he is his world

Since Zhuo Mingyang is not in the company, the only place Lu Xiaofeng can think of now is his home.

After Lu Xiaofeng left the company, he hurriedly took a taxi to Zhuo Mingyang's residence at high speed.

Twenty minutes later, the taxi stopped downstairs. Lu Xiaofeng got out of the car and hurried upstairs, but when he came to the door and rang the doorbell, Zhuo Mingyang was still there. Come out and open the door.

Originally, Lu Xiaofeng had a spare key here, but since the day he moved out, he felt that he had completely forgotten about Zhuo Mingyang, so he returned the key to him. Unexpectedly, he was so anxious today that he couldn't enter this door.

Lu Xiaofeng had no choice but to take out his mobile phone and call Zhuo Mingyang again, but this time a cold female voice came out of the phone: "Sorry, the number you dialed has been turned off, please try again later."

Lu Xiaofeng put down his phone in frustration, what should he do now?

Isn't Zhuo Mingyang at home?Lu Xiaofeng raised his hand again and rang the doorbell, but still no one came out to answer the door.

There was no other way, Lu Xiaofeng, who had nothing to do, could only choose to wait outside the door, he thought that no matter where Zhuo Mingyang went, this was his home and he would come back sooner or later.

Lu Xiaofeng stood at the door and waited anxiously for Zhuo Mingyang's return. He was in a mess right now. He didn't know where Zhuo Mingyang was and how he was doing. Lu Xiaofeng really hated himself, if it wasn't for his impulsiveness Nothing like this will happen.

More than an hour later, when Lu Xiaofeng was lingering outside the door anxiously, the elevator door opened with a "ding", and the figure that Lu Xiaofeng had been waiting for for a long time finally appeared in front of him.

Zhuo Mingyang came out of the elevator, but unexpectedly saw Lu Xiaofeng standing outside the door, his expression froze: "Xiaofeng, why are you here?"

"Brother, you're finally back!" Seeing Zhuo Mingyang's safe and sound return, Lu Xiaofeng smiled excitedly.

"Xiaofeng, what are you doing here?" Zhuo Mingyang's expression was very bad.

"Brother, I'm sorry! It's all my fault and I hurt you! What happened at the Blue Night Bar last night has been uploaded on the Internet. I really regret that I did such a crazy thing on the spur of the moment. Really. I'm so sorry! I caused you so much trouble."

Lu Xiaofeng's heart is full of guilt. He has always loved Zhuo Mingyang deeply. He once thought that as long as two people love each other, he can ignore other people's eyes. But now the facts are in front of him, and Lu Xiaofeng has to admit that the two men love each other It is not a simple matter, it is so difficult not to be accepted by others, and the pressure to bear is too great.

Seeing Lu Xiaofeng's guilty look, Zhuo Mingyang felt very uncomfortable. What's wrong with Lu Xiaofeng loving himself so much?

The fault is that both of them are men, this relationship will not be understood and blessed by others, it is not tolerated in the world, this road is really too hard and too helpless.

"Xiaofeng, come in!" Zhuo Mingyang went to the door and took out the key to open the door, then walked into the room with Lu Xiaofeng.

After the two came in, they sat down on the sofa. Lu Xiaofeng lowered his head and did not dare to look at Zhuo Mingyang's face. At this moment, he really felt ashamed and sorry for Zhuo Mingyang.

"Brother, I'm really sorry! I embarrassed you!"

A bitter smile appeared on Zhuo Mingyang's face: "Xiaofeng, you don't need to apologize, but I think you should understand one thing now? That is, two men falling in love is not as simple as you think Yes, the bitterness of this is not understood by the world, I think you should understand, so I hope you can stop walking on this road in the future, forget me and forget everything here!"

"Brother, I'm sorry! I didn't know that loving you would cause you such pain. I've always been selfish. I only thought of myself. I only thought of me wanting you, but I didn't think about your feelings. My love is really It's too selfish, but my love for you will never change, I will keep this feeling deep in my heart, and I will leave here with my love for you."

"Xiaofeng, why are you bothering? We can't be together! I hope you go through the formalities of going abroad and leave here as soon as possible, forget me and forget everything here!

thank you for loving me!But I can't accept this love, forgive me!I wish I was your brother for life!I will always love you brother. "

"Brother, I just want to ask you a question, have you really never loved me?"

This question has always been what Lu Xiaofeng wanted to ask. He really wanted to know the answer. Is it because Zhuo Mingyang didn't accept him because he didn't love him at all, or did he not have the courage to accept this love?

Looking at Lu Xiaofeng, Zhuo Mingyang's heart was pierced by a knife at this time. Even Zhuo Mingyang himself didn't know the answer to this question. Was he really just brotherly towards Lu Xiaofeng?

Was it true that he had never been considered a love object?

Zhuo Mingyang hates his cowardice, he knows in his heart that even if he really loves Lu Xiaofeng, he can't abandon the worldly vision and stay with Lu Xiaofeng, so the answer to this question is meaningless to Zhuo Mingyang at all.

But this is of great significance to Lu Xiaofeng, it is very important to him.Lu Xiaofeng watched Zhuo Mingyang nervously, hoping that he could give himself a clear and honest answer.

After a moment of silence, Zhuo Mingyang raised his head and looked at Lu Xiaofeng with a gentle smile: "Xiaofeng, the answer to this question is not important anymore, why do you need to ask?"

"No! This is very important to me, I hope you can tell me the answer." Lu Xiaofeng is still chasing after him.

"Well, I can tell you honestly, Xiaofeng, I have never loved you! You are my younger brother!"

In order to make Lu Xiaofeng completely forget himself, Zhuo Mingyang made up his mind to say this. Although it would make Lu Xiaofeng very sad, short-term pain is worse than long-term pain. He couldn't let Lu Xiaofeng continue to make mistakes.

Hearing Zhuo Mingyang's affirmative answer to himself, although Lu Xiaofeng had already made preparations, his heart was still clenched together and hurt so badly. He really didn't like himself, and in his heart he just regarded himself as a younger brother.

Lu Xiaofeng held back his tears so that they would not flow down: "Brother, I understand, don't worry, we will be just brothers in the future, I will go through the formalities of going abroad as soon as possible and leave here, but I will not forget you as a brother, you are my brother." Brother forever!"

"Xiaofeng, it's good if you can think this way. I hope you and Uncle Lu can start again after arriving in Japan. I believe your life will definitely become more and more exciting." Zhuo Mingyang patted Lu Xiaofeng on the shoulder and gave gave him a gentle smile.

Leaving Zhuo Mingyang's house, Lu Xiaofeng walked down the road with people coming and going, feeling very sad. When he heard Zhuo Mingyang say that he didn't love him, Lu Xiaofeng naively thought that Zhuo Mingyang didn't dare Facing his feelings honestly, he didn't have the courage to accept this love, but now that Zhuo Mingyang told himself so clearly that he really didn't love himself, and had never loved him before, Lu Xiaofeng's heart really hurt, his heart ached. As if he had died, he felt that he had no soul, like a walking corpse. It seemed that it was really time to completely forget about Zhuo Mingyang, and it was really time to start a new life.

It was getting late, and just as Lu Xiaofeng was about to go home, the cell phone rang in a hurry, it was Lu Zhenpeng calling.

Lu Xiaofeng hurriedly connected the phone: "Hello, Dad."

"Xiaofeng, where are you? When will you be back?"

"Dad, don't worry, I'm on my way home now! I'll be home soon."

"Oh, that's good, come back quickly and dad will wait for you to eat."

"Well, I see. I'll see you later." After speaking, Lu Xiaofeng put down his phone, and then walked towards the bus stop.

A few minutes later, the bus came from the intersection, Lu Xiaofeng hurriedly put in coins and got on the bus, then found a seat and sat down.

Ten minutes later, Lu Xiaofeng returned home, and seeing Lu Xiaofeng come back, Lu Zhenpeng was relieved.

"Xiaofeng, hurry up and wash your hands and eat!"

"Ah."

The father and son sat down at the dining table. Lu Xiaofeng picked up the chopsticks and just took a bite of the meal, then looked up at Lu Zhenpeng and asked, "Dad, when can the procedures for going abroad be completed?"

"It's only been two days, and we will be able to go to Japan soon."

"That's good. I hope to leave here as soon as possible. Tomorrow I will go to the school to go through the relevant withdrawal procedures."

Lu Xiaofeng wanted to leave this sad place as soon as possible, the sooner the better.Why didn't Lu Zhenpeng think so in his heart?

He had already seen that video on the Internet, and knew what happened in the Blue Night Bar last night. Lu Zhenpeng hoped that Lu Xiaofeng could leave this sad place as soon as possible, away from the turmoil here, and go to Japan to start a new life.He believed that everything was going to be okay, and getting better.

The next day, Lu Xiaofeng went to the school to go through the relevant withdrawal procedures. Walking in the familiar campus, Lu Xiaofeng was originally an eye-catching department grass, and now there was an incident at the Blue Night Bar. Now Lu Xiaofeng is even more attractive. People noticed that many unkind and mocking eyes were cast on Lu Xiaofeng one after another. They seemed to see some monsters. Their eyes were full of curiosity, fear and disgust. Facing these eyes, Lu Xiaofeng didn't care. He didn't care about other people's eyes. And he will leave here soon, and he will never see the faces of these people again. Lu Xiaofeng believes that everything can start again when he arrives in Japan, and he can forget about Zhuo Mingyang and everything here.

A week later, Lu Xiaofeng and Lu Zhenpeng embarked on a journey to Japan, dragging their heavy suitcases into the dazzling golden airport hall.

Just today they are leaving here, going to a place where there is no Zhuo Mingyang and no troubles to start again.

"Dad, let's check the luggage!"

"Well, let's go!"

Lu Xiaofeng dragged his luggage and walked forward. At this moment, a familiar magnetic male voice suddenly sounded from behind. Lu Xiaofeng knew who it belonged to without looking back. His fame came.

"Xiaofeng!"

Lu Zhenpeng and Lu Xiaofeng turned their heads and saw Zhuo Mingyang who came to see him off.

"Mingyang!" Lu Zhenpeng looked at Zhuo Mingyang and smiled slightly.

"Uncle Lu, Xiaofeng, we'll see you off. I wish you a pleasant journey and a smooth journey!" Zhuo Mingyang said, looking at Lu Xiaofeng and Lu Zhenpeng with a smile on his face.

Although he was sad, Zhuo Mingyang wanted Lu Xiaofeng to remember his smiling face last. He didn't want Lu Xiaofeng to see him sad, and he wanted to leave the best things to Lu Xiaofeng.

"Thank you."

"Brother, you have to take good care of yourself after we leave. I will send you an email when I arrive in Japan."

Lu Xiaofeng felt very uncomfortable in his heart, thinking that he would never see Zhuo Mingyang again, he felt as uncomfortable as being cut by a knife.

"Well, Xiaofeng, you have grown up now, you must take good care of Uncle Lu and yourself in the future, I will miss you all!"

"Ming Yang, you have to take care of yourself, Uncle Lu will miss you too."

At this time, the airport announcement suddenly rang: "Passengers heading to Tokyo, please pay attention. Your flight ca1234 is about to take off. Please prepare for boarding, thank you."

Hearing the radio rang, Lu Zhenpeng turned to look at Lu Xiaofeng and said, "Xiaofeng, let's go in quickly!"

"Ah."

"Uncle Lu, goodbye! Xiaofeng, goodbye!"

Seeing the backs of the two leaving, Zhuo Mingyang felt a sour feeling in his heart.