The daily life of a man as a monk

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"Yinli, Yinli, wake up."

"You wake up."

The distant call came, getting closer, getting closer, and it rang in my ears.A pair of hands were shaking on the body, trying to wake people up.

Yinli?Who is Yinli?

Chu Chenying opened his eyes, and a girl's face appeared in front of him.The girl had a beautiful face, messy hair scattered on her cheeks, and dirty dust smeared her face, but it couldn't cover her tiredness and anxiety.

"Yinli, are you awake?" The girl was happy when she saw this, and the worry in her eyes disappeared a little.She quickly helped him up, "How is it? Can you still hold on?"

She, is calling me?Chu Chenying thought vaguely, but his name is not Yinli.

He struggled weakly to open his mouth, wanting to say that she recognized the wrong person, but he didn't think that his mouth was completely out of his control.

"I, my stomach hurts." A female voice came out of his lips, very familiar, as if he had heard it somewhere before, "Qingqing, my stomach hurts."

He felt his hand caressing his belly, which was protruding.

the protruding?Chu Chenying suddenly opened her eyes wide, looked down, and saw that his originally flat stomach was bulging, as if he was six months pregnant, and his chest was also very plump, completely like a pregnant woman.

what happened?Chu Chenying only felt her brain buzzing, but before he could think of anything, the girl beside him supported him and walked into the forest.

It was only then that Chu Chenying realized that he was currently in a forest, and there were naturally growing plants and trees everywhere.They shambled along without even a decent path under their feet.

"Yinli, hold on for a while longer." Qingqing struggled to push aside the branches in front of her, "Hold on, we'll be out right away."

"Where are you going?" Chu Chenying heard herself saying, his stomach was constantly transmitting pain to his brain, that kind of falling sore pain, his hands were holding his huge stomach, his voice was choked with sobs, "But Qingqing, where are we going? Home? But, but it's so far away, we can't find the way back."

"Yes." Qingqing used her shoulder to lift Yinli's arm, and carefully helped her walk down the rocks.

Perhaps it was because of the rain just now that the stones on which the two of them stood were very loose, and they might roll down if they were not careful.But Qingqing was very careful, taking care of Yinli's safety every step of the way, but she didn't care too much about herself, she stepped on sliding stones at every turn, and walked staggeringly.

"Just go down the mountain." Qingqing gritted her teeth, enduring the pain from her knee, "Just go down the mountain, we can find the police, and then we can go home."

Yinli nodded.

With the support of the two, they walked down the mountain step by step.They shuttled through the mountains and forests, even though they were covered in injuries from the fall, they tried their best to suppress them, not daring to cry out in pain.

They walked for a day and a night, waded through streams, and turned over small slopes, but they still couldn't get out of the mountain.

The mountains are too big, and the trees seem to have no end in sight.They couldn't tell the direction, so they could only rely on the sun during the day and look at the moon at night, and walked down the mountain just by feeling.

They know that it is very dangerous to walk in the mountains without any guidance, but they can't help it.They want to go back, want to go back to the familiar home, want to go back to their parents, and they almost go crazy.

Hunger torments them, fatigue drags them, cold wraps them, and the silence at night is like ghosts that follow you everywhere.Finally, after a fall, Yinli collapsed, and tears welled up in his eyes.She was not a cowardly girl at first, even if she was wronged, she seldom shed tears, but now she is no longer as strong as before.

Because it hurts too much.That strange and ugly man raped her again and again, beat her again and again every time she escaped and was caught back, watched familiar and unfamiliar girls disappear and disappeared forever, and she was heartbroken when she gave birth to a child. The pain of cracking lungs, watching the child I just gave birth with my own eyes, and not being able to open my eyes to see the child in this world being strangled to death.

Even, even her child hasn't been able to utter a full cry.

Everything is so painful.The pain was so painful that she had already lost her edges and corners, obliterating her strength.

"Qingqing, I'm not leaving." Yinli cried, "We're not leaving, we can't get out, this place is too big, let's go back."

Qingqing couldn't help but her eyes were red, she stretched out her hand and hugged her, "But what if you go back? They are a group of devils. Maybe they will let you go temporarily because of the child, can you have a later one? What if your baby is a girl? What about your child? Do you still want to watch them strangle her to death?"

"But at least, at least we won't starve to death in this mountain. Who knows if we can go out?" Yinli covered his mouth and whimpered softly, "I want to live. Yingying, I don't want to die."

"You won't die." Qingqing's eyes were very appreciative, "I promise. You know I never talk, I promise you, we will definitely go out."

She sat down with Yinli, staring blankly at the shining stars in the night sky, "Yinli, do you remember? The promise we made before the college entrance examination."

"Yeah." Yinli wiped away tears, "Admitted to the same university, you sleep in the upper bunk, and I sleep in the lower bunk. After graduation, we will continue to be neighbors. You have a cat, and I have a dog. Get married Let’s be each other’s bridesmaids. We will always be together when we grow old.”

Qingqing nodded heavily, "Well, it's agreed, we will be good sisters together for the rest of our lives, for the rest of our lives."

lifetime.

Yinli originally thought that a lifetime was very long, but she didn't realize until later that it turned out that a lifetime was very short, so short that she didn't even have time to react.

It's over, Qingqing's whole life, surrounded by foul language and insults.

Yinli knelt and crawled on the ground, and was grabbed by the hair by the man behind him.Burning pain came from her swollen face, tears soaked her cheeks, and bright red blood ran down her legs and stained the ground.

Her face was in pain, her broken legs were in pain, and her bulging stomach was also in pain, but she knew that no matter how painful she was, it couldn't compare to her Qingqing.His legs were crushed by the stones, his hands were crushed, and his beautiful face was hit hard on the ground, dripping with blood.The rusty sickle gave off a dazzling cold light under the dim light, and with the crisp sound of tearing flesh and bones, it sliced ​​open her body.

Yinli trembled, she wanted to close her eyes, but she didn't dare to do so.Because she was afraid, she was afraid that she would never see Qingqing again after closing the door.

She could only watch, watching helplessly, as scarlet blood gushed out of Qingqing's body, and flowed all over the ground, soaking the ground, and also staining the stone with the name of the village engraved at the entrance of the village red.

He watched Qingqing's beautiful eyes stained red with blood, lost his light, and could not breathe again.

sunny.Yinli opened his mouth but failed to make a sound.

Xu, Xu Qing.

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What was the day after that like?

Lost the hustle and bustle, lost hope, just like an old man in his twilight years, Yinli never escaped, nor did he think about escaping.

Xu Qing's death exhausted her last courage, she no longer wanted to, no longer extravagantly hoped, extravagantly looking forward to returning to her hometown and taking back her own life.

She gave up.Even though she knew that her good sister Qingqing was hoping that she could escape even if she was dying.

But she gave up anyway.She stayed in this village in the deep mountains honestly and became the daughter-in-law of Liu's second family.

Later, the mountain was developed, other villages gradually became lively, and roads were built.The number of people coming and going gradually increased, and cars came and went, just like her former hometown, a bustling small city.

But Mrs. Liu never changed into the girl she used to be. She gave birth to seven girls for the Liu family, and watched her children die one by one, from hysteria at the beginning to insensitivity later.She knew the world was alive, but it had nothing to do with her.

She doesn't expect anyone to save her, and she doesn't want to ask for help.

Just live like this, muddleheaded, like a walking dead, let's live.

she thinks.

[Ding--]

The crisp ringtone awakened the sinking thoughts.

Chu Chenying suddenly opened his eyes, and struggled to break away from Mrs. Liu's hand that was holding him tightly.He hugged the oil-paper umbrella, and the crisp ringtone awakened his mind but failed to drive away the heaviness in his heart.

He finally remembered why Yinli's voice was so familiar.She is Mrs. Liu, that Mrs. Liu who seldom speaks dullly and always keeps her head down.

He stared closely at the smiling woman in front of him, her face was still Aunt Liu's face, but her eyes were very much like Xu Qing's eyes that were still looking at Aunt Liu before she died.

"You, who are you?" Chu Chenying took a step back.

Mrs. Liu tilted her head, "Little friend, didn't you guess it?"

"Xu Qing?" Chu Chenying shook her head, "No, you're not her. If it was her, you would definitely not hurt Yinli."

Chu Chenying looked at the black handprints that had been pinched on Aunt Liu's neck, "Who the hell are you?"

"The kids nowadays are really smart." Aunt Liu smiled, "I am her, but I am not her."

She smiled, walked out of the hiding place of the two without concealment, and walked in front of the villagers with big strides.

"What are you doing—" Seeing her coming, Granny Liu, who was doing the practice, rushed up to scold her immediately, but she didn't think about saying anything before she was pinched, her neck was broken, and she fell to the side severely.

"You!" The villagers burst into a rage when they saw this, but froze when Aunt Liu turned to look at them.

Scarlet blood gushed out from Mrs. Liu's four orifices and flowed down slowly.Her eyes were red with malice and hatred, just like the eyes of countless women who looked at them before they died.The corners of her mouth were raised, as if it had been split to the ear.

"What are you afraid of?" she said.

Behind her is the ancient tree at the entrance of the village. As her words fell, the tree tumors on the ancient tree creaked and squirmed. If you look closely, which tree tumor is it?It was basically human heads growing on trees, including girls, women, and countless babies.

They laughed and grinned, and asked the villagers, "What are you afraid of?"

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The author has something to say:

Don't scold me, I'm Liulixin.I was crying QAQ while writing this.So it’s okay to scold the character, don’t scold me.