seeing him come in and winking and passing on a warning of caution. Half of the matter was resolved, and he straightened his back a little. He respectfully bowed to Mama Yuan: "Auntie."

"Here we come." Yuan's mother raised her eyelids, her hand was still warmed on Yuan Ben's infusion forearm, "Sit down. I didn't have time to ask in the morning, how are you and Yuan Ben doing now?"

"We're reconciled." Xu Douxiao sat upright, with his back straight and his hands flat on his knees. The elementary school students were not as straight as he was. He looked directly at Mama Yuan and answered simply. Decisively, "My family has no objections either."

Yuan's mother couldn't think of such a definite answer. She probably knew a thing or two about Xu Douxiao's family for so many years, so how could she be so happy.

"Really?"

"Really." Xu Douxiao raised the phone in my hand, "I just talked to my dad on the phone, and he is still concerned about Yuan Ben's situation."

Mama Yuan counted him up, down, left, and right, and she didn't look like she was lying, so she breathed a sigh of relief: "That's good, that's good. As long as you two are fine, it's fine."

"Auntie, don't worry, we will be fine."

While they were talking, the effect of the anesthesia wore off, and Yuan Ben woke up leisurely. The first thing he found was Mama Yuan. As soon as he woke up, he acted like a baby and rubbed his mother's hand with his fingers.

"Mom—" "Honey, you're awake, why does it hurt? I'll call you a doctor."

"thirsty."

Cheng Qian was busy pouring water, Tian Yu hurried to find a doctor.Xu Douxiao also leaned over and was about to speak when Yuan Ben squinted his eyes and looked at him, then turned to ask Mama Yuan: "Mom, is this my dad's new guard?"