selfish desire

How does it feel to sleep in the arms of someone you love?

The author has no experience, but Yiji feels quite uncomfortable.

Wanting to see more of his sweetheart at such a close distance, suppressing something that is about to move, and waves of drowsiness, these three kinds of tormented people are all restless in their hearts.

After all, sleepiness took over the peak, Yiji couldn't hold on, and fell asleep in Si Yu's arms.

The Saturday morning was relaxed and bright. The snow from the previous day was melting quietly, the road outside was washed clean, and the fresh air tried to squeeze into the house through the cracks in the windows, but failed.

The temperature in the bedroom was very suitable, and the two slept soundly with a little distance between them.

Si Yu opened his eyes dimly first, and the next second, Yiji became a little more awake, opened his eyes and found Si Yu beside her, a little dissatisfied, rubbed his arms around Si Yu's waist, and plunged himself into his arms.

Si Yu woke up suddenly, and she suddenly turned her head to see that Yiji, who was like a cute and fluffy bunny, was very close at hand.

So close, when she turned her head like this, her lips fell on the top of Yiji's hair like a kiss.

Si Yu was sensitively aware that the temperature on his face began to rise slowly, and the things in his heart kept shaking, and then completely collapsed.

"...Yiji," her voice was so hoarse, she had to clear her throat, and was about to wake her up loudly, but she couldn't bear to push her away with her hands.

"Get up, don't... hug me."

Yiji slowly regained consciousness. Hearing what she said, she muttered in her heart, "I insisted on hugging me last night and not letting go. Now that the fever subsides, kick me aside."

Then this sentence was not satisfied with lingering in her heart repeatedly, it floated out of her mouth and into Si Yu's ears, making Si Yu even more furious.

"Yiji." Finally, she had no choice but to quickly push this torturer away, "Wake up."

Yiji finally opened his eyes, a little unhappy, looking directly at her, "I slept late last night."

Si Yu and her looked at each other, not daring to say anything, Yiji said again: "Because you always hug me, hug me so tightly, I can't sleep."

Si Yu held back for a long time, then admitted his mistake in a low voice, "...my fault, then you should rest well, I'll get up first."

Yiji grabbed her, "Let me hold her for a while, I want to return it!"

Si Yu stopped halfway and turned to look at her, "You want to return it?"

Yiji is fully awake, but all the words have been said, and the atmosphere seems to be in good shape now, why not strike while the iron is hot?

So she nodded decisively, and even stretched out her arms, "hug."

Si Yu laughed, "It happens that I'm very tired, why don't you take me to the bathroom and wash my face?"

Yiji was stunned, retracted his arm stiffly, slowly pulled up the cup, and then suddenly enveloped himself completely, muffled, "Aren't you cheating!"

Si Yu laughed and poked the big bag. The man struggled impatiently, but to no avail, he let her poke again, apparently giving up struggling.

Si Yu couldn't bear to tease her all the time, stopped his hand, turned over and patted Yiji gently, with a gentle tone, "Thank you Ji last night, I slept well, you can continue to sleep, when will you get up when you are hungry? , I don’t have to go to work today, it’s the weekend.”

Then, carrying himself in a state of chaos, mixed with a lot of joyful emotions, he went into the bathroom.

The person in the mirror has red lips and white teeth, and slightly red cheeks. I don't understand why someone is so energetic so early in the morning.

Ah, because I slept well last night.

The corners of Si Yu's lips curled up, he squeezed the toothpaste and began to brush his teeth leisurely.

After spitting out the first sip of mouthwash, there was another person reflected in the mirror, leaning against the door frame, not knowing what was distracting.

Si Yu laughed and asked vaguely, "Aren't you going to sleep?"

Yiji withdrew his gaze from his perfect waist-to-hip ratio, looked at the shower gel with an unnatural expression, said "ah", then touched his head again, "I'm a little hungry, come out and see what to eat."

Si Yu rinsed his mouth and wiped his face before returning, "It should be nothing, you can order a takeaway, what do you want to eat?"

Yiji walked downstairs slowly and walked to the refrigerator. Once he opened it, the refrigerator was no different from what he had just bought, and the floors were extremely clean.

She curled her lips, "How can you eat takeaway every day and go out to buy something later? Why is such a big refrigerator of yours useless at all?"

Si Yu squinted his eyes and smiled, and went downstairs to her side, "I'm not very good at making it, so it would be a waste to buy it back."

"Otherwise..." She looked at Yiji, "From now on, every night, you come over to eat, and eat together?"

Yiji couldn't help but be moved, she was always suddenly invited by Si Yu, why not be more straightforward with this kind of special invitation, and just say that she will stay here tonight too!

Some people complained in their hearts, and agreed quickly, "Okay, this is... my caring for the elderly, not just for money."

Si Yu couldn't hold back, and rubbed the top of her head, "Okay, the elderly go to order takeaway, and the young people go to wash up."

Yiji pouted, feeling pretty, and whispered as he went up the stairs: "Young man...how can it sound better than the one I just called Aji."

Si Yu sat on the sofa to order food, asked Yiji upstairs for his opinion from time to time, and finally placed the order.

When the takeaway arrived, the two sat at the table to eat together.

Yiji observed Si Yu's expression, seemingly unintentionally said: "When I went to find you last night, sister Chu He said that Yi Lian also went home early."

Si Yu's movements paused for a moment, and then she just said "um" and didn't say anything else.

Yiji stopped picking up vegetables, looked at Si Yu and asked, "Where did she go?"

As soon as Si Yu looked up, he saw the guy's bright black eyes, full of stubbornness, so she had to tell the truth, "She resigned."

Yiji was very surprised. She knew Yi Lian's feelings for Si Yu, so why did she suddenly resign?

Something must have happened between these two!

She became more serious, looked at Si Yu and said, "What did you say, she wants to resign?"

Si Yu smiled helplessly, "Why are you so nervous and care about her so much?"

Yiji hurriedly defended, "I care what she does, I care..."

"She likes me, but I didn't accept it, so I told her to go back." Si Yu said calmly, paying attention to Yiji's reaction while eating.

Yiji froze for a few seconds before repeatedly asking, "She, she was fired by you because she confessed to you...?"

Si Yu reasoned it out, nodded, "Yeah."

Yiji: "Why?"

Si Yu put down his chopsticks, "Do you want me to promise her and get together?"

Yiji shook her head desperately, and the grain of rice near her mouth immediately fell to the ground. Si Yu helped her take it off with a funny face, put it in a paper towel and threw it into the trash can, then said slowly, "Then what are you so concerned about?"

"I want to know, tell me." Yiji was a little anxious, "You don't like her, or you don't like the feeling of girls confessing to you."

Si Yu thought about it carefully for a while, "I don't like her."

"Then why did you think about it for so long?!" Yiji frowned, "Why are you hesitating!"

Si Yu: ...

"I'm hesitant about the latter question. I thought about it. If you were the one who confessed to me, I wouldn't dislike it or hate it."

The puffer fish that was about to explode suddenly leaked air, and formed a small pile on the spot, looking at Si Yu anxiously, "...what?"

Si Yu burst out laughing, and even the louder the laughter, she was really amused by Yiji's appearance, if it wasn't for Yiji's quick adjustment, she really wanted to take a picture of it as a screensaver.

Then I left her alone in front of my eyes, every day...

Si Yu's laughter stopped abruptly.

Keep it in front of your eyes, every day...what do you do every day?what's on your mind?

Yiji was flustered by the disguised confession just now, and he lowered his head and kept eating.

Si Yu was flustered by the second half of the sentence that appeared in his mind, and kept his head down as he ate his rice.

The two were immersed in their respective worlds, unanimously shy, but at a certain moment when they peeked at each other, they looked at each other, and then couldn't hold back, and laughed.

Yiji thought, this is too bad, this woman is too bad, I have to take her down quickly!

Si Yu thought, I can't think about it anymore, or I'm afraid the little rabbit will be taken down!

The author has something to say:

It's pretty sweet today, I feel like I'm so passionately in love.

Since the author has never been in a relationship, I made a few indirect remarks about "what is it like to sleep in the arms of someone I like", ahaha, don't mind. (But there are not many reliable ones)

Furthermore, I write so sweet and greasy is an exchange condition,

It may not be updated tomorrow or the day after tomorrow, hahaha.

I recommend "Several Years" sung by Liu Xin on Netease Cloud. I feel that this kid's version is very fat, and I immediately picked up my guitar.

good night everybody.