Fascinated by another world

Mu Yan turned his head, and the tears that hadn't receded were still pooling in the corner of his eyes, and said, "Do you think I'm ridiculous? Isn't it weird?".

Ling Yunran didn't speak. At this moment, Mu Yan seemed to be a hedgehog covered in thorns, "Is Lu Yixuan really better than me?" Mu Yan asked unwillingly, Ling Yunran remained silent, just tilted his head to look at Looking at the dark night outside the car window, Ling Yunran doesn't know whether Tang Xin loves Mu Yan or not, and Ling Yunran doesn't know whether Ling Yunran likes Lu Yixuan or is looking for Lu Chengfeng's shadow. For Ling Yunran, who disguised herself as a man and deceived the world, it was out of reach. At that time, Ling Yunran had given up her mind a long time ago. All she thought about was serving the imperial court and serving the Ling family's army for the rest of her life.

After transmigrating, Ling Yunran has not yet had time to adapt. From her point of view, she is unconstrained. The world that was once unimaginable, but faced Mu Yan earlier on her body. In ancient times, it can be called a Shocking emotions, in addition to shock, puzzled, more at a loss.Accepting Mu Yan's kindness, but unable to respond to such feelings, the only way to persuade her to cut off her mind is for her own good. Thinking of this, Ling Yunran said directly, "I am Ling Yunran, not Tang Xin, You, you broke your mind..."

Mu Yan heard that the grievances, heartache, and anger accumulated these days suddenly erupted. She was a little emotional, and she rushed over, beat her with her fist, and cursed, "Tang Xin!! You bastard! You bastard !! You promised to take care of me for the rest of your life!! You said you would never leave me!! You promised that no matter how hard or painful it was, you would walk with me!! Why did you betray me!! Why did you lose your memory!!”, Ling Yun Ran was a little dazed, knowing that she felt uncomfortable, so he didn't dodge or dodge, and let her beat him.

Mu Yan was tired from beating, panting slightly, he struggled to free Ling Yunran's hand, and lay on the back of the chair, his eyes were like two clear springs, clear and tearful, shining like stars twinkling in the sky, lightly Said softly, "If feelings can be rational, how can I not understand that this is against common sense? If feelings can be restrained, how can I fall in love with you?",

"Can't be restrained?" Ling Yunran frowned, and said puzzledly, "I don't understand! As long as the willpower is strong enough, why can't restraint!!", Ling Yunran received strict teaching from Ling Aotian since childhood, and is strict with self-discipline , self-discipline and restraint, plus she has never experienced the feeling of emotion, so she naturally does not understand why there are things in the world that make people willing to sink and cannot escape.

Mu Yan seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and said, "Tang Xin, you don't know what love is at all?" Ling Yunran was stunned, and asked, "You love Tang Xin so much?" Mu Yan smiled wryly, "You Amnesia is so complete! I thought you would remember some, but you don’t remember anything! You’re not her! You’re not her!”,

Ling Yunran felt a little complicated in her heart, and said softly, "Yes, I've been wanting to say it, but I'm afraid you won't understand, I'm really not her. Don't waste your feelings on me...",

"One sentence of amnesia can be said to be gone..." Mu Yan stared blankly at the starry sky, tears falling from the corners of his eyes, stained with the sparkle of stars, shining brightly in the night, Ling Yunran looked at her sadly With a heartbroken side face, she raised her hand subconsciously, trying to wipe away the tears from the corners of her eyes, paused, but took it back, just took out a clean, folded square handkerchief from her pocket, and handed it to her ri, said, "don't cry.. tears never solve problems..",

Mu Yan held her silk handkerchief, which smelled faintly of saponin, covered his eyes with the handkerchief, turned his head, looked at the dark night outside the car window, and stubbornly ignored her.

Ling Yunran looked at her lonely back, opened his mouth to speak, but didn't make a sound, just looked at the night sky outside the car window, and fell silent.

The light fragrance of flowers and plants came from the wind. In the quiet morning, the frost and dew were heavy, and the sharp autumn wind blew, which woke up Ling Yunran. The tip of her nose was a little itchy, and she sneezed lightly. A soft hand, Gently brushed her cheeks, and put her clothes together, half asleep and half awake, Ling Yunran seemed to have returned to the time when she was in her mother's arms when she was a child. After she was seven years old, her father would not allow her to cling to her mother's side like an ordinary child. , Playing like a baby.

Such a soft and warm hug, in Ling Yunran's hard and dry heart, a drop of nectar fell, which was deeply buried in his heart, and he would never talk to others, the longing for family affection.

Ling Yunran almost indulged herself in such tenderness, she unconsciously raised her hand, hugged that soft body tightly, unwilling to leave, but the soft touch touched by her fingertips awakened a trace of subconsciousness. Waking up made Ling Yunran's body stiff, and then opened his long and narrow eyes.

What came into view was a pair of eyes of cold pool jasper, who was looking down at her tenderly. No woman has ever looked at herself with such eyes. Under the deep affection in the eyes, the sorrowful melancholy is hidden, and the feeling is like a net. Wrapped around her body, dense and dense, Ling Yunran had not been in contact with many women since she was a child, and the maids never dared to look at her. Her mother's eyes were gentle and considerate, but she didn't have such palpitating eyes. Even Lu Chengfeng couldn't. It's a gentle smile, with a bit of pampering, but it lacks such deep affection, yes, deep affection, Ling Yunran only reads military books, not poetry, but feels that the word that appears in his mind at this moment is extremely appropriate.

When Ling Yunran recovered from the stare at Mu Yan, she realized that she was tilting her head and leaning on Mu Yan's shoulder. A windbreaker was covering the two of them. Sliding down from Ling Yunran's body, breathing softly, carrying the fragrance of Mu Yan's lips and tongue, brushing past Ling Yunran's ears, and Ling Yunran's hands were wrapping around her slender waist intimately and forcefully,

"You, you..." Ling Yunran withdrew his hand hastily and awkwardly, and stammered rarely, and gently pushed away the windbreaker on his body, thinking that he was just curled up in Mu Yan's arms like a child, and his ears couldn't help Flushed, straightened his back, and wanted to sit back in his seat.

"Tang Xin...", Mu Yan dragged her hand to prevent her from moving, and called out softly. The little face that hadn't slept all night was a little haggard, and the eye sockets and the tip of the nose were a little red, "Let go...", Ling Yunran couldn't help Facing Mu Yan like this, she lost her usual elegance and arrogance, restrained the irritability that was on the verge of last night, like a hedgehog that has pulled out all its thorns, and is as weak as a slender petal. She was covered in bruises, Ling Yunran didn't forcefully push Mu Yan away, but just lowered her head and said calmly, "It doesn't agree with reason, you have exceeded the rules...",

Mu Yan didn't say a word, and when Ling Yunran raised his eyes again, Mu Yan's eyes looked down with affection, just like a shooting star across the dark night sky, fleeting, disappearing, becoming indifferent and peaceful .

Mu Yan looked down at her, couldn't help tightening his arms around her, paused, and said with difficulty, "I've been thinking all night, your heart is not with me, if you keep pestering me, it will make you and me painful. Perhaps, amnesia is a good thing for you, and you can pursue the happiness of ordinary people again. You have your pride, and I also have mine. My pride does not allow you to be so humble and beg. I don’t want you anymore, I don’t want you anymore. "."

Ling Yunran didn't seem to have expected her words, and her sharp narrow eyes were lost for a moment. No one had ever dared to say to Ling Yunran that I don't want you anymore. Such words of rejection and abandonment are like abandoning toys or Like a pet, Ling Yunran doesn't like such words. The Zhou Dynasty abandoned her, the Ling family abandoned her, and left her in such a strange and weird world. Now Mu Yan will also abandon her. Ling Yunran's proud face She can't be abandoned by others, and she can't allow herself to beg, not to mention, this way, maybe it's a good thing for both of them, and she won't have to face Mu Yan's passionate but intolerable emotions.

Ling Yunran pursed his lips, and hummed softly, "It's a good thing that you have an epiphany at this moment. Things that go against common sense are not allowed in the world, and it is naturally difficult. In this way, you can also find a good family and have a home." Mu Yan With flushed eyes, she glanced at her lightly, and raised the corners of her mouth with all her strength, "From now on, your feelings, my feelings, have nothing to do with it anymore",

"Then let me go." Ling Yunran slightly lifted the body that was surrounded by Mu Yan. Mu Yan lowered his head and looked at the hands tightly wrapped around her body. It turned out that he had never let go.

Ling Yunran felt that something was wrong, and when he wanted to break free, Mu Yan suddenly let go, Ling Yunran raised his head unexpectedly, just bumped into Mu Yan who was bowing his head, and his upper lip hit Mu Yan's teeth, feeling wet and painful From the upper lip, there was never such an intimacy with anyone before, which made Ling Yun's face flushed red, and the warm bloody liquid oozes out.Mu Yan looked at her blood-stained lips, raised his hand and pressed the handkerchief against her lips, a trace of pain flashed in Ling Yunran's eyes, he endured it, his expression was calm,

"Does it hurt? You will know that my heart is a thousand times, ten thousand times more painful!" Mu Yan said in relief, and a proud and bitter smile finally flashed on his sad face.

There were still tears on the silk silk that Mu Yan had wiped away, and the slightly salty taste stimulated Ling Yunran's injured upper lip, stinging and hurting, but she just looked calm. It's nothing, but she seems to understand the pain in Mu Yan's heart, how to love someone so much that her heart hurts.

Mu Yan finally let go of his hand, and the blood-stained silk fell on Ling Yunran's body. Mu Yan combed the messy hair with his fingers, straightened the seat, turned on the ignition, and the car's engine finally roared Mu Yan turned his head and saw Ling Yunran who was also sitting upright. This time, Mu Yan did not fasten Ling Yunran's seat belt, but said lightly, "Fasten your seat belt."

Ling Yunran remained silent, fastened his seat belt, and suddenly said, "I will move out when the movie is finished and I get paid..." Mu Yan didn't speak, stepped on the accelerator, and the car sped along the suburban road. The music in the CD flows softly and sadly throughout the car.

Never tried this fear like a child condemned

I've never heard this kind of words and I slowly shed tears

When you think this feeling is wrong

When you think it's a crime to continue obsessing

When you look back at me with an unused look

Instantly more like lovers

I've never seen your face, resentful and blurred like before my eyes

I've never tried this taste, it's bitter, dazed and sweet

When you silently say goodbye without knowing whether we will meet again

When you slowly drifted into the sea of ​​people, you were already thinking about it

A moment of romance at this moment is like a slow motion

I never get tired of watching it all my life

The romance before parting came too late

Why is the dream most brilliant at the moment of parting

The nameless romance left a low sigh at the end

Can time slow down...

The author has something to say:

The landmines for Amu and the monk were blown up again. Could it be that they will fall into the magic barrier of seeing the landmines?Table... I've really lost my mood recently...

A nameless romance is really sad, queen, touch your head.

Speaking of yesterday's little green words, a certain comment name was changed to Tucao Jun and no longer complained. I was a little relieved for some reason, because I really wanted to communicate.

Getting back to the point, Her Lady Queen has finally let go. It's not that the love is gone, but the love is still there. It's the Queen's pride that doesn't allow her to continue. If continuing to be infatuated is tantamount to guilt, then the Queen should consider giving up the crime of bearing this love...

Many readers don't understand why the queen loves Tang Xin so desperately, and even say that the author is a fat man, nonono, although I think some meat is pretty good, such as small b, small c, but this person Tang Xin Ah, you may not like the author of Yun Ranwen, or those who have only read the first 30 chapters, but although Tang Xin is unscrupulous and has a rogue face with a hippie smile, at critical moments, she will definitely go all out for you , willing to challenge the Three Great Sacred Lands for Feng Suxin, dare to enter Tianshan Mountain for Little Fox, dare to challenge the Emperor for Xiaoqi, as long as she recognizes you, she will never hesitate for you.Compared with the kind of person who swears to you forever, who will run away when encountering danger, this kind of person who is not serious on weekdays and firmly protects you in times of danger is much more precious.

To sum it up, if it wasn't for the first time, Tang Xin would have almost lost his life because of Mu Yan. Mu Yan wouldn't have looked at this little bastard at all. , I will be very curious about Mu Yan, who is still a flower in the greenhouse. As for how he fell down after taking Tang Xin back, I will write about it later.

Put yourself in the shoes of a person who saved your life, is injured and still flirts with you indecently, would not treat Mu Yan with respect, precaution, or vigilance like the members of the Mu family. Tang Xin treats Mu Yan as not a queen, Just like an ordinary person, who should be teased and teased, should be thrown down, never soft, how can a greenhouse petal withstand it? Of course, the most important thing is that Tang Xin bent Mu Yan and took away the greenhouse lily. First time, first love is always forever.

Also, when Tang Xin was not fat, she looked like a human being. Looking at Ling Yunran's current appearance, she knew that it was just a little less aggressive and more lazy. You will be white and fat after performing arts, but it is definitely not the kind of sumo wrestling.