Professional dismantling

"I moved out."

Five words, this is the answer Qin Yin got when he called Zhao Yao at ten o'clock in the evening after returning home and asked him where he got it.

After Zhao Yao hung up the phone, Qin Yin leaned against the door frame of his room, Zhao Yao's words seemed to still ring in his ears.

"Let's do it for now. I really don't know how to face my mother, at least not yet."

"Then when will you know?" Qin Yin tightened his grip on the phone.

"Wait to figure something out."

Zhao Yao didn't tell him anything, this is the message Qin Yin got from this sentence, he was fine during lunch, he didn't even know when he rented a house outside, and he was going to tell him that he had He valued a nice apartment not far from his company, just as he didn't like to drive.

But Zhao Yao moved out by himself without discussing with him.

what is this? !

This strong sense of distrust gave him the illusion of being abandoned, he turned his head and ran downstairs, bumping into Zhao Shumin who was about to go upstairs.

"Aunt Zhao..."

Zhao Shumin turned her head and glanced behind him, "Going out?"

"Ah."

"Zhao Yao didn't come back?"

Qin Yin gritted his teeth and said softly: "He... said he would live outside temporarily."

"Oh..." Zhao Shumin said slowly after a long time, "That's it."

Zhao Shumin's attitude was uncertain to Qin Yin, but after she said this, she went upstairs directly, and Qin Yin called Zhao Yao while walking to the garage.

Although it was said that he checked in with a bag, Zhao Yao still cleaned until midnight. Qin Yin insisted on coming over and refused to let him. He hadn't recovered from the fright during the day. Looking at this small one-bedroom apartment, he shook his arms and laughed. He smiled, "This is the life I, Zhao Yao, should live."

This kind of life is much calmer than what Zhao Yao thought. He moved out for almost half a month. Qin Yin would come every day after work. The interaction between them is still the same as before, but Qin Yin feels that something is different from it.

Zhao Yao treats him no differently than before. He will be angry, unhappy, and happy because of his words, but his smile is different from the past. He tried to ask several times but failed to ask. This feeling makes him very uncomfortable. He always felt that Zhao Yao would eventually give up this feeling because of Zhao Ma.

There are so many things going on in the company today, Zhao Yao hasn't had a sip of water all morning, let alone go to the toilet.

Zhou Jin took turns to hold meetings early in the morning. The big boss who hadn't been to the company for a year or so suddenly came to the company today and said that he would organize a semi-annual meeting. end of june.

"There were no such cutscenes before, why are we still doing this now..." Xiang Liqing kept complaining after hearing Zhao Yao's words, "Our department is so busy every day, how can we have time for that ghost meeting?"

"Just treat it as a vacation for yourself." Zhao Yao pushed open the door of the office and walked in.

"And then voluntarily work overtime?" Xiang Liqing leaned against the door frame, "Brother Yao, I haven't seen you driving to work recently."

"Life is relatively tight recently. Diligence and thrift are the traditional beauty..." Before the joke was finished, the phone on the table turned on. Zhao Yao glanced at it, and his heart tightened, it was his mother.

"Hello, Mom?" He picked it up, opening his mouth with some difficulty.

Zhao Ma's eager voice came from the receiver, "What's the matter with your phone, no one answered for a long time."

Zhao Yao was stunned for a moment, then remembered that he had been in the meeting all the time, and he didn't think to turn off the mute when it was over, "My mobile phone is on mute, I just started the meeting, why..."

"Come to the central hospital, I'm already on my way."

Zhao Yao became anxious when he heard that, "Hospital? What's wrong with you? What happened? Why are you still in the hospital?"

"It's not me..." Zhao Ma sighed, "It's Xiaoyen."

Zhao Yao had no memory of when the phone hung up, whether he hung up or his mother hung up, he just remembered that after getting the news that Qin Yin had an accident, he ran out like someone with a knife, holding on to the door frame Xiang Liqing became unsteady and was knocked far away, and he was saved from falling directly to the ground by pressing on the table next to him.

Xiang Liqing half supported the table and watched Zhao Yao blow away like a gust of wind, and his girlfriend next to him patted him on the shoulder, "What's wrong with Editor-in-Chief Zhao?"

Xiang Liqing shook his head, he was at the door when Zhao Yao answered the phone, and he couldn't help frowning when he yelled the word hospital into the phone.

Zhao Yao rushed into the parking lot only to realize that he hadn't driven to work for more than half a month, and ran out along the parking lot, and after finally running out, he realized that he should take the elevator directly. He patted his face and raised his hand to hail a taxi.

It was almost noon now, the road was heavily congested, and the Central Hospital was in the city center, so it took up all the most congested roads.

After finally walking and stopping, Zhao Yao looked at the long car queue and the red light in front of him, "Master, I'll get off here."

After finishing speaking, without waiting for the master to respond, he threw 100 yuan on the car, opened the door and ran out. The words "Central Hospital" could already be seen here, and he rushed into the hospital under the scorching sun through the traffic.

After wandering around the door of the emergency room for a long time, he couldn't find anyone, so he had to take out his mobile phone to call his mother, and the call was quickly answered, "Are you there?"

"Just arrived..." Zhao Yao panted heavily and paused for two seconds before asking, "Where are you?"

"The first inpatient building 706."

Zhao Yao threw the phone in his pocket and turned around to find a location, but bumped into a nurse. He apologized quickly, and then asked the direction of the No. [-] Inpatient Building.

"Did you not take the car?" Zhao Shumin waited at the elevator entrance, and saw Zhao Yao, who was sweating profusely, frowned when he came out of the elevator, and a look of distress flashed across his face.

"Sit down..." Zhao Yao wiped the sweat from his forehead and smiled at Zhao Ma, "It's too crowded, so I stopped a little earlier, Qin Yin...what's the matter with him?"

"I went to the company and had a fight with his father. Whenever your Uncle Qin gets angry..."

"Hit him?" Zhao Yao growled, "How is he now? Where is the injury?"

After finishing speaking, she walked forward, and Zhao's mother pulled her back, "Don't worry, I got a few stitches on my head, I haven't woken up yet, and the doctor won't let me visit."

"On the head? Stitches?" Zhao Yao became more anxious when he heard this, "Is his father still his real father?"

Zhao Ma glared at him, opened her mouth but still didn't say anything, Zhao Yao also knew that what he said in a hurry didn't pass through his brain, so he lowered his eyes and looked at his toes.

"Wait inside, your Uncle Qin is still here." Zhao Yao was pulled by Zhao's mother and turned a corner. As soon as Zhao Yao raised his eyes, he saw a person sitting on the bench in the corridor. Between the knees, only a silhouette can be seen, but Zhao Yao still recognized it at a glance.

Qin Liming raised his head when he heard footsteps, and nodded when he saw Zhao Yao, "Come on."

"Hmm." Zhao Yao replied sullenly. Although it was only natural for his father to beat his son, he was still somewhat dissatisfied with Qin Liming's behavior.

"Are you both hungry..." Qin Liming was stunned for a moment and then said to Zhao Yao and his mother, "The doctor said he won't wake up until two hours later, I'll take you two to eat something."

"You take my mother to eat, I can't eat."

Zhao Ma sighed, and said to Qin Liming: "You ask the assistant to go to the hospital cafeteria to buy some random food and make do with it. I'm really not in the mood."

"I'll go..." Qin Liming stood up, "I'll go buy it."

Zhao Yao kept staring at the door of the ward. He wanted to go in to check on Qin Yin's condition, but his mother said that he had just come out of the operation and was not allowed to visit him until he woke up. He kept pinching his knee, and only now felt some pain.

"Zhao Yao..." Mother Zhao glanced at him suddenly, and said, "You are... when did you become the same as Xiaoyen?"

"Ah?" Zhao Yao turned his head to meet Zhao Ma's gaze, his mind is a little confused now, he didn't understand the meaning of his mother's words.

"I mean, didn't you always have girlfriends before..." Zhao Ma paused and said, "When did you start to have that kind of...feelings for Xiaoyen?"

Zhao Yao could see that his mother was trying to be as tactful as possible to ask him when he got together with Qin Yin.

"When we were in Milan last year..." Zhao Yao thought for a while, this is not a lie, they did get together at that time, "It started."

"So early?" Zhao Ma was obviously shocked by this time, but her face was still calm, and she didn't have any other emotions except a little surprise.

"Can you still have a girlfriend? That is, you can still like girls..."

"No!" Zhao Yao interrupted her, "No, Mom, to tell you the truth, I have never been able to. I used to have girlfriends just to prove that I can actually do it, but after I did, I realized that I can't, really. cannot."

He thought for a long time, if Zhao Ma really asked him how to answer, he had been thinking about this question for half a month, but he still couldn't understand it. It was not until this moment, after facing this question face to face, that he suddenly I have the answer.

He is him, he replaced Zhao Yao in the book and became Zhao Shumin's son, then he was her son from the moment he was called his mother, he didn't want to deceive him, even if what he got in the end was not to accept or forgive .

He changed from a Zhao Yao who had nothing to do but waited to die, to a Zhao Yao who had a successful career and a happy family, but he didn't want himself to live like the original Zhao Yao.

"How could this happen..." Zhao Ma's hands on her knees trembled slightly, Zhao Yao could see that she was trying her best to endure it, but Zhao Yao still noticed the slight tremor, and he felt a little uneasy in his heart, but he couldn't Relentless.

"Mom, there is a kind of people in this world who are born unable to marry the opposite sex. I am one of those people."

Zhao Yao stretched out his hand and lightly covered Zhao Ma's hand and shook it gently, "I don't want to deceive you, even if that person is not Qin Yin, it will be someone else... Man, a person like me cannot marry a girl, Marriage will only harm people for a lifetime, do you want to see that ending?"