He is the school grass next door
Chapter 46: Chapter 46
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The first evening self-study get out of class is over, Bai Qi is in a daze, he rarely does nothing like this, and he doesn't even know that get out of class is over.
Just when he was in a daze, Liu XX next to him patted him.
"Jianyan is looking for you."
"Ah?" Bai Qi turned his head and saw Jian Yan waiting for him in the corridor again, his heart skipped a beat.
"Thank you." Bai Qi blocked the document given by the teacher with a book, got up and walked outside.As soon as he came out, there was a gust of wind, and he couldn't help but look up at the direction the wind was blowing. There was a camphor tree in front of him on the right.
"This way." Jian Yan saw Bai Qi foolishly looking in other directions, walked over and pulled him to the corner of the stairs where few people would pass by, "Are you hungry? You haven't eaten much tonight."
Bai Qi touched his stomach, he didn't have any appetite, and he didn't feel hungry, so he shook his head and said, "No, I'm fine."
Jian Yan didn't speak, he took out a piece of chocolate from his pocket and stuffed it in Bai Qi's hand, Bai Qi looked down and felt something was wrong.
Remove the chocolate, and there is a folded paper underneath.
His expression finally collapsed, and his breathing became tense.
"What's this."
"Love letter." Jian Yan whispered, the light in the classroom shone on his beautifully contoured side face, and his facial features looked particularly three-dimensional under the shadow.
Obviously he was just a tall boy in a blue and white school uniform, but Bai Qi really felt that he was a bit too much, and it was the first time he realized why those girls were so crazy when they saw him.
Bai Qi's Adam's apple twitched, he grabbed the love letter Jian Yan wrote to him, but he was afraid to crump the paper, and ended up breaking the chocolate in his hand instead.
"I asked the housekeeper to find a tutor. I won't be staying at the school from next month. I'll go back to study after school." Jian Yan had a smile in his eyes, but he wasn't skinny at all, giving off a very gentle feeling.
Bai Qi's mouth moved, and he didn't know what to say, so he could only nod.He found that he seemed to be in a passive state all the time in this kind of matter, in short, he was the leader.
A few students rushed up from below, Bai Qi was taken aback, he quickly stepped back down the stairs, looking at the disappearing figures of those people in a panic, he didn't know what he was worried about.
Finally he calmed down, before he had time to recover, his face was pinched, Bai Qi looked over in a daze, Jian Yan's kiss had already fallen.
He kissed very lightly, just like the moment when the leaves float down and touch the water surface, although it is soft, it is not just a simple lip contact. Ten thousand times, Bai could not push him away.
Knowing that someone may come up at any time.
Bai Qi's breathing became short of breath, and finally Jian Yan let him go.The man had a very serious expression. He looked at Bai Qi's face as if he was staring at something beautiful, his cheeks were slightly flushed.
"Every time I kiss you, you feel like a bully."
Bai Qi stretched out his hand and rubbed his mouth, not knowing how to meet his gaze, there was nowhere to place his gaze.
"You're really cute." Jian Yan leaned on the handrail of the stairs, looking at Bai Qi's face with those focused and lazy eyes.
Bai Qi glared at him, "I beat you."
"Well, I allow you to beat me." Jian Yan grabbed Bai Qi's hand and pressed it to his chest. Bai Qi felt his body temperature and the beating heartbeat under his chest, and his face immediately turned red.
He felt like he was getting an electric shock and wanted to pull out his hand, but Jian Yan was really strong and refused to let him take it away.
"I didn't fall in love with you, so don't come here at every turn."
Bai Qi clenched his hands into fists and was about to seriously break free, but Jian Yan grabbed Bai Qi's fist, then lowered his head and kissed it.
"I'm chasing you." He raised his eyes to look at Bai Qi, put down his hand, then took out a small box wrapped in paper from his pocket, and stuffed it into Bai Qi's hand.
"What is this? It's so heavy, it can't be another gold bar, right?"
"You'll find out when you go back and watch." Jian Yan's smile at this time finally has his usual look, hearty and a little awkward.
Bai Qi cut it, shook the things in the box up and down, looked up at Jian Yan and said, "Why are you so excited? If you didn't get into Peking University, I wouldn't have taken a fancy to you..."
"I can pass the exam, I can pass the exam." Jian Yan smiled more happily, "If I get into Peking University, I can be with you, and I can get into ten Peking Universities."
"Are you stupid? There are so many Peking University exams for you." Bai Qi lowered his head, a mouthful of air puffed up in his mouth, and finally turned into a sigh. He suddenly became a little melancholy again.
"What's wrong?" Jian Yan poked Bai Qi's face, her fingertips were gentle.
Bai Qi slapped his hand away, with a displeased expression on his face, "I believe you a ghost."
"Really, believe me, how about you tell me what to do?"
"In the final exam of this semester, you should be among the top [-] first."
"I'll show you the top fifty."
"Impossible, get lost."
"What should I do if I really enter the top [-]?"
"Do you think the book is so easy to read? You only got five points in the math test, do you know what five points represent?" Bai Qi poked Jian Yan's chest, but Jian Yan grabbed his finger, "What does it represent?"
"There is still one Guo Xiangrui between you and me! He got 140 in math last time."
Probably because Bai Qi mentioned other boys, Jian Yan's face was a little dark, and he held Bai Qi's hand even tighter.
"Who is Guo Xiangrui?"
"Just bald." Bai Qi felt that Jian Yan was a bit strange, and couldn't help but leaned back a little.
Knowing who that person is, Jian Yan's expression finally returned to normal, "Aren't there still several monthly exams in between? There are also midterm exams, and I will move forward every time, and I will reach fifty soon."
"That's unlikely, you only got five points in the test last time." Bai Qi muttered softly, looking at him, Jian Yan felt that Bai Qi was like an annoyed little rabbit, so he couldn't hold back and hugged him up.
The impact was probably a bit strong, and the two of them took a few steps back together.
"So my score of five in the math test has become black history in your heart, right?"
"Yes! I have never seen other people get such a low score in the test. How can you only get five points in the test?"
"You're just amazing. You know everything, and you can take first place in everything. I'm not as smart as you."
"Let me go, someone will come later."
"I'm not feeling well... dizzy." Jian Yan put his upper body on the showman, and immediately pressed down his own weight.
"Go to the infirmary by yourself, don't pester me." Bai Qi really has nothing to do with him, so... Maybe he was like this before, how could Bai beat him up and let him go.
But now I don't know what's going on, he just can't swear particularly dirty words, and he's too embarrassed to really hit him again.
It felt like I wanted to keep a certain reserved impression in front of him, I don't know if it was because he had kissed her.
Inexplicably feel that Jian Yan is different from others.
"I'll be able to revive you with full blood after holding you for a while. Really, the smell on your body makes me feel very at ease."
Jian Yan sniffed twice, then sighed, "You smell really good."
"You scumbag, tell the truth..." Bai didn't know what to say, so he stuttered all of a sudden.
"Ok?"
"I think you look like a scumbag, you look alike, you speak alike, and you act alike."
"I'm not." Jian Yan quickly let go of Bai Qi, clasped her hands together solemnly, and stood upright, "I'm serious, okay?"
"Where are you going to get out of here? I'm going back, and I have to go to class."
"Really, you are the first person I like. I never thought about these things before. I play games every day, and the rest of the time is practice. At that time, I was preparing to debut, and the company did not allow dating. .”
"Cut." Bai Qi turned his head away from him, "Anyway, you can say whatever you want."
"It's true, I didn't lie to you, before I returned to China, there was a top LOL e-sports team in Korea who wanted to sign me... I am really good at playing League of Legends, but my dad told me to come back."
Shan and Jianyan looked helpless, Bai Qi felt soft-hearted seeing him like this, he stared at Jianyan and said, "Really?"
"...Do you trust me?"
"Go on."
"Last year, I made it to the first place in points, and the Korean server came first, but it should drop down now."
How awesome... Bai Qi heard him say it with his own ears, but still thinks this guy is awesome.
He silently thought about the tragic situation when he was in the rankings in his heart. Fuck, if he can double row with Jian Yan in the future, he will become a winner in life. After all, he is the king of Hanbok who protects him, and he can OK the professional e-sports hands.
"I was addicted to the Internet at the time, and I never thought about feelings. I never thought that I would like a boy. I only liked it after I met you. I said that it is true that I can go to Peking University for you. I want to be with you. It's true that you're in love."
Bai Qi blushed when he teased him, he pushed Jian Yan's face away with one hand, frowned and said in a low voice awkwardly: "You pass the exam first and then talk about what you have, I don't care if you are true or not."
The class bell rang, and Bai Qi wanted to leave, but Jian Yan hugged her waist from behind.
He whispered against Bai Qi's ear, "I like you", then immediately let go of his hand and ran away.
Bai Qi felt that he was going crazy, he stared at Jian Yan's back, patted his red and hot face, took a few deep breaths on the spot, and then returned to the classroom.
Putting the chocolate on the desk, Bai Qi took out the letter from his pocket, and put the small box directly on the desk.
The classmate next to him hasn't moved since get out of class, and has been working on the questions. Bai Qi looked around, and then piled up a small hidden corner with books and came out.
He took the textbook to block it, and his movements were very small, for fear of being discovered by others, he slowly opened the letter paper.
Jian Yan's handwriting is not very good-looking, but it is unexpectedly cute. If he has to say it, it feels a bit like a girl's handwriting. He wrote a full page eloquently, looking full of sincerity.
Why, I have a lot of things I want to tell you, but I always feel that if I tell you face to face, you may think that I am joking with you, or lying to you or something.
I will never lie to you when it comes to issues of principle. Believe me, I am not this kind of personality. I really don't talk much, and I don't like to talk to others.
Don't look at me like a mentally retarded person laughing and joking in front of you every day, but in fact, when I was in Korea, I went to see a psychiatrist by myself, because I always felt very uncomfortable at that time, and I felt that being alive was so tiring.
You will definitely not have such negative thoughts. You may think that I am an idiot. I am so rich and looking for troubles. In fact, I am really troubled... Before my mother gave birth to me, my dad found out about my cheating. Maintaining the business relationship between the two companies has not broken the face. My dad has always felt that I am not his son, and he is too lazy to do a paternity test, and he doesn't care about me.
Later, when the two of them divorced, my grandfather was more considerate. He knew that my father liked my brother very much and never doubted it, so he went to do a paternity test for them in private.
The result is that I am my father's biological son, but my brother is not. My brother belongs to my mother and someone else... This is why my father wanted me. I thought what was going on at the time, I was an object, Nobody takes me seriously.
The most important thing is that even though he knew that my brother was not his own, my dad still treated him very well. It was my brother's birthday some time ago, and he even called my brother back to hold a birthday party for him at home. I really...I really It's so uncomfortable, I can't even compare to other people's children.
My dad has a bunch of lovers outside, and he eats scum like men and women. I wanted to give up on myself, but I knew my dad didn't like me very much. I was afraid that if I didn't obey me, one day I would really have nothing.
I'm scared to death, so I still listen to his words, I feel that I have no backbone at all, if it were you, I would definitely say that I don't care about you, why should I treat you as a father if you don't treat me as a son?I think you are really cool, I really envy you.
Anyway, I have always been contradictory, disappointed with myself and the world. I was cold, hungry and lost when I returned to China on New Year’s Eve. It's news, my dad might regret it, I walked around a circle, and finally got tired of walking, so I found a chair and sat down, and then I saw you.
You sit on the chair and watch the fireworks alone, and you are still eating hot dogs. I don’t know what’s wrong, but I think you look cute and handsome. I thought it would be nice if you could care about me, I’m sure will be very happy.
In the end, you punched me later, maybe I acted too perverted, but it was because you hit me that I didn't think about jumping into the river that night. I picked up your student ID card, so I went back and checked it out. Then I realized that you are really good.
You have been winning prizes since you were a child. I feel that if I were someone like you, my family would definitely not treat me like this.
At the beginning, I was looking forward to you, wanting to know what kind of person you are, and slowly, I think you are so gentle, although you look fierce, but in fact, you will not hurt anyone at all, probably the so-called kindness Sincere, strong and brave, with countless shining qualities, and so smart, hey, I am not worthy...
Anyway, I have been stalking you all the time, but I really want to love someone with all my strength. Because of you, I have expectations for the world for the first time, and because of you, I have the first time The idea that we must work hard is no longer so negative all day long.
I know that my thinking is naive, but I am really afraid that I will become more and more hypocritical in the future. I don't want to be like my dad, it's disgusting.
Can you look at me more?Hug me once in a while, I really need you, if you look at me, I will be motivated to do many things.
I am really vicious, I know you are the softest, and I have told you so much, I should let you keep your judgment and not give you a chance to add sympathy points.
...But apart from my face, I don't have any shining points. Why don't you spend my money, okay? Spend a little more to make me feel safe, otherwise I always feel that I have nothing worthy of your nostalgia, you Maybe one day you say leave me and leave me.
You ignored me in the past two weeks, I kept thinking wildly, and cried many times hugging the quilt, can you stop doing this in the future?I really like you, I like you very much, I can change whatever you think is wrong with me.
I really want to be with you all the time.
There is no content here, and Bai Qi feels a little heavy after reading it.
Simply put, I'm too humbled.
He couldn't help but think of what his father had said to him again. Jian Yan said that if his father was involved in this way, he would probably be scolded to death.
But in short, his father seems to have never cared about him, and his demands on him have always been very selfish. His growth environment and education are completely different from his own.
Hey...why is it so miserable, it turned out that he was the pervert on New Year's Eve, really, who would have thought of that?
Bai Qi refolded the letter written by Jian Yan, stuffed it into his pocket, picked up the notebook and began to write a reply to him seriously.He kept thinking, writing a few sentences and thinking about it, and he didn't finish the third check until the bell rang after class.
Before the people around moved, Bai Qi tore the paper, folded it casually a few times, put it in another pocket, got up and left.
"Brother Qi, why are you leaving so early today?" The fat man raised his head and glanced at Bai Qi, thinking that Bai Qi, who usually had to stay here to study for an extra hour, was a bit strange today.
"Well, I have something to do." Bai Qi replied, and soon disappeared.
The author has something to say: a small theater in the brain:
After meeting Mr. Jian, the new little secretary immediately felt that all the danmei novels she had read had a face.This immediate boss has a good-looking appearance, a gold-studded resume, and he handles things swiftly and resolutely. He can kill with just one look, and his aura is invincible.
As a result, when she went to the meeting room to pour tea last time, the little secretary heard him say in front of all the high-level officials with a serious face: "It's getting cold, let the Wang family go bankrupt." She almost dropped the cup.
In every domineering CEO essay, there is always a bankrupt Wang family. The secretary feels that Wang family is miserable, and what did Wang family do wrong.
... This ruthless and domineering president surnamed Jian seems to be a bit of a dick at certain times, but she dare not say or ask.
In the tea room, she listened to the seniors chatting, and everyone chatted about Mr. Jian and his partner's gossip.
"Mr. Jian tormented Secretary Li some time ago, saying why Secretary Li's wife would get Secretary Li's salary on time every month, but his wife didn't spend much of his money. He is obviously so rich."
"Then Secretary Li's wife is a full-time housewife at home. What can I do? Mr. Bai is such a good man, and he doesn't lack money, so he can stay at home obediently and serve Mr. Jian tea and beat his back to try the bath water? What is Mr. Jian thinking about recently? .”
"It probably has something to do with the Wang family. The Wang family has declared bankruptcy. Have you heard that? Last time that boy from the Wang family blatantly molested Mr. Bai at a charity auction, he was caught by Mr. Jian."
"Boss Jane is amazing, the domineering president himself, he is also good-looking! And he is domineering!"
"But I've always heard Mr. Bai calling Mr. Jian a jerk... Sure enough, Mr. Bai is the one at the top of the food chain."
Damn it, Mr. Bai understands so well!
Hearing this, the little secretary felt that the legendary Mr. Bai was really too reasonable, what kind of Tianliang Wangpo, such a domineering ghost, Mr. Jian is clearly a second-year-old with a domineering skin at his age okay!
The first evening self-study get out of class is over, Bai Qi is in a daze, he rarely does nothing like this, and he doesn't even know that get out of class is over.
Just when he was in a daze, Liu XX next to him patted him.
"Jianyan is looking for you."
"Ah?" Bai Qi turned his head and saw Jian Yan waiting for him in the corridor again, his heart skipped a beat.
"Thank you." Bai Qi blocked the document given by the teacher with a book, got up and walked outside.As soon as he came out, there was a gust of wind, and he couldn't help but look up at the direction the wind was blowing. There was a camphor tree in front of him on the right.
"This way." Jian Yan saw Bai Qi foolishly looking in other directions, walked over and pulled him to the corner of the stairs where few people would pass by, "Are you hungry? You haven't eaten much tonight."
Bai Qi touched his stomach, he didn't have any appetite, and he didn't feel hungry, so he shook his head and said, "No, I'm fine."
Jian Yan didn't speak, he took out a piece of chocolate from his pocket and stuffed it in Bai Qi's hand, Bai Qi looked down and felt something was wrong.
Remove the chocolate, and there is a folded paper underneath.
His expression finally collapsed, and his breathing became tense.
"What's this."
"Love letter." Jian Yan whispered, the light in the classroom shone on his beautifully contoured side face, and his facial features looked particularly three-dimensional under the shadow.
Obviously he was just a tall boy in a blue and white school uniform, but Bai Qi really felt that he was a bit too much, and it was the first time he realized why those girls were so crazy when they saw him.
Bai Qi's Adam's apple twitched, he grabbed the love letter Jian Yan wrote to him, but he was afraid to crump the paper, and ended up breaking the chocolate in his hand instead.
"I asked the housekeeper to find a tutor. I won't be staying at the school from next month. I'll go back to study after school." Jian Yan had a smile in his eyes, but he wasn't skinny at all, giving off a very gentle feeling.
Bai Qi's mouth moved, and he didn't know what to say, so he could only nod.He found that he seemed to be in a passive state all the time in this kind of matter, in short, he was the leader.
A few students rushed up from below, Bai Qi was taken aback, he quickly stepped back down the stairs, looking at the disappearing figures of those people in a panic, he didn't know what he was worried about.
Finally he calmed down, before he had time to recover, his face was pinched, Bai Qi looked over in a daze, Jian Yan's kiss had already fallen.
He kissed very lightly, just like the moment when the leaves float down and touch the water surface, although it is soft, it is not just a simple lip contact. Ten thousand times, Bai could not push him away.
Knowing that someone may come up at any time.
Bai Qi's breathing became short of breath, and finally Jian Yan let him go.The man had a very serious expression. He looked at Bai Qi's face as if he was staring at something beautiful, his cheeks were slightly flushed.
"Every time I kiss you, you feel like a bully."
Bai Qi stretched out his hand and rubbed his mouth, not knowing how to meet his gaze, there was nowhere to place his gaze.
"You're really cute." Jian Yan leaned on the handrail of the stairs, looking at Bai Qi's face with those focused and lazy eyes.
Bai Qi glared at him, "I beat you."
"Well, I allow you to beat me." Jian Yan grabbed Bai Qi's hand and pressed it to his chest. Bai Qi felt his body temperature and the beating heartbeat under his chest, and his face immediately turned red.
He felt like he was getting an electric shock and wanted to pull out his hand, but Jian Yan was really strong and refused to let him take it away.
"I didn't fall in love with you, so don't come here at every turn."
Bai Qi clenched his hands into fists and was about to seriously break free, but Jian Yan grabbed Bai Qi's fist, then lowered his head and kissed it.
"I'm chasing you." He raised his eyes to look at Bai Qi, put down his hand, then took out a small box wrapped in paper from his pocket, and stuffed it into Bai Qi's hand.
"What is this? It's so heavy, it can't be another gold bar, right?"
"You'll find out when you go back and watch." Jian Yan's smile at this time finally has his usual look, hearty and a little awkward.
Bai Qi cut it, shook the things in the box up and down, looked up at Jian Yan and said, "Why are you so excited? If you didn't get into Peking University, I wouldn't have taken a fancy to you..."
"I can pass the exam, I can pass the exam." Jian Yan smiled more happily, "If I get into Peking University, I can be with you, and I can get into ten Peking Universities."
"Are you stupid? There are so many Peking University exams for you." Bai Qi lowered his head, a mouthful of air puffed up in his mouth, and finally turned into a sigh. He suddenly became a little melancholy again.
"What's wrong?" Jian Yan poked Bai Qi's face, her fingertips were gentle.
Bai Qi slapped his hand away, with a displeased expression on his face, "I believe you a ghost."
"Really, believe me, how about you tell me what to do?"
"In the final exam of this semester, you should be among the top [-] first."
"I'll show you the top fifty."
"Impossible, get lost."
"What should I do if I really enter the top [-]?"
"Do you think the book is so easy to read? You only got five points in the math test, do you know what five points represent?" Bai Qi poked Jian Yan's chest, but Jian Yan grabbed his finger, "What does it represent?"
"There is still one Guo Xiangrui between you and me! He got 140 in math last time."
Probably because Bai Qi mentioned other boys, Jian Yan's face was a little dark, and he held Bai Qi's hand even tighter.
"Who is Guo Xiangrui?"
"Just bald." Bai Qi felt that Jian Yan was a bit strange, and couldn't help but leaned back a little.
Knowing who that person is, Jian Yan's expression finally returned to normal, "Aren't there still several monthly exams in between? There are also midterm exams, and I will move forward every time, and I will reach fifty soon."
"That's unlikely, you only got five points in the test last time." Bai Qi muttered softly, looking at him, Jian Yan felt that Bai Qi was like an annoyed little rabbit, so he couldn't hold back and hugged him up.
The impact was probably a bit strong, and the two of them took a few steps back together.
"So my score of five in the math test has become black history in your heart, right?"
"Yes! I have never seen other people get such a low score in the test. How can you only get five points in the test?"
"You're just amazing. You know everything, and you can take first place in everything. I'm not as smart as you."
"Let me go, someone will come later."
"I'm not feeling well... dizzy." Jian Yan put his upper body on the showman, and immediately pressed down his own weight.
"Go to the infirmary by yourself, don't pester me." Bai Qi really has nothing to do with him, so... Maybe he was like this before, how could Bai beat him up and let him go.
But now I don't know what's going on, he just can't swear particularly dirty words, and he's too embarrassed to really hit him again.
It felt like I wanted to keep a certain reserved impression in front of him, I don't know if it was because he had kissed her.
Inexplicably feel that Jian Yan is different from others.
"I'll be able to revive you with full blood after holding you for a while. Really, the smell on your body makes me feel very at ease."
Jian Yan sniffed twice, then sighed, "You smell really good."
"You scumbag, tell the truth..." Bai didn't know what to say, so he stuttered all of a sudden.
"Ok?"
"I think you look like a scumbag, you look alike, you speak alike, and you act alike."
"I'm not." Jian Yan quickly let go of Bai Qi, clasped her hands together solemnly, and stood upright, "I'm serious, okay?"
"Where are you going to get out of here? I'm going back, and I have to go to class."
"Really, you are the first person I like. I never thought about these things before. I play games every day, and the rest of the time is practice. At that time, I was preparing to debut, and the company did not allow dating. .”
"Cut." Bai Qi turned his head away from him, "Anyway, you can say whatever you want."
"It's true, I didn't lie to you, before I returned to China, there was a top LOL e-sports team in Korea who wanted to sign me... I am really good at playing League of Legends, but my dad told me to come back."
Shan and Jianyan looked helpless, Bai Qi felt soft-hearted seeing him like this, he stared at Jianyan and said, "Really?"
"...Do you trust me?"
"Go on."
"Last year, I made it to the first place in points, and the Korean server came first, but it should drop down now."
How awesome... Bai Qi heard him say it with his own ears, but still thinks this guy is awesome.
He silently thought about the tragic situation when he was in the rankings in his heart. Fuck, if he can double row with Jian Yan in the future, he will become a winner in life. After all, he is the king of Hanbok who protects him, and he can OK the professional e-sports hands.
"I was addicted to the Internet at the time, and I never thought about feelings. I never thought that I would like a boy. I only liked it after I met you. I said that it is true that I can go to Peking University for you. I want to be with you. It's true that you're in love."
Bai Qi blushed when he teased him, he pushed Jian Yan's face away with one hand, frowned and said in a low voice awkwardly: "You pass the exam first and then talk about what you have, I don't care if you are true or not."
The class bell rang, and Bai Qi wanted to leave, but Jian Yan hugged her waist from behind.
He whispered against Bai Qi's ear, "I like you", then immediately let go of his hand and ran away.
Bai Qi felt that he was going crazy, he stared at Jian Yan's back, patted his red and hot face, took a few deep breaths on the spot, and then returned to the classroom.
Putting the chocolate on the desk, Bai Qi took out the letter from his pocket, and put the small box directly on the desk.
The classmate next to him hasn't moved since get out of class, and has been working on the questions. Bai Qi looked around, and then piled up a small hidden corner with books and came out.
He took the textbook to block it, and his movements were very small, for fear of being discovered by others, he slowly opened the letter paper.
Jian Yan's handwriting is not very good-looking, but it is unexpectedly cute. If he has to say it, it feels a bit like a girl's handwriting. He wrote a full page eloquently, looking full of sincerity.
Why, I have a lot of things I want to tell you, but I always feel that if I tell you face to face, you may think that I am joking with you, or lying to you or something.
I will never lie to you when it comes to issues of principle. Believe me, I am not this kind of personality. I really don't talk much, and I don't like to talk to others.
Don't look at me like a mentally retarded person laughing and joking in front of you every day, but in fact, when I was in Korea, I went to see a psychiatrist by myself, because I always felt very uncomfortable at that time, and I felt that being alive was so tiring.
You will definitely not have such negative thoughts. You may think that I am an idiot. I am so rich and looking for troubles. In fact, I am really troubled... Before my mother gave birth to me, my dad found out about my cheating. Maintaining the business relationship between the two companies has not broken the face. My dad has always felt that I am not his son, and he is too lazy to do a paternity test, and he doesn't care about me.
Later, when the two of them divorced, my grandfather was more considerate. He knew that my father liked my brother very much and never doubted it, so he went to do a paternity test for them in private.
The result is that I am my father's biological son, but my brother is not. My brother belongs to my mother and someone else... This is why my father wanted me. I thought what was going on at the time, I was an object, Nobody takes me seriously.
The most important thing is that even though he knew that my brother was not his own, my dad still treated him very well. It was my brother's birthday some time ago, and he even called my brother back to hold a birthday party for him at home. I really...I really It's so uncomfortable, I can't even compare to other people's children.
My dad has a bunch of lovers outside, and he eats scum like men and women. I wanted to give up on myself, but I knew my dad didn't like me very much. I was afraid that if I didn't obey me, one day I would really have nothing.
I'm scared to death, so I still listen to his words, I feel that I have no backbone at all, if it were you, I would definitely say that I don't care about you, why should I treat you as a father if you don't treat me as a son?I think you are really cool, I really envy you.
Anyway, I have always been contradictory, disappointed with myself and the world. I was cold, hungry and lost when I returned to China on New Year’s Eve. It's news, my dad might regret it, I walked around a circle, and finally got tired of walking, so I found a chair and sat down, and then I saw you.
You sit on the chair and watch the fireworks alone, and you are still eating hot dogs. I don’t know what’s wrong, but I think you look cute and handsome. I thought it would be nice if you could care about me, I’m sure will be very happy.
In the end, you punched me later, maybe I acted too perverted, but it was because you hit me that I didn't think about jumping into the river that night. I picked up your student ID card, so I went back and checked it out. Then I realized that you are really good.
You have been winning prizes since you were a child. I feel that if I were someone like you, my family would definitely not treat me like this.
At the beginning, I was looking forward to you, wanting to know what kind of person you are, and slowly, I think you are so gentle, although you look fierce, but in fact, you will not hurt anyone at all, probably the so-called kindness Sincere, strong and brave, with countless shining qualities, and so smart, hey, I am not worthy...
Anyway, I have been stalking you all the time, but I really want to love someone with all my strength. Because of you, I have expectations for the world for the first time, and because of you, I have the first time The idea that we must work hard is no longer so negative all day long.
I know that my thinking is naive, but I am really afraid that I will become more and more hypocritical in the future. I don't want to be like my dad, it's disgusting.
Can you look at me more?Hug me once in a while, I really need you, if you look at me, I will be motivated to do many things.
I am really vicious, I know you are the softest, and I have told you so much, I should let you keep your judgment and not give you a chance to add sympathy points.
...But apart from my face, I don't have any shining points. Why don't you spend my money, okay? Spend a little more to make me feel safe, otherwise I always feel that I have nothing worthy of your nostalgia, you Maybe one day you say leave me and leave me.
You ignored me in the past two weeks, I kept thinking wildly, and cried many times hugging the quilt, can you stop doing this in the future?I really like you, I like you very much, I can change whatever you think is wrong with me.
I really want to be with you all the time.
There is no content here, and Bai Qi feels a little heavy after reading it.
Simply put, I'm too humbled.
He couldn't help but think of what his father had said to him again. Jian Yan said that if his father was involved in this way, he would probably be scolded to death.
But in short, his father seems to have never cared about him, and his demands on him have always been very selfish. His growth environment and education are completely different from his own.
Hey...why is it so miserable, it turned out that he was the pervert on New Year's Eve, really, who would have thought of that?
Bai Qi refolded the letter written by Jian Yan, stuffed it into his pocket, picked up the notebook and began to write a reply to him seriously.He kept thinking, writing a few sentences and thinking about it, and he didn't finish the third check until the bell rang after class.
Before the people around moved, Bai Qi tore the paper, folded it casually a few times, put it in another pocket, got up and left.
"Brother Qi, why are you leaving so early today?" The fat man raised his head and glanced at Bai Qi, thinking that Bai Qi, who usually had to stay here to study for an extra hour, was a bit strange today.
"Well, I have something to do." Bai Qi replied, and soon disappeared.
The author has something to say: a small theater in the brain:
After meeting Mr. Jian, the new little secretary immediately felt that all the danmei novels she had read had a face.This immediate boss has a good-looking appearance, a gold-studded resume, and he handles things swiftly and resolutely. He can kill with just one look, and his aura is invincible.
As a result, when she went to the meeting room to pour tea last time, the little secretary heard him say in front of all the high-level officials with a serious face: "It's getting cold, let the Wang family go bankrupt." She almost dropped the cup.
In every domineering CEO essay, there is always a bankrupt Wang family. The secretary feels that Wang family is miserable, and what did Wang family do wrong.
... This ruthless and domineering president surnamed Jian seems to be a bit of a dick at certain times, but she dare not say or ask.
In the tea room, she listened to the seniors chatting, and everyone chatted about Mr. Jian and his partner's gossip.
"Mr. Jian tormented Secretary Li some time ago, saying why Secretary Li's wife would get Secretary Li's salary on time every month, but his wife didn't spend much of his money. He is obviously so rich."
"Then Secretary Li's wife is a full-time housewife at home. What can I do? Mr. Bai is such a good man, and he doesn't lack money, so he can stay at home obediently and serve Mr. Jian tea and beat his back to try the bath water? What is Mr. Jian thinking about recently? .”
"It probably has something to do with the Wang family. The Wang family has declared bankruptcy. Have you heard that? Last time that boy from the Wang family blatantly molested Mr. Bai at a charity auction, he was caught by Mr. Jian."
"Boss Jane is amazing, the domineering president himself, he is also good-looking! And he is domineering!"
"But I've always heard Mr. Bai calling Mr. Jian a jerk... Sure enough, Mr. Bai is the one at the top of the food chain."
Damn it, Mr. Bai understands so well!
Hearing this, the little secretary felt that the legendary Mr. Bai was really too reasonable, what kind of Tianliang Wangpo, such a domineering ghost, Mr. Jian is clearly a second-year-old with a domineering skin at his age okay!
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