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He couldn't and couldn't lose Jiang Yichen, but the people in the ward hated him deeply and were unwilling to accept any kindness from him.He is like his enemy, as soon as he sees him, Jiang Yichen will involuntarily strengthen his defenses.

Jiang Yichen had never expressed his disgust towards him so nakedly before, that kind of disgust almost instantly drove Yi Junran into the abyss of hell.There is a person who once loved you deeply, but now hates you to the bone.Yi Junran was too scared, as if all the warm lingering in the past was just a dream, and now he woke up from the dream, he had to be strangers to that person, goodbye indefinitely.

When Chu Chen came to see Jiang Yichen with nutritional supplements, he saw Yi Junran leaning against the wall, crying with his head buried in his arms, his shoulders trembling.Putting down the things in his hand, Chu Chen squatted down by leaning on the empty space beside Jiang Yichen.Sensing someone around him, Yi Junran raised his head, a look of surprise flashed in his eyes the second he saw Chu Chen, and then calmly wiped away the wet tears on his face, "Uncle Chu."

Chu Chen didn't say anything, took a cigarette from his pocket and lit it, took a deep puff, and slowly exhaled a smoke ring, "If I had known that Yichen was my son earlier, I would never have let him be with you. together."

Yi Junran tensed up and opened his mouth to speak, but was stopped by Chu Chen, "I was young at that time, only your age. I felt that I was omnipotent, so I made a promise to a woman without shame, and I couldn't keep it in my life The promise. That woman believed it, and even bore all the infamy for me, and in the end I chose to give up on her.”

"She left, and my heart died. I didn't have the courage to look for her again, and I didn't know that she gave birth to a child for me. The person I'm most sorry for in my life is Yichen's mother. I love her the most. I gave her the most unrealistic promises in my youth. As a father, I feel sorry for Mu Ze and Yichen; as a husband, I feel sorry for Mu Ze's mother; as a lover, I feel sorry for Yichen's mother."

"Nothing has been right in my life so far. I keep making mistakes, but I can't correct them. Junran, you and Mu Ze are done, but Yichen is still young, he is only 21 years old, I can't look at him stay with you."

"You have been with Mu Ze for seven years, you can't use Yichen to make up for the pain of losing Mu Ze. As Yichen's father, I hope you let him go, let that child go. I've already felt sorry for his mother, and I can't do it anymore. I'm sorry Yichen."

"Jun Ran, just beg you as Uncle Chu, please let Yichen go, okay?"

Chu Chen's pleading voice crushed Yi Junran's last hope, and the veins on the back of his clenched fists bulged, and his heart felt like a knife, "I can't——I can't let him go..."

Without Chu Muze, he still had Jiang Yichen, but without Jiang Yichen, he just lost everything.No one will make dinner every day and wait for him to come home; no one will let him sleep on his legs; no one will love him so much, hate him so much...

"Yichen is not a substitute for anyone, he is not...he is mine, he is mine!"

There is such a person who smiles as gentle as water, is well-behaved and docile when he is silent, and barks his teeth and claws when he is angry.But one day when this person no longer smiles at you, is no longer angry with you, and no longer sheds tears for you, Yi Junran truly feels what it means to have the sky fall apart.Compared with the pain of losing Chu Muze, the pain of losing Jiang Yichen is not at all comparable to the pain of losing Jiang Yichen. Why?Because when he lost Chu Muze, Jiang Yichen's appearance perfectly comforted him for all the lonely and indifferent nights that he should have endured alone. Before he could indulge in his sorrow, he was pulled into another world of turbulent waves.

Jiang Yichen was a redemption in the trough of his life, but his subsequent cruel and evil deeds were enough to obliterate Jiang Yichen's only remaining nostalgia for him.The person who should have loved him the most will no longer believe in him deeply.Yi Jun then regretted it too much, as long as he found out a little earlier, he and Jiang Yichen would not be irreparable.All the thousands of words so far are nothing but pale sophistry.

Looking at Yi Junran, Chu Chen seemed to see himself back then, full of remorse but helpless, doing desperate and useless struggles, but ended up getting nothing.This act of struggling like drowning is both ridiculous and pathetic.

"I'll be guarding at the door, go in and see him. He probably doesn't want to see me very much now." Yi Junran wiped the wet tears on his face with both hands, and was forced to cheer himself up.

When Chu Chen entered the door, Jiang Yichen didn't even look up, he silently looked down at the novel in his hand, his slender eyelashes shook involuntarily when the man approached him.Although Jiang Yichen definitely didn't want to see him again at this moment, his debt to Jiang Yichen didn't decrease in the slightest.

"I heard that you can get out of bed, how is your rest recently?"

Turning a deaf ear to Chu Chen's question, Jiang Yichen looked at the book to himself, as if the contents of the book were much more interesting than what Chu Chen said.Chu Chen knew that this was just Jiang Yichen's way of expressing resistance, and he didn't mind Jiang Yichen venting his emotions to him, at least it was much better than no reaction at all.

"I know you don't want to see me, but you can't deny that half of my blood is flowing in your body."

Jiang Yichen remained silent, but Chu Chen was not discouraged, "You don't want to see Yi Junran, do you?"

Hearing Yi Junran's name, Jiang Yichen paused the movement of turning the pages in his hands, then slightly raised his head and twisted his stiff neck, then continued to look down at the book.

"I can help you." Some emotions will be leaked inadvertently no matter how repressed they are. Jiang Yichen's obviously incoherent movements just now have betrayed the anxiety that was struggling in his heart, "I can help you stay away from Yi Junran."

Chu Chen's words finally touched a fragile nerve in Jiang Yichen, and the person who had been silent all this time asked, "What can I do?"

"I have friends in the United States. You can go there. You can stay as long as you want, even if you don't want to come back later."

Seeing Jiang Yichen hesitate, Chu Chen said, "You don't need to rush to answer me now, if you decide, you can call me anytime. I will arrange everything for you."

"Yichen, I have no other requirements, I just hope that you can live happily."

Jiang Yichen did not speak for a long time, as if a century had passed before the cold voice sounded, "Give me some time to think."

Jiang Yichen's attitude was enough to make Chu Chen grateful to Ti Lin, at least his children didn't reject his kindness again, didn't they?Does this mean that he has the opportunity to compensate his children?

"It's okay, it doesn't matter how long you want to think about it." The slightly trembling voice revealed Chu Chen's excitement, and there were still faint tears in his eyes.

Jiang Yichen turned his head to the side, no longer looking at Chu Chen's tearful expression, and issued the order to dismiss the guest coldly, "If you have nothing to do, go back, and I will contact you when I make a decision."

"Okay, then you have a good rest, don't be too tired."

Chu Chen wisely did not stay any longer, and left the ward after Jiang Yichen issued the order to evict the guest.Seeing Chu Chen leave, Yi Junran got up and wanted to see him off, but he stopped him, "There's no need to see him off."

"Be careful on the road."

Chu Chen patted Yi Junran on the shoulder and sighed, "Junran, think about what I just told you."

Chu Chen hoped that Jiang Yichen would leave Yi Junran, after all, he couldn't believe that Yi Junran could truly cut off the seven-year relationship between him and Chu Muze.He didn't want him and Jiang Lingran's son to be caught in the same dilemma they were in the past, making Jiang Yichen a tool for Yi Junran to forget about Chu Muze.

If Yi Junran really had to be Jiang Yichen, then even the ends of the earth would go after him, instead of sitting and waiting for death like Chu Chen did back then.

This day came quickly, Chu Chen received a text message from Jiang Yichen just after the morning meeting, the content was very simple, "When can you arrange for me to go to the United States? I need 30."

"Two weeks at most, I will arrange it as soon as possible. Do you need 30 now? I'll send it to you." Regarding Jiang Yichen's request of 30, Chu Chen didn't show too much surprise, and even sounded a little happy.

"Okay." Chu Chen heard the other end of the phone pause for a while, and Jiang Yichen's voice came again, "I will pay you back the 30."

Without giving Chu Chen any chance to speak, Jiang Yichen directly hung up the phone.Chu Chen looked at the phone for a long time before hanging up the phone feeling disappointed. Jiang Yichen's attitude towards him was always lukewarm, but compared to turning a blind eye, this was an improvement.

The author has something to say: Last night I talked a lot about Jiangmei people with a reader. Although the opinions are different, some of them touched me a lot.Jiang Yichen is a stickler, afraid of being hurt, and selfish.He didn't want to talk about love before Yi Junran, because he was afraid of getting nothing, so he chose to wait for Yi Junran to speak first.Compared to being hurt, Jiang Yichen is better at self-defense.To be honest, I have written the role of Jiang Yichen very contradictory. So far, I have never written such a controversial character. Usually Xiao Shou in my writing is empathetic, forgiving, daring to love and hate, even if occasionally hypocritical but not will be so tangled.Readers said that I made the role of Jiang Meiren a commoner, maybe that's what I thought in my heart. I imagined that Jiang Yichen was an ordinary person. Because he was not cared for since he was a child, his heart is smaller than ordinary people, and he is also more fragile.He didn't dare to take the first step, because he was afraid of being hurt, so he was very entangled.

This is the first time a character has made me think so much, I can't tell whether it is good or bad.So far, Jiang Yichen seems to have been playing the role of the weak and worthy of sympathy.But readers asked me, is Jiang Yichen the only person in the world who was hurt?To put it bluntly, Jiang Yichen took himself into the role of the victim for granted, so he became a little hypocritical.There are many such people in their lives, sad and pitiful. They may cheer and have expectations because the other party is a little better, and they will feel sorry for themselves after their expectations fail.

Jiang Yichen is probably one person in the Great Thousand World, maybe I am also such a person.I can't bear the fact that the person I like likes others, and I hope that the person I like will respond to me. Most people live with this expectation, just like Jiang Yichen.

So I will let Jiang Yichen grow up and understand other things in time.I hope that the little angels who follow the article have any different opinions, please leave me a message! ! !