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I understand that the emotion that makes him feel like he is soaring above the nine heavens, and also makes him feel like he is falling into the nine hells, is love.

Even though he hasn't transformed yet, he is born with the essence of heaven and earth. After hundreds of years of cultivation, it is still very easy to kill a Nascent Soul stage.

But he can't, because Yan likes him, even though Yan said he just likes the ice dragon's cooking skills, but he knows how soft-hearted and affectionate Yan is, he can't let Yan be disappointed in him, he can't let Yan be sad, he can't... …

The days passed like this, he watched Yan gradually get used to the intimacy of Binglong, and he would occasionally look at Binglong lost his mind while watching Yan, he watched Yan see the naked body of Binglong when he was soaking in the hot spring, his face was like the morning glow Vibrant blush.

He knew that Yan no longer belonged to him.

But he can only watch, can only watch...

He has no form yet, he has no consciousness, no body, no way to express his thoughts, as a lesson bead, he can only express simple yes or no by floating up and down, how can he express my love With your words, how will he confide the emotions that have been increasing day and night for hundreds of years, how will he make Yan fall in love with him, a bead that can only respond simply.

Even though he has thought, consciousness, emotion and soul, he is just a bead, just a bead.

I love you, Yan, I love you, please, don't fall in love with the ice dragon, please wait for me, I will change shape, I will treat you better than the ice dragon, please...

No matter how he shouted in his heart, no matter how he poured out love words in his heart, Yan couldn't hear, he couldn't express any words.

All he could do was watch...watch...

Watching the ice dragon gradually walk into Yan's heart, watching the two build their ideal cave together, watching the two hold each other's hands and make a promise for a lifetime, watching the two take the heaven and the earth as witnesses, and marry each other with joy, and then Wedding candles.

Then, that day he took form...

It turned into a blue silver-horned python with blue scales, almost identical to Yan except for the color. He has a body and spiritual consciousness, but what's the use?

That night, he was coiled outside the new house, sensitively feeling the cloud and rain in Wushan inside the room, feeling the complete overlap of the two people from heart to body, there was no room for him to intervene, his Yan no longer belonged to him... …

It's so cold, it's clearly a summer night, with gusts of hot wind, but it feels colder than being alone in the dark and dark seabed. His soul was frozen in the cold, and his whole body was trembling because of the cold. He felt that his heart had fallen into the freezing hell, and he could never get out again.

He and Yan have become brothers, he can't call Yan's name, he wants to be called Yan, brother...

elder brother……

Every time he called out, he was reminded over and over again that Yan was a brother, and he could only be a brother.

Binglong is very good, he gave his all to Yan, Yan smiled more and more, he would act like a baby, lose his temper, run away from home, become willful and proud, but he is so beautiful and energetic.

Because of Binglong, because of his love and tolerance, Yan is very happy, very happy, this is enough, enough...

There is no place for him anymore, no, there has never been a place for him, Yan has done enough to him, and he already knows how to hide his true self in human form, he should go, to realize his In his original dream, he wanted to see all the beautiful scenery in the world, although he knew that he could no longer see the most beautiful scenery, and those eyes that were more beautiful than Jinri belonged to others.

A person has traveled through countless beautiful scenery, climbed over the top of the snow-capped mountains, drilled through strange caves, and dived through the bottom of the boundless water. , and then faded to dust, only Yan's golden pupils became clearer and clearer when he first met Yan, and as long as he closed his eyes, he would see every detail.

He couldn't forget that after wandering outside for hundreds of years, he wanted to go back, day and night, to go back and see Yan, just to see.

But he didn't dare to go back. The love he had for Yan for hundreds of years hadn't faded in the slightest. Instead, it was like a jar of fine wine.

He was afraid that after seeing Yan again, he would not be able to restrain himself. He would want to kill the ice dragon and let Yan belong to him. If he did this, Yan would hate him... Those golden eyes that looked at him softly would be lost. Glory, if he loses the most beautiful color in the world, he will truly lose Yan...

I heard the names of Binglong and Yan by chance. It turns out that Binglong is not a child that no one wants. It turns out that Binglong's identity is so noble. , but Binglong betrayed Tianxuanmen in order to be with Yan, and founded the Five Elements School with a few friends.

Binglong lived up to Yan, he thought he should feel happy, after all, it hadn't been decided long ago, as long as Yan is good, it's all right?But why is he so lost in his heart? If Binglong stays at Tianxuanmen and separates from Yan, does he have a chance?

But the matter didn't end like this. He heard that the ice dragon encountered a mythical beast, the dragon, during a treasure hunt. He was seriously injured and dying, and his life was not long.

He was overjoyed instantly, did he have a chance?Afterwards, deep worry filled Shang's heart, Yan had been inseparable from the ice dragon, whether Yan would be injured.

Unable to wait any longer, the Five Elements Sect expanded outwards based on their original cave. When he hurried back, he saw the dead sect. Many disciples were full of worries, and they finally became immortals. The sect, they practiced well in the sect, but they didn't expect that the head of the sect would die soon. Can their sect survive?

Feeling Yan's breath, he teleported over there, and then his heart tightened instantly, and he never felt such pain at the moment when he decided to give up Yan.

Yan stood still beside the skinny Ice Dragon, who seemed to be passing away at any moment, the pair of golden eyes that he could never forget for hundreds of years lost all their brilliance. He stared fixedly at the out-of-shape ice dragon on the bed, as if what was here was just a statue identical to Yan, not a life with a soul.

"Brother..." he called cautiously.

Yan didn't move, as if he didn't hear anything.

"Brother..." He raised his voice and shouted again, this time finally caught Yan's attention.

Yan turned around to look at him in a trance, and then pulled the corners of his mouth to show a smile after a while, but his already hard muscles could not even do such a simple action as a smile, but Yan Quan seemed not aware of it and said: "You are back .”

After saying that sentence, Yan turned to stare at the ice dragon intently again, with no spare light in his eyes for others.

Chattering, Yan kept talking, but his eyes never left the ice dragon on the bed for a moment.

He listened to Yan apologizing to him, because he couldn't hold a banquet for him when he came back rarely, and heard Yan unknowingly telling about Binglong him, at this moment Yan's face really had a look, and his tone was reproachful, but The emotion in their eyes seems to be overflowing, talking about their gourmet trip, talking about the like-minded friends they met, saying that they founded the Five Elements School together, and then talking about the time when the ice dragon met the dragon, suddenly fell silent, the room It was eerily quiet.

He opened his mouth several times to speak, but he swallowed the words again, his heart throbbing, Yan, Yan... Isn't it him?look at me, look at me...

Yan... Please turn around and look at me... even if it's just one... I love you no less than Ice Dragon...

He was shouting in his heart, but he didn't dare to reveal the slightest emotion.

Unable to stay any longer, he quietly withdrew and went to the kitchen to cook a lot of food, because Yan loved to eat, so while wandering around outside, he learned a lot of dishes, and he wanted to let Yan eat them one day The meals he made.

After preparing a table of dishes and bringing them into the room, the aroma filled the whole room and made people salivate. If it was before, Yan would go to the kitchen to steal food with the smell just because the dishes were not cooked yet, but now Yan didn't realize that such a table of delicacies was in front of him.

He sighed, and stepped forward to call Yan's attention, perhaps in order not to disappoint his younger brother, Yan forced himself to have a meal with him, but even though Yan tried his best to pull himself together, he still felt that Yan's heart was gone now. This table meal is served, did the fall of the ice dragon make you even change your favorite?

He left silently, because although the ice dragon is a rare ice spirit root, the barrier between the ice dragon's skills is not that big to him, he is the source of all water, even ice is a kind of water, Instead of Binglong and their friends, he revived the sect and took care of Yan instead of Binglong. Even though Yan always only had Binglong in his eyes, it was a rare opportunity for him, a chance for him to get along with Yan.

That day was like stealing it from the ice dragon, but for him, it was an indelible memory. He was a despicable thief, but he was reluctant to let go of the little warmth he had stolen.

Even if the ice dragon hangs his life with all kinds of panacea, but even so, there will be a time when the oil will run out, and the ice dragon will not be able to survive.

Is it time already?

He thinks this way, forgive his selfishness, he just wants to be with Yan a little more, Yan, I'm sorry for making you sad for so long.

He cooked another table of meals, and this time he forcefully asked Yan to eat the meals. Yan was a good brother, always has been, so he would hardly refuse his request, but to him he was just a brother.

After Yan ate, he fell into a drowsy sleep, and he put fairy rhyme on the meal