he is his world

"My mother went to the sky, and my father disappeared. Why don't they want me anymore? Is it because I'm not good?"

Lu Xiaofeng raised his immature face and looked at the tall man beside him, with tears of grievance and sadness on his face.

Zhuo Mingyang squatted down and looked at the ten-year-old boy with tender eyes, raised his hand and wiped the tears on his face: "No! Xiaofeng, you are fine! I will never want you! Never meeting!"

Warm and powerful big hands held Lu Xiaofeng's small hands, and two figures, one big and one small, stood in front of the tombstone.

This scene often appears in Lu Xiaofeng's memories. At that time, he was only 10 years old. His mother's death hurt his little heart a lot. He felt lonely and afraid. In despair, a big warm hand grabbed him. His little hands make his world no longer lonely and afraid, and he will never forget that warm feeling in his life.

Nine years ago, 9-year-old Lu Xiaofeng came to Zhuo's house with his mother. His mother asked him to call this young man named Zhuo Mingyang brother, and call another strange middle-aged man Uncle Zhuo.

But one month later, the day before mother and Uncle Zhuo were going to get their marriage certificate, they died in a car accident. From then on, Lu Xiaofeng and Zhuo Mingyang lived together with each other. However, Ming Yang has been taking good care of this so-called younger brother, supporting him to study and doing his best to give him the best, and the relationship between the two is growing stronger.

Nine years have passed quickly, and now Lu Xiaofeng has changed from that ten-year-old boy to a handsome young man. He will be 9 years old in a week, and Zhuo Mingyang will be 19 years old , is about to enter the year of standing.

Sitting at the dining table, Lu Xiaofeng raised his head from time to time to look at the quartz clock hanging on the wall, finally it was 6 o'clock!

The person he was anxiously waiting for was finally coming back from get off work, and he showed a bright smile when he saw the dishes on the table that were delicious and delicious. It was a big deal for Lu Xiaofeng to be able to cook for that person every day and wait for him to get off work. A very happy thing.

A few minutes later, footsteps suddenly sounded at the door of the room. Zhuo Mingyang took out the key and inserted it into the lock to turn the door lock. Hearing the sound of the door lock turning, Lu Xiaofeng's handsome face was filled with a smile, and he hurriedly got up from the chair. Standing up, he rushed to the door and opened the door.

"Brother! You are back!"

"Well, it smells so good! What delicious food did you make?"

"It's all your favorite dishes." Lu Xiaofeng smiled and stretched out his hand to take the briefcase from Zhuo Mingyang's hand: "Brother, hurry up and wash your hands and come over to eat!"

Seeing this bright smiling face, Zhuo Mingyang's exhaustion disappeared, and he was in a good mood. He closed the door, changed his shoes, and walked into the living room with Lu Xiaofeng.

Lu Xiaofeng put the briefcase on the sofa, walked into the kitchen with a smile on his face to get the bowls and chopsticks, Zhuo Mingyang took off his suit and walked into the bathroom.

After Lu Xiaofeng filled the rice and set the dishes, Zhuo Mingyang came out of the bathroom.

"Brother, sit down and eat quickly! You must be hungry, right?"

"Yeah, I'm really hungry now." Zhuo Mingyang pulled out the chair and sat down opposite Lu Xiaofeng with a smile, picked up the chopsticks and started to move.

"Brother, how about you try this dish? I learned this from a gourmet show today. I don't know if it's delicious or not."

Lu Xiaofeng picked up a piece of braised pork and put it into Zhuo Mingyang's bowl, then watched Zhuo Mingyang nervously.

“It must be delicious!”

Zhuo Mingyang raised the corner of his mouth and showed a gentle smile, picked up the braised pork in the bowl and put it in his mouth to chew: "Mmm, it tastes good!"

Received Zhuo Mingyang's award, Lu Xiaofeng was ecstatic: "Really? If you like it, I will do it for you every day."

"Okay!"

"By the way, brother, I want to discuss something with you."

Zhuo Mingyang raised his head and looked at Lu Xiaofeng in surprise: "What is it?"

"Now that I don't have to go to class during the summer vacation, I want to go out and do a part-time job."

Unexpectedly, as soon as Lu Xiaofeng finished speaking, Zhuo Mingyang's expression changed. He put down his chopsticks and said firmly, "No! I don't agree with you to take part-time jobs!"

"Brother, why? I just don't want you to work too hard. Anyway, I have nothing to do at home now. I can earn some living expenses to help you reduce your burden by working part-time."

"No! I don't agree with you to do this! I've already got a promotion and a salary increase, and the money I earn is enough to pay for your tuition and living expenses. How can I be willing to let you work part-time?

I told you before that you should enroll in a class to learn Japanese during the holidays. After you graduate from university, I plan to send you to study in Japan. "

"No! I won't study abroad! I won't go to Japan! I won't be separated from you! You said you wouldn't want me!"

Lu Xiaofeng's emotions got a little out of control, and his reaction was very strong. It is absolutely impossible to study abroad, and it is absolutely impossible for him to leave Zhuo Mingyang.

"Xiaofeng, it's not that I don't want you. I just hope that you can go out and gain some knowledge. This will be good for your future. Why would I not want you? I shouldn't be the only one in your world!"

"Why not? Everyone else is irrelevant to me! All I want is you! All I need in my world is you!

In short, I will not agree to going abroad!If you don't want me to go out to do a part-time job, then I won't go, but I don't know how to learn Japanese! "

Lu Xiaofeng angrily pulled back his chair and stood up, then turned and walked towards his room.

"Xiaofeng!"

Seeing Lu Xiaofeng's leaving back, Zhuo Mingyang's heart was full of helplessness, why didn't he understand Lu Xiaofeng's feelings for him?

It's just that this feeling made him unacceptable at all. Zhuo Mingyang felt panicked and at a loss. He took good care of this unrelated younger brother, treated him as his own brother, warmed him up, cared for him, and did his best. She could give him everything he wanted and tried to make him live a good life, but unexpectedly, Lu Xiaofeng fell in love with him.

Lu Xiaofeng is a quiet and handsome man. At the age of 19, his personality is not ostentatious. He is quiet and calm, and there are often sad things in his eyes. Maybe it is because he lost his parents when he was young, and he is precocious than other peers Sensible, sometimes he speaks like a white-haired old man who sees through the world of mortals, which makes Zhuo Mingyang very distressed, Lu Xiaofeng should not be like this at the age of 19, how much he hopes that Lu Xiaofeng can have many Friends, like other people of the same age, sweating on the court, laughing heartily, and having a beautiful girlfriend, but all of this is impossible. Lu Xiaofeng will not like any girl, but he just likes himself as a man.

Zhuo Mingyang felt that it was time to make a decision. He couldn't let things develop in a terrible direction. He wanted Lu Xiaofeng to return to the right path and live like a normal person. He couldn't be the only one in his world.

After clearing away the food on the dining table, Zhuo Mingyang washed the dishes, took off his apron, returned to the sofa and sat down. He picked up his mobile phone and opened the phone book to find Wang Shanshan's number.

Said it was his girlfriend, but Zhuo Mingyang didn't even remember Wang Shanshan's phone number, every time he had to check the phone book to call his girlfriend's number, Zhuo Mingyang really didn't love this woman, but Wang Shanshan always Deeply in love with Zhuo Mingyang, the two met in college. Wang Shanshan's feelings for Zhuo Mingyang are as firm as Lu Xiaofeng's feelings for Zhuo Mingyang. She is Zhuo Mingyang's girlfriend. The relationship between the two has always been very ambiguous. Zhuo Mingyang has not even said a word like "I love you" or "I like you" for so many years. The relationship between the two of them is like this It was confirmed in a daze.

In Zhuo Mingyang's mind, Wang Shanshan is a lover more like a friend, but in Wang Shanshan's mind, Zhuo Mingyang is her destination in this life.

After a pleasant ringtone, a sweet and gentle female voice rang on the phone: "Hello, Famous."

"Shanshan, what are you doing?" There was a gentle smile on Zhuo Mingyang's face.

"I work overtime at the company, how about you? Are you at home?" Zhuo Mingyang took the initiative to call, which made Wang Shanshan very happy.

"Well, I'm at home, Shanshan. Let's have dinner together tomorrow night. I'll pick you up after get off work. I have something to say to you."

"Oh, okay, see you tomorrow night."

"OK Bye Bye."

"Bye-Bye."

Wang Shanshan put down her phone, but a feeling of uneasiness surged in her heart, what do you want to say?

Are you going to break up with me?He knew very well in his heart that Zhuo Mingyang's feelings for him were not hot, he didn't seem to love him at all, and it was reasonable to propose a breakup.That night, Wang Shanshan tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep.

The next night, Zhuo Mingyang walked out of the office after get off work and took out his cell phone. He couldn't go back to eat tonight, so he had to tell Lu Xiaofeng.

After the phone rang a few times, Lu Xiaofeng's magnetic and cheerful voice came: "Hello, brother, I was just about to call you. When will you be back?"

"Xiaofeng, I can't go back to have dinner tonight, you can eat dinner by yourself and don't wait for me."

The smile on Lu Xiaofeng's face suddenly froze: "Why? Do you have an appointment tonight? Are you with that woman?" His eyes were full of hostility, and a sour feeling surged in his heart.

"Xiaofeng, well, I have something else to do. I'll hang up first. Don't wait for me." Zhuo Mingyang hung up the phone in a hurry. He didn't answer Lu Xiaofeng's question. He didn't want to lie to Lu Xiaofeng, nor did he want to tell the truth to stimulate He, every time he was alone with Wang Shanshan, Lu Xiaofeng would be jealous and upset, and he was so angry that he didn't even know how to eat dinner.

Lu Xiaofeng, who put down his phone, suddenly felt cold. If he didn't give a clear answer, it meant that he acquiesced to his guess. He was really with that woman. Thinking of Lu Xiaofeng like this made him even more irritable.