The comprehensive journey of the soy sauce party

What was your previous self like?

Name, appearance, personality... It's not that I don't remember it at all, but that there are too many and broken memories.

Emptiness is the result of years of torment and grief, or accelerated by external factors, and finally degenerates.After a long period of killing and eroding each other, hundreds of ghosts finally formed a fusion and became a new individual, the so-called subordinate big ghost-Kilian.Then, still unsatisfied devouring, evolving, becoming a middle-level Daxuyachukas, if you are lucky enough, you can continue to evolve into a superior Daxuvastord, if you are not lucky, you can only rely on non-stop predation and devouring , so that he will not degenerate into a low-level Killian.

I am Kyatai Stark, and I am a Varstord.

A long time ago, I was one of many Killians, I wanted to live, my consciousness surpassed other Killians, so after becoming Yachukas, I had a clearer consciousness, a new posture, I have a name.It is no longer the general "Killian", but the only "Koyatai Stark".Other Killian's memories have become garbage in the depths of the sea of ​​consciousness, and unless I want to rummage through them, they will no longer be able to affect me.

This is what it's like to be alive, it's nice.I want to continue to live, so I want to evolve. If the Daxu who became Achukas does not continue to prey on the same level of Achukas, it will degenerate.If Achukas degenerates into Killian, he will lose his individual consciousness and will never be able to evolve into Achukas again.So I began to fight tirelessly, to prey, to devour.I don't have any partners. In fact, in the virtual circle, a large part of virtuals are lone rangers.And then... I evolved into a superior Daxu-Varstord very smoothly.I am no longer keen on non-stop fighting and devouring, because after evolving into Varstord, Xu's devouring nature seems to be less serious, so I started thinking.

I feel lonely.

I don't know when it started, so I felt lonely, walking alone on the empty white desert, the sky was eternally cold and cold, and occasionally I saw the bones of losers who hadn't yet transformed.

The entire imaginary circle is lonely and lonely.

I want companions, to hunt together, to walk in virtual circles together.Even if my companion is weak, I can protect him, it doesn't matter, I just want a companion.

So, when a group of ghosts approached me, I agreed to join them.Watching them jump for joy at having a powerful partner join them makes me happy.

And then...after...they were all dead.

Not because of a powerful enemy, but because of a powerful companion, because——me.

Because of his own strength, his companions couldn't bear his own strength and became reishi.Death, one after another, until all are dead.

Because of his own strength, he attracted new companions, and because of his own strength, all his companions died one by one.It's a real tragedy.

I envy those weak existences, because they are weak, so everyone can get together.Warm each other and dispel loneliness.So hope becomes weak, but that is impossible.So I began to look forward to a powerful, powerful partner.

The death of my partner is not the reason for my sadness. Loneliness is what I have been avoiding.

Lonely, very painful, but I never thought of dying.This is not a contradiction.

Because I want to live, I follow the nature of Xu, constantly devour and evolve, and become stronger.And because it is too strong, it brings loneliness, so it longs for partners and keeps looking for new partners.Just do it according to your heart, if you want to get it, go find it, find it...

I met a god of death, a somewhat strange god of death, he has a thing called "bengyu", which can break the boundary between need and god of death, turn the void into a broken face, and has a virtual blade like Zanpakuto.Although the previous successful experiments all said that the virtual blade is different from the Zanpakuto, without the soul of the sword, but it does not mean that I am the same.I'm just too lonely, even if it's Soul Blade, as long as it can be with me all the time.

I am thankful, thankful to that god of death named Aizen Soyousuke, because of him, I can have Lilinette.Lilinette Jinjiebaker is a part of me that was split from myself because of the strong desire for a companion when I used Bengyu to transform into a broken face. She is another me, a perfect companion.

In order to repay Aizen, there happened to be no place to go, so we stayed in the Void Night Palace, and I became the tenth blade, and Lilinite was my subordinate officer.

Every day, I am lazy, not keen on fighting, only keen on sleeping.I like to see Lilinette trying every means to wake me up every morning, and every time she hears gossip, she will come to share with me and always accompany me. Even if she doesn't do anything, I can feel extremely at ease.

I hope this day lasts for a long time, because we have a long life.But I know that it is impossible, after all, Aizen's ambition will not be realized after thousands of years.

After that, Aizen turned into a traitor and went to the virtual circle.It didn't take long for the decisive battle to usher in.

The one I was fighting with was a captain in a flowered dress. As expected, he returned to the sword, but he didn't put much effort into the battle, because he didn't have the idea of ​​going all out.

Maybe it's because I haven't fought for a long time, I forgot, and I really shouldn't be distracted during the battle, so I paid the price-Lilinette died.

For a moment, I suddenly felt a little stunned. I never thought about losing her feeling, and suddenly my belief in living that I had always insisted on in my heart was shaken.

Then, I too died.

Open your eyes again, it is another world.

Beside her, the whole heart is filled.Seeing her every day makes me happy.

I am Ke Yatai Stark, I am a human being, and my wife is Li Kui.

Please wish us happiness.