With too many knives, I was forced to save the world

【ended……】

The system looks at the progress bar climbing to the end.

Shinji's expression remained calm.

As usual, he opened the curtains and looked at the bright sunshine outside the window.

"Send me back."

But the only answer to him was the system's colder mechanical voice than ever.

[Unable to execute——]

【Command invalidated—】

Is it really so...

The ear-piercing sound made Jindai put his fingers firmly on his temples, but the sound surged directly in his mind, and he couldn't avoid it no matter what. He frowned, and the other hand firmly grasped his side The only window sill to hold on to.

His figure swayed.

Immediately he raised his hand and pulled off his glasses.

"Good night."

"Ah Shu?"

"It's a blessing, a blessing. Good night means a blessing. I wish you a good night's sleep."

This time, among the countless noisy voices, the most obvious one was that gentle voice.

Immediately afterwards came the more gentle and sweet tone from the owner of the voice.

"------"

Shendai Shu could no longer hear clearly.

What is she saying?

Ah... By the way, it must be that sentence, it won't change.

But why, he couldn't hear clearly.

Shen Daishu slowly closed his eyes, his expression became less painful and ferocious, and instead revealed a bit of calm.

He stands still.

Just because of too much force, his nails stuck into the window sill, and sawdust stuck into his fingertips.

But he didn't seem to feel the pain at all.

By the way, he has long been used to these noisy voices.

The noise of the system was no longer offensive to him, and he adapted too quickly.

"What do you want me to do for you?" Kamitosuke gasped, a word escaped from his lips with some difficulty.

Like talking to himself.

"Ah, let me guess, they want me to be the new "rule". "

The system noise stopped abruptly.

[Sorry, host. 】

The sound of the system sounded.

Very clear.

"The ghosts disappeared...it's because the world merged, because the era that dominates this world is the main one, right." Shindai Tsuru stated calmly.

Even the voices that had driven him almost crazy were still churning in his head.

The era of each copy is different, and after the fusion, the present modern era is the main one, so the ghosts of the past tense will disappear in the long river of time.

"My world, when did it merge?" He smiled lowly, and said words that almost frightened the system into garbled characters.

Shen Daishu walked to the bookshelf, and he randomly pulled out a book.

He turned to one of the pages.

The almost congealed blood beads on the fingertips stained a few words red because they touched the pages of the book.

"You know what, system."

He pointed to the symbol at the end of the text.

"In my eyes, all people are symbols of the end."

"I can hear the words spoken by everyone within 1 minute before they die. I call this ability "Lost Voice". "

Shen Daishu himself spoke out about his abilities.

That was an ability that could be called a curse.

"But I can't hear mine."

He gave a low laugh.

The system didn't talk.

At the moment when it was all over, it finally got the highest authority.

It has obtained the complete information from the generation of gods.

"Tell me, what's the point of such an ability." Kamyotsu blocked all the characters before the period with his fingertips, leaving only the first character in that line.

For him, all people are the first word of a line with the last sign.

He couldn't empathize with anyone, or want anything.

After all, in his eyes, other people are like a programmed program.

Terminates after running.

It's just that his contact with other people is different. Everyone he sees is as cold as the symbol of the end in his eyes.

It's really boring...

It's so boring.

Those programs cannot be changed.

It will only run according to the settings on its own, and then end on its own.

Shindaitsu couldn't remember the moment when his ability began to explode.

He only knows that from that moment on, everyone has become black and white in his eyes, and everyone has died in his eyes.

Those noisy, chaotic, emotional, or roaring, or ferocious, or calm, or resigned, or collapsed, or gentle voices became part of his life.

He didn't know what conditions those voices emerged from.

It must be someone he talked to.

Or someone he's met?

He can't judge.

Because it was too noisy and chaotic, he couldn't tell, he couldn't tell—

The Age of Gods came after a long, long time.

Only then did he understand why he could hear those voices.

Because he exists outside of "living".

Unable to hear his "last voice", he began to wonder if he would not die.

No... Maybe he doesn't belong to the range of human beings.

When his relatives died, he watched everyone around him cry, and the atmosphere called sadness spread silently, and those who were not sad at first also showed sad expressions.

But he couldn't feel anything.

The world is gray and white.

It turns out that he has no so-called "feelings".

Jindai thought indifferently.

He was questioned as a "monster". Those people pressed his head, he was immersed in water, and he heard a sharp voice asking him why he didn't cry.

His twin sister pushed away those people, covered his head with a towel, and said softly, "Ah Shu just hasn't recovered yet."

His sister has the same face as him.

But he and she are like ice and fire, the sun by day and the moon by night.

Clear sky and night.

Color and black and white.

His elder sister can easily mix into any circle, she is sentimental, she will get up every day and open the door, expressing what the weather is like today, what reminds her, and sharing it with Shen Daishu endlessly.

She would cry for dead stray animals.

She will smile along with the laughter of those around her.

But the god generation beam can't do anything.

He just listened to his sister's voice that became clearer and clearer in his mind.

"Ah Shu."

"Ah Shu!"

After shouting a few times, she couldn't wake up the Goddai Shu who seemed to be in a fugue, and the girl said distressedly, "Really...is it the tinnitus attack again?"

She didn't know the ability of Shendaitsu, she just guessed from his "so noisy" that he didn't know when he had tinnitus.

Shen Daishu raised his eyes and looked at him quietly.

The skinny black-haired boy was as delicate and lifeless as a doll.

And the bright, sunny and bright sister seem to grow up in two different environments.

But obviously since they were born, they have depended on each other for life, becoming each other's only one.

"Let's go to the hospital."

She was talking to herself, but Kamdai grabbed the hem of her skirt tightly.

She blinked her eyes knowingly, "Oh, sure enough, Ah Shu doesn't want to go."

"Then don't go."

"But you must tell me if you feel uncomfortable."

Shinji nodded.

It's just that fate still moves forward according to its original track.

The empty mansion of the Jinshiro family welcomes a "guest".

He was a handsome and refreshing young man from the outside, who would gently straighten girls' crooked bow ties or loose hair.

"It's a boyfriend."

"A Shu knows what her boyfriend means, right?"

She introduces with a smile.

Shendaishu just heard that desperate, broken cry.

——"Please, please, don't kill me."

For the first time, he smiled at someone other than his sister.

"Hello."

He saw her look ecstatic, and rushed up to hug him.

"Ah Shu... so good, so good."

It is incoherent speech.

Shinjitsu saw a drop of tear.

Crystal clear, transparent.

"Do you want... I become the God of God?"

She heard the boy's extremely soft voice.

"Ah? Ah Shu, you are saying these inexplicable things again... Really, you must tell me if you feel uncomfortable, and you must tell me where you feel uncomfortable. If something goes wrong, go to the hospital immediately..."

She babbled a lot, but she still couldn't perceive his strangeness as if she had a rough nerve.

"……sure."

Shinji said softly.

The growing black-haired boy is not interested in anything.

including people.

Perhaps it was because he had seen their ending from the very beginning, so he had no expectations.

Like when reading a book, you already know the ending as soon as you get each book.

And you haven't seen any of the previous scenes, and you don't know half of the protagonist in it, but you already know his final chapter.

It doesn't make sense anymore.

Kamito thought calmly.

What's more, maybe someone will read the previous stories in the book after seeing the ending, but he doesn't even have the slightest interest in flipping the book.

Shendaishu has no emotion and empathy ability, but he can be keenly aware of human nature.

When he heard the "lost tone", he could almost perceive what kind of person and characteristics the owner of the "lost tone" was.

and cause of death.

This may also be his ability.

But he refuses to contact people, refuses to talk to people, and refuses to change anything.

It has nothing to do with him anyway... doesn't it.

No, even if it's related to him, he won't change anything, just do whatever you want.

He always shuts himself in the room.

Gradually, he began to indulge in the virtual world.

Maybe it's because... when facing the characters in the book, he couldn't hear the "remaining voice".

His sister and her boyfriend get along very well.

He heard her say, "Ah Shu, I might change my last name soon."

"By the way, Ashu." She said with a smile, "You know about marriage, right?"

"It means that two people who want to love accept each other, use marriage as a contract, and stay with each other for the rest of their lives."

"Sounds romantic, doesn't it?"

Shinjitsu just looked at her calmly.

Then he blinked slowly.

"Sister." He said out loud.

But this very ordinary address made the girl's expression brighten.

Shinji opened his mouth.

"—"

It's just that the shape of the mouth is changing, but no sound is made.

She suppressed her smile, and immediately asked suspiciously: "What's wrong?"

"It's nothing."

As he grows older, Shendaishu is no longer as indifferent, autistic, and unreasonable as he was when he was young... Maybe it's just because he learned how to "act".

Slowly, he "becomes" what everyone around him expects him to be.

Became the family his sister wanted.

Sure enough, role-playing is fun.

Jindai thought indifferently.

Then...he was sent to a "sanatorium".

Human malice sometimes comes out of nowhere.

It's just because he is not pleasing to the eye, maybe because he occupies most of my sister's time.

Maybe it's because he played the God Generation beam too successfully.

Perhaps they liked him more than the young and talented him on the surface.

Human malice...is really wonderful and complicated.

He thought casually.

Then he was sent to that prison-like place under the name of "severe auditory hallucinations and mental disorder".