Master wants to hug

"How is Yan Shi?" Yu Junhengzhen asked standing beside the bed.

The imperial doctor said: "Mr. Yan's old illness is relapsed, and it's coming fiercely. I can only do my best and obey the destiny."

This is euphemistic, but also understandable.

Yu Junhengzhen nodded.

She is really ruthless like this, there is no worry at all, I wish Yan Shi would never wake up from now on.

Fang Su waited for her outside the hall, saw her come out, and asked, "How?"

"Not good." Yu Junhengzhen looked at Fang Su, and suddenly added, "I will definitely make the imperial physician do his best."

She came to Yan's place after changing out of her coronal clothes. She was dressed in green and did not wear a coronal crown. Her hair was tied up with a jade coronal. She looked clean and looked like a bright moon.

Seeing Fang Su staring at her clothes, Yu Junhengzhen couldn't help but said, "Isn't it pretty?"

"Very good." Fang Su said, "It's just too plain, you looked better in what you wore before."

"I thought……"

"Why?"

"It's nothing." She hesitated to speak, "Master, go back with me."

Fang Su nodded, and just about to turn around, he heard the palace human said: "Mr. Yan is awake, and I want to ask Lord Fang Hou to talk."

Yu Junhengzhen's face froze, and said: "Ms. Yan is not feeling well, please rest well, and we can talk about it after her health improves."

She took Fang Su's hand and said, "Let's go."

Not long after, an extremely weak female voice said: "Stay."

It is continuous rice.

She was helped out of the car and stood at the door, "Your Majesty, Lord Hou."

For a moment, Yu Junhengzhen confirmed that he really wanted to kill her.

She almost tried her best to restrain the tyranny surging in her heart, her veins swelled up in the hand that did not hold Fang Su, obviously she was trying her best to endure it.

"I'm afraid I don't have many days left. If I don't see you today, I'm afraid I won't have the chance to see you again in the future." Yan Shi said.

"let's go."

"Your Majesty obstructed you in every possible way because he was afraid that Lord Hou would know something?" Yan Shi said suddenly.

Yu Junhengzhen turned to Fang Su almost in a panic, "Master."

Fang Su patted Yu Junhengzhen's hand reassuringly, and said, "I'm not going."

Yan Shi looked at her, motionless.

"I believe you."

"I only believe you."

Yu Junhengzhen whispered: "What if I keep it from you?"

"I am willing." She smiled and said, "If you don't want to tell, I won't ask. If you don't want to know, I won't know."

"I'm waiting for you to tell me, or I won't tell you for the rest of my life."

Fang Su said, "It's all fine."

The wind was so strong that Fang Su's words were blown away in the wind.

She should pull up Fang Su and leave now, instead of talking nonsense with Yan Shi here.

But how long can you hide it?

What's more, it's unclear what Yan Shi will say, so instead of letting this incident leave a lump in Fang Su's heart, she might as well let Fang Su go, and then think about how to deal with it.

"Master, I want you to go." She said.

"I'll be waiting for you to come back in the bedroom." Yu Junheng said softly.

Fang Su nodded.

She wanted to leave, but was held back by Yu Junhengzhen.

"Master, I'll wait for you."

I'm afraid she won't come back.

"Then you go in with me?"

Yu Junheng shook her head and said, "I won't go in." She let go.

When Fang walked in, she was still standing outside.

"It's too cold, Your Majesty, go back."

Yu Junheng returned to his senses and said, "Okay."

……

"It's not easy to see Master Hou once." Yan Shi smiled lightly, her lips were bloodless.

"I didn't expect to see you again so soon." Fang Su said lightly.

"I didn't expect that either." Yan Shi leaned on the soft pillow and said, "She is really impatient."

"What do you mean by Yan Shi's words?"

"Your Majesty is so smart, you don't know what I mean."

In Fang Su's eyes, Yan Shi saw the answer.

She smiled and said: "Hengzhen is good everywhere, but she is too impatient. She can slowly put the medicine in my meal like before, killing me without anyone noticing." , three to five years at most, but when you come, she will be different."

"Maybe she really doesn't want you to know what she did."

Fang Su said calmly: "Mr. Yan, if you have something to say, just say it, Yueming is still waiting for me."

"I think she must dislike you calling her that."

Fang Su was taken aback.

"Her name is Yu Junhengzhen, what's Yueming's name?" Yan Shi snorted and said, "It's the name of a dead person, not to mention I chose it. It's strange that she likes it."

"Yueming and Yu Junhengzhen are the same person."

"Are they alone?" Yan Shi said, "Does Hou Ye really think they are alone?"

"For so many years, even though Heng Zhen is not by my side, I know it. I am sensible and reasonable, and I have a degree of advance and retreat. Everything is not embarrassing. Getting along makes people feel like a spring breeze."

"As for Heng Zhen, she pretended to be good in front of you, but she has done so many things and killed so many people, how could she hide her claws and cover up the bloody smell on her body?"

"Master Fang, such a Hengzhen, can you really call her Yueming?"

Fang Su said: "So what?"

"Yes, so what?" Yan Shi said: "If Heng Zhen heard this, she might not only want to kill me, but also herself, that is, Yue Ming."

"Who do you like, Yueming?"

"Who did you write in the genealogy, or Yueming?"

"Heng Zhen's Tsing Yi is very beautiful today, it must be what Yue Ming often wears."

Fang Su looked at her coldly and said, "I like her, no matter who she is."

"Do you think Heng Zhenxin?"

Yan Shi smiled slowly, and said, "Forget it, let's not talk about it."

"The past three years have been extremely difficult for Hengzhen. Everyone is lying to her."

"Including you." Fang Su said.

"And you." Yan Shi didn't take it seriously.

"Don't laugh, Master Fang." Yan Shi said: "You won't be able to laugh if you see Heng Zhen falling ill. She is really cruel." Yan Shi said: "You see those wounds on her wrists?" Did she tell you that it was the wound from the blood exchange? Do you know how many of them were cut out by herself? After she couldn't restrain her imagination."

"She just scratched one wrist after another."

"Tell me, what did she see to be so crazy?"

Fang Su was unmoved, at least it seemed that he was unmoved.

"Master Fang is really ruthless." She said.

"I know that during the years when you raised her, you protected her very well. She didn't see anything that shouldn't be seen. She shouldn't know. She didn't know anything. But, Lord Hou, what do you do? It’s just useless work.”

"She returned to Xiliang, what can she avoid?"

"No, she can."

"As long as she remains a puppet quietly."

"Correct."

"As long as she is quiet, nothing will happen."

"But she's not that kind of person." Fang Su smiled, "Winners and losers, no matter what she does, she has her own reasons."

"You think so?"

"I think it's very strange that she spared your life."

Yan Shi was speechless for a while, and said: "Master Fang is indeed beyond the reach of ordinary people."

"Otherwise, why should I sit here and listen to you sowing discord between me and Yue—Hengzhen?"

"Master Hou doesn't care?"

"Why does it matter?"

"What if she hates you too?"

Fang Su frowned and smiled slightly, "Oh? I would like to hear more about it."

Yan Shi said: "I want her to be obedient. I know she likes you, so I found a few similar people."

"How similar?"

"Except for the temperament of the whole body, it looks like [-]%."

"Then, guess what Heng Zhen did?"

"I don't think it will be the chat on the couch."

"It would be a good thing if she really talked to the couch," Yan Shi said, "She killed that person."

"57 knives."

Fang Su sneered.

"Heng Zhen her, slashed 57 knives on her wrist."

"Master Hou, tell me, if she treats a fake like this, what about you?"

How much hatred do you have to have to give back what was cut on your body back then?

"Guess how many knives she can leave on you?"

Fang Su asked, "Did she resist?"

"..."

Yan Shi didn't know what to say for a while, and said after a while, "I resisted."

"If she really wants to do this, I will definitely not resist. It took 57 cuts to die, which means that the knife is not serious. Who hasn't been injured a few times?"

She smiled brightly, "Besides, the love is deep and the hatred is deep. If there is no love, where can the hatred come from? She must love me to the bottom of my heart. At that time, she was reluctant to let her do it. She thought I'm dead, I'm going to die, I'll be killed with a knife, she doesn't need to do it."

Yan Shi said hoarsely, "You are really crazy."

"Thank you Yan Shi for the reminder," Fang Su said with a smile in his eyes, "otherwise I might have to keep screaming."

"But I also know that your intention is to let me understand what Hengzhen is like now."

"I know. As for how many people she killed, how she killed them, who she killed, and why she killed them, I don't want to know at all."

"On the other hand, Mrs. Yan, when people say that people are about to die, their words are good. I have a few things that I don't understand. Why don't Mrs. Yan explain my doubts for me, and I should also practice yin virtue." She smiled very beautifully, "How is it?"

Yan Shi was so angry that he coughed several times, and then said: "Master Hou, please tell me."

"Why did you abandon Hengzhen back then?"

"Is there any point in asking this now?"

"Why not? Hear more about how difficult it is for my little apprentice, I love her so much."

"..."

"Unlucky birthday." After a long time, she said.

When she saw Fang Su smiled, her brows were full of fear.

"That's all?"

"Hengzhen also has an elder brother who was born two hours earlier than her. She happened to catch up with Yinshi and was a girl. There was an example like this before in Xiliang, where six relatives were denied and all relatives were killed."

"So, let her go."

She doesn't know whether Yu Junhengzhen poisoned the Yan family, but she knows that Yu Junhengzhen did kill many members of the clan.

It's a bit ironic to think about it, if Yu Junhengzhen hadn't been abandoned at the beginning, everything now might not have happened.

"I killed her." Yan Shi corrected: "But I couldn't do it. I hid the child and raised it until it was three years old. Yu Junlan saw it."

"I can only send the child to Daqi, but for some reason, there is no trace, the child, and my cronies. After that, she will be with you."

"Then why did you take her away from me?"

Yan Shi laughed at herself and said, "Her brother is dead."

"Only she and her brother are qualified to take the throne..."

"For the sake of your family and your honor, you are not willing to inherit from the clan." Fang Su continued coldly.

"Yes. So I found her. Fortunately, you taught her very well."

Yan raised his chin, moved a little further away from the knife point, and said, "Master Hou, you're only causing yourself more trouble by killing me now, why don't you just listen to me."

"Tell me," Fang Su pressed his sword, and said, "Listen, my lord."

"Master Hou, I wanted to persuade you to stay away from her. This child is a wolf cub. Even I was bitten."

How harmless it is when it is fashioned, how ruthless it is when it seizes power.

"But now it seems that both of you are lunatics, so I have nothing to say."

"I only hope that Lord Hou and Hengzhen will last forever, and never be separated from life to life."

Fang Su said coldly: "Thank you, Yan Shi."

……

When Fang Su returned to the bedroom, it was already dark and the bedroom was brightly lit.

Fang Su pushed the door open and entered, but saw Yu Junheng Yinbai lying on the couch reading a book boredly playing with his hair, the injury on his wrist was so obvious that he couldn't ignore it.

"Master," she put down the book and said, "You are back."

Fang Shu hummed, sat beside her, and said, "What are you looking at?"

Yu Junhengzhen gave her the book and said, "It's all about biographies, master, are you interested?"

This action of hers completely exposed the wound.

Fang Su didn't pick up the book, but looked at her wrist instead.

Yu Junhengzhen followed Fang Su's gaze to look at his hand, and subconsciously blocked it with his sleeve.

Fang Su stopped her movement, touched the wound, and said, "How did you do it?"

Fang Su's movements were too light, and his tone was even more gentle than ever.

"Exchanging blood, what's the matter?"

Fang Su held her hand and said, "Does it hurt?"

"It hurt at the time, but it doesn't hurt now, master..."

"How long?"

"More than two years."

Fang Su lowered his head and said, "A new injury for more than two years?"

"..."

Yu Junhengzhen wanted to withdraw his hand, but Fang Su held it.

She thought about Fang Su's countless reactions, but missed this one.

"What did you do after I came back?" Fang Su asked, "Hengzhen, don't lie to me, I don't want to listen to lies."

Yu Junhengzhen's lips trembled, and he said, "What did you call me?"

"Heng Zhen."

Yu Junheng stood up abruptly, and said, "You call me Hengzhen?"

She got up in such a hurry that she almost fell off the bed, and was hugged by Fang Su.

"What did she say to you?"

"What happened after you came to Xiliang."

"Then why did you call me Hengzhen?" Yu Junhengzhen's eyes were bloodshot.

"I..." Fang Su paused for a moment, but after all, he didn't explain anything, and said, "If you don't like it, I'll just stop calling you in the future."

"You know everything." Yu Junheng said, "That's right, master."

"Yes."

"Then what do you mean?"

"what for?"

Yu Junhengzhen approached, almost touching Shangshan's lips, and said, "You like Yueming so much, but now you call me Hengzhen. Why, master, are you... pitying me?"

Fang Su didn't know how to answer for a moment, so he said after a while, "I thought you didn't like me calling you Yueming, but I will call you whatever you like in the future, okay?"

"Master, do you like it? Master, do you like to be called Hengzhen, or Yueming?"

"As long as it's you, I like it."

"Even so," she showed Fang Su the original injury on her wrist, "do you like this?"

"like."

Yu Junhengzhen looked into Fang Su's eyes without blinking.

It has long been said that Fang Su has a pair of too beautiful eyes, so affectionate.

Yu Junhengzhen pulled out his hand and said, "Master, I killed many people."

Fang Su hummed, and said, "I know."

"You don't know." Yu Junheng said coldly, "You don't know how many people I killed."

"What is marching and fighting? The court is the real burial ground. Some of the people I killed deserved to die, some didn't deserve to die, there were men, women, and children. Children as old as I was." Yu Jun Hengzhen's voice was low, as if paying homage to the ancestors, "If you meet the master, then it will be a completely different story."

"I killed her. That child also has blue eyes. He is a son of the clan. He is also the one with the purest blood besides me. If they want to use this child to bring me down, then their hopes will be defeated. You said ,How about it?"

"it is good."

Yu Junheng smiled lowly and said: "She is very similar to me, really like me. The master is here, maybe she will recognize her as me. It's a pity, I am not as lucky as her. Pengyue, but me, I can only be beaten up for a few pieces of candy, or other insignificant things, or locked in a woodshed."

She looked up, her smile was still beautiful, "At that time, I wanted to kill them. How old am I? Five years old? Six years old? I don't even know what death is, but I want to kill them. I thought about drugging them , and felt that it was not worth it. It would be better to die if you stayed, and you could die if you killed them. Later, "

Then I met you.

Back then, Master Fang's reputation could still stop children from crying, but Lord Fang Hou was not as shameless as her, at least she never killed a child.

Although Fang Su was ruthless, he was ruthless on the battlefield.

She is poisonous, downright poisonous.

It is insidious.

Obviously hated to the bone, but still put on a gentle and elegant skin, pretending to be a person of breeze and moon.

"Master, you are wrong, you have always been wrong." Yu Junheng said in an extremely gentle, gentle voice that made the scalp tingle: "I am not what you think, I have never been. Yu Junheng Whether it’s Zhen or Yueming, it’s neither.”

"How do you know it's not?" Fang Su asked in a deep voice.

Yu Junheng smiled lowly and said: "I know, I just know, master, you have been spoiling me and pampering me, but you didn't expect that what you raised was not a beautiful little flower bone, but a wolf cub."

"No, wolf cubs can be raised well, but I can't."

"Master," she kept touching Fang Su's lips, and finally stopped on her throat, "I have killed many people, and killed people in a way that you disdain to use. I think I have really failed your teaching."

"Who would have thought that the Fang family could teach someone like me?"

"Master often says that he deviates from the scriptures, and I'm afraid it's out of order for a person like me."

She regretted it, but she wanted to kill, she told herself that she had to kill, she told herself that she had to use this method.

But the more I think about it, the more I think of Fang Su.

She can't feel sorry for Fang Su's teaching, she can't bear Fang Su's liking.

Because she was born in Yinshi, her father wanted to kill her, and her mother abandoned her. She was abused until she was seven years old, and her heart was already filled with poisonous water, so she met Fang Su.

She is willing to coax Fang Su with a quiet and well-behaved, even a little stupid look.

She likes Fang Su, but she can't get close.

She doesn't deserve it.

She could have laughed off her insidiousness, she could have whitewashed the peace.

But she met Fang Su.

Fang Su taught her to be worthy of the country at the top, and not to be ashamed of the people at the bottom.

Fang Su taught her what it means to be upright and upright.

Of course Yu Junhengzhen can turn a blind eye and hear but not hear, of course she can go all the way to the dark without any regrets.

If there is no Fangzu.

Use people as mirrors.

Fang Su is a mirror, she has nowhere to hide in front of this woman.

The more Fang Su connives and endures, the more she can see her shamelessness.

"I could have done it," Yu Junheng said through gritted teeth, "I will never regret it. But master, what are you doing when you come back?"

I could have done it, but master, why are you saving me?

I have always been unwilling to let you down, but things backfired, I seem to be the kind of person you least like.

So, what are you doing back here?

"Because I can't bear you." Fang Su stroked her long hair and sighed.

"I'm already like this," she smiled. "What is there to be reluctant about, master?"

"Master, the Yueming that you like, and you don't want to part with, has never been here."

"It's all fake, master, it's all fake."

Fang Su was speechless for a long time.

"It's true." She responded stubbornly.

Yu Junhengzhen and Fang Su looked at each other, and from the other's eyes, she saw herself, and only herself.

She didn't know whether it was because of fear or excitement, her whole body was shaking.

She touched Fang Shu's eyes, feeling the eyelashes across her fingers.

"If only I were alone," she said.

"what?"

"If only I was the only one in Master's eyes." She said softly.

If only she was the only one.

But it is destined to be impossible.

No, it is possible.

Leave her here, she's yours.

Whether it's joy or pain, it's all yours.

you alone.

What kind of temptation is this?

She couldn't resist the temptation.

"Master, I will let you go." Yu Junhengzhen took his hand away and said, "I will let you go."

Fang Su made a gesture, wanting to wake up his little apprentice.

"I let you go."

"Where can I go?"

"There's not a lot of places to go without me."

She clenched her fingers tightly and repeated, "I'll let you go."

Her tone was so decisive, but tears were about to fall.

Fang Su pressed her into his arms and said, "Where can I go, you are here, where can I go."

Yu Junhengzhen said softly: "You don't have to pity me, and I don't need you to pity me."

She waited for Fang Su's rebuttal.

Sure enough, Fang Su's next sentence was "I don't pity you."

"I feel sorry for you."

You should feel sorry for me, Fang Su.

Regardless of whether I am using means or not, you should feel sorry for me.

She doesn't want to be sensible anymore.

She wanted Fang Su to feel distressed, to feel the pain so deeply that it pierced her heart.

Let Fang Su know how wronged and difficult she is.

Fang Sude knows, Fang Su must know.

Her grievances cannot be in vain, even if it is not for Fang Su.

"Sometimes I feel very uncomfortable," Fang Su, you have to love me, you have to love me even more, "but I can't let go, I never can."

"I must hold the power and position in my hands," she said word by word, "I've had enough of being threatened by others, and I don't want to live it again in my life."

I've had enough without you.

You are gone, I will never keep you.

but you come back...

"I want power, master, I don't care if others say that I am cold-blooded and ruthless, because I am such a person."

Because that's what she is.

There is nothing to say, the truth is what it is.

"I have to have power, so I can keep what I want, and I have to have power to be able,"

Only in this way can he keep the most arrogant and self-indulgent military lord by his side.

She pressed against Fang Su's ear, her voice was fiery, but the words she uttered made people feel chills, "You know?"

Fang Su tilted his head and bit her lip, "I know this."

"I let you go."

"I do not go."

"I killed her," Yu Junhengzhen said suddenly, "Ms. Yan must have told you, she must have told you about such things."

"57 dollars, 57 dollars, not too much, not too much."

"But it was still not accurate. I cut her neck in the last knife, and she died."

"Do you know why I want to kill her so much?"

"Because it's like you, because it's too much like you."

But she is so like you, but she is only afraid of me.

She is so like you, but she doesn't like me at all.

"Afterwards, she united with the clan. I didn't want to kill her, even if it was only because of her resemblance to you. But I can't do it if my position is moved, and no one can do it. What's more, I can't bear her to stand up to you. Your face betrays me."

Power and position is the most important thing she has left.

She wanted to keep Fang Su, even if it wasn't out of affection.

"I also practiced it later, master," Yu Junheng said, "I can do this." His finger was like a knife, slowly cutting down from his throat, "I can make people die with the last knife just right. The same strength."

"Pain out from the pain, wake up from the pain again, and so on and on." She poked into Fang Su's clothes bit by bit, "Master, you still have time to go now." ()

"Why do you always want me to go?" Fang Su asked.

"Because I can't keep it."

"If I leave, what will happen to you?" Fang Su asked.

Yu Junhengzhen smiled, but did not speak.

"I think you will give me 57 knives."

"Master, don't worry." Yu Junheng said: "I will cut well."

"Will it hurt?"

"It's bound to hurt."

Fang Su pressed her wrist and said, "Compared with this, which one hurts?"

"Of course it hurts with 57 knives." Yu Junhengzhen licked the small wound on Fang Su's lip bitten by her, and said, "You hurt, and I hurt too. When I cut my wrist, it hurt my body at most, but for you , My heart hurts too."

"This Marquis will not give you the chance to cut the 57 knives."

Yu Junheng smiled softly.

Fang Su raised her chin and said, "Isn't it just to let me see who you are by saying so much?"

"Master, did you see clearly?"

"I see clearly, it's a little lunatic."

"How is the master?"

"If you don't worry about it, I will accept it now, so as not to go out and harm others."

"You still want me to love you."

"I feel sorry for you," Fang Su said, "Heng Zhen, I feel sorry for you."

"Hengzhen is the name of my dead brother," Yu Junhengzhen said, "I don't have a name."

She rubbed the corner of Fang Su's mouth affectionately, "Is it more distressing?"

"My heart aches to death."

"Then let me kiss you, will it stop hurting?"

Yu Junheng raised his head, with the tails of his eyes raised, like a vixen.

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There will be children, not born by the two of them, but raised by the two of them.

Imprison me as much as possible, abuse will not happen.