he is his world
Chapter 32 We Can't Recognize Each Other
"Are you Xiaofeng's biological father?"
"That's right! I am Xiaofeng's biological father! Zhuo Mingyang, I was very grateful to you for taking care of Xiaofeng for so many years, but I really didn't expect that you would make Xiaofeng fall in love with you, you would let my son turned gay!
He was in so much pain for you, now that you caused him to be in a car accident and lie in the hospital, how can I not hate you?
Xiaofeng is suffering because of you. I saw this with my own eyes. My heart aches. As a father, my heart aches. My son became like this because of you! "
Lu Zhenpeng roared at Zhuo Mingyang, his eyes glistened with tears, at this moment Lu Zhenpeng was extremely sad and desperate, but also full of anger.
Now Zhuo Mingyang finally understood everything, no wonder Lu Zhenpeng was so excited in the hospital that day, he hated him so much because of Lu Xiaofeng.
"Uncle Lu, calm down! Listen to me! Things are not what you think!"
Zhuo Mingyang tried to explain, but Lu Zhenpeng was very emotional: "What is that like? I saw Xiaofeng sad because of drunkenness, and his pained appearance broke my heart. I am really sad, Xiaofeng. Feng really loves you, he fell in love with a man, why did my son become like this?
It's all because of you!Why do you want to kill him?How on earth did you take care of him?What have you done to him all these years? "
Lu Zhenpeng asked Zhuo Mingyang angrily.
"Uncle Lu, calm down! It's not what I thought that Xiaofeng fell in love with me. In all fairness, do you think it's my fault?
I am good to Xiaofeng, I do my best to give Xiaofeng the best things, I hope he is happy, I treat him as my own brother, but I did not expect Xiaofeng to fall in love with me slowly , Turning this family affection into love, I really didn't expect things to develop like this. Is it my fault that I treat Xiaofeng well? "
"But you shouldn't let Xiaofeng fall in love with you? You are both men, how can you love each other?"
"Then how do you think I should treat him? Abuse him? Beat and scold him? Or simply send him to the orphanage? I can't do it! He is my younger brother, I have to love him! Uncle Lu, do you understand? ? You blame me now, but what have you done for Xiaofeng all these years?"
Zhuo Mingyang's words made Lu Zhenpeng suddenly silent, yes, I have not been by Lu Xiaofeng's side for so many years, and I was not by his side when his mother needed me most after his mother passed away, but Zhuo Mingyang This brother has been taking care of him, so what reason do I have to blame Zhuo Mingyang?Falling in love with Zhuo Mingyang is his son's own choice, why should he blame others?
Because Zhuo Mingyang lost his mother in childhood, Zhuo Mingyang has been taking good care of his son, making him feel warm and safe, which makes his son rely on Zhuo Mingyang, deeply obsessed with him, and after all, it is all his own Wrong, if I hadn't been imprisoned at the beginning, but had been by my son's side all the time, then none of this would have happened, and my son and Zhuo Mingyang would not have loved each other.
Lu Zhenpeng really hated himself, he regretted it at the beginning, why did he kill someone impulsively?
Lu Zhenpeng felt that he was ashamed of Lu Xiaofeng. He was sorry for his son. He was so shameless that he even imposed his fault on others to shirk his responsibility.
"I'm such a bastard! It's all my fault but I still blame you. You are right. I have never done anything for Xiaofeng. I don't deserve to be his father at all!"
Lu Zhenpeng's heart was ashamed, his body collapsed and he slumped on the ground, his eyes were no longer angry, but filled with remorse and self-blame.
"Uncle Lu!"
Seeing Lu Zhenpeng like this, Zhuo Mingyang hurried over and stretched out his hand to help him up: "Get up quickly, I'll help you bandage the wound."
Helping the disillusioned Lu Zhenpeng to sit on the sofa, Zhuo Mingyang hurriedly turned around and walked to the TV cabinet in the living room, took out the first aid kit from the cabinet, then returned to Lu Zhenpeng and sat down to bandage his wound.
"Uncle Lu, I'm sorry I hurt you." Zhuo Mingyang showed guilt on his face.
"Don't say that, it's my own fault!" Lu Zhenpeng smiled wryly.
"Uncle Lu, don't say that! This is all a misunderstanding! You are Xiaofeng's biological father, and I am Xiaofeng's elder brother. We will be a family from now on.
I am very glad that Xiaofeng can meet you again. When Xiaofeng wakes up, I think he will be very happy to know that you are his biological father. Zhuo Mingyang said with a smile while treating Lu Zhenpeng's wound.
"No! Don't! Don't tell Xiaofeng that I am his biological father!"
Lu Zhenpeng's expression became flustered, he couldn't let Lu Xiaofeng recognize him, he couldn't let Lu Xiaofeng know that his biological father turned out to be a murderer.
"Why?" Zhuo Mingyang was surprised by Lu Zhenpeng's reaction.
"I have been in prison. I am a murderer. I was imprisoned because I accidentally killed someone. I can't let Xiaofeng know that his father is such a person. I will shame Xiaofeng. He I will be looked down upon and ridiculed by others, and if I cannot recognize Xiaofeng, let Xiaofeng always regard me as his godfather."
At this time, Zhuo Mingyang finally understood why Lu Zhenpeng hadn't fulfilled his father's responsibility for so many years, not because he didn't want to but because he didn't have the opportunity.
"But Uncle Lu, no matter what you did wrong at the beginning, you have already paid for it and repaid everything. I think Xiaofeng will understand you. He has always longed for family affection, and hopes that he can have the love of his parents like other children. Aunt passed away early, and now you are his only family member in this world, you can't deny him!"
"No! If I were a father worthy of Xiaofeng's pride, then I would recognize him, but I would only humiliate Xiaofeng and bring him pain and misfortune. If his classmates knew that his father was a father If he is a murderer, he will be looked down upon by others. I can't let this happen, I can't hurt Xiaofeng. I hope you can promise me, don't tell Xiaofeng about me, you just pretend you don't know gone."
Lu Zhenpeng's heart was full of helplessness and pain. He really hoped that Lu Xiaofeng could call himself "Dad", but the price he had to pay for calling himself "Dad" was too high, which made Lu Zhenpeng discouraged and did not dare to expect extravagantly. This hope is buried deep in my heart.
Zhuo Mingyang understood Lu Zhenpeng's concerns. He knew that Lu Zhenpeng really loved Lu Xiaofeng's son, so he was so cautious and thoughtful of Lu Xiaofeng.
"Uncle Lu, since you said so, I respect your choice."
"Okay, thank you."
A few minutes later, Zhuo Mingyang sterilized Lu Zhenpeng and bandaged the wound with gauze. The wound was not very deep and there was nothing serious about it, so it would be fine to deal with it this way.
After treating the wound, Zhuo Mingyang stood up from the sofa and put the first aid kit back to its original place.
"Mr. Zhuo, I'm sorry, I almost hurt you just now." Lu Zhenpeng looked at Zhuo Mingyang and said guiltily.
Zhuo Mingyang turned around and looked at Lu Zhenpeng: "Uncle Lu, don't say that, I'm fine now, you are Xiaofeng's father, and we will be a family from now on."
Lu Zhenpeng sighed heavily: "Oh! I don't know when Xiaofeng will wake up, I'm really afraid of him..."
"No! Uncle Lu, don't worry, Xiaofeng will be fine! I believe he will wake up, we have to have confidence in him."
Zhuo Mingyang was comforting Lu Zhenpeng, so why wasn't he comforting himself?
In his dreams, he hoped that Lu Xiaofeng could wake up. Every day when he opened his eyes, he hoped that a miracle would happen, and he could see Lu Xiaofeng on the hospital bed smiling at him.
While the two were talking, the doorbell rang "Ding Dong Ding Dong". Zhuo Mingyang guessed that it was his colleague Xiao Bo who came to collect the materials. I handed it to the person who came, because I was in a hurry to go back, my colleague got the information and left in a hurry.
After the colleagues left, Lu Zhenpeng and Zhuo Mingyang came to the hospital, and they guarded Lu Xiaofeng's bed.
Until after eleven o'clock, Zhuo Mingyang didn't want Lu Zhenpeng to work too hard, after all he was already so old.
"Uncle Lu, you'd better go back and rest. It's enough for me to watch Xiaofeng here." Zhuo Mingyang raised his head and said to Lu Zhenpeng with a tired face.
Lu Zhenpeng yawned. He did feel very tired, but he still wanted to stay by his son's side.
"No, I want to stay by Xiaofeng's side, and I want to see him as soon as he wakes up."
"Uncle Lu, I understand that even if you go back, your heart is still here in the hospital, but you should pay attention to rest now that you are old. I am worried that your body will not be able to bear it. I don't want your body to collapse before Xiaofeng wakes up." It's gone." Zhuo Mingyang looked at Lu Zhenpeng worriedly.
"But……"
"Uncle Lu, don't worry, I will always be by Xiaofeng's side. If he wakes up, I will notify you as soon as possible."
"Okay then, I'll go back to rest now, and I'll come to see Xiaofeng tomorrow, thank you for your hard work."
"Uncle Lu, go slowly! Be careful when you go back."
"Well, I'm leaving, see you tomorrow."
"Walk slowly!"
Zhuo Mingyang sent Lu Zhenpeng to the door, watched him walk into the elevator, then turned back to the room and closed the door behind him.
Sitting in front of the hospital bed and looking at Lu Xiaofeng's pale face, Zhuo Mingyang raised his hand to hold Lu Xiaofeng's hand. He has held this hand tightly since nine years ago, and vowed that he would never let it go for the rest of his life. But Zhuo Mingyang was very afraid that Lu Xiaofeng would leave him like this, and he would never be able to hold his hand again.
"Xiaofeng, wake up quickly, okay? Are you still angry with me? I know I'm not good, and I made you sad."
The eye sockets slowly became moist, and Zhuo Mingyang's eyes were blurred with tears. He loved Lu Xiaofeng deeply and didn't want him to be hurt, but now he hurt Lu Xiaofeng the most. Zhuo Mingyang was very confused, what should he do?
"Famous! Famous!"
The dazed Zhuo Mingyang felt that someone was calling him, he opened his sleepy eyes and looked up, and saw a bright and handsome smiling face.
"Xiaofeng, you're awake!"
"Well, Mingyang, you look haggard, I'm sorry for making you work so hard during this time."
Zhuo Mingyang held Lu Xiaofeng's hand excitedly, his eyes were full of excitement: "Xiaofeng, it's great that you finally woke up! I'm so happy!"
"I kept hearing you nagging in my ear when I fell asleep, why didn't I wake up? You woke me up." Lu Xiaofeng said with a reproachful smile.
"It's good to wake up! It's good to wake up!" Zhuo Mingyang couldn't restrain the excitement in his heart, he hugged Lu Xiaofeng into his arms: "Xiaofeng, don't leave me again! I'm really good Love you! I love you!"
"Ming Yang, I love you too! We will never be separated again! Let's be together forever, okay?"
"Okay! We will always be together!"
"That's right! I am Xiaofeng's biological father! Zhuo Mingyang, I was very grateful to you for taking care of Xiaofeng for so many years, but I really didn't expect that you would make Xiaofeng fall in love with you, you would let my son turned gay!
He was in so much pain for you, now that you caused him to be in a car accident and lie in the hospital, how can I not hate you?
Xiaofeng is suffering because of you. I saw this with my own eyes. My heart aches. As a father, my heart aches. My son became like this because of you! "
Lu Zhenpeng roared at Zhuo Mingyang, his eyes glistened with tears, at this moment Lu Zhenpeng was extremely sad and desperate, but also full of anger.
Now Zhuo Mingyang finally understood everything, no wonder Lu Zhenpeng was so excited in the hospital that day, he hated him so much because of Lu Xiaofeng.
"Uncle Lu, calm down! Listen to me! Things are not what you think!"
Zhuo Mingyang tried to explain, but Lu Zhenpeng was very emotional: "What is that like? I saw Xiaofeng sad because of drunkenness, and his pained appearance broke my heart. I am really sad, Xiaofeng. Feng really loves you, he fell in love with a man, why did my son become like this?
It's all because of you!Why do you want to kill him?How on earth did you take care of him?What have you done to him all these years? "
Lu Zhenpeng asked Zhuo Mingyang angrily.
"Uncle Lu, calm down! It's not what I thought that Xiaofeng fell in love with me. In all fairness, do you think it's my fault?
I am good to Xiaofeng, I do my best to give Xiaofeng the best things, I hope he is happy, I treat him as my own brother, but I did not expect Xiaofeng to fall in love with me slowly , Turning this family affection into love, I really didn't expect things to develop like this. Is it my fault that I treat Xiaofeng well? "
"But you shouldn't let Xiaofeng fall in love with you? You are both men, how can you love each other?"
"Then how do you think I should treat him? Abuse him? Beat and scold him? Or simply send him to the orphanage? I can't do it! He is my younger brother, I have to love him! Uncle Lu, do you understand? ? You blame me now, but what have you done for Xiaofeng all these years?"
Zhuo Mingyang's words made Lu Zhenpeng suddenly silent, yes, I have not been by Lu Xiaofeng's side for so many years, and I was not by his side when his mother needed me most after his mother passed away, but Zhuo Mingyang This brother has been taking care of him, so what reason do I have to blame Zhuo Mingyang?Falling in love with Zhuo Mingyang is his son's own choice, why should he blame others?
Because Zhuo Mingyang lost his mother in childhood, Zhuo Mingyang has been taking good care of his son, making him feel warm and safe, which makes his son rely on Zhuo Mingyang, deeply obsessed with him, and after all, it is all his own Wrong, if I hadn't been imprisoned at the beginning, but had been by my son's side all the time, then none of this would have happened, and my son and Zhuo Mingyang would not have loved each other.
Lu Zhenpeng really hated himself, he regretted it at the beginning, why did he kill someone impulsively?
Lu Zhenpeng felt that he was ashamed of Lu Xiaofeng. He was sorry for his son. He was so shameless that he even imposed his fault on others to shirk his responsibility.
"I'm such a bastard! It's all my fault but I still blame you. You are right. I have never done anything for Xiaofeng. I don't deserve to be his father at all!"
Lu Zhenpeng's heart was ashamed, his body collapsed and he slumped on the ground, his eyes were no longer angry, but filled with remorse and self-blame.
"Uncle Lu!"
Seeing Lu Zhenpeng like this, Zhuo Mingyang hurried over and stretched out his hand to help him up: "Get up quickly, I'll help you bandage the wound."
Helping the disillusioned Lu Zhenpeng to sit on the sofa, Zhuo Mingyang hurriedly turned around and walked to the TV cabinet in the living room, took out the first aid kit from the cabinet, then returned to Lu Zhenpeng and sat down to bandage his wound.
"Uncle Lu, I'm sorry I hurt you." Zhuo Mingyang showed guilt on his face.
"Don't say that, it's my own fault!" Lu Zhenpeng smiled wryly.
"Uncle Lu, don't say that! This is all a misunderstanding! You are Xiaofeng's biological father, and I am Xiaofeng's elder brother. We will be a family from now on.
I am very glad that Xiaofeng can meet you again. When Xiaofeng wakes up, I think he will be very happy to know that you are his biological father. Zhuo Mingyang said with a smile while treating Lu Zhenpeng's wound.
"No! Don't! Don't tell Xiaofeng that I am his biological father!"
Lu Zhenpeng's expression became flustered, he couldn't let Lu Xiaofeng recognize him, he couldn't let Lu Xiaofeng know that his biological father turned out to be a murderer.
"Why?" Zhuo Mingyang was surprised by Lu Zhenpeng's reaction.
"I have been in prison. I am a murderer. I was imprisoned because I accidentally killed someone. I can't let Xiaofeng know that his father is such a person. I will shame Xiaofeng. He I will be looked down upon and ridiculed by others, and if I cannot recognize Xiaofeng, let Xiaofeng always regard me as his godfather."
At this time, Zhuo Mingyang finally understood why Lu Zhenpeng hadn't fulfilled his father's responsibility for so many years, not because he didn't want to but because he didn't have the opportunity.
"But Uncle Lu, no matter what you did wrong at the beginning, you have already paid for it and repaid everything. I think Xiaofeng will understand you. He has always longed for family affection, and hopes that he can have the love of his parents like other children. Aunt passed away early, and now you are his only family member in this world, you can't deny him!"
"No! If I were a father worthy of Xiaofeng's pride, then I would recognize him, but I would only humiliate Xiaofeng and bring him pain and misfortune. If his classmates knew that his father was a father If he is a murderer, he will be looked down upon by others. I can't let this happen, I can't hurt Xiaofeng. I hope you can promise me, don't tell Xiaofeng about me, you just pretend you don't know gone."
Lu Zhenpeng's heart was full of helplessness and pain. He really hoped that Lu Xiaofeng could call himself "Dad", but the price he had to pay for calling himself "Dad" was too high, which made Lu Zhenpeng discouraged and did not dare to expect extravagantly. This hope is buried deep in my heart.
Zhuo Mingyang understood Lu Zhenpeng's concerns. He knew that Lu Zhenpeng really loved Lu Xiaofeng's son, so he was so cautious and thoughtful of Lu Xiaofeng.
"Uncle Lu, since you said so, I respect your choice."
"Okay, thank you."
A few minutes later, Zhuo Mingyang sterilized Lu Zhenpeng and bandaged the wound with gauze. The wound was not very deep and there was nothing serious about it, so it would be fine to deal with it this way.
After treating the wound, Zhuo Mingyang stood up from the sofa and put the first aid kit back to its original place.
"Mr. Zhuo, I'm sorry, I almost hurt you just now." Lu Zhenpeng looked at Zhuo Mingyang and said guiltily.
Zhuo Mingyang turned around and looked at Lu Zhenpeng: "Uncle Lu, don't say that, I'm fine now, you are Xiaofeng's father, and we will be a family from now on."
Lu Zhenpeng sighed heavily: "Oh! I don't know when Xiaofeng will wake up, I'm really afraid of him..."
"No! Uncle Lu, don't worry, Xiaofeng will be fine! I believe he will wake up, we have to have confidence in him."
Zhuo Mingyang was comforting Lu Zhenpeng, so why wasn't he comforting himself?
In his dreams, he hoped that Lu Xiaofeng could wake up. Every day when he opened his eyes, he hoped that a miracle would happen, and he could see Lu Xiaofeng on the hospital bed smiling at him.
While the two were talking, the doorbell rang "Ding Dong Ding Dong". Zhuo Mingyang guessed that it was his colleague Xiao Bo who came to collect the materials. I handed it to the person who came, because I was in a hurry to go back, my colleague got the information and left in a hurry.
After the colleagues left, Lu Zhenpeng and Zhuo Mingyang came to the hospital, and they guarded Lu Xiaofeng's bed.
Until after eleven o'clock, Zhuo Mingyang didn't want Lu Zhenpeng to work too hard, after all he was already so old.
"Uncle Lu, you'd better go back and rest. It's enough for me to watch Xiaofeng here." Zhuo Mingyang raised his head and said to Lu Zhenpeng with a tired face.
Lu Zhenpeng yawned. He did feel very tired, but he still wanted to stay by his son's side.
"No, I want to stay by Xiaofeng's side, and I want to see him as soon as he wakes up."
"Uncle Lu, I understand that even if you go back, your heart is still here in the hospital, but you should pay attention to rest now that you are old. I am worried that your body will not be able to bear it. I don't want your body to collapse before Xiaofeng wakes up." It's gone." Zhuo Mingyang looked at Lu Zhenpeng worriedly.
"But……"
"Uncle Lu, don't worry, I will always be by Xiaofeng's side. If he wakes up, I will notify you as soon as possible."
"Okay then, I'll go back to rest now, and I'll come to see Xiaofeng tomorrow, thank you for your hard work."
"Uncle Lu, go slowly! Be careful when you go back."
"Well, I'm leaving, see you tomorrow."
"Walk slowly!"
Zhuo Mingyang sent Lu Zhenpeng to the door, watched him walk into the elevator, then turned back to the room and closed the door behind him.
Sitting in front of the hospital bed and looking at Lu Xiaofeng's pale face, Zhuo Mingyang raised his hand to hold Lu Xiaofeng's hand. He has held this hand tightly since nine years ago, and vowed that he would never let it go for the rest of his life. But Zhuo Mingyang was very afraid that Lu Xiaofeng would leave him like this, and he would never be able to hold his hand again.
"Xiaofeng, wake up quickly, okay? Are you still angry with me? I know I'm not good, and I made you sad."
The eye sockets slowly became moist, and Zhuo Mingyang's eyes were blurred with tears. He loved Lu Xiaofeng deeply and didn't want him to be hurt, but now he hurt Lu Xiaofeng the most. Zhuo Mingyang was very confused, what should he do?
"Famous! Famous!"
The dazed Zhuo Mingyang felt that someone was calling him, he opened his sleepy eyes and looked up, and saw a bright and handsome smiling face.
"Xiaofeng, you're awake!"
"Well, Mingyang, you look haggard, I'm sorry for making you work so hard during this time."
Zhuo Mingyang held Lu Xiaofeng's hand excitedly, his eyes were full of excitement: "Xiaofeng, it's great that you finally woke up! I'm so happy!"
"I kept hearing you nagging in my ear when I fell asleep, why didn't I wake up? You woke me up." Lu Xiaofeng said with a reproachful smile.
"It's good to wake up! It's good to wake up!" Zhuo Mingyang couldn't restrain the excitement in his heart, he hugged Lu Xiaofeng into his arms: "Xiaofeng, don't leave me again! I'm really good Love you! I love you!"
"Ming Yang, I love you too! We will never be separated again! Let's be together forever, okay?"
"Okay! We will always be together!"
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