forced to whitewash [rebirth]
Chapter 145 Episode 7 Opportunity
Chu Xinyue first met Chu Mo when he was very young, and it was also the first time he clearly understood what a beautiful doll is.
He obviously possesses such powerful power, such a beautiful appearance, and obviously belongs to the Bianhua family, and the man who gave birth to him is even a twin brother of the same father and mother.
But the encounters are heaven and earth, one is already the heir of Bianhua, and the other has become an unconscious tool plaything.
It may be a good thing for him if Chu Mo is really unconscious, but Chu Mo still stubbornly retains a trace of obsession. His bright purple eyes are always dead silent, but when he sees a child, he will flicker. Moving light:
"Xuan..."
A brisk male voice came from the mental power around him, but due to the uncontrollable mental power, he directly killed the weak child. The beautiful doll's face showed extreme panic, and then a large-scale loss of control caused damage.
Chu Mo has been punished countless times for this, but what does the puppet understand? Maybe he just wants to get close to the other party, but he can't control the power, but it's not that he wants to lose control.
What did Chu Mo do wrong again?
There is no way to control it, and a puppet that may lose control at any time is not a good puppet. Maybe he was born for this reason. Since Chu Xinyue was born, the task of controlling Chu Mo was entrusted to him. The puppet looked at him with joy , His mental power is restless, but he can't hurt his favorite child, so the puppet becomes more and more happy, and any tasks he passes on are executed as if they were executed.
They set out various missions together, sometimes far beyond what a juvenile child and a puppet can do. If they fail to complete the mission, they will be punished. This is a matter of course. Chu Mo is the puppet of Bianhua It's not that it's not the puppet of the family. If it can't complete the task entrusted to him by the family, it is of course dereliction of duty and should be punished.
No one objected to this, even his mother would not have compassion for him who was punished, and would only emphasize his identity over and over again, the importance of the family to him, and the extent to which he should do for the family, If he didn't pay enough attention to this, the other party would even take the initiative to propose heavier punishment to the man who gave birth to him, followed by an even more impossible task.
Chu Xinyue occasionally wonders why she has not been brainwashed in such an environment. Maybe it is because Chu Mo is just a puppet who doesn't understand anything. A puppet doesn't know what it means to pay for the family. His injury will only make people feel sad even with his mental strength, and the puppet will not emphasize his identity to him, but will only try to comfort him and open his hands to hug him.
Maybe I don't want to do this for the family, he thought when he was young, I just want to be responsible to Chu Mo, and I can't let him be punished too.
In fact, Chu Xinyue also tried to let Chu Mo escape directly. He ordered the puppet to flee to a place where he could not see it, but the puppet still stood there briskly calling someone's name over and over again:
"Xuan..."
"Xuan..."
After being discovered, he suffered the most severe punishment, and Chu Mo was also punished. He expected this, but he still felt annoyed when he saw the tortured doll. He asked why the doll didn't leave. Disobeying his order, Chu Mo just looked at him with scars and eyes shining.
Chu Mo didn't want to go where he couldn't see.
But where do dolls come from with such complicated emotions?
Chu Mo couldn't tell him apart at all, and it would be the same with any other child. He conveyed his love and affection over and over again, but always called someone else's name.
Xuan is not his name.
But what can he do, can he just leave Chu Mo alone if he gets annoyed by this?In the whole Bianhua, maybe he is the only one who has some kind of nostalgia for this puppet, and only he wants to protect Chu Mo, while others only regard him as a puppet, because the man who gave birth to him tortured or played with him without any scruples.
Chu Mo only has him.
This thought made him feel a little bit of pleasure in the infinite struggle, even if what Chu Mo saw in his eyes was not him, so what?The other party is still the only one he can rely on, and the only one who will protect him.
But does Chu Mo care about these?
The other party still has affection for any child and wants to get close to him. He doesn't listen to his order to let him leave, and he doesn't listen to his order to let him not get close to other children. Chu Mo still tries to get close to other children countless times. Go hug any one of them, whether the other person is trying to hurt him or protect him.
Yes, Chu Mo doesn't care about his thoughts at all. How can a doll feel so much? Chu Mo is just following his instinct to be gentle with young children. He can't tell who the object is at all. Everyone is his child. They are all his "Xuan".
This kind of entanglement finally collapsed at the age when he could no longer be regarded as a child. When he was 16 years old, Chu Mo finally did not respond to his orders. At that time, he grew into a thin and tall boy, and his person Even finally do not recognize him.
No, Chu Mo never recognized him. To Chu Mo, he was no different from any other child.
He passed orders to the puppet, and the puppet would only stare at the other young children with a twinkle in its eyes, but it didn't pay attention to him at all.
I don't care about you anymore, he felt annoyed and even hated, but the puppet was still completely strange to him as if he had never seen it before.
Why is there hatred for this?But Chu Xinyue has never sorted out his feelings for Chu Mo. The other party is the only tenderness he has felt in his entire youth, the meaning of his desperate life, and the only one he is determined to protect.
But this is just his own sentimentality, Chu Mo doesn't care about him, Chu Mo can't even pronounce his name.
But when he was told that Chu Mo would be controlled by others, he still panicked. Others would not take care of Chu Mo. want to come back?But maybe he still has a chance.
Going out to investigate the dark horse that suddenly appeared in the underground mech competition should be the first time Chu Xinyue has done a task by himself. He must get Chu Mo back, so he can only work harder and harder to pay for the family to the point where he can be rewarded. He had worked very hard, but was stopped directly at the beginning.
Can't beat it.
At the beginning, he didn't know who the other party was. After the investigation was fruitless, he got on the mecha and fought with someone, but the result was a failure without any suspense. Before that, Chu Xinyue had never suffered such a crush. He couldn't accept the fact for a while, but he had a strange intuition somewhere.
He has to know who is in the mecha on the other side, which is very important to him, very important.
He put in almost all his efforts for this, although in the end he only saw the other party once, and he already knew who the other party was.
Yes... sure enough...
Chu Mo's child.
At that moment, he was somewhat confused and felt that perhaps it would be okay for him to die, but as for why he had such a thought, Chu Xinyue still hadn't figured it out, he was just suddenly depressed and felt that he had no motivation anymore.
It's just not comparable.
He is not as good as Chu Mo's child, so why should he ask Chu Mo to love him?Maybe he wasn't worthy in the first place.
This almost made him unable to do anything anymore. After the mission failed, he went back to Bianhuadu and was ready to be punished, but was accidentally told that Chu Mo was broken.
His puppet was broken in just a dozen days after leaving him, and he could no longer control his mental power. Chu Mo was locked in the tower at that time, and his mental power was berserk in the tower confused, but the voice that came out was extremely soft:
"Xuan..."
"Xuan..."
When he walked into the tower, he could hardly tell that it was the beautiful doll at that time. Chu Mo couldn't recognize him either, and the doll still didn't respond to him. He didn't know what kind of treatment he had suffered. He didn't feel anything, but the moment he saw it, his heart ached like he was suffocating.
For a moment, Chu Xin wanted to kill Chu Mo directly. Chu Mo had been completely ruined. Maybe death was his relief. He easily crushed the weapon in his hand into pieces, and finally he grabbed the opponent's throat. The puppet did not resist, nor did it react to him. The puppet was immersed in its own world, and the surrounding spirits still let out a cheerful cry. calling out:
"Xuan..."
"Xuan..."
That's enough.
In the end, he let go of his hands and knelt down on the ground, the puppet still didn't respond to him, and everything seemed to be just his wishful thinking, but what could he do, maybe he lived for Chu Mo:
"...I've seen him before."
he whispered, and the puppet was unresponsive.
"...I'll bring him to see you."
……
Meeting Ya Sijia seemed to be another play of fate on him. At first, Chu Xinyue just wanted to find Chu Mo's child, but accidentally got involved with someone else. The other party was Mo Dingxuan's relatives. They prevented him from finding Mo Dingxuan, but the other party was interested in him during the tit-for-tat confrontation—this made Chu Xin very confused, and now he still doesn't know why Ya Sijia came to him on his own initiative.
But in short, the other party raised an inexplicable love for him, the handsome blond man seemed to appear in his life, even though he was wary of it, no one could stop him from appearing wherever he wanted.
No one in this world can reject Ya Sijia, Chu Xin thinks sometimes.
Ya Sijia even helped him to break away from Bianhua—the man firmly opposed him to return to Bianhua, and forcibly led him to escape from the hunt. I understand, I don’t understand when I object to him going back to Bianhua, I don’t understand when I want to take him away, and I still don’t understand when I almost die in front of him to protect him.
"...Why did you do this?" He couldn't help but ask after all.
At that time, the other party was dying, and maybe he would die in front of his eyes in the next moment, but he still managed to show a smile:
"I can't just leave you alone," Ya Sijia seemed to take it for granted in a strange way, "I will never let you be taken away by them again."
"...I am to you..." However, his heart slowly warmed up, and there seemed to be a glimmer of life in the complete silence.
Aska seemed to sigh:
"I hope you can do what you want," the other party paused, "I will always be by your side."
……
There are hundreds of billions of people on hundreds of planets in this world, but Ya Sijia’s heart is for him alone. Ya Sijia can call his name and knows who he is doing for, although he I don't know why the other party has feelings for him, but Ya Sijia does have affection for him.
For him alone, I feel pity for him.
Chu Xinyue sometimes thinks that he doesn't really care about the other party's love. This uniqueness alone is enough to make him go crazy and do anything. Before that, he never thought that he could really be with Bian Hua Break away from the relationship, but since Ya Sijia thinks it can be done, of course he can do it.
He even thought that he could have a chance to take Chu Mo away. He told Ya Sijia about Chu Mo, although he deliberately concealed the part that Mo Dingxuan was the other party's child, Ya Sijia comforted him for a long time after listening. The other party even made a proposal that he never thought of:
"In the future, we can pick him up first and find a way to control his power, and then slowly look for his child."
"...Pick him up?"
"It's always better to be by your side." The other party seemed very surprised, "You probably don't want to just let him be imprisoned like that."
Of course he didn't want to see Chu Mo suffer like that, but how could he possibly fight against Bi'anhua, let alone bring Chu Mo out under the nose of Bi'anhua.
"Why can't it be done?" Ya Sijia didn't seem to understand.
"Can you...?"
"How do you know if you don't try? Don't you hate Bi'anhua?" The other party said, "But after knowing the research that Bi'anhua has done and what it has done to you, I very much hope that this family will be completely destroyed."
"But..." The other party is the oldest family in the world. He doesn't even know a thousandth of his powerful strength. Maybe he doesn't even dare to say that he can directly destroy the country's political power. A mere individual...
However, in the end, he didn't say anything in the sight of the other party. Chu Xin looked at the other party for a long time:
"...Then, what should I do?"
"..." Ya Sijia seemed to think for a while, "Why don't we build a fleet first?"
……
Later, Chu Xinyue quietly went back to Bi'anhua to find Chu Mo, after all, she might not see her again for a long time.
"I met someone."
He was silent for a while to answer, but the puppet didn't respond, but he continued talking on his own,
"He...he hopes that the other shore flowers will be completely destroyed, and we are organizing a fleet for this purpose."
He said a bunch of incoherent things incoherently, and finally he laughed for the first time perhaps:
"I'll come to pick you up," he said, "just wait for me for a while."
……
Ya Sijia's love for him was unknown, but falling in love with Ya Sijia was a matter of course. Chu Xinyue would think so every time she saw Ya Sijia in the following decades.
He knows almost nothing except fighting and missions. Almost all the physical items of the fleet construction are handled by Ya Sijia. In the early days, the other party who was busy with various things stayed up all day long. Ya Sijia paid too much for their fleet. Hard work and hard work, but the purpose of establishing the fleet obviously has nothing to do with him.
But the other party said that he would help him destroy the Bianhua, so he devoted himself to it, and it has been like a day for decades.
Sometimes he felt that Aska was too kind to him, so good that it made him uneasy. his hair:
"Just do what you want to do."
Chu Xinyue tried to learn what Ya Sijia was dealing with, shared the work with him, and tried to change her personality to communicate with the team members. Ya Sijia was very pleasantly surprised by this, and he finally felt at ease when he saw that he was happy. Of course he can become whatever Aska likes him.
The group members who are already familiar with each other joke about why they don’t get married every day. Chu Xinyue is occasionally a little surprised that Ya Sijia never mentioned a certain aspect. He thinks that Ya Sijia’s feelings for him may not be love, but he He doesn't care about this, as long as Ya Sijia's feelings for him are unique, no matter what it is, he is willing to give everything for the other party.
No, everything about him belonged to Asgard.
But he never understood what Aska was thinking, not from the very beginning.
The gentle man has been by his side for 20 years, and he has worked hard for their Star Thief Group for 20 years. He has learned how to be alone and how to be a good leader for this man, and their Star Thief Group has gradually reached the entire border. most powerful.
It still can't destroy the Bianhua, but maybe it's a little bit close to picking up Chu Mo.
He is very happy in his heart. He has been very happy in the past 20 years. It is completely different from the depression in Bianhua before. He is considering the plan to pick up Chu Mo and discuss it with Ya Sijia. The man also agrees and actively Ready to arrange.
"The small goal is just around the corner," Ya Sijia said with emotion, "Maybe in another 20 years, the goal will be really achieved."
"I don't think it will take 20 years," he felt happy when he saw Ascaria, "maybe it can be done in ten years."
If they can destroy the Bianhua, they may be able to think a little further, the future. In fact, he wants to think about it now.
"It shouldn't be that fast." Ascaria rested her chin, "I'm quite reluctant to part with you."
He said it casually, but Chu Xinyue's heart sank when he heard it: "...What did you say?"
Ya Sijia seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then he grabbed the corner of his clothes anxiously: "You——do you want to leave?"
"..." Doubt appeared in the other party's eyes, "When the Bana Flower is destroyed, you probably won't need me anymore."
He showed his usual gentle smile in his eyes, and rubbed his hair with a little relief:
"You can live on your own now."
I really never knew what he was thinking, Chu Xinyue only had this one thought at that moment.
……
Sometimes Ya Sijia would reflect on whether he really did something wrong, or why he drove one or two crazy in the end.
But he still can't figure out what he did wrong. Isn't he good enough for them?Why did it hurt them all in the end?
He just couldn't just ignore them or other people in similar situations, just like he couldn't watch the young Mo Dingxuan alone, nor could he watch the former Chu Xinyue being completely controlled by the family. In addition, there are many people he has met, and he has no way to remain indifferent to them. Although he often cannot help everyone, he can help one.
But when he successfully completed his mission and brought someone out, he thought that the other party could live a good life so he could leave, but he would always make the other party collapse directly.
Mo Dingxuan came out by himself, and many, many people also came out by himself, but the more Chu Xin didn't have it, the more Chu Xin went crazy.
Ya Sijia glanced at the chains that imprisoned him, and then at the distant window, wondering if it was because he had been with Chu Xinyue the longest? 20 years.
It is indeed a long time. He is only 50 years old now, almost half of his life. Since he was 30 years old, he has devoted himself to Chu Xinyue. Now all the labels on him seem to be related to Chu Xinyue. related.
Of course he has feelings. He has had feelings for a dog for 20 years, but he also has feelings for Mo Dingxuan. Now the relationship like a relative makes him feel very suitable. If there is anything, he can directly say to help each other. We get together from time to time, and we are usually busy with our own business.
Then why can't he and Chu Xinyue have this kind of relationship?Obviously, he also paid attention to not becoming lovers with the other party. After he helped someone destroy the Bianhua, Chu Xinyue could start a new life of his own. They could contact and get together occasionally, and everyone had a good life.
Isn't this a happy thing for everyone?
He rubbed the space between his brows, it was useless to think about it now, anyway, Chu Xinyue didn't think it was a happy thing, he couldn't even accept it at all - directly imprisoned him forcibly.
But before Xinyue said that he was going to pick up Chu Mo, I don't know if he went after they broke up.
He refused to see him for so many days, maybe he went.
Ya Sijia watched absently as the robot brought him food.
But his state is really worrying...
He couldn't help but wryly smiled, he was still worried about the other party at this point.
……
Chu Xinyue didn't come to see him for the first time until a week later. The black-haired young man stood silently at the door and looked at him. When Ya Sijia looked up, he noticed that the other party seemed to be hesitating to come in. glanced at him:
"Have you rescued Chu Mo?"
The other party seemed to be taken aback for a moment, but he didn't expect him to ask this question:
"……No."
He lowered his head: "I failed."
"There is still a chance in the future," Ya Sijia comforted him subconsciously, "Let's think of a way."
"..." The young man was silent for a long time, Ya Sijia was stunned for a moment and didn't know what she said wrong, then she watched his eyes gradually turn red, Chu Xin lowered her head,
"Why are you……"
His voice was dry, and as soon as he spoke, he couldn't hold back his tears and choked up silently, and Ascaria felt pain everywhere:
"...Don't cry, let's have a good talk."
The other party covered his face with his hands and did not speak. Ascaria thought for a while:
"You, can you come here first? I can't make it through."
However, Chu Xinyue was stimulated by this, and the other party turned around:
"It's my fault for imprisoning you...but I won't let you go, even if you hate me."
Aska: "..."
He wanted to have a good talk with someone, but Chu Xinyue had already turned around and left, and Ya Sijia couldn't tell what his mood was. He only remembered the scene when he just started getting close to Chu Xinyue, and wondered a little irritably whether he Shouldn't she meddle in Chu Xinyue's affairs?
...But it's a pity, until now, he still hasn't regretted his original decision.
……
The other party prefers to communicate with him face-to-face rather than visiting him secretly in the middle of the night. In fact, Chu Xinyue liked to do this kind of thing before. Ya Sijia knew which nights he came quietly and when he left, but in order to maintain The boundaries of their relationship he has been pretending nothing happened without noticing.
But this time it doesn't seem to work.
When the person walked to the bed, he grabbed the other person's arm, and before he could speak for a whole day, he was stunned by the touch of his hand. So he clearly saw the cut on the opponent's wrist:
"you……!"
The young man was stiff all over, avoiding his gaze and not looking at him.
Ya Sijia never thought that he was in pain to the extent of self-harm. Could it be that he really hurt this person to such an extent?It seemed that it was useless to say anything more, Ya Sijia opened her mouth and finally sighed:
"...It's my fault, I won't leave you."
……
I am really a despicable person, Chu Xin thought more and more.
Ya Sijia has paid for him for 20 years and he has never given the other party anything in return. What right does he have to keep the other party?He was not worthy to put forward any opinions on the freedom of Ya Sijia when he left, and imprisoning the other party for his own selfishness was even more so to the extent that Ya Sijia, the white-eyed wolf, misunderstood the person.
But he just couldn't accept Ascaria leaving him, if Ascaria left him, it would be meaningless for him to live.
But why did Aska stay for him?He shouldn't think about how to keep Ya Sijia, he should die by himself directly, and don't make it difficult for Ya Sijia.
However, when the blade cut across his wrist and the blood flowed out, he thought of Chu Mo... He has not rescued Chu Mo, nor brought his child to him. If everything about him is not Ya Sijia's, it is Chu Mo's , he is even more unworthy to die by himself, he is not qualified.
He stopped the bleeding in a trance, and his injury recovered quickly due to physical problems. Looking at the scar, he suddenly had other thoughts. He knew very well that with Ascaria's gentleness... when he found this, the man would definitely be afraid of him Accident and stay.
The fact is exactly as he thought, Ya Sijia stayed because of his despicable means, but how long can he stay?
The veil of tenderness between them has been completely torn.
Thinking that Aska's feelings for him were nothing more than tenderness for anyone, what he did for him was what a dog would do in his situation——
He was already going crazy.
In the end, no one cared about him.
……
After 12 years of separation and reunion, Ya Sijia didn't know why their relationship became like this. Chu Xinyue's character went against his original intention and began to become more and more extreme and indifferent. When they reconciled, Ya Sijia tried to Be more gentle with him to make the youth feel safe, but Chu Xinyue is already full of resistance to him, he stubbornly refuses him to approach, and stubbornly forbids him to leave, his methods are also becoming more and more fierce, as if he was broken The cracks in the broken places are getting bigger and bigger and more shocking.
Ya Sijia began to feel a little overwhelmed. He disappeared intermittently for a while to calm people down, but he didn't dare to disappear for too long so as not to drive people crazy again. He tried his best to ease their relationship, but it seemed that he tried hard The direction didn't impress the other party, and Ya Sijia didn't know where he completely hurt the other party back then, which always made him feel too strong a sense of guilt.
He was the one who made Chu Xinyue like this, maybe he should be responsible for Chu Xinyue.
The deadlock was probably broken when Mo Dingxuan brought a young talent to him. Bai Yu should be an incredible existence. No matter for any of them, Ya Sijia felt that he and Chu Xin were more likely to get along with each other before coming. There was a conflict, but after the fight between the two, Chu Xinyue seemed to have undergone a subtle change, which surprised Ya Sijia.
Chu Xinyue... seems to have calmed down a bit.
……
He hates Mo Dingxuan.
Chu Xinyue understood very clearly that no matter whether the other party existed as Chu Mo's child, Ya Sijia's relatives or just as Mo Dingxuan, anyway, he hated the other party, and the other party was too good, so he understood more clearly Not as good as the other party, he is not worthy to grab the other party's things at all.
Chu Mo is still attached to him in all kinds of tortures, and it is not only him but also Ya Sijia who is willing to pay the same amount for him.
He not only hates the other party, but is also jealous of the other party, coveting the other party's things, talking about letting Chu Mo see his child, but always hesitating not to tell Mo Dingxuan, and wishing that Ya Sijia has nothing to do with the other party and never be there He mentioned the other party's name in front of him.
But he met Chu Mo because of him, met Ya Sijia because of him, and even his birth may have something to do with him, all the pain he suffered and all the happiness he got came from him—but if he changed If Mo Dingxuan is in his position, this person may have a completely different fate, and he will never be able to fulfill Chu Mo's wish and torture Ya Sijia as he is now.
Sometimes Chu Xinyue didn't want to think about these things. Anyway, he usually didn't meet Mo Dingxuan. He was only irritable for a while when he met Jerian. Although he didn't want to care about Mo Dingxuan's affairs, In a certain special state of mind, he still pays attention to the other party's dynamics. Of course, he knows how good the other party is to his so-called younger brother.
...brother.
If it wasn't good enough, why would Jerian willingly come to Carris to work as a spy for him?
He didn't know what he was struggling with, maybe he was so irritated by Mo Dingxuan's bragging when he was with Jerian, obviously he came to the only talented person in the world to observe Chu Mo's problem , In the few time I spent, I just listened to him brainwashing Mo Dingxuan how perfect he was. In the end, Chu Mo’s mental problem couldn’t be solved, but it made him have a subtle change in Mo Dingxuan’s mentality. Jerian is a favor.
At that time, he was still in a stalemate with Asgard, and Jerian was probably the only person he had ever seen who was nosy about not being able to protect himself. He thought that he would not be noticed, asked a few details and made up a lot of brainstorming, and then he was self-righteous. to persuade him to let go of Aska:
"Aren't you all in pain?"
Unheeded and not given up:
"If Dinant suffers because of me, I'd rather he forget me altogether."
He really didn't want to pay attention to such words that he didn't know anything about:
"If I let him go, he will really forget me."
Two people who are in love can certainly say such things, but Ascaria's feelings for him are nothing more than the pity he can have for any weak person. In the end, he is just using a despicable method to forcefully trap each other. I would rather the other party suffer than lose the other party myself.
It's just selfishness, he chose himself between Ya Sijia and himself, so what face does he have to expect Ya Sijia to fall in love with him?He doesn't deserve it.
But if you let Ya Sijia go, he will really be no different from anyone he has ever met before. Ya Sijia will neither stay for anyone nor remember anyone. Maybe he can develop into Mo Ding if he works hard. The relationship between Xuan and him, but if it is not the only existence, what is the meaning to him.
Jerian seemed confused by this: "But how do you know? He paid so much for you, didn't he?"
"I can't bet on this kind of stuff."
"But then you still have a chance, right? You won't disappear as soon as you leave," Jerian said. "If he forgets about you—you can catch up with him and start over?"
"..." He had nothing to say for a while, he didn't know how to answer such a question, Jerian's words were too light, maybe it was so easy for him to win Dinaia's heart, but——
"...He won't like me." In the end he still whispered, how could Ascaria like him, there is nothing in him that makes people fall in love.
It is impossible for him to become a special existence in Ascaria's heart. In the end, he just relied on self-harm and crying to hope that the other party would take pity on him.
……
But if... Mo Dingxuan, was it possible to get Ya Sijia's special affection back then?
The more Chu Xin thought about this question, the more she thought about it for many years. Although Ya Sijia left her like that back then, Mo Dingxuan is the only one who still maintains close contact with Ya Sijia as if they are relatives.
Mo Dingxuan is also much better than him, the other party is so dazzling that he does not want to think about his advantages, no matter who notices these, they will be attracted by the other party.
Ya Sijia is of course ruthless about this, but if Mo Dingxuan is really interested, will Ya Sijia really not be tempted?
This time made him very anxious. Even though he was told by Ascaria that Mo Dingxuan had a lover, he was still very anxious. No matter how good the other party was, how could he compare to Yascar?Falling in love with Aska is of course also normal.
So when Ya Sijia decided to go to Arance to meet each other, he insisted on going together, even though he actually never wanted to see Mo Dingxuan.
Although it was the other party's lover who impressed him even more after the meeting.
……
Bai Yu is a bit like Chu Mo.
In fact, Chu Xinyue focused all her attention on Mo Dingxuan at the beginning, but she was a little surprised to find this when talking with Bai Yu and observing him.
Although he already knew that Bai Yu was a talented person and had seen photos of him before, the impact was still different from what he saw with his own eyes. He was beautiful and powerful, and even more beautiful and stronger than Chu Mo, like The god's cherished weapon makes people unable to look away and dare not look directly at it.
This made him unable to hold back and reminded the other party to pay attention to Bianhua - Mo Dingxuan would definitely meet someone from Bianhua in the future, whether it was because of the other person or just for the person in front of him, he didn't want to see him again The second Chu Mo appeared.
But Bai Yu and Chu Mo seem to have more differences. The other party is obviously not as gentle and humble as Chu Mo was before. Ignore him, but in the end they got into a fight because of Ya Sijia. Chu Xinyue thought back afterwards that Bai Yu really didn't look like Chu Mo—how could Chu Mo be so sharp-mouthed? Knowing that it hurts to poke him and laugh at him, Aska likes dogs and doesn't like him.
So it is natural to fight, but if you fight, you will fight. Although he will fight with the other party when he hears this kind of words, he knows that what Bai Yu said is right.
Aska liked dogs and didn't like him at all.
If the mental power is ineffective, the talented person is actually just an ordinary person. Chu Xinyue is never afraid of any talented person. In fact, Bai Yu can't beat him with physical skills alone, but the opponent's advantage is that he can't beat him, and there is always someone to help him find it place.
When Mo Dingxuan strangled his neck and pressed him on the counter, he froze for a moment, but he didn't feel surprised at all. It didn't seem strange that even body skills were not Mo Dingxuan's opponent. Comparable to the person in front of you.
Mo Dingxuan kept frowning, Chu Xin looked at his face more distractedly, and felt that he was indeed very similar to Chu Mo, but he was much more oppressive than Chu Mo, and he was not at all the beautiful type. Mo Dingxuan's His face was handsome and tough, and when he got angry at this time, it made people subconsciously want to bow their heads.
But he didn't want to bow his head.
"You just don't know good from bad,"
The man's voice was cold, "Did you say that you started the fight first?"
"I picked it first," he heard himself say, "but so what, wouldn't you protect him if he picked it first?"
"It's not whether I protect him or not, but
He obviously possesses such powerful power, such a beautiful appearance, and obviously belongs to the Bianhua family, and the man who gave birth to him is even a twin brother of the same father and mother.
But the encounters are heaven and earth, one is already the heir of Bianhua, and the other has become an unconscious tool plaything.
It may be a good thing for him if Chu Mo is really unconscious, but Chu Mo still stubbornly retains a trace of obsession. His bright purple eyes are always dead silent, but when he sees a child, he will flicker. Moving light:
"Xuan..."
A brisk male voice came from the mental power around him, but due to the uncontrollable mental power, he directly killed the weak child. The beautiful doll's face showed extreme panic, and then a large-scale loss of control caused damage.
Chu Mo has been punished countless times for this, but what does the puppet understand? Maybe he just wants to get close to the other party, but he can't control the power, but it's not that he wants to lose control.
What did Chu Mo do wrong again?
There is no way to control it, and a puppet that may lose control at any time is not a good puppet. Maybe he was born for this reason. Since Chu Xinyue was born, the task of controlling Chu Mo was entrusted to him. The puppet looked at him with joy , His mental power is restless, but he can't hurt his favorite child, so the puppet becomes more and more happy, and any tasks he passes on are executed as if they were executed.
They set out various missions together, sometimes far beyond what a juvenile child and a puppet can do. If they fail to complete the mission, they will be punished. This is a matter of course. Chu Mo is the puppet of Bianhua It's not that it's not the puppet of the family. If it can't complete the task entrusted to him by the family, it is of course dereliction of duty and should be punished.
No one objected to this, even his mother would not have compassion for him who was punished, and would only emphasize his identity over and over again, the importance of the family to him, and the extent to which he should do for the family, If he didn't pay enough attention to this, the other party would even take the initiative to propose heavier punishment to the man who gave birth to him, followed by an even more impossible task.
Chu Xinyue occasionally wonders why she has not been brainwashed in such an environment. Maybe it is because Chu Mo is just a puppet who doesn't understand anything. A puppet doesn't know what it means to pay for the family. His injury will only make people feel sad even with his mental strength, and the puppet will not emphasize his identity to him, but will only try to comfort him and open his hands to hug him.
Maybe I don't want to do this for the family, he thought when he was young, I just want to be responsible to Chu Mo, and I can't let him be punished too.
In fact, Chu Xinyue also tried to let Chu Mo escape directly. He ordered the puppet to flee to a place where he could not see it, but the puppet still stood there briskly calling someone's name over and over again:
"Xuan..."
"Xuan..."
After being discovered, he suffered the most severe punishment, and Chu Mo was also punished. He expected this, but he still felt annoyed when he saw the tortured doll. He asked why the doll didn't leave. Disobeying his order, Chu Mo just looked at him with scars and eyes shining.
Chu Mo didn't want to go where he couldn't see.
But where do dolls come from with such complicated emotions?
Chu Mo couldn't tell him apart at all, and it would be the same with any other child. He conveyed his love and affection over and over again, but always called someone else's name.
Xuan is not his name.
But what can he do, can he just leave Chu Mo alone if he gets annoyed by this?In the whole Bianhua, maybe he is the only one who has some kind of nostalgia for this puppet, and only he wants to protect Chu Mo, while others only regard him as a puppet, because the man who gave birth to him tortured or played with him without any scruples.
Chu Mo only has him.
This thought made him feel a little bit of pleasure in the infinite struggle, even if what Chu Mo saw in his eyes was not him, so what?The other party is still the only one he can rely on, and the only one who will protect him.
But does Chu Mo care about these?
The other party still has affection for any child and wants to get close to him. He doesn't listen to his order to let him leave, and he doesn't listen to his order to let him not get close to other children. Chu Mo still tries to get close to other children countless times. Go hug any one of them, whether the other person is trying to hurt him or protect him.
Yes, Chu Mo doesn't care about his thoughts at all. How can a doll feel so much? Chu Mo is just following his instinct to be gentle with young children. He can't tell who the object is at all. Everyone is his child. They are all his "Xuan".
This kind of entanglement finally collapsed at the age when he could no longer be regarded as a child. When he was 16 years old, Chu Mo finally did not respond to his orders. At that time, he grew into a thin and tall boy, and his person Even finally do not recognize him.
No, Chu Mo never recognized him. To Chu Mo, he was no different from any other child.
He passed orders to the puppet, and the puppet would only stare at the other young children with a twinkle in its eyes, but it didn't pay attention to him at all.
I don't care about you anymore, he felt annoyed and even hated, but the puppet was still completely strange to him as if he had never seen it before.
Why is there hatred for this?But Chu Xinyue has never sorted out his feelings for Chu Mo. The other party is the only tenderness he has felt in his entire youth, the meaning of his desperate life, and the only one he is determined to protect.
But this is just his own sentimentality, Chu Mo doesn't care about him, Chu Mo can't even pronounce his name.
But when he was told that Chu Mo would be controlled by others, he still panicked. Others would not take care of Chu Mo. want to come back?But maybe he still has a chance.
Going out to investigate the dark horse that suddenly appeared in the underground mech competition should be the first time Chu Xinyue has done a task by himself. He must get Chu Mo back, so he can only work harder and harder to pay for the family to the point where he can be rewarded. He had worked very hard, but was stopped directly at the beginning.
Can't beat it.
At the beginning, he didn't know who the other party was. After the investigation was fruitless, he got on the mecha and fought with someone, but the result was a failure without any suspense. Before that, Chu Xinyue had never suffered such a crush. He couldn't accept the fact for a while, but he had a strange intuition somewhere.
He has to know who is in the mecha on the other side, which is very important to him, very important.
He put in almost all his efforts for this, although in the end he only saw the other party once, and he already knew who the other party was.
Yes... sure enough...
Chu Mo's child.
At that moment, he was somewhat confused and felt that perhaps it would be okay for him to die, but as for why he had such a thought, Chu Xinyue still hadn't figured it out, he was just suddenly depressed and felt that he had no motivation anymore.
It's just not comparable.
He is not as good as Chu Mo's child, so why should he ask Chu Mo to love him?Maybe he wasn't worthy in the first place.
This almost made him unable to do anything anymore. After the mission failed, he went back to Bianhuadu and was ready to be punished, but was accidentally told that Chu Mo was broken.
His puppet was broken in just a dozen days after leaving him, and he could no longer control his mental power. Chu Mo was locked in the tower at that time, and his mental power was berserk in the tower confused, but the voice that came out was extremely soft:
"Xuan..."
"Xuan..."
When he walked into the tower, he could hardly tell that it was the beautiful doll at that time. Chu Mo couldn't recognize him either, and the doll still didn't respond to him. He didn't know what kind of treatment he had suffered. He didn't feel anything, but the moment he saw it, his heart ached like he was suffocating.
For a moment, Chu Xin wanted to kill Chu Mo directly. Chu Mo had been completely ruined. Maybe death was his relief. He easily crushed the weapon in his hand into pieces, and finally he grabbed the opponent's throat. The puppet did not resist, nor did it react to him. The puppet was immersed in its own world, and the surrounding spirits still let out a cheerful cry. calling out:
"Xuan..."
"Xuan..."
That's enough.
In the end, he let go of his hands and knelt down on the ground, the puppet still didn't respond to him, and everything seemed to be just his wishful thinking, but what could he do, maybe he lived for Chu Mo:
"...I've seen him before."
he whispered, and the puppet was unresponsive.
"...I'll bring him to see you."
……
Meeting Ya Sijia seemed to be another play of fate on him. At first, Chu Xinyue just wanted to find Chu Mo's child, but accidentally got involved with someone else. The other party was Mo Dingxuan's relatives. They prevented him from finding Mo Dingxuan, but the other party was interested in him during the tit-for-tat confrontation—this made Chu Xin very confused, and now he still doesn't know why Ya Sijia came to him on his own initiative.
But in short, the other party raised an inexplicable love for him, the handsome blond man seemed to appear in his life, even though he was wary of it, no one could stop him from appearing wherever he wanted.
No one in this world can reject Ya Sijia, Chu Xin thinks sometimes.
Ya Sijia even helped him to break away from Bianhua—the man firmly opposed him to return to Bianhua, and forcibly led him to escape from the hunt. I understand, I don’t understand when I object to him going back to Bianhua, I don’t understand when I want to take him away, and I still don’t understand when I almost die in front of him to protect him.
"...Why did you do this?" He couldn't help but ask after all.
At that time, the other party was dying, and maybe he would die in front of his eyes in the next moment, but he still managed to show a smile:
"I can't just leave you alone," Ya Sijia seemed to take it for granted in a strange way, "I will never let you be taken away by them again."
"...I am to you..." However, his heart slowly warmed up, and there seemed to be a glimmer of life in the complete silence.
Aska seemed to sigh:
"I hope you can do what you want," the other party paused, "I will always be by your side."
……
There are hundreds of billions of people on hundreds of planets in this world, but Ya Sijia’s heart is for him alone. Ya Sijia can call his name and knows who he is doing for, although he I don't know why the other party has feelings for him, but Ya Sijia does have affection for him.
For him alone, I feel pity for him.
Chu Xinyue sometimes thinks that he doesn't really care about the other party's love. This uniqueness alone is enough to make him go crazy and do anything. Before that, he never thought that he could really be with Bian Hua Break away from the relationship, but since Ya Sijia thinks it can be done, of course he can do it.
He even thought that he could have a chance to take Chu Mo away. He told Ya Sijia about Chu Mo, although he deliberately concealed the part that Mo Dingxuan was the other party's child, Ya Sijia comforted him for a long time after listening. The other party even made a proposal that he never thought of:
"In the future, we can pick him up first and find a way to control his power, and then slowly look for his child."
"...Pick him up?"
"It's always better to be by your side." The other party seemed very surprised, "You probably don't want to just let him be imprisoned like that."
Of course he didn't want to see Chu Mo suffer like that, but how could he possibly fight against Bi'anhua, let alone bring Chu Mo out under the nose of Bi'anhua.
"Why can't it be done?" Ya Sijia didn't seem to understand.
"Can you...?"
"How do you know if you don't try? Don't you hate Bi'anhua?" The other party said, "But after knowing the research that Bi'anhua has done and what it has done to you, I very much hope that this family will be completely destroyed."
"But..." The other party is the oldest family in the world. He doesn't even know a thousandth of his powerful strength. Maybe he doesn't even dare to say that he can directly destroy the country's political power. A mere individual...
However, in the end, he didn't say anything in the sight of the other party. Chu Xin looked at the other party for a long time:
"...Then, what should I do?"
"..." Ya Sijia seemed to think for a while, "Why don't we build a fleet first?"
……
Later, Chu Xinyue quietly went back to Bi'anhua to find Chu Mo, after all, she might not see her again for a long time.
"I met someone."
He was silent for a while to answer, but the puppet didn't respond, but he continued talking on his own,
"He...he hopes that the other shore flowers will be completely destroyed, and we are organizing a fleet for this purpose."
He said a bunch of incoherent things incoherently, and finally he laughed for the first time perhaps:
"I'll come to pick you up," he said, "just wait for me for a while."
……
Ya Sijia's love for him was unknown, but falling in love with Ya Sijia was a matter of course. Chu Xinyue would think so every time she saw Ya Sijia in the following decades.
He knows almost nothing except fighting and missions. Almost all the physical items of the fleet construction are handled by Ya Sijia. In the early days, the other party who was busy with various things stayed up all day long. Ya Sijia paid too much for their fleet. Hard work and hard work, but the purpose of establishing the fleet obviously has nothing to do with him.
But the other party said that he would help him destroy the Bianhua, so he devoted himself to it, and it has been like a day for decades.
Sometimes he felt that Aska was too kind to him, so good that it made him uneasy. his hair:
"Just do what you want to do."
Chu Xinyue tried to learn what Ya Sijia was dealing with, shared the work with him, and tried to change her personality to communicate with the team members. Ya Sijia was very pleasantly surprised by this, and he finally felt at ease when he saw that he was happy. Of course he can become whatever Aska likes him.
The group members who are already familiar with each other joke about why they don’t get married every day. Chu Xinyue is occasionally a little surprised that Ya Sijia never mentioned a certain aspect. He thinks that Ya Sijia’s feelings for him may not be love, but he He doesn't care about this, as long as Ya Sijia's feelings for him are unique, no matter what it is, he is willing to give everything for the other party.
No, everything about him belonged to Asgard.
But he never understood what Aska was thinking, not from the very beginning.
The gentle man has been by his side for 20 years, and he has worked hard for their Star Thief Group for 20 years. He has learned how to be alone and how to be a good leader for this man, and their Star Thief Group has gradually reached the entire border. most powerful.
It still can't destroy the Bianhua, but maybe it's a little bit close to picking up Chu Mo.
He is very happy in his heart. He has been very happy in the past 20 years. It is completely different from the depression in Bianhua before. He is considering the plan to pick up Chu Mo and discuss it with Ya Sijia. The man also agrees and actively Ready to arrange.
"The small goal is just around the corner," Ya Sijia said with emotion, "Maybe in another 20 years, the goal will be really achieved."
"I don't think it will take 20 years," he felt happy when he saw Ascaria, "maybe it can be done in ten years."
If they can destroy the Bianhua, they may be able to think a little further, the future. In fact, he wants to think about it now.
"It shouldn't be that fast." Ascaria rested her chin, "I'm quite reluctant to part with you."
He said it casually, but Chu Xinyue's heart sank when he heard it: "...What did you say?"
Ya Sijia seemed to be taken aback for a moment, and then he grabbed the corner of his clothes anxiously: "You——do you want to leave?"
"..." Doubt appeared in the other party's eyes, "When the Bana Flower is destroyed, you probably won't need me anymore."
He showed his usual gentle smile in his eyes, and rubbed his hair with a little relief:
"You can live on your own now."
I really never knew what he was thinking, Chu Xinyue only had this one thought at that moment.
……
Sometimes Ya Sijia would reflect on whether he really did something wrong, or why he drove one or two crazy in the end.
But he still can't figure out what he did wrong. Isn't he good enough for them?Why did it hurt them all in the end?
He just couldn't just ignore them or other people in similar situations, just like he couldn't watch the young Mo Dingxuan alone, nor could he watch the former Chu Xinyue being completely controlled by the family. In addition, there are many people he has met, and he has no way to remain indifferent to them. Although he often cannot help everyone, he can help one.
But when he successfully completed his mission and brought someone out, he thought that the other party could live a good life so he could leave, but he would always make the other party collapse directly.
Mo Dingxuan came out by himself, and many, many people also came out by himself, but the more Chu Xin didn't have it, the more Chu Xin went crazy.
Ya Sijia glanced at the chains that imprisoned him, and then at the distant window, wondering if it was because he had been with Chu Xinyue the longest? 20 years.
It is indeed a long time. He is only 50 years old now, almost half of his life. Since he was 30 years old, he has devoted himself to Chu Xinyue. Now all the labels on him seem to be related to Chu Xinyue. related.
Of course he has feelings. He has had feelings for a dog for 20 years, but he also has feelings for Mo Dingxuan. Now the relationship like a relative makes him feel very suitable. If there is anything, he can directly say to help each other. We get together from time to time, and we are usually busy with our own business.
Then why can't he and Chu Xinyue have this kind of relationship?Obviously, he also paid attention to not becoming lovers with the other party. After he helped someone destroy the Bianhua, Chu Xinyue could start a new life of his own. They could contact and get together occasionally, and everyone had a good life.
Isn't this a happy thing for everyone?
He rubbed the space between his brows, it was useless to think about it now, anyway, Chu Xinyue didn't think it was a happy thing, he couldn't even accept it at all - directly imprisoned him forcibly.
But before Xinyue said that he was going to pick up Chu Mo, I don't know if he went after they broke up.
He refused to see him for so many days, maybe he went.
Ya Sijia watched absently as the robot brought him food.
But his state is really worrying...
He couldn't help but wryly smiled, he was still worried about the other party at this point.
……
Chu Xinyue didn't come to see him for the first time until a week later. The black-haired young man stood silently at the door and looked at him. When Ya Sijia looked up, he noticed that the other party seemed to be hesitating to come in. glanced at him:
"Have you rescued Chu Mo?"
The other party seemed to be taken aback for a moment, but he didn't expect him to ask this question:
"……No."
He lowered his head: "I failed."
"There is still a chance in the future," Ya Sijia comforted him subconsciously, "Let's think of a way."
"..." The young man was silent for a long time, Ya Sijia was stunned for a moment and didn't know what she said wrong, then she watched his eyes gradually turn red, Chu Xin lowered her head,
"Why are you……"
His voice was dry, and as soon as he spoke, he couldn't hold back his tears and choked up silently, and Ascaria felt pain everywhere:
"...Don't cry, let's have a good talk."
The other party covered his face with his hands and did not speak. Ascaria thought for a while:
"You, can you come here first? I can't make it through."
However, Chu Xinyue was stimulated by this, and the other party turned around:
"It's my fault for imprisoning you...but I won't let you go, even if you hate me."
Aska: "..."
He wanted to have a good talk with someone, but Chu Xinyue had already turned around and left, and Ya Sijia couldn't tell what his mood was. He only remembered the scene when he just started getting close to Chu Xinyue, and wondered a little irritably whether he Shouldn't she meddle in Chu Xinyue's affairs?
...But it's a pity, until now, he still hasn't regretted his original decision.
……
The other party prefers to communicate with him face-to-face rather than visiting him secretly in the middle of the night. In fact, Chu Xinyue liked to do this kind of thing before. Ya Sijia knew which nights he came quietly and when he left, but in order to maintain The boundaries of their relationship he has been pretending nothing happened without noticing.
But this time it doesn't seem to work.
When the person walked to the bed, he grabbed the other person's arm, and before he could speak for a whole day, he was stunned by the touch of his hand. So he clearly saw the cut on the opponent's wrist:
"you……!"
The young man was stiff all over, avoiding his gaze and not looking at him.
Ya Sijia never thought that he was in pain to the extent of self-harm. Could it be that he really hurt this person to such an extent?It seemed that it was useless to say anything more, Ya Sijia opened her mouth and finally sighed:
"...It's my fault, I won't leave you."
……
I am really a despicable person, Chu Xin thought more and more.
Ya Sijia has paid for him for 20 years and he has never given the other party anything in return. What right does he have to keep the other party?He was not worthy to put forward any opinions on the freedom of Ya Sijia when he left, and imprisoning the other party for his own selfishness was even more so to the extent that Ya Sijia, the white-eyed wolf, misunderstood the person.
But he just couldn't accept Ascaria leaving him, if Ascaria left him, it would be meaningless for him to live.
But why did Aska stay for him?He shouldn't think about how to keep Ya Sijia, he should die by himself directly, and don't make it difficult for Ya Sijia.
However, when the blade cut across his wrist and the blood flowed out, he thought of Chu Mo... He has not rescued Chu Mo, nor brought his child to him. If everything about him is not Ya Sijia's, it is Chu Mo's , he is even more unworthy to die by himself, he is not qualified.
He stopped the bleeding in a trance, and his injury recovered quickly due to physical problems. Looking at the scar, he suddenly had other thoughts. He knew very well that with Ascaria's gentleness... when he found this, the man would definitely be afraid of him Accident and stay.
The fact is exactly as he thought, Ya Sijia stayed because of his despicable means, but how long can he stay?
The veil of tenderness between them has been completely torn.
Thinking that Aska's feelings for him were nothing more than tenderness for anyone, what he did for him was what a dog would do in his situation——
He was already going crazy.
In the end, no one cared about him.
……
After 12 years of separation and reunion, Ya Sijia didn't know why their relationship became like this. Chu Xinyue's character went against his original intention and began to become more and more extreme and indifferent. When they reconciled, Ya Sijia tried to Be more gentle with him to make the youth feel safe, but Chu Xinyue is already full of resistance to him, he stubbornly refuses him to approach, and stubbornly forbids him to leave, his methods are also becoming more and more fierce, as if he was broken The cracks in the broken places are getting bigger and bigger and more shocking.
Ya Sijia began to feel a little overwhelmed. He disappeared intermittently for a while to calm people down, but he didn't dare to disappear for too long so as not to drive people crazy again. He tried his best to ease their relationship, but it seemed that he tried hard The direction didn't impress the other party, and Ya Sijia didn't know where he completely hurt the other party back then, which always made him feel too strong a sense of guilt.
He was the one who made Chu Xinyue like this, maybe he should be responsible for Chu Xinyue.
The deadlock was probably broken when Mo Dingxuan brought a young talent to him. Bai Yu should be an incredible existence. No matter for any of them, Ya Sijia felt that he and Chu Xin were more likely to get along with each other before coming. There was a conflict, but after the fight between the two, Chu Xinyue seemed to have undergone a subtle change, which surprised Ya Sijia.
Chu Xinyue... seems to have calmed down a bit.
……
He hates Mo Dingxuan.
Chu Xinyue understood very clearly that no matter whether the other party existed as Chu Mo's child, Ya Sijia's relatives or just as Mo Dingxuan, anyway, he hated the other party, and the other party was too good, so he understood more clearly Not as good as the other party, he is not worthy to grab the other party's things at all.
Chu Mo is still attached to him in all kinds of tortures, and it is not only him but also Ya Sijia who is willing to pay the same amount for him.
He not only hates the other party, but is also jealous of the other party, coveting the other party's things, talking about letting Chu Mo see his child, but always hesitating not to tell Mo Dingxuan, and wishing that Ya Sijia has nothing to do with the other party and never be there He mentioned the other party's name in front of him.
But he met Chu Mo because of him, met Ya Sijia because of him, and even his birth may have something to do with him, all the pain he suffered and all the happiness he got came from him—but if he changed If Mo Dingxuan is in his position, this person may have a completely different fate, and he will never be able to fulfill Chu Mo's wish and torture Ya Sijia as he is now.
Sometimes Chu Xinyue didn't want to think about these things. Anyway, he usually didn't meet Mo Dingxuan. He was only irritable for a while when he met Jerian. Although he didn't want to care about Mo Dingxuan's affairs, In a certain special state of mind, he still pays attention to the other party's dynamics. Of course, he knows how good the other party is to his so-called younger brother.
...brother.
If it wasn't good enough, why would Jerian willingly come to Carris to work as a spy for him?
He didn't know what he was struggling with, maybe he was so irritated by Mo Dingxuan's bragging when he was with Jerian, obviously he came to the only talented person in the world to observe Chu Mo's problem , In the few time I spent, I just listened to him brainwashing Mo Dingxuan how perfect he was. In the end, Chu Mo’s mental problem couldn’t be solved, but it made him have a subtle change in Mo Dingxuan’s mentality. Jerian is a favor.
At that time, he was still in a stalemate with Asgard, and Jerian was probably the only person he had ever seen who was nosy about not being able to protect himself. He thought that he would not be noticed, asked a few details and made up a lot of brainstorming, and then he was self-righteous. to persuade him to let go of Aska:
"Aren't you all in pain?"
Unheeded and not given up:
"If Dinant suffers because of me, I'd rather he forget me altogether."
He really didn't want to pay attention to such words that he didn't know anything about:
"If I let him go, he will really forget me."
Two people who are in love can certainly say such things, but Ascaria's feelings for him are nothing more than the pity he can have for any weak person. In the end, he is just using a despicable method to forcefully trap each other. I would rather the other party suffer than lose the other party myself.
It's just selfishness, he chose himself between Ya Sijia and himself, so what face does he have to expect Ya Sijia to fall in love with him?He doesn't deserve it.
But if you let Ya Sijia go, he will really be no different from anyone he has ever met before. Ya Sijia will neither stay for anyone nor remember anyone. Maybe he can develop into Mo Ding if he works hard. The relationship between Xuan and him, but if it is not the only existence, what is the meaning to him.
Jerian seemed confused by this: "But how do you know? He paid so much for you, didn't he?"
"I can't bet on this kind of stuff."
"But then you still have a chance, right? You won't disappear as soon as you leave," Jerian said. "If he forgets about you—you can catch up with him and start over?"
"..." He had nothing to say for a while, he didn't know how to answer such a question, Jerian's words were too light, maybe it was so easy for him to win Dinaia's heart, but——
"...He won't like me." In the end he still whispered, how could Ascaria like him, there is nothing in him that makes people fall in love.
It is impossible for him to become a special existence in Ascaria's heart. In the end, he just relied on self-harm and crying to hope that the other party would take pity on him.
……
But if... Mo Dingxuan, was it possible to get Ya Sijia's special affection back then?
The more Chu Xin thought about this question, the more she thought about it for many years. Although Ya Sijia left her like that back then, Mo Dingxuan is the only one who still maintains close contact with Ya Sijia as if they are relatives.
Mo Dingxuan is also much better than him, the other party is so dazzling that he does not want to think about his advantages, no matter who notices these, they will be attracted by the other party.
Ya Sijia is of course ruthless about this, but if Mo Dingxuan is really interested, will Ya Sijia really not be tempted?
This time made him very anxious. Even though he was told by Ascaria that Mo Dingxuan had a lover, he was still very anxious. No matter how good the other party was, how could he compare to Yascar?Falling in love with Aska is of course also normal.
So when Ya Sijia decided to go to Arance to meet each other, he insisted on going together, even though he actually never wanted to see Mo Dingxuan.
Although it was the other party's lover who impressed him even more after the meeting.
……
Bai Yu is a bit like Chu Mo.
In fact, Chu Xinyue focused all her attention on Mo Dingxuan at the beginning, but she was a little surprised to find this when talking with Bai Yu and observing him.
Although he already knew that Bai Yu was a talented person and had seen photos of him before, the impact was still different from what he saw with his own eyes. He was beautiful and powerful, and even more beautiful and stronger than Chu Mo, like The god's cherished weapon makes people unable to look away and dare not look directly at it.
This made him unable to hold back and reminded the other party to pay attention to Bianhua - Mo Dingxuan would definitely meet someone from Bianhua in the future, whether it was because of the other person or just for the person in front of him, he didn't want to see him again The second Chu Mo appeared.
But Bai Yu and Chu Mo seem to have more differences. The other party is obviously not as gentle and humble as Chu Mo was before. Ignore him, but in the end they got into a fight because of Ya Sijia. Chu Xinyue thought back afterwards that Bai Yu really didn't look like Chu Mo—how could Chu Mo be so sharp-mouthed? Knowing that it hurts to poke him and laugh at him, Aska likes dogs and doesn't like him.
So it is natural to fight, but if you fight, you will fight. Although he will fight with the other party when he hears this kind of words, he knows that what Bai Yu said is right.
Aska liked dogs and didn't like him at all.
If the mental power is ineffective, the talented person is actually just an ordinary person. Chu Xinyue is never afraid of any talented person. In fact, Bai Yu can't beat him with physical skills alone, but the opponent's advantage is that he can't beat him, and there is always someone to help him find it place.
When Mo Dingxuan strangled his neck and pressed him on the counter, he froze for a moment, but he didn't feel surprised at all. It didn't seem strange that even body skills were not Mo Dingxuan's opponent. Comparable to the person in front of you.
Mo Dingxuan kept frowning, Chu Xin looked at his face more distractedly, and felt that he was indeed very similar to Chu Mo, but he was much more oppressive than Chu Mo, and he was not at all the beautiful type. Mo Dingxuan's His face was handsome and tough, and when he got angry at this time, it made people subconsciously want to bow their heads.
But he didn't want to bow his head.
"You just don't know good from bad,"
The man's voice was cold, "Did you say that you started the fight first?"
"I picked it first," he heard himself say, "but so what, wouldn't you protect him if he picked it first?"
"It's not whether I protect him or not, but
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