selfish desire

Si Yu took a bottle of dishwashing liquid and wandered around the daily necessities area for a long time before walking back slowly, not knowing that he was being missed.

"Is there anything else I want to buy?" Si Yu asked Yiji's opinion while making a sound to remind them that she had returned. Before Yiji could answer, she looked at Shang Wan with a slight smile.

"Will you come to the house for dinner tonight?"

Shang Wan was taken aback for a moment, and couldn't believe her ears—who said that Si Yu was cold and difficult to get along with?No matter how you look at it, it looks like a warm big sister next door!

She opened her mouth to agree, but then thought that she still planned to make fruit cakes to coax Simu. During this period of hesitation, Yiji saw her worries and said a step ahead of her.

"It just so happens that Director Si is here at night, shall we have hot pot? It's so cold."

Si Yu had no objection, she nodded and was about to get the seasonings, but Yiji held her back, "I'll get the seasonings, you go get the dishes you like."

Si Yu felt that she was treating herself like a child, so he smiled helplessly, and was about to answer, when the people who had already walked out turned around and gave serious orders.

"Take more vegetables! Don't take too many greasy ones!"

Si Yu's heart warmed, he nodded with a smile, and obediently went to get the vegetables.

Shang Wan canceled her original plan - even if she made a cake, she wasn't sure if Simu would pay attention to her, and she didn't know where Simu was, so it would be best if she was sure that she would come to eat.

The three returned home with big and small bags, Si Yu closed the door, and said to Shang Wan casually, "You can go upstairs and look around, and I'll help Yiji wash the vegetables."

Shang Wan could see that the two of them had something to say, so she readily agreed and went to the window on the second floor to wait for Simu to come.

It just so happened that the place you can see from this position is the place where the two met for the first time.

Thinking of that little accident, Shang Wan couldn't help laughing sweetly.

Si Yu dragged Yiji to the kitchen, his eyes were flat, "What happened to her and aunt?"

Yiji was taken aback, "Even you can see it?"

Si Yu raised his eyebrows, "Am I slow?"

Yiji kept silent on this issue, and instead talked to her about the reason for the quarrel between Shang Wan and Si Mu.

Shang Wan had a good friend since she was a child, the two of them were childhood sweethearts, and the boy had liked Shang Wan for a long time, something even Yi Ji knew about it.

Before Si Mu and Shang Wan's accident that night, Yiji thought that Shang Wan would be with that boy, but after the accident happened, Shang Wan's already confused feelings for that boy became completely clear—she just made him As a very good friend, I can't bear to see him lose and stumble on me.

So that night when the boy confessed his love to her, she stared at the boy's shining eyes, it was difficult to decisively refute his face in front of so many people, so she accepted the boy's flower, and planned to talk to each other after accepting it. clear.

But Simu, who came to look for her, saw the boy's hug and the cheers of the people around him. She even watched for a while, but Shang Wan never saw her from the center of the crowd, so she didn't notice until Si Mu left.

Afterwards, she made it clear to the boy that when she went to look for Si Mu again, the unread messages on her phone were pictures from Si Mu, a group photo of the boy hugging her, and everyone around her was full of joyful and blessed faces.

One more sentence: stop here.

Then Shang Wan was blocked, and she couldn't be contacted at all, and Si Mu's family was not there, and she even squatted near Si Yu's house for two days without seeing anyone.

Si Yu listened quietly and didn't say a word, until Yiji finished speaking, then nodded expressionlessly.

Yiji couldn't tell what she was thinking, so she pondered for a long time, "Wanwan is also in a dilemma, you...don't be angry."

Si Yu chuckled, but it didn't sound very emotional, she simply turned her back to wash the vegetables, her tone was light, "I have nothing to be angry about, young people are soft-hearted, Si Mu can't understand, and neither do I."

After hearing this, Yiji's heart tightened, and she immediately defended, "No, she knew what she did was wrong. This matter... She is very upset, and she really wants to be with Director Si and get back together with her."

Si Yu stopped, still holding her breath for Si Mu, she looked at Yiji with a candid tone.

"I don't have any experience in relationships, but I think it's not right to pretend to like someone in your heart, and still hold flowers from the suitor and hug the suitor."

Yiji was dumbfounded, this was a fact, she couldn't explain it.

After a few seconds of silence, Si Yu said, "I don't need to tell my aunt, but this kind of thing can only happen once."

Yiji didn't speak, but nodded and went to work on the other side of the kitchen.

It's just that Si Yu's obviously displeased tone was heard just now, and Si Yu's serious expression was all in his mind.

Obviously people are behind her, but Yiji is still full of her and thinking about her.

Finally, Yiji couldn't bear it any longer. She turned around and put her arms around Si Yu's waist from behind, her tone so gentle that she was even a little cautious.

"Young people are not only soft-hearted, but also stubborn. Whoever they like is whoever they like. No matter what you want to get her, you will never give up on her. Before you get her, you put her in your dreams every night. After you get her, you put her On the apex."

Her arms holding Si Yu gradually tightened, and the pounding heartbeat was clearly conveyed through the chest wall and Si Yu's back.

She added, "I will always miss it. Even if I meet the most amazing person, my first thought is to watch it with her. Even if the best person hugs her, her mind will only think about how to refuse."

Si Yu pursed his lips, the green vegetables in his hands dripped water, flowing along the edge of the vegetable sink to the ground, the fast rhythm of "tick tick tick" in the silent kitchen, just like Yiji's heartbeat attached to her back that fast.

It's also like, her heart beats so fast after being infected by Yiji.

Yiji rubbed her cheek against her back attached, "Did you hear Si Yu?"

It took only a split second for Si Yu to understand the ambiguous sweet emotions in her heart. She couldn't deny the speculation and expectation in her heart aroused by Yiji's words, as well as the surging joy.

Is this a confession?

If so, why didn't she say a word about herself.

Is she relaying Shang Wan's thoughts, or is she dissecting her own thoughts and telling her?

There were no answers to all the questions, and Si Yu's cheeks were a little red from the setting sun. She had never heard anyone call her name so beautifully.

Yiji was extremely shy. She caught a glimpse of Si Yu's gentle outline, and sent her hands to the other side to continue her business. Her ears were about to be pricked up to detect Si Yu's movements, but she kept humming "No Name" in order to relieve her shyness. tune.

After a long time, she heard Si Yu's voice with a smile.

"it is good."

The corners of Yiji's lips curled up, and the stone in his heart fell to the ground.

A little after seven o'clock, Si Mu rang Si Yu's doorbell. Shang Wan had been waiting with her neck up for a long time, but the moment Si Mu came, she was timid. She was so nervous that she couldn't describe it, wrinkled It was also difficult to breathe, so she didn't dare to open the door, but just looked at Yiji pitifully by the door.

Yiji had no choice but to open the door. When the two met, Si Mu was a little surprised, and immediately smiled.

"Will the kids be cooking tonight?"

Yiji smiled shyly, "Good evening, Director Si."

Si Mu changed her shoes while returning to her, "Stop calling me aunt after work, just call me aunt like A Yu."

Yiji "Teng" blushed, but his mouth was honest and he stammered, "Gu... Gu Gu."

Si Mu chuckled, "Hey, you're so good..."

Then that troublesome coward stood up Qiqiaiai, and looked at her with his mouth curled up, which made Si Mu withdraw all his smiles.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, and Si Mu put on the shoes he had just taken off and was about to leave.

Shang Wan was taken aback for a moment, and Yiji pushed her resentfully, only then did she react, and hurriedly chased her out.

Si Mu walked quickly on his high heels without saying a word, walked around the rear of the car in a few steps, opened the driver's door, sat in, closed the door, and started the engine.

But the car door was not closed, it was blocked by something, she turned her head to look, Shang Wan must have blocked it with her hand just as the door was about to close, the severe pain made her withdraw her hand unconsciously, but now she stubbornly Hold the door.

On the white right hand, there is a trace that slowly recovers and turns red.

Si Mu's eyes moved, without softening his tone, he looked at the pattern on the steering wheel and said coldly: "Let go."

Shang Wan held back the grievance in her heart, "We're not together, I don't like him."

Si Mu didn't want to hear this, "I said let go."

Shang Wan didn't dare to let go, she was afraid that she wouldn't be able to find Si Mu after she let go, so she quickly put her other hand on the car door and explained with red eyes.

"I rejected him. I always wanted to reject him. I didn't like him."

Si Mu frowned, and got out of the seat directly, pretending to be staggering Shang Wan, she looked at Shang Wan and said.

"How do you like it? Rolling on the bed counts as liking? Like you and me?"

Before Shang Wan could continue to explain ineffectively, Si Mu said again: "You have to pay for hitting my car, and you have to pay for falling asleep with me. How did you pay for rejecting that boy? Are you not responsible?"

Shang Wan was so wronged that she was about to cry, she agreed with a flat voice, "I lost money because I fell in love with you because I saw you are good-looking, and because I liked you for a long time, and I wanted to trick you into my hand, that boy I lost it, I lost it because I quarreled with my girlfriend, and I took responsibility."

Si Mu laughed angrily, "You really have a sense of responsibility."

Shang Wan couldn't hold back, and cried "Wow", and hugged Si Mu's waist tightly.

"Don't want me, I'm really worried that I can't find you and can't contact you. I really can't stand when I can't contact you. I'm so worried. I'm worried that you ignore me. I'm worried that I'll miss you You, wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow

The more Shang Wan cried, the louder he cried, Si Mu was at a loss what to do, his head grew bigger.

She had been entangled with Shang Wan for so long, and she had never seen him so wronged and sad. It was all because of her, which created a gap in her tightly blocked heart, and let out a little sweetness.

"You, let go, don't cry!" Si Mu said sharply, trying to stop her crying with a bad attitude.

But Shang Wan is really too sad, she won't let go, unless Si Mu's attitude softens, otherwise she won't let go!

The situation became more and more dizzying, Shang Wan was crying and slurring something to Sim Mu, but Sim Mu couldn't hear the whole thing, she raised her hands slightly, standing there at a loss, her threatening voice became smaller and smaller.

Standing where Shangwan was waiting for Si Mu just now, Si Yu and Yiji watched the scene below speechlessly.

After a long while, Yiji added in a low voice, "Young people, yes, are also very emotional."

Si Yu looked at Yiji in disbelief: "You will do the same?"

Yiji frantically denied it as if being burned by something, "I, I, I won't hold you and cry like this!"

Then, Si Yu fell silent, and Yiji couldn't wait to find a trash can for himself.

Gan!Leaked!

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Thank you for the cold gift package sent by the recent heavy rain, and pay attention to my big brother!