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Jiang Yichen, who was transferred to the general ward, slept for another day, and when he woke up, he saw Chu Chen sitting on a chair drowsy.The car accident this time was more serious than Jiang Yichen had imagined. He obviously didn't feel too much pain when he was hit and flew, but unexpectedly, after the danger, it was much more uncomfortable than living.Even he himself didn't know whether it was a good thing or a bad thing to save his life like this. Perhaps this was the last chance God gave him to break with the past.

After staggering for a while, Chu Chen suddenly raised his head, rubbed his sore eyes and found that Jiang Yichen had woken up at some point.Chu Chen, who hadn't closed his eyes for several days and nights, had crimson bloodshot eyes, and his appearance was a little frightening. His unkempt appearance seemed to have aged several years overnight.

"Are you thirsty? I'll pour you a glass of water?" Chu Chen hurriedly poured a glass of water and handed it to Jiang Yichen's mouth. He breathed a trembling sigh of relief when he saw him drink half of the glass.

Seeing Chu Chen guarding him day and night, Jiang Yichen guessed that he probably already knew the fact that he was Jiang Lingran's son.Sure enough, there is no secret that can be hidden in this world. Secrets are just used to comfort oneself.

Seeing Jiang Yichen hesitating to speak, Chu Chen said, "If you have anything to say, tell me after you are fully recovered. The most important thing is to rest well now."

Helping Jiang Yichen to lie back on the hospital bed, Chu Chen carefully tucked the quilt up for him, holding Jiang Yichen's cold hand from the drip, and said slowly, "You should have guessed why I am here, right? I found out where you lived before. So I went to inquire about your life experience and found out that you are the son of Lingran. Although you tried to deny it at first, you and Lingran look so much alike. It was the first time you stood in front of me When I was here, I almost thought you were Ling Ran."

"I calculated according to the time again. If the calculation is correct, Yichen, you should be my son, right?" Chu Chen looked at Jiang Yichen, Jiang Yichen just closed his eyes, and didn't try to confirm Chu Chen's doubts, but all this As expected by Chu Chen.From the fact that Jiang Yichen denied that he was Jiang Lingran's son at the beginning, it proved that Jiang Yichen had no intention of recognizing him, "You should blame me, I owe you mother and son. I was still too young at that time, Thinking I was omnipotent, I easily made a promise to your mother and betrayed my family. In the end, I did nothing. I failed to fulfill my responsibilities as a husband, and I failed to keep my promise to your mother .Lingran was still young at that time, I thought I could meet a better man after she left, but I didn’t expect that she would be pregnant with you. If I had known this—”

"If I knew this was the case, what could I do?" Jiang Yichen, who had been silent since just now, suddenly said a word, turned his neck stiffly, and stared straight at Chu Chen with brown eyes, as if asking for more questions. It's asking, "What can you do for her?"

"Mom, she... has been waiting for you all her life. Since she couldn't do it, why did she promise her?" Even Jiang Yichen didn't know whether he was asking Chu Chen or Yi Junran. The same is true of Yi Junran, one chooses love because he obviously can't abandon his family, and the other chooses love because his old love is unforgettable, but he still forcibly keeps him by his side.Both are the same, equally selfish.

"I don't expect you to forgive me...but I hope you will give me a chance to make up for you." Chu Chen held Jiang Yichen's hand tightly and wanted to convey his strong desire to the person in front of him.

"What are you going to do this time...?"

Only when you lose it will you know that you regret it and make up for it. There are so many regret medicines and opportunities in this world waiting for people who change their ways. Some people and some things, once missed, will be forever.

"I have agreed to a divorce with Mu Ze's mother. From now on, I will take good care of you. As long as you want, you can move in with me."

"Don't you think it's ridiculous?" Jiang Yichen chuckled, and the laughter was mixed with endless ridicule and loneliness, "That was the promise you made to your mother 20 years ago, now that she is dead, does this promise still make sense? You let a woman who loves you bear a lifetime of infamy for you, but you sit and enjoy the family happiness. Why do you think I will forgive you?"

Chu Chen's heart twitched suddenly, and all the thousands of words could not be said for a moment.He couldn't resist the hatred from his own son, Jiang Yichen's every word was accusing him of what he said and did back then.It was he who provoked Jiang Lingran and then cruelly abandoned her.It was he who tried to keep Jiang Lingran in the name of love, but finally broke his promise.

"You didn't just ruin Mom."

"Destroyed another woman too."

A man who clearly shouldered family responsibilities fell in love with another woman in the name of love, while that foolish woman took the blame for him as a third party regardless of the eyes of the world, but in the end she got nothing.And the man who keeps saying that he loves his mother has long forgotten that he still has a wife and a son in his family.In the face of all ethics and morality, no matter how touching love is, it has become an existence that cannot be tolerated by the world.

Chu Chen was selfish, he only thought about how to escape from the cage of marriage, but he forgot that Jiang Lingran had to bear the infamy and linger on because of him.Jiang Yichen will never forget that when his mother took him back to his grandmother's house that year, his mother was slapped out of the house by his grandfather, "Get the hell out of here! Our Jiang family doesn't have a shameless daughter like you who destroys other families!"

Chu Chen will never know how much pain Jiang Lingran endured because of him, this man will never know.Because his so-called love has driven the person he loves the most to a dead end.

"Don't say you love her anymore... Your love has already driven her to death." Jiang Yichen thought he had no resentment towards Chu Chen, but at this moment he really understood that it wasn't that there was no resentment, it was just that there was too much resentment for him. No time to count, "She was crying every time she saw me... she was crying when she saw your picture too... whether it was you or me, it just made her sadder. When she was still alive, every day Wanted to see you day and night... She was so stupid, she thought you would go back to her, but she didn't wait until she died. On my eighth birthday, she committed suicide..."

"I always want her to smile at me. On her eighth birthday, she smiled at me for the first time and the last time... She betrayed everyone for you... But you left her with nothing..."

"Could it be that your apology can make up for her life?"

Jiang Yichen's last words made Chu Chen burst into tears.All his life, he always thought that there was still time to make up for the woman he loved so much.It wasn't until this moment that he realized that his so-called love was the poison that killed Jiang Lingran.If it wasn't because he was young and energetic and didn't understand the meaning of family and responsibility, he wouldn't have made such an easy promise to a girl who hadn't experienced much in the world.I always think that as long as I love each other, I can overcome all difficulties, and finally I understand that responsibility is the existence that binds the world and cannot escape.

Jiang Lingran's whole life was ruined by Chu Chen's empty promise.And Jiang Yichen was nothing but an unfortunate continuation of the relationship between Chu Chen and Jiang Lingran.Chu Chen's self-righteousness not only ruined Jiang Lingran, but also Jiang Yichen.He made Jiang Yichen a child without a father since he was a child, and even more homeless after losing his mother.How could he naively think that he could pay back everything he owed Jiang Yichen with just a word of compensation?

"I'm sorry... I always thought it was still too late... I love her so much... In the end she died because of me. You are right, I owe your mother so much, how can a word of sorry make up for her..."

"I don't beg you to forgive me...but I hope you give me a chance..."

"Let me do my duty as a father."

Jiang Yichen is not a hard-hearted person, if Chu Chen's tearful confession is not touching at all, it must be a lie.But he couldn't find a reason to convince himself to forgive this man.For so many years, even once, Chu Chen never appeared in front of him.If he really missed his mother so much, why didn't he come to them?Jiang Lingran has been living a meager life all her life, but why can Chu Chen live happily?

"I'm tired, let's go."

Jiang Yichen no longer had the strength to forgive anyone.It is because of forgiveness that is too easy, that some people are greedy and dissatisfied, and repeat the same mistakes recklessly.This time he didn't want to forgive anyone, he didn't want to hypocritically forgive Chu Chen for ignoring him for 20 years, he didn't want to accept Yi Junran's hesitation as if nothing had happened, and he didn't want to keep telling himself that he didn't care.

Before Chu Chen went out, he glanced at Jiang Yichen with nostalgia. This was the child born to him by the person he loved the most, but he didn't even know it for the past 20 years.He didn't even dare to take another look at the woman he abandoned in the name of love, because he was afraid that what he saw in Jiang Lingran's eyes was the hatred that went deep into the bone marrow.His cowardice and incompetence made his children displaced and forced to live in an orphanage. Originally, Jiang Yichen could enjoy family happiness like all children, but all his misfortunes originated from his biological father.

Chu Chen was speechless and knelt again to beg Jiang Yichen's forgiveness, who would be willing to endure 20 years of pain for no reason.He could imagine Jiang Yichen being pointed at by children of the same age for not having a father, such a young child has suffered pain that should not belong to him.It was right for Jiang Yichen to hate him, because even he himself couldn't forgive himself.

The author has something to say: La la la la, today is finally updated on time =3=Continue to the bloody drama