Husband went crazy after rebirth

"That's... you?!" Lu Nanbei's peach blossom eyes were almost as round as coins.

That boy never had any contact with me after that day, and I don't know his appearance and name, so I don't remember him for a long time.

Now he finally remembered what Ming Xiao said when he was fighting that day, "I hate this kind of ignorant boys, and I don't like the kind of gangsters who don't do their jobs and fight and kill the society." When is it, he said when he was comforting the boy in the hospital.

I was comforting that boy how bad those school violence people are, and then added that I lost contact with that gangster in City B during that time, and I was upset, so I complained a few words about the gangsters who beat and killed in society... …

Gu Mingxiao gave a light "um", feeling a little uneasy in his heart.He has never dared to tell Beibei, because he felt that he was too bloody, embarrassing and gloomy, and he was completely incompatible with a warm and sunny person like him. He wanted to be gentle and strong in front of him forever.

But in the bottom of my heart, I was also looking forward to it. Maybe Bei Bei could still accept this kind of self, maybe he could fall in love with all of himself—even if the real self was dark and cruel.

Gu Mingxiao didn't show any anxiety on his face, only his slightly clenched fists showed his nervousness.Beibei...how will he react?

Lu Nanbei raised his hand, smoothed his bangs to the back of his head with irritability, and cursed in a low voice that he seldom uttered: "Damn!"

Gu Mingxiao clenched his hands even tighter, and his breathing began to become short of breath.Did I take this wrong step?Beibei can't accept it?

Then Gu Mingxiao was embraced by Lu Nanbei, who rushed forward. Lu Nanbei tightly wrapped his hands around his waist, buried his head in his neck, and said with a trembling voice, "Gu Mingxiao, you Are you fucking going to love me to death?"

"Beibei..." Gu Mingxiao was stunned.

Now when Lu Nanbei thinks that that person is Ming Xiao, he was severely beaten with a stick, his face was slashed with a knife, and his body was covered in blood and bruises, he felt that his heart was being held in his hands. It will be pinched and exploded in seconds.

Ming Xiao is someone who doesn't even dare to say serious words and puts himself on the tip of his heart, yet he was bullied like that by those bastards.If he could be reborn earlier, even if he couldn't fight them head-on, he would beat those people up hard.

"Gu Mingxiao, you bastard!" Lu Nanbei cursed again, "Why didn't you tell me anything?!"

Obviously he saved him by himself, but because he was afraid that he would know his real past, just to let himself see his best side, he hid all bad things by himself.It's no wonder there's nothing wrong with it!

Is it just that you don't trust yourself?If this life is because they have only known each other for two years and have not been together yet, what about the previous life?

They are about to celebrate the seventh year anniversary of their relationship, and they have been married for almost three years. He still doesn't say anything, preferring to carry it alone.

It was the first time that Lu Nanbei felt that he was so narrow-minded and self-willed, because he felt that Ming Xiao's behavior was completely underestimating his love for him-to put it bluntly, he didn't trust himself at all, and he didn't believe that he would love him that much at all. he.

"Beibei..." Gu Mingxiao was at a loss because he felt wet water droplets falling on his neck.

He cried.

"Woooooo..." The more Lu Nanbei thought about it, the more distressed he became, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt wronged. He buried his head in Gu Mingxiao's neck and sobbed softly.

Gu Mingxiao really panicked and wanted to lift Lu Nanbei up, but he hugged his waist tightly and refused to move his head.

Gu Mingxiao frantically hugged him back with his hands, kept stroking his head with the other hand, and kept saying, "Beibei, I was wrong, I was wrong, don't cry, okay, Beibei..."

Lu Nanbei cried for a while and stopped sobbing.Turning her face away for a while, she leaned on his shoulder, sniffed at him and asked, "Hmm...what's wrong with you?"

"I shouldn't have kept it from you." Seeing that he was finally willing to return to him, Gu Mingxiao quickly said, "I promise, if I have anything to say, I will tell you, okay?"

Gu Mingxiao looked at him with crystal teardrops on his eyelashes, red eye sockets and nose, and felt uncomfortable and blamed himself.From knowing Beibei to now, I have never seen him shed tears.He is always full of energy, always looking at himself with a sweet smile, as warm as a little sun, but today he made him cry.

"Hmph... It's useless to promise, you're a big liar!" Lu Nanbei pursed her lips and said aggrievedly.

"I know I was wrong, and I will never do it again." Gu Mingxiao gently wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes with his fingertips, "Trust me again, okay?"

"Not good." Lu Nanbei buried his head and shook his head. After wiping his tears and snot on his shoulders, he raised his head and stared at him, "You still haven't found out what's wrong with you."

"It's not a question of whether I can trust you again." Lu Nanbei looked at him, "It's whether you want to trust me again."

Lu Nanbei continued: "Tell me the truth, in fact, you don't believe that I will always be with you, do you? You still think in your heart that you will be alone and I will leave at any time, right?"

Gu Mingxiao shrank his pupils, moved his throat slightly, and said hesitantly, "Beibei, I..."

Seeing his appearance, Lu Nanbei couldn't understand what it meant?Let go of his hand, broke away from his hand, and said fiercely: "Gu Mingxiao! You have to think about it before you tell me!" His eyes were still red, like an angry little white rabbit.

Then Lu Nanbei left angrily... No, then Lu Nanbei started to take out the clothes that had been taken off the washing machine, and carried the basin to the balcony to dry the clothes.

While drying the clothes, Lu Nanbei pouted and complained in a low voice, "You underestimated my love, you still want me to leave, and finally I know the truth, and I shed tears..."

When he turned around after drying the clothes, he saw Gu Mingxiao standing behind him and staring at him. Lu Nanbei was really a little angry this time, so he endured the thought of hugging him, who looked lonely, and walked directly beside him. Go over and ignore him.

Then Gu Mingxiao followed him all the way, just one step away, he followed him wherever he went, and he just kept staring and didn't speak.

Lu Nanbei couldn't bear it anymore, turned around to look at him, put his hips on his hips and hummed, "Why do you keep following me?"

Gu Mingxiao pursed his lips and said in a low voice: "Didn't the agreement say...you can't sulk with me?"

Lu Nanbei choked for a moment, touched his nose, and said, "Am I sulking? I'm obviously angry, okay?!"

Gu Mingxiao took a step, approached him, and said seriously: "You said that I must not suppress myself, and you said that when I am sad, you will always be by my side to comfort me. Beibei, I am sad now, and I want you consolation."

How can you find someone who makes you sad to comfort you? !And I'm sadder than you!You still haven't told me how you feel about me!What's the use of being nice? !

But the facts have proved that no matter whether it is in his previous life or in this life, as long as Gu Mingxiao lowers his head and turns cowardly, Lu Nanbei... will continue to do this as usual.

Lu Nanbei pinched his face and tugged at him, angrily said: "Comfort you big-headed ghost. You are mad at me, do you know that?"

"I'm sorry." Gu Mingxiao held the hand that was pinching his face, "But I really didn't mean it, it's not that I don't trust you."

Lu Nanbei let Gu Mingxiao hold his hand, and said sullenly, "What is that?"

"I don't believe in myself." Gu Mingxiao gently rubbed his hand, "Beibei, meeting you that day gave me the idea of ​​wanting to be close to you. Actually, I have already dropped out of school It's..."

"What?!" Lu Nanbei raised his voice, it doesn't matter that he is a gangster, he still drops out of school? !Lu Nanbei pressed his tight chest and asked him to continue, "And then?"

"I transferred to your class, and I want to be closer to you." Gu Mingxiao said.

Lu Nanbei roared in his heart: How dare you save a boy who dropped out of school? !

"I became the same table with you, I became good friends with you, and we also have a secret that only we know each other." Gu Mingxiao smiled, "I study hard because I want to take the exam with you." to the same university."

Lu Nanbei's face was already getting a little hot, and he said, "So what does this have to do with what you said you didn't believe in yourself?"

"Beibei, I just wanted to be able to see you, but after I saw you, I wanted to get closer to you, and when I got closer to you, I wanted to get closer to you." Gu Mingxiao didn't answer his question directly, but He continued, "I'm getting closer to you step by step. Obviously our relationship is getting better and better, but I still don't think it's enough..."

Lu Nanbei felt that the direction of his words was a bit dangerous, and the atmosphere was also very dangerous, so he interrupted quickly: "Ming Xiao, cough cough...it's okay, don't talk about it."

Gu Mingxiao's dark eyes stared at Lu Nanbei, dark and deep.

Obviously the distance between himself and him is getting closer and closer, but the desire in his heart is getting bottomless and crazily clamoring, the more he gets, the more he desires.I really want him to be my own Lu Nanbei, I really want to see him in his life in the future.

"Beibei, I don't believe that you can still fall in love with me after showing such a dark and paranoid side of me." Gu Mingxiao said in a low voice, "I have been thinking for a long time, even if we are together, I probably wouldn't tell you all of these things."

"Maybe there's still a chance of making you like me, maybe you know what I've been through and still choose to be with me." Gu Mingxiao stroked his cheek with his free hand, "But the matter about you ... I dare not bet."