rest of life 22

I like wine.Whenever I pick up a wine glass or a wine bottle, life seems to have sustenance in an instant.But I am not trying to "sell eternal sorrows", after all, I am a person who has always been heartless, so I don't have many worries for me to sell.I'm not trying to use alcohol to boost my courage. After all, although I am timid, there is no need to do anything that requires courage. "Eating, drinking, prostitution and gambling" and the like don't seem to require much courage, as you can do it if you have money.As for the more "bad" things, I just don't dare to think about it, and since I haven't formed such a consciousness, I can't even talk about doing it.After all, doing "bad" things requires a "bad" consciousness to guide them.As for the "good" things, of course I do it with confidence and courage, and I am brave enough to do it, so naturally I don't need to drink to "strengthen".I drink just because I like it, that's all.Of course, there are reasons to like something.Even if there is no reason, then you should rack your brains to find a reason.The so-called "rectification of name"

, probably so.The reason I like wine, I think it should be its taste!I like the "rush" energy, it is a very unique taste, which can arouse people's emotions.In addition to its taste, it should be because it is a good medium for communication between friends.After all, two people or several people sitting together are very awkward before an interesting topic arises, or when it is difficult to have a common topic.And if we can have a few drinks together at this time, this situation can be improved.At this time, I have to "sigh": wine is really a good thing!

Human beings have created wine, and naturally many people like it.This includes men and women.And men especially like wine.This is probably related to the nature of men!However, the fact is that most men like wine.And our few good buddies are together, naturally it is indispensable.It allows us to speak freely.

I don't like holidays.Of course, it's not that I don't like excitement, on the contrary, I especially like excitement.However, the festival does not mean "lively", or it does not mean that I feel "lively".Contrast is a very helpless thing. I don't like comparison, and I believe many people should do the same.But the reality is always in comparison, intentionally or unintentionally, people are either in an "advantage" or in a "disadvantage".If it is an "advantage", it is naturally excellent. After all, no one does not want to see their own "goodness". It can be said that everyone has a comparative psychology, which is human nature.In this psychology, they expect themselves to have an "advantage" in the comparison, which is understandable.However, this kind of psychologically dominated comparison is always rare, and it will never produce surprising results. It is difficult to impress people deeply, and it is difficult to touch people. After all, it is human instinct to seek advantages and avoid disadvantages.However, the kind of comparison dominated by reality makes people unable to avoid the situation, and most of the accidents appear as the result of "disadvantage", which is extremely bitter.It's like the holidays, which are extremely enjoyable in themselves, since there are only so many times throughout the year.But when you are alone in that "lively" environment, you will feel more or less lonely, which is very sad.This is a realistic comparison.Of course, this may just be my feeling, after all, I am a weirdo.

And the most comforting thing about every holiday is probably going to drink with a few good friends.For us, there are two ways of drinking: drinking from a cup and drinking from a bottle.In fact, there is not much difference between the two, after all, they are both drinking.However, it is extremely difficult to directly hold the wine bottle and down the wine in one breath, at least I can't do it.I tried it once, but I choked after drinking less than half a bottle.However, in the choice of drinking containers, I still like wine bottles, it is a feeling, a feeling of satisfaction and refreshment.However, I just replaced the function of the wine glass with a wine bottle, and the way of drinking is still "slow drinking".Su Cheng is very good at drinking, and he is also the kind of person who can down a bottle of wine in one breath.Han Hongyu's drinking capacity is mediocre, even worse than me. Every time he can't drink a few cups, his face turns red, whether it's because of the heat or some other reason.But his half-drunk, half-awake naivety is extremely amusing.I can't help but hug him and tease him, a poor man who is often frustrated in love, with provocative words.

And since you want to drink, you naturally need a place.The bar should be the first choice, but it is finally difficult for those of us who drink without saying anything.After all, it is difficult for people to have fun in such an environment and consumption level.So, we compared and chose KTV.It is very good to be able to sing a few words indiscriminately while drunk.I like to sing, although I can't sing well, but this can't stop my love for music.What's more, I think I'm good at all five notes. If I can exercise reasonably, I may be able to enter the classroom!

Being drunk is also an excellent feeling. Apart from the sequelae of headache after getting up the next day, being drunk at the time is very special.It's like closing one's six senses and reaching the state of ecstasy.Then carefree, all the anguish disappeared without a trace at that moment.Speaking of this, drunkenness is indeed a very good way to temporarily "eliminate sorrow". At the very least, it can also make people sleep soundly, and unknowingly consume an otherwise decadent day.Of course, this is an extremely negative approach.It's okay once or twice, but if it's like this for a long time, it can be called a "drunkard" over there.Of course I wouldn’t do this, it’s really tasteless, let alone a real “good wine”. I think a person who likes wine would disdain it.

There are not many days left before the new year, people on the road are bustling, some are buying new year's goods, some are selling goods, some are doing nothing, some are just joining in the fun, maybe "joining in the fun" can make people feel happy. Let them be happy.And I belong to the kind of people who do nothing. "Loafing around" is not a very good word, but for those who can do it, it is definitely a kind of great happiness.After all, no one doesn't like to be idle, and no one doesn't like to spend the time that should be busy on idleness when the conditions are sufficient.I am such a happy person, which is definitely something to boast about.And when a group of loafers get together, drinking becomes a hit and miss.

"Su Cheng, help me a little bit. Why do I feel like I can't see the way ahead!" We went to drink and sang.Me, Su Cheng, Han Hongyu, and a few other people I don't know who have nothing to do.Why should I drink with someone I don't know? Shouldn't drinking be a thing between friends?This is hard to explain.Because if we drink together to meet new friends, but we still haven't made any friends after drinking, and in the end we don't even remember our faces and names.If it is said that they have many friends of Su Cheng or Han Hongyu, in order for them to get together with their friends, then as their friend, I should naturally make it easier for them.But, they want to get together, why must it be at this time? Moreover, most of them are friends of their friends, this is a very messy relationship.Even people who have nothing to do with each other sit together to toast and drink, as if they have known each other for many years.Therefore, it can only be explained in this way: for the sake of excitement! After all, drinking needs to be accompanied by people. Drinking alone or with a few people drinking together is always not very joyful.I used the remaining consciousness in my mind to remind Su Cheng, who was walking next to me, the best drinker among us.My legs and feet were already weak, and my eyes were blurred.

"Okay..." I only heard him respond to me, knowing that he understood my current situation and agreed to my request.As for what he said afterwards, and what conversation they had, I have no idea.I have entered my own world, and I can no longer hear any noise outside.Just know I should walk with them, just know I'm on my way back.That's all.

At one o'clock in the morning, I woke up.And at this time, it was about an hour after we returned to the residence!I drink lightly and get drunk easily, but this is also accompanied by an advantage, that is, if I don't drink too much, under normal circumstances, it is very easy for me to wake up from the drunk state.Han Hongyu is taking a shower, Su Cheng has finished taking a shower and is lying on the bed on my left side.They both share a bed.It's not because of their close relationship, it's just that there are only two beds in our temporary residence, and as a drunk person, I sleep extremely domineeringly. Declared my exclusive sovereignty over this bed.

"You're awake!" Su Cheng said in surprise.There was a weird smile on his face, which made people feel that he had already known some secrets that he shouldn't know, and he might be coerced by him to do something "out of his power".I suddenly felt that maybe I did or said something unexpected when I was dizzy!However, this is just an "unintentional mistake", and I will never admit it.He seemed to know how I should respond, so he just threatened me with terrifying eyes, but he didn't take any actual action.

"I should take a shower, my body is sticky, and I can't sleep well." I decisively changed the topic, and didn't continue to chat about the whole story of my "drinking".

"Wait a minute! He should be done washing soon." He didn't seem to notice my "diverting the topic", and he still answered the question that I already knew the answer in a serious manner.

"Do you know all the people who came tonight?" I asked.Because I didn't feel the intimacy from their communication.

"Just know one. I introduced you, Dong Zi." He replied.

Dong Zi, she is a girl who is very different from the girls I have been in contact with before.She has an unmistakable wild beauty.She has bright red lips and a strong perfume on her body, which is very sweet, but I don't know what brand it is.She is about 1.6 meters five, with a good face and a slender figure.Her fingers are very white and thin. When I touch her, I have a longing that I never want to let go.Perhaps it was because it was the first time I met a girl like her. Apart from being fresh, I actually felt that a girl like her who was a bit rebellious, a bit social, and a bit unrestrained, also had a great loveliness.She smoked and drank heavily.I don't smoke, and I can't stand the smell of burning cigarettes.But this night is quite different, I actually like this taste a little bit.Perhaps the smoke from her sweet mouth is also tainted with sweetness. To be honest, I am a little obsessed with this taste.My problem of being at a loss when I saw a girl happened again at this moment. Fortunately, this was a night where I could only drink and not talk. Everything I wanted to say or should be said could be replaced by alcohol.So, I couldn't help drinking a lot until she left.And I actually forgot to ask her for her contact information. Maybe I was too timid at the time, or maybe I felt that even if I had contact information, it would be difficult to continue the conversation.In short, all these were left behind by me after a big drunk.It's just her name, but her appearance remains in my heart, maybe she will be my memory for the rest of my life!

"How did you know Dong Zi?" I asked.I still want to know more about this girl who interests me very much, even if there will be no other changes because of this, I still want to know very much.

"She's just a normal friend! I also met at such a reception, and I just asked for her contact information. This time, I just asked out to play together. I don't like her very much." Su Cheng replied.This was beyond my expectation, I thought he would be very familiar with her.Moreover, in this way, this night's reception was somewhat unbelievable.Our three very good friends, Dong Zi whom Su Cheng just met, and her friends formed this reception.

"It turned out to be like this!" I could only shake my head.It was even more disappointing, after all, it was impossible for him to have a deeper understanding of her. "Why don't you like her? I think she's pretty, and she's a nice person!" I'm a little curious about his evaluation. In the video, he rarely has such an evaluation of people.He is a wonderful person.

"I don't know. Maybe it's because she smokes! I don't like girls who smoke. Although I smoke too, it's always bad for girls to smoke. And her friends seem a little too much, you know Well, I can't help feeling a lot of disgust for her when I imagine that she's had sex with a lot of people at her age."

His answer shocked me.Although, "□□" is just his imagination.However, according to the general situation, his hypothesis may be somewhat accurate.

"Even so, I still like her quite a lot. I think she is a very bold and individual person. Of course, she pursues freedom, and of course it is more likely that she does not know why. However, compared to those who are pretentious, or blindly follow the rules As far as people are concerned, I would be more than happy to accept someone like her who can be approached with an open heart. Maybe I have a personality like her in my bones, after all, sometimes I don’t know the difference Keep yourself up!" I don't quite agree with his words, because I think his evaluation is a bit too self-centered and a bit too well-behaved.Just like smoking and sex, if it is said that smoking should be accepted by men, why shouldn’t smoking be accepted by girls? Of course, whether smoking itself should be accepted is another matter.Personally, I am extremely against it, because I really have a nauseous feeling about the smell of smoke.This may be caused by physiological reasons!As for sex, I can say responsibly that men have this kind of impulse when they reach a certain age, and under the strong possessive desire, they will have the idea of ​​possessing many women.Of course, it's just some kind of fantasy that stays in my mind.But if there is such an opportunity, and without any special restrictions, the possibility of truly restraining oneself and maintaining absolute rationality is extremely small.At the very least, thinking about □□, and □□ is extremely normal for men.A man may have this purely physical relationship with many women in his life, so why not a woman? From the perspective of fairness, of course it is possible.And if this kind of "□□" thing should not be done in the first place, then the criticism can naturally be applied to everyone.Just like that, Su Cheng's disgust can in turn become her evaluation of all of us.It's just, why do you hate it? It's like a person who steals hates someone who does the same job, and this disgust comes from his evaluation of his "stealing" behavior.This is very unreasonable, even self-contradictory.And we are almost always doing these self-contradictory things and saying these self-contradictory words, and we don't find this mistake at all, but take it as a firm belief in our own value.This is indeed very confusing.After all, sometimes, the so-called "reason" does not make sense.

Han Hongyu finally took a shower, and he walked out wrapped in a towel. "I seem to hear you say □□, it's really a yearning thing to say!" He said to himself, as if he had fallen into endless reverie because of this overheard word.He is always like this, his face is full of intoxication, matching his current attire, plus our understanding of his past as a "loser", it made us laugh out loud.

"Speaking of which, have you ever had sex?" He asked a little excitedly, as if he wanted to introduce some more realistic scenarios into his fantasy.

"No!" I didn't fulfill his wish, of course, I was telling the truth.

"Well, count it, yes!" Su Cheng said.His answer like this immediately aroused my curiosity.This is indeed a novel topic for us, because we always treat this kind of thing as a scourge on weekdays, especially if we are afraid of it, let alone introduce it into the conversation openly and honestly.

"A girl I met at a bar! I bought her a few drinks, and then went to the hotel in a daze. I have long forgotten her appearance and her name. It's just the feeling at the time, not bad. Her The body is very fragrant, this is my deepest impression. Maybe I am more sensitive to smell. The first time, it is very casual, but this thing really needs experience, and it was quite difficult at the beginning. "He spoke vaguely about his experience.Maybe he felt embarrassed, or maybe he really forgot, what he said was not too detailed.What we listened to was not very enjoyable.And when we strongly asked him to talk about it in detail, he kept silent. "It's better to experience this thing by yourself, I can't explain why!" These were his last words.And since he has said so, we are naturally helpless.

I took a shower, and it felt like all the wine I drank that night turned into sweat and was washed away in the bathroom.My body felt a lot lighter all of a sudden, and I didn't even feel sleepy anymore.We talked a lot, and Han Hongyu said that he still likes Wang Fang, just like before.I think this may be the feeling of "first love" that people often say.Su Cheng said that his life is still chaotic, as if he is always struggling among different women, but he can't always find where he belongs.I don't know whether to envy him or feel sad for him, maybe his life like this is also wonderful!I would really like to experience it.

night, already deep.It was already a little white outside the window, and it was almost dawn.We will eventually go our separate ways.