[Xiyao] How did you live a dream in the past

Ayao, even though you were the Immortal Governor during your lifetime and had a lot of glory in your life, but after your death, you are only a comment from others, so why do you have to work so hard on it?Everything can be used, everything is in the play, is it worth it?

Lan Xichen had thought about this question countless times, recalling every detail of his time with Jin Guangyao like masochistic, and there were only a few words in his ears that were very clear, and it was the same, dripping with blood.

"Brother, you always scold me for being scheming and not in the world. You say that you walk upright and stand upright. You are not afraid of the sky and the earth. You are a man. You don't need to play any conspiracy. Well, you are of noble birth and have a good cultivation level." Gao. But what about me? Am I like you?"

"I don't have your cultivation base and stable foundation. I grew up so big, who taught me? I don't have a family background. Do you think I can stand firmly in the Lanling Jin Sect now? You think Jin Zixuan is dead. Is it just skyrocketing? Jin Guangshan would rather bring back another illegitimate child, and he has no intention of letting me succeed! Do you want me to be fearless? I am afraid of people! I really don’t feel back pain when I stand and talk, and a full man doesn’t know a hungry man is hungry .”

Heh, the full man doesn't know the hungry man is hungry, that's true.Those of them who were born to be the favored ones of heaven, how do they understand the helplessness that their fate cannot be controlled by me? How do they know how difficult it is for a person with an extremely embarrassing status to get ahead.

Perhaps, at the beginning, I just wanted to live a decent life...

Then why did it come to such a point...

Lan Xichen supported the corner of the table, his five fingers deeply embedded in the red sandalwood table.

As soon as he took a step, there was a sense of emptiness under his feet, he staggered a few times, and almost fell to the ground.

Holding on to the pale wall, under his fingers, there is a rough caress, and in front of his eyes, there is a blurred phantom light.

He seemed to have seen that day when his elder brother was furious, he kicked A Yao off the Jinlin Terrace, and the words of fury, every word punished his heart——

"Son of a whore, no wonder!"

Thinking about it, Ayao must have been in extreme pain at that time...

He hates his humble status, but he deeply loves his mother who raised him and protected him from this beautiful land.

He admired the first one and made great use of his elder brother, but hated his subsequent belittling and disapproval.

Thinking about it, Ayao has always been very bitter...

Well, A Yao, have you ever hated Lan Xichen, the incompetent second brother, have you ever thought that he is just a hypocrite wearing a gentle mask, or have you ever wondered how someone like Lan Xichen would understand you? Woolen cloth?

Pushing open the door of the assembly hall, the wind and snow all over the sky rushed in instantly.

The fine pieces of ice and snow melted into Lan Xichen's hair and neck, making them cold to the bone, but he didn't intend to melt them with spiritual power.

If it turns into frost and snow, it's not bad.It's really good to permeate the mountains and rivers like this, wandering for a lifetime, without thinking about it, without disturbance and worry...

The scene in front of him turned a few more degrees, and Lan Xichen's unfocused eyes fell on a place far, far away.

There, someone seemed to turn around quietly.

A very cheap face.The skin is fair, with a little cinnabar between the eyebrows, black and white eyes, seven points handsome, three points alert, and a very clever face.

There seemed to be a slight smile on the corners of his mouth and eyebrows, but he said——

"I can't help it. I have done all kinds of bad things, but I still want to be sympathized with. That's the kind of person I am."

A Yao, is that person who looks down on me Lan Xichen...