worthless [rebirth]

At night, Chen Ling vaguely knew that the imperial doctor had come, but his head was so dizzy and painful that he didn't even have the strength to open his eyes, and he shrank into a ball like a cat, straight into a warm embrace.

In the early morning, the fever subsided, he opened his sleepy eyelids, and wanted to reach out to rub his swollen forehead, but he didn't dare to move his hand.

Because he found himself curled up in Jiang Chi's arms, pillowing his arm.The man was still asleep, so he didn't push him away, but hugged him in front of him, with a sense of care.

Chen Ling was in a daze for a moment, thinking he was dreaming.In the blink of an eye, light and darkness overlapped in front of his eyes, he knew that he had really woken up, not a dream.

Lifting his head in the crook of the man's arms, Chen Ling looked carefully at the sleeping Jiang Chi, and gave up the idea of ​​rubbing his forehead.He was afraid that the other person would wake up if he moved, and then he would leave him with a lukewarm attitude.

His breathing was slowed down on purpose. Chen Ling felt guilty of being a thief at the moment. He inexplicably felt that his moment of happiness and satisfaction was stolen from Chen Ling who had no memory of his previous life in the past six months.

How nice Jiang Chi had been to him half a year ago.

But he hated each other wholeheartedly.

In the previous life, Jiang Chi was so kind to him.

But all he wanted was to plot against the other party.

Chen Ling knew that he had done too many wrong things in his life.

Unfaithful, unrighteous, unkind, unfilial.

He's sorry to many people, but the only one that hurts his bones when he thinks about it is Jiang Chi.

Maybe it's hard to change his nature, even though he remembered that he almost killed Chu Yun in order to fight for the throne, he doesn't feel too much guilt now.

The past is over, and he can treat Yun'er very well in the future, to make up for the damage left in his young heart.

Only Jiang Chi and Chen Ling were afraid that time would freeze, so they stayed in the previous life. The past was like a mountain ridge, straddling Jiang Chi's heart and never being able to get over it. At the same time, it straddled the two of them, out of reach.

Thinking about it, Chen Ling suddenly felt a deep sense of powerlessness.He has a lot, but is still afraid of losing.

Carefully, he put his hands on Jiang Chi's waist, and then he leaned towards the person little by little, tightening his arms.

With a willful and stubborn posture, Chen Ling declared his desire to monopolize Jiang Chi.

He has always been cautious when facing Jiang Chi, at least after his rebirth, this point has not changed.

The only thing that has changed is that Chen Ling used to be afraid of Jiang Chi loving him. He thought that the other party's love was like a karmic fire that destroyed everything. He, because he discovered too late that the other party's love is not a raging fire, but the most gentle water in the world, which is all he needs and lives on.

"Did I tell you, my name is Chen Ling, you are Jiang Chi, and we are Ling Chi when we are together... There will be no good results." Chen Ling gently rested her head on Jiang Chi's shoulder, and said softly, "Actually Ling, it’s dawn, late, it’s late. I should have thought… I made a mistake too early, and regretted it… too late…”

At the end of the speech, it turned into a low hoarse choked sob, a little depressed, and the tone of the mouth was broken.

"Chen Ling..."

Someone whispered his name in a low voice.

Chen Ling raised her eyes in surprise, her sad expression and red eyes met Jiang Chi's gaze.

The man stretched out his hand to push him away, staring at the wetness in the corner of his eyes, he actually frowned.

Chen Ling thought that the intimate behavior he made while he was asleep made Jiang Chi unhappy, and his heart sank, feeling a little cold.

Jiang Chi frowned, taking in the change of expression on Chen Ling's face from bewilderment to frustration to calmness.

Chen Ling pretended as if nothing had happened, but the tears fell from the corner of his eyes at an inopportune time, which easily exposed his disguise.

Chen Ling turned his head to avoid Jiang Chi's scrutinizing gaze.He sat up slowly, picked up the clothes and put them on slowly, but his wrist was gently held by someone, and his movements froze.

"Ling'er..." The voice was slightly hoarse, because it hadn't spoken for a long time.

Chen Ling was stunned, he didn't dare to turn his head to look at Jiang Chi, but the tears couldn't be held back any longer and burst out violently.

How long...haven't heard...such an intimate and soft call.

Seeing that Chen Ling didn't move, Jiang Chi called out again, "Ling'er..." Slowly using some strength with his fingers, he pulled Chen Ling's wrist.

"Woo..." Chen Ling broke away from Jiang Chi's hand, lowered his head, covered his eyes with his hands, and a low sob gradually sounded in the room.

The heart is clenched tightly, it hurts so much, as if a gap has been torn open, something is pouring into it violently, those fresh, hot, bright red liquid that seems to be jumping... and then quickly stitched up, the wound Gradually flattened under soothing, and blended well with the original flesh and blood.

Jiang Chi didn't speak any more, and quietly waited for Chen Ling to finish crying and vent, until Chen Ling's shoulders stopped shaking obviously and violently, and until the sobs gradually subsided, he held the other's little girl again. With a light pull on his arm, the other party just fell over towards him and buried his head in his chest.

"Achi...Achi..." Chen Ling hugged Jiang Chi tightly, like a pet that suddenly acted coquettishly, but he was still cautious, afraid that he would hurt him when he encountered large and small wounds on Jiang Chi's body, and he was also afraid that the man would return. Hate myself for messing with him.With a hint of probing, he said in a muffled voice: "You... are you back?"

"..." Jiang Chi put his palm on the back of Chen Ling's head, and said in a low voice, "I'm back." After a pause, "Stop crying..."

Chen Ling raised his head, with a tear still hanging from the corner of his mouth, it gradually increased, "I, am I dreaming?"

Holding Chen Ling's delicate face, Jiang Chi wiped away the drop of liquid with his fingertips. His dark eyes were like a well of ancient water, without waves or waves but gradually glowing. He said softly, "No."

Chen Ling laughed even wider, but his eye sockets were always burning hot, and the hot liquid kept dripping, "I'm really useless, I can't help crying." He laughed, letting the crystal clear liquid drop one by one Come down and hit Jiang Chi's slightly open neckline.

Jiang Chi wiped it for him patiently, and finally curled the corner of his mouth, "No." Chen Ling grabbed his hand, Jiang Chi paused, the man lowered his head, and kissed the corner of his mouth.

A deep kiss mixed with tears, a bit bitter and astringent.

"Hmm..." Jiang Chi sobbed, hugged Chen Ling lightly, and responded to the kiss.In the beginning, Chen Ling took the initiative, and Jiang Chi responded awkwardly, a little uncomfortable. After a while, he grabbed the back of Chen Ling's head and turned back, deepening the kiss.

They didn't separate until both of them were breathing heavily.Looking at each other's slightly red and swollen lips, there was a smile in their eyes.

Chen Ling lay next to Jiang Chi again, feeling a little more relaxed, and heard the other party whisper in his ear: "Some things... can never be the past..."

Chen Ling froze for a moment, looked up at Jiang Chi's side face, and his heart tightened again.His voice was trembling, and he said softly, "For example...?"

Jiang Chi smiled and turned his head to look at him, and said seriously: "For example... I love you..."

I love you, it is a foregone conclusion, no matter how wide and tall the beam is, because of love... I have the courage and strength to climb over and search until I catch you again.

Hold you in my arms, lie down and listen to the wind and rain.

Whether it is far away or not, I know...the rest of the time is our long life...

"Achi, do you think... can we have... a long life?" Chen Ling asked softly with moist and dark eyes.

In the past, Jiang Chi always asked him, so he didn't know how deeply and how carefully one person loves another person when he asks this sentence.

This time it was him who asked, and he realized that when the words came out... that person had already been deeply embedded in his heart.

That feeling of worrying about gains and losses is a bone-piercing pain.

Jiang Chi was slightly startled, pulled Chen Ling's hand into his palm, and said slowly, "Yes."

Chen Ling smiled, "I want to lock you in my East Palace forever, keep you in my heart forever."

Jiang Chi pressed his cheek against Chen Ling's forehead, and responded lightly, "Okay."