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Mo Dingxuan raised his eyebrows: "Then why are you laughing?"

Bai Yu turned his head: "I can laugh when I want to."

Mo Dingxuan raised his hand to caress the corner of his lips, and he also raised his lips: "Very happy? I will be happier if you say something kind to me a little bit."

"Didn't you say it a lot before?" Bai Yu pushed his hand away, "Just remember it yourself."

"Different occasions have different atmospheres, so you can't directly bring them into it," Mo Dingxuan turned to hold his hand and chuckled, "But memories are a good thing, let me help you recall the first time we met you said to me what?"

Bai Yu: "..."

"I fell in love with you at first sight, Mr. Marshal. I don't know if Mr. Marshal would like to be my boyfriend? That's right." Mo Dingxuan drew a circle on his palm, and his smile deepened.

Bai Yu clicked his tongue: "Do you remember so clearly?"

"This kind of thing should be cherished in the heart," Mo Dingxuan said with emotion, "It's a pity that we are separated now, and we are no longer lovers."

Bai Yu: "..." It never was.

But now their relationship is far closer than before, and Bai Yu suddenly realized that he could no longer say such words to Mo Dingxuan casually. At that time, they didn't trust each other and were wary of each other when they first met. At that time, of course he could say this kind of teasing between lovers. After all, he knew it was fake, and Mo Dingxuan also knew it was fake.

There is no relationship between them, so they can naturally pretend to be lovers.

But the change of things is always unexpected, maybe it can't be said that way, Bai Yu recalled the past, and felt that the first time he saw Mo Dingxuan, he became interested in him. He was not looking for an opportunity to have sex with him, but wanted to When approaching him to get to know this person better, the outcome of the matter was already predictable.

If you become interested in a person and decide to get closer, the closer you get, the more interested you become. It is really normal to establish an intimate relationship in the end.

It's just that he didn't notice it at the time, and he didn't understand it.

Now that their relationship has changed layer by layer, they are used to the name of "partner", but Bai Yu feels that this is not the case, and it is not just that. The so-called "partner" is to build a deep relationship and fight together for the same goal existence, but he has no interest in Mo Dingxuan's career and ideals.

A person moves forward for the goal in his heart, but he treats another person for some special feelings, and the other person is completely involved in helping him, even if he walks side by side, how can this be called a partner?

Mo Dingxuan's feelings for him are not a partner, and his feelings for Mo Dingxuan are not a partner either.

But if he had to change the word, Bai Yu didn't know what to call their current relationship. The partner was very inappropriate, and others were also very inappropriate. He didn't really understand this aspect very well.

A few days ago when he made the oath to Mo Dingxuan at the night of the military department, he was still hesitant. He just chose his own mind between the heart and reason. Now Bai Yu has no hesitation about this. At that time, he didn't want to Admitting that Mo Dingxuan is special and important to him, this kind of emotion makes Bai Yu feel out of control.

Now this kind of worry has completely disappeared. Although it was not obvious on the face, when Mo Dingxuan proposed a travel invitation to him, his heart beat so fast that it seemed to jump out of his chest. Bai Yu felt a little at a loss. He didn't know how to respond to Mo Dingxuan properly. , but he didn't want to show it to be ridiculed by others, and finally put on a nonchalant attitude, but he still couldn't control the joy that spread from the bottom of his heart.

He suddenly felt that letting his feelings for Mo Dingxuan run out of control is not a bad thing, the person in front of him really fascinated him, Bai Yu felt that he almost believed that Mo Dingxuan would not betray him and really It was good for him, and it raised some subtle expectations.

From now on, do you always have someone by your side...

If it was Mo Dingxuan, it would indeed be something to look forward to.

Bai Yu lowered his eyes, forget it, he almost never violated his own will, besides, Mo Dingxuan was worth it no matter what, he decided to let go of the last trace of vigilance, and no longer suppress that special emotion.

Let this inexplicable mood continue uncontrollably, what will become of it in the end?

Bai Yu felt his heart beat faster again, he felt that he seemed to understand, but he seemed to be completely ignorant.

"Not anymore," he heard himself say.

Mo Dingxuan glanced at him, with a smile in his black eyes: "Now we are partners who rely on each other."

He seemed to be unintentional, as if talking to himself: "I just don't know what will become in the future."

"..." Bai Yu was silent for a while, "Anything is possible."

The man laughed again, his face was handsome and clear, which made people feel like a spring breeze: "Hope is to become what I want."

When he said this, he was still looking at Bai Yu. Apart from gentleness, there were other more complicated emotions in his black eyes. His tone was relaxed as if he was joking, but his eyes were solemn and serious. Bai Yu was taken aback, and he felt that he should say What, but he didn't know what to say, some words hovered in his mind, and the words he carefully examined made him confused and unable to express.

In the end, he didn't say anything, and looked at the person in front of him silently, feeling the heat that made him anxious spread from his cheeks to the roots of his ears.

Mo Dingxuan seemed a little surprised, even his eyes widened: "You...?"

Bai Yu became inexplicably annoyed, he couldn't figure out why he blushed suddenly, Mo Dingxuan just stared at him without saying anything to change the subject.

He turned his head, and was pinched by the man's chin and twisted back. Just as he was about to get angry, he was kissed again. This kiss was different from the comforting one just now. It didn't have Mo Dingxuan's gentle provocation in the past, but was a little more impatient and pressing. Irresistible, passionate and intense.

Bai Yu was quickly immersed in the kiss, his anger was swept away and he spun around with secret joy.

Mo Dingxuan is not as calm and self-reliant as he appears on the surface...

It was barely over until it was hard to breathe, Mo Dingxuan panted a little more quickly, but his black eyes kept staring at Bai Yu, maybe because of the kiss or for other reasons, the eyes that were originally calm were dyed. The smoldering sensuality on the face made Bai Yu's heart beat violently.

"You are really..." Mo Dingxuan's tone was a little helpless and doting, he paused for a while, then leaned forward and kissed Bai Yu's completely red ear, and then raised his head to meet the dazed young man's eyes, still Biting the tip of his nose dissatisfied.

Rubbing back and forth like this seemed to make him more anxious, Mo Dingxuan's eyes flashed with entanglement, and then he sighed, a little annoyed: "Forget it, just delay for a while."

"Let's go down, Bai Yu," he said, "and then go find a hotel nearby to get a room."

"I want to make .love with you, right now."

"..." Bai Yu was stunned for a moment, why did Mo Dingxuan get excited all of a sudden, but things like lust may indeed be easily contagious, and his mouth also became parched, feeling that he couldn't bear it any longer. YUXIZHENGLI

Speaking of which, Mo Dingxuan has been busy with Ge Dan's visit for so many days, so naturally he has no time to sleep with him, at most he just hugs and helps each other at most, Bai Yu is very young and just started. It's just thinking about it, just worrying about waiting for Mo Dingxuan to have time.

At this time, being invited by the other party, his already good mood became more and more exalted. Bai Yu felt his heart pounding. Being dragged by Mo Dingxuan, he walked out of the cemetery from the back mountain and entered the hotel. Instead of calming down a little, he became even more excited. .

This time, he had gained some experience and quickly got to the point. After lingering and entangled twice, he could barely stop and think about other things. It's not that Bai Yu didn't want to continue doing it, but the love was obviously not here. Within the plan, Mo Dingxuan still had a lot of things to deal with, even though he didn't control himself, Bai Yu felt that he couldn't do whatever he wanted.

After all, their relationship is no longer like that of the first night. They may not make love for sex or to explore the other side of each other, but to exchange feelings.

"You are really good at studying."

Afterwards, the man sat in the bathtub and sighed. Although he did it very intensely, he seemed to be able to handle it only twice. When Bai Yu stepped in and sat behind him, he turned his head and exchanged a kiss.

Bai Yu put his arms around his waist from behind: "You seem very excited."

He felt that Mo Dingxuan was too enthusiastic this time. Although he was always honest in bed, Bai Yu always felt that there was something different this time.

"It's normal." Mo Dingxuan leaned into his arms and smiled lowly, "Desires caused by physical stimuli are of course different from desires caused by psychological stimuli."

He tilted his head and bit Bai Yu's side face again: "You are so cute."

Bai Yu: "..."

He snorted and scrubbed his body: "Master Marshal, can't you control this?"

"I can't control it. It's only natural to hug the person you want to hug. Moderate venting is good for your physical and mental health." Mo Dingxuan was probably in a good mood, and raised his hand to draw circles on Bai Yu's hand that brushed his face, "Say I'm controlling Can't help it, don't you feel it when someone kisses you?"

"Don't continue to tease me," Bai Yu patted his hand away, "I don't mind if you can't work this afternoon and evening."

Mo Dingxuan clicked his tongue and did not refute. Looking down at Bai Yu's movements, he suddenly asked curiously:

"Why don't you want to be in it?"

Obviously he said last time that he can directly fuck, why did Bai Yu insist on coming out at the last moment?

Bai Yu ignored him. When Mo Dingxuan and him were testing each other before, he jokingly asked him to wear a condom to enter his sea of ​​consciousness, so he always thought that there were condoms in this world. I forgot about the matter, and when I think about it today, I realize that there is no such thing in this world. The so-called wearing a condom really refers to the barrier of the spirit and body.

Although Mo Dingxuan doesn't mind, but Bai Yushi doesn't like this kind of thing. It's fine if his relationship with this person hasn't changed. He cares more about it now. Mo Dingxuan doesn't seem to have this kind of thing. Consciousness, but in Bai Yu's impression, this kind of thing always feels humiliating, probably because of the decline of human morality and morality caused by the chaotic apocalypse in the past. It is not uncommon to have sexual intercourse in public, not to mention public intercourse where dignity is put aside for a little bit of survival resources.

He had witnessed too much of this kind of thing in his youth, and he was also tried to be forced by people without eyes because of his outstanding face. This caused him to have a physical aversion to sex before he awakened, and directly closed the relevant senses, and since then he has no desires.

Bai Yu felt that his state of mind might be too subtle, and he did it with Mo Dingxuan. I love you and I wish it was not for the sake of profit, and it would be uncomfortable for him to be temporarily withdrawn every time, but he couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart for the time being.

In fact, in his perception, it is already a humiliation for a man to lie down on someone, and Bai Yu doesn't want to do anything else that means it.

He wanted to cherish him, but Mo Dingxuan didn't seem to understand what he meant.

If only the world had its own set.

Did not get a response, Mo Dingxuan raised his eyebrows: "Is it some kind of rule from your previous life? Doing this is not good for you?"

Bai Yu didn't answer, he continued to say: "I think it's pretty good, I have a feeling that I completely got you."

Bai Yu was stunned for a moment, and Mo Dingxuan turned his head to look at him: "When you penetrate the deepest, it's when I feel closest to you."

"..." Bai Yu was silent for a while, "This is very disrespectful."

"But we are not a one-night stand, we are together every day, we eat together, work together and sleep together, we kiss dozens of times a day, do a long time of foreplay and spend a long time in tenderness," Mo Dingxuan kissed him, "could it be Speaking of the tenderness in such a long relationship, just because of a few seconds of forgetfulness will make me feel that you don't respect me? Don't cherish me?"

"Besides, you should also think about me," he shrugged. "If you feel uncomfortable, I will feel bad, and I will feel uncomfortable too."

""I always feel that love... people who have a relationship like us have sex on the bed. There is no insult or disrespect in love. We clearly know each other's intentions, so how can we doubt it because of a little thing on the bed," Mo Ding Xuan's tone was serious, "Isn't this all about fun? "

"..." Bai Yu pushed his head back and scrubbed harder, "Then next time I'm about to fuck you in the car, don't resist."

"Hey, hey, it's also a kind of fun to resist," Mo Dingxuan protested, "That car is so small, it will definitely hurt your back and take a shower right away."

Bai Yu washed him clean and stood up to get a dry towel, then gave him a condescending glance: "Isn't this also fun."

Mo Dingxuan: "..."

It was almost two o'clock in the afternoon after taking a shower, and they were going back to the military headquarters soon.

Bai Yu stood at the door and looked at the wreath hanging on the shelf at the entrance. When they first came in, they opened the door and kissed each other. Regardless of other clothes, they took off and threw it on the ground. Bai Yu picked up the wreath, and the pure white flowers were not withered yet. , fresh and lovely.

He stroked the tiny petals, and suddenly asked:

"Why is it called past life?"

It's too weird to name a flower like that.

Mo Dingxuan was getting dressed: "It turned out to be a kind of flower in the north of Deidalar. Because it always grows in the cemetery, it is called the flower of the cemetery or the flower of the dead."

"Its flowering period is very short, less than ten days, but after one wave, the next wave will bloom, so it will bloom for a year." Mo Dingxuan paused, "This time happens to be the time of death. The time when the burial of the deceased is completed, so the flowers bloom when the deceased is first buried, and wither after everything is over."

"But the old flowers withered, and the new flowers bloomed again, equally beautiful and white, like a continuation of life," he said, "but also like a new life."

Bai Yu was stunned for a moment, Mo Dingxuan had already arranged his military uniform, he glanced at the wreath in his hand, hung it back on the coat rack, and followed Mo Dingxuan out of the hotel.