he is his world

Desperate and helpless, Lu Xiaofeng could only watch helplessly as the doctors rescued Zhuo Mingyang and watched him fight against death, but he could do nothing.

"Why did this happen? How did Mingyang become like this? What happened?"

Lu Xiaofeng's face was full of tears, and he looked at Wang Shanshan with tears in his eyes.

If it weren't for Lu Xiaofeng, Zhuo Mingyang wouldn't have had a car accident. Wang Shanshan, who loved Zhuo Mingyang deeply, was in great grief at this time, and her heart was full of despair and anger.

"Why? It's not because of you! It's all because you ran away from home. Mingyang was worried about you, so he drove out to find you, and there was a car accident, and it was all your fault! Now Mingyang is going to die, are you Not satisfied?"

Wang Shanshan, who has always been gentle, lost her mind at this time. She couldn't face the pain of losing Zhuo Mingyang. She collapsed in despair. The sadness in her heart turned into anger and all vented on Lu Xiaofeng. Everything started because of Lu Xiaofeng, otherwise none of this would have happened.

Wang Shanshan's words made Lu Xiaofeng astonished. He didn't expect that he had harmed Zhuo Mingyang. He was full of guilt and self-blame. He didn't expect that his love was too selfish to make things develop like this.

"It was I who harmed Mingyang! It was I who harmed him!"

Lu Xiaofeng was very sad when he learned the truth, he kept repeating this sentence, his heart hurt like being cut by a knife.

Lying on the glass window with tears in his eyes, looking at Zhuo Mingyang whose face was getting paler and paler on the hospital bed, Lu Xiaofeng wished to die instead of Zhuo Mingyang at this moment.

"Ming Yang, wake up! I don't want you to die! You said you wouldn't want me! You can't lie to me! You don't want to die!"

"Oh my God! Please make Ming Yang better, I am willing to reduce my life by ten years!"

"Mingyang, please wake up! I promise you, I will never love you again! I am willing to be your younger brother! I don't love you anymore! Wake up, okay?"

Both Lu Xiaofeng and Wang Shanshan cried into tears. They both loved Zhuo Mingyang deeply and couldn't bear the pain of losing him.

Time was passing slowly, and the doctors went all out to rescue Zhuo Mingyang. Lu Xiaofeng and Wang Shanshan's hearts were in their throats, and they didn't know what the result of waiting would be.

I don't know how long time passed, the door of the intensive care unit finally opened, and the doctor came out from inside.

"Doctor, how is the situation?"

"The patient is out of danger and can now be transferred to the general ward. You can rest assured."

Wang Shanshan and Lu Xiaofeng breathed a sigh of relief at the doctor's words.

But at the moment when the doctor turned to leave, Lu Xiaofeng's eyes suddenly turned black and he collapsed on the ground.

When he opened his eyes again, Lu Xiaofeng found himself lying on the hospital bed. He fainted because of low blood sugar and mood swings, and it was nothing serious.

After waking up, Lu Xiaofeng thought of Zhuo Mingyang, he was going to see him.

Putting on his shoes, Lu Xiaofeng walked out of the ward. At this time, Zhuo Mingyang had been arranged to live in the general ward, but he hadn't woken up yet, but the doctor said that nothing happened, and waking up would only take a day or two.

When she entered the ward, Wang Shanshan was not there. She went home to get a change of clothes.

At this time, Zhuo Mingyang on the hospital bed hadn't woken up yet, and one of his hands was sticking out of the quilt and was receiving an IV.

Lu Xiaofeng walked to the hospital bed, looked at Zhuo Mingyang's handsome face and showed a gratified smile: "Mingyang, you are finally fine, do you know that you really scared me to death!"

Lu Xiaofeng raised his slender fingers and stroked Zhuo Mingyang's face lightly: "Mingyang, you've lost weight! Is it all because of me? Damn me, I made you worry about me and become so skinny. I hurt you, my love is too selfish, I was wrong!

In order to make you love me, I really did a lot of wrong things, sorry!

From now on, I will not let you worry, I promised you that I will never love you again, let me call you famous for the last time today! "

Lu Xiaofeng stared affectionately at Zhuo Mingyang's face, slowly lowered his head, pressed his handsome pink lips to it, and kissed Zhuo Mingyang's thin lips lightly.

This was his first and last kiss with Zhuo Mingyang.

Hot tears flowed down from the eye sockets, love is so sweet and bitter, Lu Xiaofeng has been happy but also painful, from this day on, Lu Xiaofeng feels that he has grown up, sometimes it is only a moment when people grow up.

Three days later, Zhuo Mingyang finally opened his eyes. The first person he saw was Wang Shanshan. These days, Wang Shanshan had been guarding Zhuo Mingyang's hospital bed, taking care of him day and night.

"Mingyang, you're awake!"

Seeing Zhuo Mingyang wake up, Wang Shanshan's face burst into a bright smile.

"Where's Xiaofeng? Did you find it?"

The first person Zhuo Mingyang thought of was Lu Xiaofeng.

"I found it. I'll call Xiaofeng and ask him to come and see you." Wang Shanshan hurriedly picked up her phone and called Lu Xiaofeng.

After putting down the phone, Wang Shanshan looked at Zhuo Mingyang with a smile: "I have already called, Xiaofeng will come soon."

"Shanshan, when did Xiaofeng come back?" Zhuo Mingyang looked at Wang Shanshan in bewilderment and asked.

"Three days ago, I published a missing person notice in the newspaper and found him."

"That's it, Shanshan, thank you for helping me find Xiaofeng." Zhuo Mingyang looked at Wang Shanshan with a gentle and grateful smile.

Wang Shanshan looked at Zhuo Mingyang and smiled.

"But since Xiaofeng is back, why doesn't he come to see me?"

"This one……"

Wang Shanshan was also puzzled by Lu Xiaofeng's change. She felt that Lu Xiaofeng had changed since the day he learned that Zhuo Mingyang was fine. Lu Xiaofeng's behavior was unexpected. Wang Shanshan still remembered what Lu Xiaofeng said to herself that day.

"My brother will be counting on you from now on, you help me take good care of him, thank you for your hard work!"

This was the first time that Lu Xiaofeng spoke to Wang Shanshan in such a friendly tone. Wang Shanshan felt it was incredible that he actually entrusted Zhuo Mingyang to his care.

For three days, Lu Xiaofeng didn't come to the hospital to visit Zhuo Mingyang. He just called every day to inquire about Zhuo Mingyang's situation. Wang Shanshan really couldn't figure out what Lu Xiaofeng was thinking.

Seeing Wang Shanshan's faltering, Zhuo Mingyang suddenly had a bad feeling, and he hurriedly asked: "Shanshan, what's wrong with Xiaofeng? Is he sick?"

Wang Shanshan shook her head hurriedly and said: "No! Xiaofeng is not sick and he is fine. Don't think about it, Xiaofeng will come to see you in a while, so you can take a rest first, and I will get you some hot water."

After speaking, Wang Shanshan stood up from the chair, and then walked towards the door with the water bottle.

Zhuo Mingyang felt very uneasy, he always felt that something was wrong.

Twenty minutes later, Lu Xiaofeng rushed to the hospital, and he was really happy to learn that Zhuo Mingyang had woken up.

The moment before he opened the door and walked into the ward, Lu Xiaofeng kept telling himself, don't forget what you said before, you can't love Zhuo Mingyang anymore!

He can only be his elder brother in the future and he will be a good younger brother in the future, not to make Zhuo Mingyang sad or worry.

After adjusting his emotions, Lu Xiaofeng showed a bright smile and pushed open the door and walked into the ward.

"elder brother!"

With a crisp voice, Zhuo Mingyang raised his head and saw Lu Xiaofeng walking in with a smile on his face.

"Xiaofeng!"

"Brother, you're fine."

Lu Xiaofeng walked to the bed and sat down with a bright smile on his face.

"Xiaofeng, where have you been? I'm really worried." Zhuo Mingyang looked at Lu Xiaofeng's face tenderly, looking at him from top to bottom, lest Lu Xiaofeng might get hurt or something.

"I'm sorry brother! I made you worry, but I will be a good brother in the future, and I will never make you angry and I will never make you worry again!"

Words like "good brother" and "brother" made Zhuo Mingyang feel shocked and unfamiliar. He couldn't believe that the two words came from Lu Xiaofeng's mouth. Lu Xiaofeng was willing to call himself "brother" again instead of directly He has been unwilling to accept his "famous name" and "younger brother" status. What's going on now?

Zhuo Mingyang looked at Lu Xiaofeng in disbelief: "Xiaofeng, you..."

"Brother, you see that you have lost weight. It seems that you need to eat something good. Although the dishes I cook are not bad, I think sister Shanshan's dishes must be better, so I will give you the task of cooking for you. Sister Shanshan, I'll just be lazy, don't be angry with me!"

"Sister Shanshan? Xiaofeng, you actually call Shanshan that?"

Zhuo Mingyang's eyes widened even wider, and he couldn't believe his ears.

"Brother, it was my fault in the past. I was too willful! But from today onwards, I will never be willful again. I will try my best to be a good brother. I hope you and Sister Shanshan can be happy."

There was still a bright smile on his face, but his heart hurt badly. Lu Xiaofeng's forced smile still couldn't escape Zhuo Mingyang's eyes.

"Xiaofeng, what's wrong with you?"

Zhuo Mingyang felt that something was wrong with Lu Xiaofeng, and his change was so fast that Zhuo Mingyang couldn't understand.

"I'm fine, I'm fine! Brother, from now on I'll show you a different person. I'll go out and make friends. I'm talking about normal friends. I'll have a good relationship with my classmates, and then make a friend. Beautiful young girlfriend, I will make myself cheerful and sunny, brother, you want me to be like this too?"

"Hope, but Xiaofeng, are you really okay? I think something is wrong with you." Zhuo Mingyang looked at Lu Xiaofeng worriedly.

"Brother, I'm fine, I've grown up! You should be happy for me!"

As soon as the words were finished, the door was pushed open. Wang Shanshan came in with a kettle, and she smiled slightly when she saw Lu Xiaofeng: "Xiaofeng, you are here!"

"Well, Miss Shanshan, since you're back, please take good care of my brother. I have something to do and I'll go home first."

Said that Lu Xiaofeng got up and stood up from the chair, he turned his head to look at Zhuo Mingyang: "Brother, you have a good rest, I will go home first, and I will come to see you tomorrow."

"Well, then you should be careful and pay attention to safety when you go back."

"I know, I'm not a child anymore, I'm leaving, goodbye."

Seeing Zhuo Mingyang and Wang Shanshan wave their hands, Lu Xiaofeng turned around and walked towards the door.

The moment he turned around, tears could no longer be restrained from pouring out of his eyes, he almost ran out of the room as if fleeing, lest Zhuo Mingyang would see his tears if he was later.

Leaving the ward and standing in front of the French windows in the hospital corridor, Lu Xiaofeng cried like a child, his heart really hurt!

it's all over!I hope that person will become happier without himself in his life.