he is his world

Back home, Zhuo Mingyang sat in the empty room and cried bitterly. He used to be a strong person. For the one he loved, he told himself that he must be strong and not cry easily. For Lu Xiaofeng, he must make himself stronger. Only in this way can we protect the one we love, but what reason can we make ourselves strong now?

Lu Xiaofeng has gone far away, and now there is no one around him, Zhuo Mingyang feels so lonely and frightened, he feels like he has been abandoned by this world, as if he is the only one in the whole world, surrounded by a feeling of loneliness and fear Being so famous, he couldn't help hugging his legs tightly and curled up on the sofa, so helpless and terrified, how will he go in the future?

Do you really want to spend your life in the dark?

If the condition of the cornea can not be found and continues to deteriorate, then what awaits him will be death, Zhuo Mingyang knows this very well.

I don't know how long I sat on the sofa foolishly, but the night has come quietly, the red sun has disappeared, and the moon has even shown a smiling face.

Zhuo Mingyang didn't turn on the light, the room was pitch black, Zhuo Mingyang just sat quietly in the dark in a daze, he was really confused and scared, maybe now he should learn to adapt to the darkness, how to deal with it in the future? Live in darkness.

Just when Zhuo Mingyang was thinking wildly, "Follow the curves you designed, turn around and fall into this eye-catching paradise..."

The cell phone rang in a hurry, Zhuo Mingyang turned his head and slowly looked at the cell phone on the coffee table, but he was not in a hurry to answer the phone, and let the cell phone ring loudly.

The urgent ringing still continued, Zhuo Mingyang never answered the phone, and now Zhuo Mingyang was like a walking dead without a soul.

The phone was hung up automatically as no one answered it, and then a cold mechanical female voice rang out: "Sorry, the number you dialed is temporarily unanswered, please try again later."

Lu Xiaofeng put down the phone in a daze, what's going on?

Why didn't Zhuo Mingyang answer the phone?Whenever Zhuo Mingyang didn't answer his call, Lu Xiaofeng would feel uneasy and anxious. He was worried that something would happen to Zhuo Mingyang. Called Zhuo Mingyang's cell phone, hoping he could answer this time.

"Follow those curves you designed..." The phone rang again urgently, urging Zhuo Mingyang to answer the call.

Hearing the phone ringing again, Zhuo Mingyang slowly picked up the phone on the coffee table. He found that the caller ID was Lu Xiaofeng. Zhuo Mingyang was hesitant to answer the call. He didn't want Lu Xiaofeng to know that he would I don't want him to worry about himself about going blind.

Zhuo Mingyang was about to put down the phone, but he suddenly thought that if he didn't answer the call, Lu Xiaofeng would be more worried and anxious, so he hesitated for a while. Zhuo Mingyang raised his hand and wiped the tears on his face to adjust his emotions. After adjusting his emotions, he chose to answer. phone.

"Hey, Xiaofeng." Zhuo Mingyang forced a smile and tried to make his voice sound pleasant. He didn't want Lu Xiaofeng to see any flaws.

"Hey, brother, why didn't you answer the phone just now?" Lu Xiaofeng asked blankly.

"Oh, I went to the bathroom just now and didn't hear the phone ring."

"Well, I was scared to death. I thought something happened to you! I'm relieved that you're fine."

"You silly boy, what can I do? You really are!"

"Brother, how are you recently? Are you still busy at work?"

Lu Xiaofeng chatted with Zhuo Mingyang, and Lu Xiaofeng was very satisfied and happy to hear Zhuo Mingyang's voice.

"It's okay! You also know that I'm a workaholic, how about you? How are you and uncle? How is your study recently?"

"I'm fine too. My dad and I are fine. The store is still as busy as before, and the business is booming. If things go on like this, we'll be able to repay He Shumei's debts soon." Lu Xiaofeng said with a smile on his face. .

"It's only natural that uncle's craftsmanship is so good and his business is good. You have to take care of yourself and pay attention to combining work and rest in your studies and don't work too hard."

"Well, I get it. Brother, you have to take care of yourself too! By the way, brother, didn't we make an appointment for a video at noon today? Why aren't you online?" Lu Xiaofeng said disappointedly.

"That me... my home broadband has expired, and I haven't had time to pay the bill yet! So today the home internet is disconnected, I'm sorry for missing the appointment!"

"Brother, when will you be able to go online?" Lu Xiaofeng asked hastily.

"Well...I've been busy recently, maybe I won't have time to pay the fee in a few days."

"oh, I see."

Lu Xiaofeng's voice was full of disappointment. If he couldn't access the Internet in the near future, it meant that he hadn't seen Zhuo Mingyang for half a month. Although they were separated by thousands of miles and couldn't see each other, every time he had a video with Zhuo Mingyang, he could see him on the computer. , Lu Xiaofeng was already very happy and satisfied in his heart, he felt that Zhuo Mingyang was by his side.

"Xiaofeng, I still have something to do and I won't tell you for now, please contact me when you have time!"

"Well, brother, then you go to work, I won't bother you, bye."

"Goodbye." After saying that, Zhuo Mingyang hastily hung up the phone.

The moment he put down the phone, hot tears flowed from his eye sockets. Zhuo Mingyang's heart was as painful as being cut by a knife. Lu Xiaofeng couldn't let Lu Xiaofeng know about this, and he couldn't let him be sad with him. That's enough, I can't let Lu Xiaofeng behave like this, Zhuo Mingyang doesn't want Lu Xiaofeng to share his pain, as long as he is happy, let him bear the pain alone!

He didn't eat lunch or dinner, but Zhuo Mingyang didn't feel hungry at all. Now his heart was ashamed, and his heart was very confused and full of fear.

His eyesight became worse and worse. Zhuo Mingyang's eyes gradually lost their light and became more and more blurred. Naturally, he couldn't do work anymore. Zhuo Mingyang resigned and was admitted to the hospital.

The cornea is dying little by little, and the cancer cells are slowly spreading. Zhuo Mingyang's life is slowly passing away. Now the only thing that can save him is the volunteer's cornea.

It's just that he doesn't know when he can get the cornea, and Zhuo Mingyang doesn't really want to get someone else's cornea, because only the dead can donate the cornea, and he doesn't want anyone to die.

When you get the cornea, it means that someone has died, and the kind Zhuo Mingyang doesn't want to hear the news of someone dying.

Every day now is very precious to Zhuo Mingyang. When he thinks that he will soon lose his light and never see this bright and warm sunshine again, Zhuo Mingyang cherishes every ray of sunshine now even more During the day, he would walk out of the ward and sit quietly on the outdoor bench to bask in the sunshine, feeling the precious light and warmth. He has never felt that the sunshine is so precious, and he never felt that sunny days are so good before. Woolen cloth?

This is how people are, no matter what it is, we only know how to cherish it after losing it.

Sitting on the bench, Zhuo Mingyang suddenly thought of Lu Xiaofeng. He seemed to look at Lu Xiaofeng's face before he completely lost his light. He wanted to keep Lu Xiaofeng's face firmly in his heart, even if he lost his light in the future. I can't see him and I won't forget what he looks like.

Thinking of this, Zhuo Mingyang went back to the ward, took out his notebook and went online.

Lu Xiaofeng is basically online 24 hours a day, because he doesn't know when Zhuo Mingyang will be online, and he doesn't want to miss the opportunity to video chat with Zhuo Mingyang.

Lu Xiaofeng was sitting in front of the computer and was video chatting with a friend when suddenly QQ rang and someone went online. Lu Xiaofeng was pleasantly surprised to find that the person who went online was Zhuo Mingyang.

Seeing Lu Xiaofeng so happy, Lu Zhenpeng's mood also improved, he looked at Lu Xiaofeng with a smile and asked: "Xiaofeng, what makes you so happy?"

"My brother is online, and he is talking to me!" Lu Xiaofeng said, turning his head and looking at Lu Zhenpeng with a smile on his face.

"Really? Then you can have a good chat with Ming Yang! Dad still has something to go out."

After speaking, Lu Zhenpeng got up from the chair, then turned and left the room. He wanted to give Zhuo Mingyang and Lu Xiaofeng a space to be alone, and wanted them to have a good chat. He knew that Lu Xiaofeng must have a lot of things in his heart that he wanted to talk to Zhuo Ming Yang said.

Lu Xiaofeng received a message from Zhuo Mingyang: "Xiaofeng, are you there?"

Lu Xiaofeng hurriedly messaged Zhuo Mingyang: "Brother, I'm here!"

"Xiaofeng, I miss you, turn on the video!"

"Ah."

Seeing the news from Zhuo Mingyang, Lu Xiaofeng was immediately elated. Zhuo Mingyang actually said that he missed himself, which made Lu Xiaofeng very excited. He hurriedly opened the video, and couldn't wait to see Zhuo Mingyang's face.

After turning on the video, both Zhuo Mingyang and Lu Xiaofeng could see each other. Although the actual distance between the two was tens of thousands of miles away, they felt as if they were right next to each other.

Looking at Zhuo Mingyang on the computer, Lu Xiaofeng was surprised to find that Zhuo Mingyang had lost weight and darkened. He seemed to be very haggard.

"Brother, you've lost weight! Are you too tired recently?"

"Is there? I thought I was fat! I think you are really thin! Did you study too hard?"

Zhuo Mingyang's face was full of bright smiles. Although his eyes were painful and blurred and he couldn't see the screen clearly, Zhuo Mingyang still endured the pain and pretended to be very happy. He tried to open his eyes wide to make himself look It's normal, he didn't want Lu Xiaofeng to find out that there was something wrong with his eyes.

"No, instead of losing weight, I've gained several catties!" Lu Xiaofeng said, looking at Zhuo Mingyang with a smile on his face.

"By the way, uncle? How is he recently?"

"My dad is not in the house after he went out. He is also very good. He is healthy and eats deliciously. Brother, I really feel that you have been haggard a lot recently! You should pay attention to rest and don't tire yourself out!" Lu Xiaofeng Looking at Zhuo Mingyang distressedly, he said.

"Okay, I get it, you have to take care of yourself too!"

Zhuo Mingyang had a bright smile on his face. He blinked his eyes hard to make his eyes feel better, but his eyes became more and more painful and his vision became more and more blurred. The more Zhuo Mingyang wanted to see Lu Xiaofeng clearly The more he couldn't do the face, Zhuo Mingyang saw Lu Xiaofeng so vaguely at this time, he could only vaguely see the outline of his face, which made Zhuo Mingyang very anxious and worried, he was worried that Lu Xiaofeng would see What flaws come out.

"By the way, brother, do you think my new sneakers look good?"

Speaking of Lu Xiaofeng, with a smile on his face, he picked up his newly bought pair of sneakers and put them in front of the computer for Zhuo Mingyang to see.

Zhuo Mingyang tried desperately to see clearly but he couldn't even see the color of the sneakers clearly, it seemed to be black or gray, he could only vaguely see the outline of the sneakers.

Finding that Zhuo Mingyang's eyes seemed to be blowing up and down very uncomfortable, Lu Xiaofeng suddenly showed a look of surprise on his face: "Brother, what's wrong with your eyes? Are you uncomfortable?"

"No, I'm fine! Maybe it's because I've stayed up too late lately and my eyes are a little dry and itchy. Just a drop of eye drops will be fine. Xiaofeng, your new sneakers are so beautiful!"

Zhuo Mingyang hurriedly changed the subject. He didn't want Lu Xiaofeng to find out, so he had to bring the topic back to sneakers.