he is his world

He closed his eyes in despair, Zhuo Mingyang's heart was bleeding, he really loves Lu Xiaofeng, because of this he can't harm him, what does a 19-year-old boy know?

He will regret it sooner or later, Zhuo Mingyang doesn't want him to be labeled as a homosexual, he thinks that as long as he rejects him now, one day Lu Xiaofeng will figure it out, and he will recall how bad everything is today after more than ten years Ridiculous, he would be relieved that he didn't fall too deep in time to rein in the precipice, and Zhuo Mingyang couldn't bear to be abandoned by Lu Xiaofeng in a decade or even less.

Therefore, in order to prevent such a tragedy from happening, Zhuo Mingyang had to cut off his love first. He gritted his teeth and pushed Lu Xiaofeng away who was holding him.

"Xiaofeng! Don't do this! It's impossible for us! You are only 19 years old now. There are many things you don't understand. This world is very cruel. It is not easy for us to be together. You don't understand! "

"I don't understand, why can't we be together? Who did we hurt when we fell in love?"

Lu Xiaofeng's eyes were filled with tears of despair.

"Xiaofeng, you haven't entered the society yet, you don't know how cruel this society is, we are both men, how can we be together?

It is impossible for us to hold hands and go shopping and eat together like ordinary couples, and we will go to the cinema to watch movies together. We will be criticized and insulted by the world, and we will be stared at by them. We cannot disclose our relationship to our friends and colleagues. We are together. We won't get anyone's blessing, we won't have a marriage, let alone have children, do you think we'll live together secretly all our lives?Is it like a mermaid hidden under the sea? "

"I don't care about these! I don't care about other people's eyes! As long as you love me is enough! I don't need other people's blessings, as long as I have you in my world."

"Xiaofeng, don't be stupid anymore! You won't be happy after such a long time!"

"Zhuo Mingyang, you are really a coward! No matter what you say, you dare not love me. You can marry a woman you don't love, but you dare not be with me. You don't love Wang Shanshan at all. Why don't you marry her?" Don't you feel sorry for her? Marriage without love is immoral! You are marrying Wang Shanshan only because you are avoiding me!"

"Xiaofeng, I will fall in love with Shanshan, I will let myself fall in love with her, I will definitely! And you will also fall in love with others!"

Lu Xiaofeng's heart was completely desperate: "Enough! Zhuo Mingyang, stop talking! Since you want me to love others, then I will love others! I just hope that you will stop interfering in my emotional life in the future. Whoever is with me is my freedom!"

After saying these words, Lu Xiaofeng turned around and opened the door, and closed the door heavily with a "snap".

The body leaning against the cold door slowly slid down, and Lu Xiaofeng slumped on the floor in despair, his eyes were blurred by tears, and his heart really hurt.

Zhuo Mingyang didn't sleep that night. He thought a lot. Wang Shanshan loves him deeply. Zhuo Mingyang doesn't want to let her down, but he loves Lu Xiaofeng in his heart, so he can only force himself to fall in love with Wang Shanshan as soon as possible. Wang Shanshan got a soulless body, Wang Shanshan is kind, Zhuo Mingyang knows that he can't hurt her, and her fragile heart can't bear the harm at all.

After thinking wildly all night, what Zhuo Mingyang didn't expect was that when the sun rose the next day, he would face the crisis of losing Lu Xiaofeng.

Hearing footsteps in the living room, Zhuo Mingyang sat down from the bed in a jerk, hurriedly put on his shoes, walked to the door and opened the door.

To Zhuo Mingyang's surprise, he saw a black suitcase in Lu Xiaofeng's hand, and he was about to leave.

"Xiaofeng, what are you doing?"

Zhuo Mingyang looked at Lu Xiaofeng in astonishment.

"I'm leaving. This place doesn't belong to me. I should have left after my mother died nine years ago. It was you who saved me from going to the orphanage to take me in for so many years. I am very grateful to you, but now I can no longer I'm dragging you down, we have nothing to do with each other, I really don't know why I still have a reason to live here, I'm leaving, I will repay you for taking care of you for so many years when I have a chance in the future." After speaking, Lu Xiaofeng turned around With firm steps, he was about to walk towards the door.

How could Zhuo Mingyang let Lu Xiaofeng leave just like that?

He panicked, and hurriedly rushed over to Lu Xiaofeng, grabbed Lu Xiaofeng, and snatched the suitcase from his hand: "Xiaofeng, what are you doing? Where are you going?"

"Of course I have my place, I'm not a child anymore." Said Lu Xiaofeng snatched the suitcase back and prepared to leave.

"What are you doing? Go back!" Zhuo Mingyang was angry, and he roared at Lu Xiaofeng.

At this moment, the phone rang quickly, and Lu Xiaofeng picked up the phone and connected the call: "Hey, I'm going down now, just wait for me."

It was obvious that someone was waiting for Lu Xiaofeng downstairs at this time.

"Xiaofeng, where are you going? Who is waiting for you downstairs?" Zhuo Mingyang looked at Lu Xiaofeng anxiously and asked.

"I am leaving, bye."

Lu Xiaofeng didn't answer Zhuo Mingyang's question, he looked at Zhuo Mingyang coldly, turned around with his suitcase and walked towards the door.

"Xiaofeng! Xiaofeng..."

Zhuo Mingyang stretched out his hand to grab Lu Xiaofeng's arm, but Lu Xiaofeng, who had made up his mind to go, shook off Zhuo Mingyang's arm fiercely, with such strength that Zhuo Mingyang staggered and fell to the ground.

When Zhuo Mingyang stood up and went after Lu Xiaofeng again, his figure had already disappeared in the elevator.

The anxious Zhuo Mingyang didn't have time to wait for the elevator, so he hurriedly turned around and rushed down the stairs.

It's time to leave, what reason is there to stay now?

Who is Zhuo Mingyang?He is neither his elder brother nor his lover, and soon he will marry Wang Shanshan, but he is a tenant here, a superfluous person, what do he still do here?

The elevator door opened with a "ding", and Lu Xiaofeng walked out of the elevator carrying the suitcase with a heavy heart.

At this time, a silver BMW was parked downstairs, and the middle-aged woman saw Lu Xiaofeng coming out and hurriedly opened the door.

Zhuo Mingyang chased downstairs panting, but unexpectedly saw this scene.

He recognized that middle-aged woman, she was the woman in the western restaurant, she was Lu Xiaofeng's so-called "girlfriend". Could it be that Lu Xiaofeng wanted to leave with this woman?

Lu Xiaofeng put the suitcase in the trunk, and then returned to the car. Just as he closed the car door and was about to leave, Zhuo Mingyang's hand tightly grasped the door to prevent Lu Xiaofeng from leaving.

"Xiaofeng, get out of the car!"

Zhuo Mingyang's eyes were full of anger, he couldn't tolerate Lu Xiaofeng leaving with this middle-aged woman like this.

"You let go! Let me go!"

"Xiaofeng, where are you going? Why are you going with her? Do you want to live with her?"

Zhuo Mingyang questioned Lu Xiaofeng angrily.

"That's right! I said that she likes me, likes me very much, she is very good to me, she is willing to love me, so I decided to be with her, don't you also hope that I can find a woman who loves me?"

"You can't go with her! Get out of the car!"

"Why not? You have no right to interfere with me! I said that if you don't want me, don't interfere with who I am with. This is my freedom and my choice. I just want to be with her. She can give me a home. , give me a lot of money, give me a lot of love, can you?"

Lu Xiaofeng sneered, but his heart was bleeding. If Zhuo Mingyang said that he loved him at this time and could accept him bravely, then Lu Xiaofeng would get off the car without hesitation.

But Zhuo Mingyang didn't, he wouldn't admit that he loves Lu Xiaofeng.

"Xiaofeng, I beg you to get out of the car! No! You are not suitable for her! She is old enough to be your mother, are you crazy? Do you want to be taken care of by this woman?"

"That's right! I just like being taken care of by her. Anyway, no one cares about me. I have no one to love. Since I can't get someone I love, then I'll be with someone who loves me. I don't think it's wrong. You let go! Let me go!"

Lu Xiaofeng's eyes were so determined.

"Xiaofeng, are you punishing me? Do you want to make me sad in this way?" Zhuo Mingyang's heart clenched tightly and he couldn't bear to live.

"Let go!" Lu Xiaofeng looked at Zhuo Mingyang coldly and said in a commanding tone.

"I won't let go! Get out of the car!"

The two of them were in a stalemate like this. At this moment, Lu Xiaofeng turned his head and looked at the middle-aged woman beside him: "Drive!" His expression was very indifferent.

The middle-aged woman looked at Zhuo Mingyang with some embarrassment: "Let go!"

"No! Xiaofeng, get out of the car! Don't go!"

"Okay, then give me a reason why you don't want me to go!"

Lu Xiaofeng looked at Zhuo Mingyang's face seriously, how he wished that Zhuo Mingyang could speak his mind.

"I... this is your home! You can't go!"

"Home?" There was a bitter smile on the corner of Lu Xiaofeng's mouth, he knew that Zhuo Mingyang would say that, and he shouldn't have any hope at all.

"drive!"

The middle-aged woman started the car, and Zhuo Mingyang had to let go of his hand. Seeing the car leaving at a high speed, Zhuo Mingyang turned around and hurriedly stopped a taxi to follow.

"Master, hurry up and catch up with the silver BMW in front!"

The taxi driver gave a "hmm" and hurriedly stepped on the accelerator and the car drove forward quickly.

The BMW car was driving in front, followed by Zhuo Mingyang's taxi.

Thirty minutes later, the BMW car finally stopped in front of a villa in the suburbs. As soon as the middle-aged woman's car stopped, someone opened the gate, and she drove the car into the gate.

The taxi stopped after him. Zhuo Mingyang hurriedly opened the door and got out of the car. What appeared in front of him was a three-story European-style villa. Really a rich woman.