My sister is the black lotus heroine

"What, am I right?"

Yun Jin paused, crossed her arms around her chest and met Su Luo's eyes.

She was wearing a dark brown cloak, no hair crown on her head, only a high ponytail, and the hair band fell on the front, like a piece of red maple falling on a withered pine and cypress.

Yunjin has long legs, and this outfit looks very neat, not like Su Luo's bloated at all. In addition, she is not wearing an official uniform, and she has the brilliance of a Jianghu person with a sword out of its sheath and a pearl in the dust.

Now her phoenix eyes are half closed, as if she is curious about Su Luo's reaction when she hears her rebellious remarks, her tone is relaxed, but the tight corners of her lips reveal a little nervousness.

As for what he was nervous about, it couldn't be because he was afraid of Su Luo's informant, but apart from this, what else was there to be nervous about?

It was the first time for Yun Jin to feel the beating in her chest so intensely, but this place is neither a battlefield where bones piled up, nor an officialdom that is hard to guard against. She feels like a gambler now, others are gambling real money with luck, But she didn't even know what she wanted to win, her beating heart was empty, her hands and feet were cold, and her breathing was suffocating.

But for Su Luo, it was only a matter of time before Yun Jin joined King Rui's camp, or it was a matter of course!

King Rui is bent on taking revenge and regaining the throne. All these seem to be logical, but Yun Jin's words are too unwilling, at least in Su Luo's ears. These words are not ambitious after being in power and prosperity, but more like being trapped in a prison. struggle.

"It's just a little accident." She thought for a moment, then Fang said, "I thought that just because of your contribution to beheading Haiquan Mountain in the first battle, you must have a bright future and be highly regarded by His Majesty.

Not to mention the battle between Daliang and Nanchu, Huang Liao simply watched from the sidelines, you broke into the hinterland of Nanchu all the way, the military achievements are naturally all yours, shouldn't it be the young man who is proud and complacent now?how"

Su Luo's tone paused, and she unconsciously thought of what Yun Jin asked her when she was in Pingchuan - "I have one more thing about joining the army, it's because they started arranging marriages for me, I got annoyed and then ran out, but look It is also difficult to fall in love with someone you like, if it were you, what would you say?"

This sentence has been haunting her ears all year round since she left Xianzhou, repeating it like self-torture, and now recalling it is as clear as yesterday, but it is not that sad after all, no matter how sharp a knife is, it should be blunt after using it for so long.

She just paused for a moment and then came to a conclusion, it was the person she knew in the army again!

She was almost jealous!

Listening to Yun Jin's tone of asking for nothing, did this person not agree to Yun Jin's being together?

Although he knew that Yunjin was destined to be with King Rui in the end, but this person was too ignorant to reject him for so many years, why should he?

Not to mention that in Xianzhou, Yunjin came to him exhausted physically and mentally to complain about his grievances, but now Yunjin likes it so much that he would not hesitate to start a war and use power——

Although it's just a thought now, it also shows that she has this idea, doesn't it?

Su Luo snorted coldly, Yun Jin frowned, "What?"

This voice was like a thunderbolt, which struck Su Luo's turbulent growing unwillingness and resentment. She avoided Yun Jin's sight somewhat awkwardly, like a defeated goat, and said with difficulty, "Suddenly remembered a sentence. , poor and lowly cannot be moved, and mighty cannot be subdued."

After she finished speaking, she turned her head and left, Yun Jin's doubts became even more serious, she grabbed her wrist and said, "What do you mean?"

Su Luo took a deep breath, raised her head and looked serious, "Right can get you a sundial, but not time; right can get you medicine, but not your health; right can get you a house, but not your family; Power can buy a bed, but not sleep; is power so funny?"

Yunjin clenched her fists tightly, her brows and eyes were full of smiles, like the surface of a lake where the clouds and mist suddenly dispersed, shimmering and silvery, without darkness.

She coughed lightly when she heard the words, and restrained herself, "You continue, what else can you change?"

"You can get people you like, but you can't get people's likes."

Yun Jin has restrained her smile, nodded perfunctorily, obviously not agreeing with this set of rhetoric, "First of all, it is true that rights cannot be exchanged for time, but you can leave time-consuming things to others.

As for medicinal materials, when one's life is dying, it is better to have a medicine hanging on it than none, which shows that it can not only exchange for health, but even life.Family, good sleep. "She chuckled lightly, "I won't say much about these things. As for what you said, you can get someone you like, but you don't like them. Strong, at least I am happy, even if the whole world opposes it?As long as they can't control me, what does it matter? "

"The whole world opposes it? How can the whole world oppose it?" Su Luo said as he walked, "The emperor's perverted policies will only provoke the whole world's opposition. If it is ordinary people, it is only known to the villagers at most, so what? Will it provoke opposition?"

"Yes, I have no objection, but you can't get what you want."

Su Luo took a deep breath to hold back the cold snort.

That bastard!

Seeing that she was speechless, Yunjin was very happy, and continued, "I haven't finished my words just now, you said I was a young boy, what is it?"

what else?Why do you have such a blackened appearance that you can't get what you want, love and hate?

Su Luo was silent for a while, Yun Jin saw her thinking deeply but didn't urge her, Su Luo's wrist was still held in her hand, Su Luo didn't notice it, but the winter snow just stopped, it was still very cold, the The hand was hidden in the cloak before, but now it is already cold.

Yunjin should have kept people by her side as she said, anyway, she was sure that Su Luo would be happy under her nose, just like today, she thinks that Su Luo can do anything interesting, say anything interesting, But she was afraid.

The night was deep, and the moonlight fell on the eaves street, but the lanterns in the branch shop were very red. The two walked at the junction of red and white, and the blurred boundary was just like the mood of the two at the moment.

When Su Luo came back to his senses, the two had already walked into the alley, with only a silver light under their feet, Yun Jin said, "Walk through this alley, and then turn a corner and you will be there."

Only then did Su Luo slowly say, "To be honest, I don't understand the situation in Daliang Chaotang very well. I only heard about some things about the Western Jin Dynasty when I was in charge of the shop at home. I only heard about the things about Southern Chu after I learned that you were Lin Su. Be careful. There are many clans in Southern Chu, and one branch of the Hai family comes from the Zhou clan.

The Zhou family is very top-notch among the three major families. You have offended the Zhou family by killing Haiquanshan. If you fail to gain a firm foothold in Daliang Chaotang with your military merits, Nan Chu may not easily let you go. "

"so what?"

Yun Jin raised her eyebrows with the arrogance of "I killed their people, what can they do to me".

Su Luo said helplessly, "No matter how the power of the government falls, he will always hold your position in the future. As you said, their uncles and nephews are fighting for each other. Being a nephew is very scheming, and my uncle is very suspicious. Why do you need to make this trip?" Muddy waters?

If they turn their backs and deny you, and Daliang can't tolerate you, how can Nanchu let you start well and end well? "

"You want me to hide?"

"It's always right to be careful, you are on the cusp of the storm, how many pairs of eyes are staring at you, what are you doing?"

Su Luo was suddenly hugged by Yun Jin, that cold hand fell on Yun Jin's waist, the sudden warmth made the palm of his hand numb, and Yun Jin even buried her head in the side of Su Luo's neck.

Su Luo was so frightened that she froze, but the blood in her body became active, which gave her an unreal feeling that her soul had escaped from her body.

But in fact, she felt a sense of unreality all day long, from seeing Yun Jin at the palace banquet until now.

Maybe she wanted to explain everything she hadn't said to Yun Jin all these years, but after all, she wasn't writing a letter, and she still had the opportunity to think about it. Even if she was writing a letter, her letter to Zheng Junqing was full of loopholes, otherwise she wouldn't let He asked about Han Suihuan——

She originally wanted them to receive her will without any doubt, which can be regarded as an account of living in this world for so many years, but she is not meticulous enough to write a letter, let alone face to face.

Yun Jin hugged her and didn't speak until her palms were warm and slightly sweating. Su Luo raised her head and stared at the full moon in the sky. She wanted to know how Yun Jin would react until her time was running out, and maybe send the obituary directly to her. It would be better to go to her general's mansion, after all, she was gone by then, even if Yunjin didn't like such unexpected, there was no way to lose her temper with her.

Or see her for the last time before she dies, and tell her that she likes her.

Of course, it is necessary to grasp the timing, preferably at the last moment before death. Even if she hates herself at that time, she will not know it. At most, there will be one less person offering incense in the future.

Or now, at this moment, to tell the truth?The impulse in Su Luo's chest almost broke out, but it must have been a long time since she said so many words, her mouth was very tired.

She is too attached to such a quiet, warm, and steady embrace. She is well aware of her cowardice, and she is even more afraid of Yun Jin's disgusting gaze.

So be it!

There is no better situation than now, Su Luo thought.

Maybe it was because Yun Jin heard what she was thinking, Su Luo felt the arm on the back slightly tightened, Yun Jin approached her ear and said, "Su Luo, what are you afraid of?"

When leaving Pingchuan, Yunjin asked this question once.

At that time, she was still her big sister, Su Luo was afraid that Yun Jin would leave the Su family, and of course Yun Jin did leave the Su family.

What is she afraid of now?

Su Luo couldn't tell, she was afraid of too much, she was afraid of death, but she often felt that death was no big deal, she was afraid that her big sister would hate her, so she carefully maintained her shady feelings, but from time to time there was a ten thousandth It was a fluke, thinking maybe she wasn't so disgusted?

She was not willing to keep her relationship unknown for life, and she didn't dare to take that one-ten-thousandth risk. After all, she was afraid of Yunjin.

Su Luo didn't make a sound, just stared at the moon and opened her mouth, saying, "I'm afraid, I'll never see you again."