Fortunately it's you

"Boom" "Boom" "Boom" Accompanied by the rhythmic boom, the train finally started slowly.

Zhang Xiaowei leaned against the door of the train, holding back the shaky tears, and looked at Zhang Zhi who was waving at him vigorously on the platform.

Zhang Xiaowei knew that if the train left one minute later, he would definitely jump off the train and fall into the thick arms of this man, hugging him fiercely and never letting go.

Zhang Xiaowei stared at Zhang Zhi without blinking, fearing that he might miss a glance.

Some people are like this, you will never get tired of watching him every time you see him, and some people feel that it is an extremely hard work if you look at him more than once.Some people, even if they look back inadvertently, they will never forget them for the rest of their lives. Some people dangle in front of your eyes every day, but you will turn a blind eye.

For Zhang Xiaowei, every time he closes his eyes, Zhang Zhi's frown and smirk will appear in front of his eyes.

There is no need to deliberately describe his appearance, Zhang Zhi has already penetrated into his bone marrow unknowingly.

The train finally gradually distanced the two of them, Zhang Xiaowei was still able to read Zhang Zhi's lips clearly, "I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you, I'll wait for you."

It has always been like this since childhood. Two people don't need extra words, just look at each other like this, and they can understand each other's thoughts.

Zhang Xiaowei is unwilling to attribute this tacit understanding to "heart-to-heart agreement", because in his opinion, it is really embarrassing to use such beautiful and affectionate words on two men.

The speed of the train was getting faster and faster. Finally, Zhang Zhi turned into a black spot and disappeared into the sky.

Zhang Xiaowei raised his head, the tears that had accumulated in the corners of his eyes finally fell down.

Regardless of the eyes of the people around him, Zhang Xiaowei beat the car door with clenched fists, muttering to himself, "Idiot! Idiot! You are an idiot! Is it so difficult for you to just stay here!!"

Zhang Xiaowei doesn't like the scene of reluctantly saying goodbye, since he was a child.Because the word parting itself has a hint of desolation.He was especially afraid of the disturbing scene of crying and turning back three times at one step.That would always make him think of a meaning of "the strong man is gone and never comes back", and it's not that there will be no future, so why bother?

Therefore, Zhang Xiaowei resolutely rejected his parents' urgent desire to see him off by taking the train to college this time.To his friends, he lied a little and delayed the start of school by a week so he could leave alone.

When Zhang Xiaowei dragged his suitcase to the train station, he felt something in his heart, subconsciously looking for that familiar figure.

He saw him at a glance. He was standing in the crowd, tall and thin, with a big bag in one hand, and the other hand in his trouser pocket. He tilted his head and smiled at him with a half-smile.The afternoon sun shone on his shoulders, coating him with a layer of white light, making his whole body clean and exceptional, making him even more outstanding.

Jeans are paired with a spotless white shirt. This handsome appearance is just like the appearance he has dreamed of him countless times. It is simply his favorite appearance.

Regarding his appearance, Zhang Xiaowei was neither surprised nor delighted, as if everything was expected.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, then Zhang Zhi smiled, showing a row of white teeth, and walked towards Zhang Xiaowei.

Zhang Zhi walked up to Zhang Xiaowei, skillfully took the suitcase in Zhang Xiaowei's hand, and said with a smile, "Do you think you can run away so leisurely? Let me tell you, you will never get rid of me for the rest of your life! "

Zhang Xiaowei took the plastic bag of snacks that Zhang Zhi handed him, bowed his head and smiled.

Zhang Zhi stretched out his other hand to wrap around Zhang Xiaowei's shoulder, and the two of them walked slowly towards the waiting room.

Zhang Xiaowei found that before he knew it, he was already as tall as Zhang Zhi.He looked at Zhang Zhi's resolute face and the mustache that had protruded slightly from his lips, Zhang Zhi seemed to be feeling something and turned his head to look at Zhang Xiaowei.Zhang Xiaowei hurriedly lowered his head, Zhang Xiaowei felt his face was hot.At this time, he even smelled a vague fragrance coming from Zhang Zhi's body. It was a familiar smell of washing powder. It was refreshing, and he liked it very much, or Zhang Xiaowei liked everything about him.

Sitting in the waiting room, Zhang Xiaowei still didn't say a word.

The atmosphere was a bit tense, and Zhang Zhi felt rather uncomfortable. He stroked Zhang Xiaowei's soft hair, and said with a smile, "What is our great talent thinking? Has his heart already flown to Changsha?"

Zhang Xiaowei glanced at Zhang Zhi, moved his mouth, but did not speak, instead he grinned, Zhang Xiaowei actually wanted to say, "Where are you, where is my heart?"

After thinking about it, Zhang Xiaowei still didn't say it out, he still felt a little hypocritical, especially in a place with so many people.

Zhang Zhi said with a smile, "You look so pretty when you smile, so after you go to university, you should smile more and communicate more with others."

"Why do you communicate more with others? I'm not familiar with them." Zhang Xiaowei finally spoke.

"Aren't you familiar with each other after the exchange? How do you make friends in college like this?" Zhang Zhi saw Zhang Xiaowei's face change slightly, and immediately changed his words.

Zhang Zhi added, "It's scary when you keep a straight face."

Zhang Xiaowei looked at his watch impatiently, got up and said, "You can enter the station. There are not many things, so you don't have to go in. You still need to buy a platform ticket, which is troublesome."

"You are afraid of troubling others, how do you know it's trouble?" Zhang Zhi retorted.

"Okay, then do whatever you want." Zhang Xiaowei knew that even ten bulls could not pull back Zhang Zhi.

Zhang Zhi dragged the luggage with one hand, and the snack bag with the other, and the two of them walked forward slowly.

Zhang Xiaowei wanted to laugh when he saw Zhang Zhi hesitate to speak several times.

This embarrassing and stupid look is also handsome and cute in his eyes.

Zhang Xiaowei knew Zhang Zhi, and he had been waiting for Zhang Zhi to say what he wanted to say, but he was still hesitating.Zhang Xiaowei was a little discouraged, he was still not brave enough, just like himself.

With a distance of [-] meters, the two dawdled for a long time.Finally in front of the train, Zhang Zhi wanted to lift the suitcase up for Zhang Xiaowei, but Zhang Xiaowei refused.

"There are not many things, I can go up by myself."

Zhang Zhi hesitated for a moment, and said, "Okay, pay attention to safety and take care of yourself."

After Zhang Zhi finished speaking, he stretched out his arms, like an eagle with wings spread out.

Zhang Xiaowei also stretched out his arms, and the two hugged each other tightly.

He hugged so tightly, so deeply, as if he wanted to integrate himself into his body.

In an instant, Zhang Xiaowei's eyes were filled with tears, Zhang Xiaowei felt Zhang Zhi's lips were on his ears, and his breathing became heavy.Zhang Xiaowei also clearly felt his heart beating faster, his face flushed.

Zhang Xiaowei only heard that Zhang Zhi was lying next to his ear, and said softly, "Don't bother introducing me to my daughter-in-law, next time you come back, you should bring my younger siblings back."

Zhang Xiaowei pushed Zhang Zhi away, and walked into the carriage without looking back.From the beginning to the end, he didn't look back, because he was afraid that if he looked back, he would be lost forever!

The author has something to say:

I don't want to write a normal gay article.

It's just a love-hate entanglement between a few homosexuals.

They all lived in darkness, in betrayal and lies, and died in depression.

Because the world is like this, the gay circle is like this.

Sorry to be long-winded.