The protagonist is scumbag [Quick Transmigration]

I found the agency with the clues given by Yi Tianshu, and matched the information from that year one by one.

I exchanged Fu Yingsui for the news I wanted, but I wish I didn't know anything.

In the autumn of the fourth year of Xunli, Fu Zi, the landlord, took over, and the Zhou family died.

These words stung my eyes, a strong sense of suffocation strangled me, my brain seemed to lose its function, and I couldn't think at all for a moment, I couldn't understand the meaning of these words, I just wanted Get out of this place.

I once wanted so much to get close to this place, hoping to find out a few words about the events of that year.

Revenge has been an obsession in my heart for so many years, like a thorn stuck in my throat, tormenting me all the time.

I want to pull him out completely.

Holding such hope, I came here, I even thought I was going to be freed.

But how did things become like this?

My thoughts were in a mess, and those few words kept stimulating my nerves.I opened my mouth wide and breathed heavily, and a lot of cold air entered my nostrils.

Perhaps because of this, I cried.

It was just because I was stimulated by the cold, I told myself, but the pain in my heart was unstoppable, even if I suffered that day in the execution room, it was less than one ten-thousandth of what I suffered at this time. Why can a person suffer so much?I just wish I could dig that thing out of my chest.

I forced myself to take a sober look at the fact that the very person to whom I owe my allegiance and gratitude all these years ago was the very person who killed my entire family so many years ago and left me helpless and still unable to escape the blood. The culprit of the night shadows.

I knew I should rush out immediately, and kill Yi Tianshu before he took my enemy away from the dark room, but I found that I couldn't at all, I couldn't even make an expression of anger or hatred, I could only walk around Stiff, numb hands and feet stay in place.

I don't know when I walked out and was taken away by Fu Tianji's people, but when I regained my senses, I was already in a deep prison.

I should have been concerned about my difficult situation, but instead my mind went blank and there was nothing left.At this moment, I feel lifeless.

But I just want to see that person again. At this moment, this kind of thought makes me feel guilty, and I tell myself that I just want to kill him.

Thinking about it, he should also hate me at this time. After all, I took everything from him and humiliated him severely in the secret room. I thought of that beautiful carcass for a while, but there were some things I planned to keep. I'll do it later, but unfortunately I don't have a chance right now.

These chaotic thoughts filled my mind, and I let myself do whatever I wanted, as if it would ease the pain of the truth.

That person appeared under such circumstances.

I tried my best to accumulate the emotion called "hate", and wanted to turn my tone cold and angry, but my instincts couldn't lie, and I almost blurted out that long-lost address, obviously not long ago I could say sarcasm naturally , Now facing his approaching step by step, I feel a little scared.

afraid of what?

The following guilty?Make trouble?Now I have every reason to swing my sword at this person, even skinning and drinking blood is not too much.I no longer have to feel guilty or uneasy about what I have done in the past.

However, I am afraid of such "teachers are famous".

I was a bit useless like this, which made that person laugh a little bit.

I love seeing him laugh, even at times like this.

What kind of emotion is joy?How does Simu feel?

That person is special to me.I searched in my lack of vocabulary, and in the end I could only correspond to the agitation in my heart every time I saw him.

I can't see into his heart, but what he's doing to me now is exactly what I did to him back then.

So does he miss me too?

No, of course not.I don't know, the way he looks at me makes me feel so uncomfortable, obviously he is doing intimate things, but I can't feel any joy.Just like when I imprisoned him and forced him to be close to him, I obviously got what I wanted, but I was still not satisfied, and there was only endless emptiness and depression in my heart.

What kind of experience is it like to be happy with each other?

I thought there was no chance between us, and the realization made me feel hopeless, especially when I confirmed to him what I had seen, and his reaction was almost unmistakable.

I am like a prisoner who has been sentenced to death, still bending my back with endless pain, as if this will relieve me.

I hate this person to death, why he gave me so much care and hope, but ruthlessly took it away.I can't live anymore, and I can't let him go.

But look at this man, how heartless, he still wants to avoid me.

Am I that scary?Wouldn't it be nice to be with me?You see you have done so many things wrong, I still forgive you all the same.How can you be so cold-blooded?

Seeing his face gradually lose the color of blood, and feeling the intensity of his struggle decrease, I knew that I was about to be free.I will never have to taste this bitter fruit again, and my suffering will all be over.

Obviously should feel happy, obviously should not have any hesitation.

However, my hand seemed to be taken over by someone else, I couldn't do it, I couldn't kill this person.

Maybe I wanted him to die, maybe I just had the urge for a moment, but I didn't dare to associate that word with him at all.

Lord, is he dead?

This is ridiculous, I thought.There are so many people under him, even Yi Tianshu was persuaded by Fu Tianji, without my intervention, the building is now almost impenetrable, even if someone can break in, how can they kill him so easily?

And so it happened.

The murderer is me.

Hmph, I sneered in my heart.

I don't believe a single word that Fu Tianxuan said.All of you acted so realistically that you even did things like set fire to buildings.

I don't believe it, I don't believe it.

You are all lying to me.

Yi Tianshu lied to me.Tricked me into getting the wrong dossier.

Fu Tianxuan lied to me.There was no one in the room at all.

That year, the Lord asked me to kill a group of thieves. He said it was requested by his employer, so why did he become my enemy again?

On the day he punished me, he said that I was no different from others, so why did he secretly help me take revenge?

Since he wants me to be happy, why is he hiding from me and refusing to come out?

The Lord lied to me.

The fire in the building was so big, the heat burned me all over, like the fire in my house back then, did the Lord hide in the water tank?

The author has something to say: The side story of the Jianghu chapter has come to an end for the time being. Tomorrow is the perspective of the main attack, and it is also to supplement the plot. After the end, you will be in the third world~