worthless [rebirth]

The first snow of this year fell at night, and the snow reflected the moonlight and shone into the Chengqian Palace through the thin window screens, casting a graceful light and shadow interlaced with light and dark on the ground.

Even though the lights were turned off, the room was still very bright, so bright that Chen Ling could easily count the eyelashes on Jiang Chi's closed eyelids when he opened his eyes.

There seems to be the sound of snow falling outside the window. It should be that the wind blows the snow on the eaves and falls to the ground again.Chen Ling thought about it, his mind was a little messy, and he felt distracted, and he still didn't fall asleep by the middle of the night.

In the second half of the night, it seemed a little cold.

Seeing that Jiang Chi was in a deep sleep, Chen Ling gently leaned closer to the other party, getting closer to absorb the heat from the other party's body.

At this time, the hands around his waist tightened, and he was pulled into his arms with a little force.

"cold?"

There was a deep and hoarse voice, with a bit of sleepiness and ambiguity.

"Come here."

Chen Ling retracted himself into Jiang Chi's arms, closed his eyes, and finally regained his spirit after walking all night, and his heart calmed down a little bit.It seemed that with Jiang Chi by his side, he would feel at ease.

"Did I wake you up?" Chen Ling said, his voice was humming, and he was a little sleepy.

"Go to sleep." Jiang Chi didn't answer, but just tucked the quilt behind Chen Ling, and then wrapped him tightly in his arms, comforting Chen Ling's back as if coaxing the child.

It seemed that it was really not that cold anymore. Chen Ling slowed down his breathing and gradually fell asleep.

After a sleepless night, when Jiang Chi woke up, he was already changing and getting ready to go to court.

Chen Ling turned over on the bed and looked at him with his head tilted. He didn't pay attention before, but now it seemed that Jiang Chi was putting on so much effort in wearing the big and heavy court clothes by himself.

Since Chen Ling moved into Chengqian Palace, Jiang Chi transferred the little maid who had been waiting for him to change his clothes to another place.

Unlike ordinary casual clothes, the dragon robe worn in court has four or five pieces inside and outside, layered on top of each other, and each piece must be pulled tightly and flattened. Finally, it is tied with a belt embroidered with gold silk. When I got up, I had to put on a heavy cloak on the outside, which made me feel tired.

When Jiang Chi put on the three pieces by himself, Chen Ling couldn't stand it anymore, laughed, crawled out of the bed, put on a jacket and got out of bed, saying, "Let me help you."

Hearing the movement, Jiang Chi looked back, but did not refuse. He stretched out his arms and waited for Chen Ling to change his clothes.

After taking out the clothes, Chen Ling put them on for Jiang Chi, tied up his belt, and walked to him to straighten his clothes.

Four or five pieces of clothing are put together, and the neckline must be tidied up.Chen Ling pursed her lips and tidied up carefully. Seeing that a collar on her chest was crumpled, she reached out to smooth it out.

"Uh!" As soon as he stretched out his hand, someone grabbed it into his palm. Unexpectedly, the other party would make a sudden movement. Chen Ling was startled, looked up blankly, and met Jiang Chi's dark eyes.

In the past few days, Jiang Chi often looked at him with this kind of eyes, but they were all fleeting, making it difficult for him to catch them.

This time, Jiang Chi stared at him for a long time, his eyes seemed to be full of reluctance and affection.Chen Ling was always a bit lacking in observing words and expressions, and he couldn't see through too many other emotions.

"Ah Chi... What's wrong with you?" Chen Ling asked. Jiang Chi squeezed his hand so hard that it hurt a little. "Why are you looking at me like that? What's wrong with me... Umm!"

Chen Ling's eyes widened. Looking at the suddenly enlarged face, his mind went blank in an instant.This kiss, or the other party's eyes, seemed to have a scorching temperature, which made his heart ache.

It wasn't until he lost his strength that he could only lean on Jiang Chi's body before the other party let him go.

Before Chen Ling's breathing stabilized, Jiang Chi had already picked him up and put him back on the bed, pulled the quilt over and said, "It's still early, you should sleep a little longer, I'll go to court."

"Go." Chen Ling said with a smile, "I'll cook eight-treasure porridge in a while, and we'll celebrate Laba Festival together when I come back."

"Yeah." Jiang Chi nodded, took another deep look at Chen Ling, and then went out.

After a short sleep, Chen Ling got up.Yesterday, he brought the ingredients directly back to Chengqian Palace, so that he can use the small stove that comes with Chengqian Palace to cook porridge instead of having to go to the imperial dining room and ask all the eunuchs and maids next to each other, "Oh, Your Highness is here to cook a small stove for the emperor again." ?”

After washing up, Chen Ling opened the door and couldn't help but let out a "ho".I already knew that it snowed last night, but I didn't expect that the snow would not stop now. After half a foot of snow was accumulated on the ground, it was immediately covered with a thick layer after being swept by the little eunuch with a broom.

Jiang Chi's footprints were gone when he left, presumably covered by a new layer of snow.

When the cold wind blows, the snow pours into the neck, it is really cold.Chen Ling retreated into the house, put another layer of thin jacket on the outside of his clothes, and then carried the barley and miscellaneous grains he bought the day before yesterday, and walked to the small stove on the deep snow.

"Your Highness, in such a cold day, be careful not to freeze your hands. This servant will hold it for you." Xiao Tao said, going to pick up the ingredients in Chen Ling's hands.

Chen Ling shook his head with a smile, and said, "No, I'll just take it myself. If you really want to help me, just go and put two sets of bowls and chopsticks on the table. Ah Chi will be down in a while, and he'll just have dinner when he comes back." .”

"Hey! Okay." Xiaotao said, trotting back to the main hall to prepare the dishes.

Chen Ling filled a scoop of well water into a small basin, poured longan and lotus seeds into it, and wanted to wash it. As soon as he stretched out his hand, the biting coolness made him "hiss—" he took a deep breath, and his fingers immediately turned red from the cold up.

In the past, the little eunuchs in the imperial dining room washed the ingredients for him. He didn't expect the well water to be so cold in winter.By the time I washed the barley and red dates three times, my hands were already numb from the cold.

The fire was lit, water was added, everything was poured in, and two pieces of rock sugar were added, before Chen Ling squatted in front of the stove door, adding firewood and warming up the fire. After a while, his hands felt warm again. .

His fair fingers were stained with dust, some of them were scratched by the thorns on the firewood, and the joints were also a little red. Looking at his horrific hands that had been destroyed in just a short while, Chen Ling felt helpless. Laughed.

In the past, he was only responsible for cooking with a shovel and adding seasonings. It is really not easy to do everything from starting a fire to cooking.After all, he was born to be pampered and pampered. If he didn't voluntarily, no one could force him to do these rough jobs.

Finally the porridge was cooked, and Chen Ling filled the porridge with a special warm cup, afraid that the road would get cold, so he carefully protected it in his arms, and went back to the main hall to wait for Jiang Chi to come back for dinner.

Half an hour passed, Jiang Chi didn't come back, the porridge was still boiling hot on the table.

Chen Ling thought, if he didn't go to court for a few days, and he went to court again today, the ministers must have a lot to say to Yu, Xi, regiment, team, Du, and family.Reported, next morning later, it should be.

An hour passed, and Jiang Chi didn't come back. Chen Ling opened the lid of the small cup. It didn't matter, the porridge was still hot, and it smelled even better after being stuffy for an hour.

Chen Ling thought, it's only an hour, it doesn't matter if it's late.

Two hours passed, and Jiang Chi did not come back. Chen Ling tasted the porridge, and it became a little lukewarm.Afraid that the porridge would be too cold, it would taste bad after reheating it, so he held the porridge in his arms and covered it.

Chen Ling thought, two hours is not too long.It's just that it's almost noon, and if Jiang Chi doesn't come back, breakfast will become lunch.I'm a little hungry.Forget it, maybe the other party really has something to deal with, after all, there is no business for several days.

……

The snow had stopped, and the sun had just come out and was about to set.The sky darkened little by little, but Jiang Chi still didn't come back.

Chen Ling didn't know how long he had been sitting in this position. The porridge was completely cold, so he had to untie his clothes and use his own body temperature to warm the small cup.

"Your Highness, you've been waiting for a whole day. You're starving. Why don't you go and heat up the porridge so you can eat first?" Xiaotao couldn't stand it anymore, and said, "Maybe the Emperor really has something important to do, so I'll take off for a while." If you don’t leave, you can’t come over.”

"Yeah, he won't be able to make it through." Chen Ling sighed, his face was expressionless, and his voice was indescribably desolate: "I don't think so, today... is Mo Ziling's memorial day. He won't come over .”

That day, he had asked Jiang Chi if he wanted to move Mo Ziling's body out of the well so that he could rest in peace.At that time, what did the other party say?

"Why are you worrying so much about it? He is my book boy and the Mo family. If he really wants to be buried, it's not your turn to worry about it, you idiot!"

It's true that he was worrying blindly, Jiang Chi has always had his own plans.

"Mo? Who is Mo Ziling?" Xiao Tao asked puzzled.

Chen Ling ignored her, staring blankly at the snow in front of the door, mechanically took out the small cup in his arms, filled the cold eight-treasure porridge with a spoon, and stuffed it into his mouth bit by bit.

Before he could swallow it, he gulped it down, and let the condensed porridge drip down his chin, staining the jacket, and the mottled stains looked a little disgusting.

Really disgusting.

Your own postings are simply too disgusting!

"Your Highness? What's wrong with you, Your Highness?" Xiaotao was taken aback by Chen Ling's appearance, she burst into tears, and said, "Your Majesty, I'm going to find the Emperor, Your Highness, don't scare me like this."

Stuffing a cupful of porridge into his mouth, Chen Ling stiffly put the small cup on the table, wiped his mouth, and said calmly: "You can't find him, I know where he is, and I can't find him." go."

Speaking of getting up, he walked to Yuanhua Palace.

Xiaotao wanted to follow, but Chen Ling was a man and walked much faster than her, so she couldn't keep up.

Following the route he remembered, Chen Ling easily found Yuanhua Palace.

Yuanhua Palace is a cold palace. Now Jiang Chi's harem is vacant, and Yuanhua Palace has been abandoned for many years. No one will enter it.

However, when Chen Ling arrived, the gate of Yuanhua Palace was wide open, and there were mixed voices inside.

He went in and saw a group of guards standing in a circle, with a well in the middle, a dry well.

A dry well that was dug.

Everyone was spotless, except for the man in the bright yellow dragon robe.

The man was sitting on the ground, his body was covered in mud from the bottom of the well, and there were bloodstains.

Jiang Chi's hands were already bloody from digging a dry well several feet deep with his bare hands. He sat motionless on the ground, holding a bone in his arms.

Beauty withered bones.

The liver and intestines are broken.

The beauty is Jiang Chi's beauty.

Dry bones are Mo Ziling's dry bones.

Who is the heartbroken person?

Seeing Chen Ling suddenly barging in, the guards gave way.

Chen Ling stepped on the snow and walked to Jiang Chi's side step by step.As the sky was getting dark, he couldn't see Jiang Chi's expression clearly, but he knew that the other party had been lowering his head and staring deeply at the man in his arms who had already turned into bones, and was stubbornly cleaning the bones with his bloody hands. Mud, from the beginning to the end, did not look up at him.

"Why... why..." Chen Ling heard his voice trembling, and he tried his best to keep his voice steady, because he was contemptible enough, and he didn't want Jiang Chi to despise him even more.

As if he couldn't hear Chen Ling's voice, Jiang Chi was still wiping Mo Ziling's skull.

"These days... are they all fake? What you said and did to me are all fake?" Chen Ling said, laughing at himself for asking such a thing, everything is already obvious enough, isn't it?

"..." Jiang Chi paused.

"You said...heh..." Chen Ling laughed at himself, why didn't he give up?

"You said... tell me not to think about it in the future." Chen Ling said, even he himself didn't believe it, "Everything must be given a chance for you to explain..." After a pause, he said softly: "Tell me... I'll listen on."

"..." Jiang Chi's fingertips trembled, and his bloody fingers slowly tightened.Finally, he raised his head, and with the indifference and indifference that Chen Ling had never seen before, he said word by word: "I have nothing to say."

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