My sister is the black lotus heroine

When Su Luo woke up, Su Ling was still waiting in Luoxue Pavilion, Zisu knew they had something to say, so she didn't let anyone approach her, but Qinghe seemed worried——

However, since she arrived at Luoxue Pavilion, she has always acted like a soldier, and asked her nothing, and Zisu didn't think much about it.

Su Luo looked at Su Ling sleepily, and realized that Su Ling's return was not a dream, and Su Ling's lips moved, as if she hadn't thought about how to speak.

When a matter has accumulated enough causes and effects, it is very troublesome to explain, and it is easy to cause other questions, such as "why did you hide it from her in the first place", "why did you not inform her until now", which have nothing to do with the matter itself, But it is even more difficult to explain clearly.

In the same way, if the Zhenbei Prince's Mansion came to the door for the first time, she would let her know, even in a joking tone?

Said that Wang, the only one with a different surname in Daliang, suspects that I am their biological daughter, I am afraid that it will not be difficult to even speak now.

But after all, Su Ling is not a person who will report everything in detail, let alone say something that is not a foregone conclusion in that joking tone.

Having said that, she is well aware that she doesn't like to explain, and she didn't think there was anything wrong with it before. If it weren't for Su Luo, she would never have regrets if she didn't like to explain such things, but this She is Su Luo, so she can't say things like "I'm not from the Su family" or "I'm not your real sister" lightly.

God knows that when she found out that she was actually the princess of Zhenbei Palace, her first reaction was that she would not have a younger sister in the future!

But she also quickly realized that it's not that she doesn't have a younger sister, it's that Su Luo won't call her big sister anymore.

To die, she can actually call someone else's big sister!

Thinking that everything that she should have enjoyed in the past will one day become someone else's possession, Su Ling probably figured out why her obsession with not wanting to escape from death came from - if she escaped from death, she would have nothing to do with Su Luo All gone.

Su Ling is like a beast in a cocoon, the more she can't break free, the more irritable she becomes, and the more irritable she is, the stronger the cage is, she is trapped in it, watching herself soberly making this matter worse and worse.

However, Su Luo quickly realized that it was likely that she had already discussed with Zhenbei Prince's Mansion, so she came back to inform her, so compared to Su Ling who was unable to speak, she greeted her very naturally and said, "Last night. The wind and snow are so big, why did you come back at this time?"

Su Ling found an opportunity to speak, "I have something to discuss with you."

Perhaps Su Ling's tone was too cautious, making Su Luo feel that this conversation was a bit like a husband and wife discussing divorce, so she was taken aback, and she actually laughed out loud.

It's okay, it's okay, I can still laugh, it seems that this day is not as difficult to accept as I thought.

Su Luo stood up and poured a cup of hot tea in her hands. The charcoal in the brazier was almost burnt, with only a little bit of warmth left. The ash from the burnt charcoal was light and white, and would shatter when touched. The wind brought it out and it fell on the floor, a bit like human ashes.

Su Luo rubbed the ashes on the corner of her clothes, and the corners of her lips suddenly became cold.

The first and only time she saw the ashes was when her father died in the line of duty.

The man who taught her to swim because she was afraid of water, took her to bungee jumping because she was afraid of heights, and taught her how to face difficulties in life left, leaving a suicide note, telling her not to be competitive in everything, and take a step back to open up the sea and the sky , There are good and bad in this world, learn to comfort yourself.

Sure enough, it takes courage and confidence to face difficulties. She doesn't have a father, and her confidence is gone, so she can only persuade her friends to get together sometimes, it's just fate.

As for that man, he may have thought that his daughter should be a brave, upright and kind person, and he has always educated her like this when he was alive, but he is gone, and he can't hold her to comfort her when she is crying Yes, he is more afraid than her——

There is a price to be paid for acting bravely, and honesty and kindness will also be misunderstood and slandered by others. He just wants her to live happily.

It doesn't matter if you are weak or timid. Empathy is not just for you to empathize with. You have to know that everyone has their own problems. To be considerate of them is to let yourself go.

Su Luo took a sip of tea, the warmth in her stomach made her limbs feel alive, she smiled, not intending to embarrass Su Ling, "Is it related to Zhenbei Palace?"

Su Ling is not surprised that Su Luo can guess one or two things. The Zhenbei princess's attack was not hidden. In order to obscure the reason why the eunuch left the palace, he deliberately made people think that the eunuch was also traveling with the princess.

So it's not surprising to guess their identities, and it's even less surprising to have other guesses after seeing their faces.

She even suspected that Su Luo's refraining from asking was just to test whether she would tell her personally. Now that she looked calm, she was probably ready to part ways, but she was worried like a fool.

She didn't know where the sulking came from, and said in a blunt tone, "Princess Zhenbei said that she hugged the concubine of the Su family by mistake, so she asked me to live in Quyang for a while."

Su Luo only thought that she hadn't adapted to the change of identity, "ah", and asked, "Are you sure?"

Su Ling didn't reply, but the result was obvious, the two of them were silent, after a while, it was Su Luo who spoke first again.

"When are you leaving then?"

"ASAP."

Su Luo nodded, the sun is not good today, the sky is gloomy, and she seems to be planning a heavy snowfall, the tea in the cup will be cold soon, but she still holds it in her hand, as if hoping to use the warmth of her palms to warm the tea The tea was warm, but the palms of her hands became cold very quickly. She couldn't help shivering, and gathered the cloak around her body.

Su Ling turned her head to look at her profile, and half-jokingly made an invitation, "Would you like to go to Quyang for a few days?"

Su Luo smiled cooperatively, "Forget it, it's easy to go from frugal to extravagant, but difficult to go from extravagant to frugal, I'm afraid I won't be willing to come back."

Su Ling didn't speak, Su Luo probably realized that her words were a bit inappropriate, so she changed the subject and said, "Do you want to take Qing He away? Qu Yang is not familiar with the place of life, so it is more at ease to have someone familiar to take care of him."

"I'll ask her later."

Su Luo seemed to have found the direction of the topic discussion, and suddenly became more talkative, "How will the father and grandmother explain? Is the princess going to send someone to pick her up or go back quietly? After returning, will she get a new name or will she hold the same name with that person?" Change the wrong princess?"

Su Ling just looked at her quietly, only to see her get up suddenly, "By the way, you can take these medicines too, I don't need them, and I also made half of the waist protector before, I will hurry up, it should be able to catch up." before you go"

"No need." Su Ling looked at the brocade box pushed in front of her, "As you said, it's hard to go from extravagant to frugal. I'm used to this medicine, so I'm afraid I won't be used to it."

The smile on Su Luo's face could hardly be maintained, and she forced herself to say, "Why, Quyang naturally has other good doctors."

Of course there are good doctors, but there is only one person in the world who has jasper makeup.Su Ling didn't answer, got up and said, "The old lady and Mrs. Su have someone to explain to you, don't worry, I'll go back first, and I'll leave when the weather clears."

The snowstorm lasted intermittently for seven days before it stopped, and it took another seven days until the road was easier to walk, so the return to Quyang was delayed until November.

On the second day of the winter month, the driver of Zhenbei Prince's Mansion stopped in front of Su's Mansion early in the morning. After all, she was not willing to break this bond. She only said that she was a homeless child and was adopted by Su's family.

The sun rose, and the faces of the people who saw him off were different. The old lady said that she was unwell, Su Yan had a cold expression of "it has nothing to do with me", and Han Suihuan was naturally there, and the people watching the excitement around him were far away. Looking at the guards of the Zhenbei Prince's Mansion, they were solemn and solemn.

However, the person who should appear the most has not appeared for a long time. The mansion guard has asked twice, but Su Ling is sullen and refuses to leave. Han Suihuan is also anxious. Ling's face was talking to herself, her voice was not loud enough for Su Ling to hear clearly, "Why hasn't this man come out yet, yesterday he said he would take advantage of his birthday to wish that he would be a child for the rest of his life, so he overslept today. !"

As soon as the voice fell, someone ran out in a hurry. Han Sui Huan stepped forward to greet her, but Zisu trotted out alone with a package in her hand. Han Sui Huan asked, "Where's your girl? What's wrong with her?" not coming?"

Zisu couldn't even catch her breath, she bent her knees and hurriedly walked towards Su Ling, "Miss suffered from the wind last night, she got up with a fever this morning, and now she has no strength, so I ordered this servant to bring you this medicine."

Before she could finish her sentence, Su Ling had already passed her and walked towards the inner house, Zisu handed the package to Qinghe, and hurriedly followed.

Unexpectedly, Han Suihuan grabbed her, dragged her slowly in a leisurely manner, and kept asking, "Have you invited a doctor? Have you taken your medicine? Why did you just ask?" Is it windy?"

She asked questions, but her steps were not in a hurry. Zisu was entangled with her helplessly, but she could only watch Su Ling's figure drift away.

Luoxue Pavilion was filled with the bitterness of soup and medicine. Su Luo was lying sickly on the bed, with abnormal blush on her cheeks. Su Ling sat by the bed and called her twice. Su Luo barely opened her eyes. They are all dumb.

"You haven't left yet?"

Su Ling replied to her, "You haven't come to see her off yet, how can I leave?"

Su Luo didn't know whether she didn't hear clearly or didn't react. The sick Su Luo reacted a lot slower, and the sound that came to her ears seemed to be separated by a layer, and it was vaguely urging people to sleep.

She had just taken the medicine, and now that the medicine was getting stronger, she felt hot all over, and she stretched her neck to try to pull the quilt off her body.

Su Ling wraps the person up with a quilt quickly and quickly. This movement is familiar at first and second times. Su Luo may not be able to break free when she is awake, let alone her reaction is slow now, so before she reacts, she is already unable to move her hands and feet. up.

Seeing her bewildered expression, Su Ling leaned over and asked patiently, "You have nothing else to say?"

Su Luo thought about it seriously, and Su Ling didn't rush her. After a while, she said, "Remember to take those medicines away."

Su Ling deliberately tormented others, "What if I don't bring it?"

Su Luo curled her lips suddenly, two lines of clear tears slipped into her bun.

Illness not only blurs the voices of the outside world, but also blurs the pain of parting in the heart. This should make people immune to the perception of pain, but it also makes people extra fragile. Su Luo can't think of her What if you don't wear it, you don't even know that you are crying, sobbing, "If you don't wear it, what if you get hurt in the future?"

Su Ling's eyelashes trembled, "What else?"

"And if you can't get along with eldest sister, send her back."

Ever since Su Luo knew her identity, she never called her big sister again, and even Zisu didn't call her a girl anymore. Now that Su Luo is sick and still misses Yunchu, Su Ling is furious and pinches her chin Word by word, "Do you really want to talk about others at this time?"

Even at this moment, Su Luo could sense her hidden anger, "Then take Mantangchun and leave, just keep it in mind."

Su Ling's strength was a little lighter, and her fingertips rubbed the pinched red on her chin. She remembered Zheng Junqing's words when she left Pingchuan, and coaxed, "When you arrive in Quyang, write me back."

Su Luo nodded, and Su Ling said again, "In the future, I will often send letters to me."

Su Luo didn't respond this time, and she always subconsciously became cautious when it came to making promises, "I'll write to you when I miss you."

Su Ling was annoyed by her, but she was slightly relieved because she believed that she got more letters than Zheng Junqing anyway.

It was getting late outside, so she took out what she said was a half-made waist protector from the sewing box, and grabbed a Mantangchun from the bird cage and put it into her bosom.

The convoy of Zhenbei Prince's Mansion left Yincheng, and this old country, which was accustomed to wind and rain, was firmly seated, and no one's coming and going caused any waves.

The day went on as usual, when Su Luo woke up that day, Zisu handed over a blank piece of paper with two large characters written on it - Yunjin.

Who in the cloud sent brocade books, when the wild goose came back, the moon was full on the west tower.The real princess who was recovered from the Zhenbei Prince's Mansion was named Yunjin.

Su Luo also obviously remembered what she had promised. She thought that the relationship between herself and Su Ling, oh no, Yunjin had ended with her going to Quyang. Her main target mission had nothing to do with her, and the system mission also stopped. Here, as long as she has finished the rest of the time, it will be nothing.Unexpectedly, after Yun Jin returned home, she wrote back a letter to report her safety, and the system heard a long-lost [Ding].

[Congratulations to the player for triggering the daily task - Yuchuanchisu. Every time the player sends a letter, the player will be rewarded with 24 hours of survival time. I wish the player a long life. 】

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Congratulations to the eldest sister for receiving a new id