The only way to hope

更新时间2012-7-3013:10:29字数：2353

The world has been slowly changing in places I don't know, and the dark tide is surging.

During the two days when I was away, Xiaotou's friends came to visit after knowing that Xiaotou lived in our house. I don't know how difficult and rough it was, but overall it must be happy.

——But after all, I am still a person who missed, a person who missed many important things.

During the lunch break of class on Monday, someone surrounded me in the corridor and confessed to me.

After I heard that, I became more irritable again. I tried not to show the frown too much, and then with a slightly apologetic expression, I gently said to the girl whose name I didn't even know: "It's very Sorry, I don't want to interact with people right now, so I can't accept your feelings."

Before I finished speaking, I was interrupted by that girl, and then I shook my head desperately and said: "No! I don't want to hear it! Yuxi..." Just as soon as I said this, I was about to pounce on me. When I was a little distance away, I tried my best to stop her from jumping towards me. I supported her head with both hands, and her face was buried in her bangs instantly, making it hard to see clearly.

In this awkward environment, I tried to break out of this strange situation: "Ah, this..."

Before I could find a suitable line, I was interrupted by the girl again: "Yuki, you...although you are very gentle." Having said that, I couldn't help but relax my hand, and she finally raised her head and looked at me with a flushed face. There are a pair of shy but sad eyes on both cheeks, and the lonely eyes seem to cry out, "but always reject people thousands of miles away, everyone says so. Yuki is very special, ordinary girls don't It suits you!" Then the girl ran away with an expression of about to cry.

Is it true that normal girls are not for me?Is it true that I always reject people thousands of miles away?What made me who I am?

When I finally made my frown no longer obvious and returned to the classroom, what I saw was such a scene, Jia and Xiaotou, and her two friends, Xiaoyu and Huadao.

Standing around them were other students in the class. Watching the four of them playing cards happily, although it was a bit noisy, it could be seen that they had a good relationship and were casual and natural.The same is true for the students watching on the sidelines, pointing out who plays the best cards and who can't play cards. A warm picture like home unfolds in front of me.

Very ironic picture - compared with my heart.

"Yuki, you always reject people thousands of miles away." The girl's words just now rang in my ears again.I lowered my head and let my hair cover my eyes, not wanting to reveal even a trace of unwillingness, envy, or jealousy.

I'm fine on my own, I firmly believe.

I put on my perfect smile and turned to leave.

In the face of reality, I finally understood that things are unpredictable. During the weekend I was away, I missed this. I smiled sarcastically, feeling heartless.

When I was about to go back in the evening, I saw that the folder was still cleaning, so I talked casually with Xiao Tou, and then I realized that I was playing the game of the poor during the lunch break. Because the folder lost, so he had to play Cleaning, it seems that he is really the one who loses all the time.

"By the way, although I know the rules of the Great Poor, I've never played it." I said with the gentlest smile.Xiao Tou, I don't know how you will answer me?

"I also learned it from Xiaoyu not long ago, let's play together next time." Xiaotou said with a smile full of expectation.

Bingo, I guessed it right, Xiao Tou, that is such a person, but do you know?In fact, I disdain it.

Xiao Tou remembered that the loser was Jia, and said, "Jia, let me clean it for you."

The folder who couldn't bear the kindness at all said indifferently: "No, if you lose, you lose! But, I will definitely win back next time! Of course... I will win you too!" Folder stretched out his finger, pointed at me, and pointed Said.

"Don't you get tired of saying this all the time?" I replied with disdain.

"It is my belief to win you! It is my goal."

"But you are always pestering me, but it is my trouble, my disaster. I said without changing my face.

"Seeing your defiant look makes me angry!"

"Your short-circuit way of thinking is what makes me so angry."

……

We finally quarreled uncontrollably, even though Xiao Tou was still watching.

He continued to intensify and said without thinking, "You brat, watch me beat you up. Wake up, cold-blooded mouse!" After finishing speaking, he threw away the mop and rushed towards me with his fists outstretched.

I saw him so arrogant and impulsively wanting to fight me regardless of the occasion, and I was so upset that I didn't even have the intention to play with him, so I hit him directly and kicked him hard with my legs. I kicked him in the chin, and his words finally stopped because of my action, and he fell to the ground.

What a useless and brainless cat.

Seeing him fall to the ground full of blows, my mood was even lower to the bottom: "As soon as I see you, my mood is very bad." I couldn't help expressing the most true thoughts in my heart, Then turn around and leave.

——What an annoying atmosphere.

I closed the classroom door and walked out.The sunset is so good, the beautiful sunset reflects the charming clouds in the sky, and the dazzling colors are displayed in the sky, like the most gorgeous and colorful paintings painted with the most expensive paints, transcending the crowd.

I looked at the beautiful scenery with disdain, and walked in the corridor of the school that was already empty. Today is really a sad day.

When I walked past the bookstore, I went in and walked around. When I saw the film and television, I couldn't help but stop, and I couldn't move anymore.In the past, I often bought such books. Now, is it necessary for me?I said sarcastically, then grabbed a copy, then turned to the celebrity area, took a copy of "After Dark", paid the bill, and walked out.

In my previous life, I would go to bookstores whenever I had a chance. Now I seem to have lost a lot. I just found a restaurant and had a meal. In the brightly lit night, the lights are just on, but where is my hope? Where is my future? where?

When I saw the next time, it happened that Xiao Tou was about to get off work, so let's pick it up by the way, I thought to myself mockingly.There are more and more chances of ridicule, so that I can hardly find my heart, my own feelings, what exactly do I want?

Not long after I walked to the place where Xiaotou worked, she saw me and happened to be off work, so she came forward with her schoolbag.

"Hey, good work." I said with a smile.

"You, did you specially come to pick me up?" Xiao Tou asked slightly surprised when he saw me.

"Well, it's very dangerous for a girl at this late hour." I said indiscriminately.At that time, my leaving should have given her a bad mood. In order not to be disliked, I also started to lie with the flow.

"Thank you, Ah Jia and you are so gentle." Gentle?Jia and I really pay attention to the order.

I sighed slightly and said, "Let's go."

I am a gorgeous dividing line

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