Fortunately it's you

Zhang Zhi embraced Zhang Xiaowei in his arms, and whispered softly: "I know I'm not brave enough, I know I'm a fool. I know I missed a lot of opportunities, and sometimes I even wonder if I became gay because Because of you. But now I’m here, I don’t want to miss you, I don’t understand that our 20 years, 20 years of relationship can’t be worth two months. Can he really give you something that I can’t give?” Zhang Zhi's eyes were filled with tears, as if covered with mist.

"Brother Zhi, it's not because of you that I can like men. Since I was a child, I have only had you in my mind. I have never liked anyone else. You refused to tell me that you like me, what do you want me to do?" Do? I know this kind of love is abnormal, I am afraid that if I say it, you despise me, disgust me, hate me, sometimes I can feel that you like me. Brother Zhi, this is the end of the matter, just like you said Yes, we can't go back."

Zhang Xiaowei pushed Zhang Zhi away, seeing Zhang Zhi's pitiful appearance, he couldn't bear it.

"No, I figured it out. I just like you, and I like you alone in this life. So I won't leave. I want to work hard and make money. The two of us will live in Beijing and Shanghai. If our family disagrees with us, we will leave. Home is far away." Zhang Zhi said firmly.

"We are all only children, how can we cruelly abandon the four old people." Zhang Xiaowei shook his head and said.

"Then let's go home, we both find a woman to marry, and we can still be together secretly." Zhang Zhi said hesitantly.

Zhang Xiaowei's face suddenly changed, he turned over and said coldly: "I'm tired, you go back to sleep."

Zhang Zhi stood behind him, gritted his teeth and said, "We were young together, you know my temper very well, I am machismo, and what is mine is mine, and no one else can take it away."

"You're selfish, I'm not a toy, you just can't bear me being with Li Hang, you don't like me, you just want to prove your own charm. You disgusting machismo, you give...  "

Before Zhang Xiaowei could finish speaking, Zhang Zhi hugged Zhang Xiaowei's head and kissed him fiercely.

Zhang Xiaowei clenched his teeth, but was pried open by Zhang Zhi. In a rage, Zhang Xiaowei bit Zhang Zhi's lip, but Zhang Zhi still ravaged Zhang Xiaowei's mouth with his tongue like crazy.

It wasn't until the salty blood spread in the mouths of the two that Zhang Zhi let go of Zhang Xiaowei.

Zhang Zhi's lip was bitten by Zhang Xiaowei, and the blood flowed out from the wound. Zhang Zhi licked the blood in with his tongue, and said with a smile: "I didn't know before that kissing you is so delicious, so I went to kiss those stinky people." I don’t feel anything when kissing girls. I thought I was impotent, and now I’m too hard to kiss the dick underneath you, so come and touch it.” Zhang Zhi stretched out his hand to grab Zhang Xiaowei’s hand, and pulled him towards him. own crotch.

"You bullied me too, so I'm leaving." Zhang Xiaowei broke free and punched Zhang Zhi hard.However, seeing the unstoppable bleeding, he still felt heartbroken. He touched Zhang Zhi's lips and said lovingly, "Brother Zhi, go back and stop pestering me. I don't love you anymore, I've already promised you." Let Li Hang be his boyfriend."

"You left this mark on me, and I will never forget you for the rest of my life. We don't do anything tonight, we're just like usual, I'll sleep with you in my arms, okay?"

Zhang Zhi begged, but he couldn't help but Zhang Xiaowei refused, so he hugged Zhang Xiaowei in his arms, closed his eyes, and pretended to be snoring.

Zhang Xiaowei glanced at Zhang Zhi, sighed, tucked up the quilt for Zhang Zhi, and nestled in his arms.

Feeling Zhang Zhi's heartbeat, Zhang Xiaowei felt at ease when he smelled the faint fragrance of his body, and after a day of exhaustion, he quickly fell asleep in Zhang Zhi's arms.

Zhang Zhi looked at Zhang Xiaowei's face through the night, the long eyelashes seemed to be still covered with tears, he was moved, and gently kissed his forehead.

The moonlight was like frost, covering the bodies of the two of them. Zhang Zhi couldn't help sighing as he looked at the flickering neon lights outside.

When Zhang Xiaowei woke up, he saw that Zhang Zhi was still soundly asleep, and his strong arms were still tightly holding him.

Zhang Xiaowei smiled slightly, and gently took his arm off his body, only to see Zhang Zhi turned over and continued to snore.

Zhang Xiaowei tucked the quilt up for him, went downstairs and bought him steamed stuffed buns and porridge, put them on the table, looked back at Zhang Zhi who was holding the quilt between his legs, shook his head and smiled.

The first and second classes in the morning were Xu Qi's class. Ever since Zhang Xiaowei agreed to Li Hang, since that rainy day, Xu Qi saw them.He has always felt guilty towards Xu Qi in his heart, which created an invisible barrier between him and Xu Qi.

Although Xu Qi still asked Zhang Xiaowei to express his views on the movie in class, although Zhang Xiaowei was still able to discuss the movie script with Xu Qi.But apart from the classroom, when two people meet elsewhere, it's just to say hello.This made Zhang Xiaowei quite uncomfortable.

The meeting with Ren Jian at noon also gave Zhang Xiaowei some headaches. He put his hands into his trouser pockets, clutching the 2 yuan, before he calmed down a little.

"Hey, hello, Teacher Xu is calling you." Lin Yu pushed Zhang Xiaowei with his arm.

Zhang Xiaowei looked up and saw Xu Qi looking at him, he hurriedly stood up.

"Student Xiaowei, last time Tsui Hark's movie Green Snake, your script analysis perspective is very unique, come on, how do you view the relationship between the three of them. Some people say that Xiaoqing is a mistress in modern times, you What do you think about this problem?" Xu Qi asked with a smile.

"I think the three of them are right, especially Miss Xiaoqing. It's just that people have preconceived the love between the white lady and Xu Xian. Therefore, they dismiss the abnormal relationship between Xu Xian and Xiaoqing..."

On the one hand, Zhang Xiaowei was talking eloquently, and on the other hand, he was thinking about the two questions that Teacher Xu Qi asked him, which seemed to have deep meaning.

"Okay, sit down first. Also, pay attention in class, I can't call you three times." After Zhang Xiaowei expressed her point of view, Xu Qi smiled at Zhang Xiaowei.

After the first class, Zhang Xiaowei walked out of the classroom and came to a railing in the corridor.I saw the morning sun shining on the courtyard in the middle of the teaching building.The osmanthus tree in the courtyard exudes a faint fragrance, and the green trees and red flowers are still full of vitality.

Looking at the crowd in twos and threes on the opposite railing, some are smoking, some are eating breakfast, and a young couple in the corner is kissing against the clock.

On a sunny morning, the energetic college students, the vibrant flowers and trees, everything is full of hope.

All these beautiful things infected Zhang Xiaowei, who was so tender. He felt the sunshine, the breeze, and the fragrance of flowers, and his chaotic thoughts were straightened out a lot.

"You were absent-minded in class, did something happen to you?"

Zhang Xiaowei looked up and saw Xu Qi who was smiling.

"Mr. Xu, I'm sorry, I was distracted in class." Zhang Xiaowei whispered to Xu Qi.

Xu Qi put her hands on Zhang Xiaowei's shoulders naturally, and said with a smile: "Listen, did I offend you somewhere? Why are you being so polite to me recently? You said that you are your teacher Xu in class, and you are the teacher after class." Brother Xu. It seems that you keep calling me Mr. Xu, which means you don’t think of me as a brother.”

"How come, Mr. Xu, brother Xu." Zhang Xiaowei said softly.

"Could it be that you two had a fight?" Xu Qi blinked and asked.

"No, that, we..." Zhang Xiaowei looked at Xu Qi, but couldn't say anything.

"Look at your nervous appearance. In fact, speaking of it, you underestimated me. I'm not that stingy. Although I still like Li Hang, I'm not going to rob him with you." Xu Qi looked at the flushed Zhang Xiaowei , Puchi laughed out loud.

Zhang Xiaowei didn't expect Xu Qi to say such words to him here, he looked at Xu Qi in surprise.

"Are you interested in hearing why I broke up with him?" Xu Qi turned around and said quietly looking at the sky.

"Your business..." Before Zhang Xiaowei finished speaking, the class bell rang.

"Let's go, class first, we'll talk later when we have time." Xu Qi turned and returned to the classroom.

The author has something to say: Zhang Zhi Zhang Xiaowei finally opened his heart and spoke his mind.

Is it just too late?

Today's mood radio station is Yan Zheng's "Black and White Movie"

I love the lyrics of this song.