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At night when I was afraid of wolves, his singing slowly engraved on my throat.

——An Yuan's Diary

After Grandpa Shen came back in the evening, he looked at Xiao Yuan'er again, and he was relieved after making sure that he didn't catch fire again.

Before going to bed with Grandpa Shen, Grandma Shen also asked Shen Xingchun to take An Yuan to sleep well, and only went back to sleep after watching them both enter the house.

After An Yuan finished washing, he stood on the edge of the Kang, constantly pulling on Shen Xingchun's sweater.

Shen Xingchun spread out the mattress and quilt, and called him, "Xiao Yuan'er, come up to sleep."

An Yuan didn't respond, and stood on the edge of the kang without moving. Seeing that he was still, Shen Xingchun got down to put on his shoes, and asked him, "What's wrong?"

An Yuan tugged at the long sleeves of the sweater again, and after a moment of silence, he whispered, "Brother, I want to go out..."

Shen Xingchun looked out the window and asked, "What's wrong? Why do you want to go out?"

An Yuan moved his body in small steps, and his voice was softer than before, "Brother, I want to go out to pee, I'm afraid of the dark."

The toilet in Shen Xingchun's house is outside, in the backyard behind the house, and there is still a little distance away. He dared to go out alone during the day, but he didn't dare at night. It was too dark outside, and the wind was blowing frighteningly. The sound of dogs barking in the distance.

When Shen Xingchun heard that he wanted to pee, he said, "It's too cold outside, there is a urinal in the room."

After Shen Xingchun finished speaking, An Yuan still didn't move, his head was lowered very low, Shen Xingchun guessed that he might not be used to using the urinal, and said: "It's cold outside if you go out."

"Go out and pee." An Yuan said.

Shen Xingchun picked up his hat from the edge of the kang and put it on An Yuan's head, "If you go out, you have to wear a hat, it's too cold outside."

Shen Xingchun's hat was too big, once it was put on An Yuan's head, it slid onto his face, covering half of his face, with the brim of the hat pressing on his nose, Shen Xingchun only saw An Yuan's chin, and took off the hat for him "It's too big, why don't you wear your own, where's your hat?"

An Yuan raised his hand to straighten the hair that had been crushed just now, found his schoolbag, took out his hat from it, and put it on.

Shen Xingchun saw that the hair on his forehead was pressed to his eyes again, raised his hand to push aside for him, pinched a hair and twisted it and said: "The hair is a bit long, how long has it been since you cut it?"

"I haven't cut it for a month." An Yuan raised his eyes to look at the hair on his forehead. "I cut it once in half a month before. This time I was on the road and didn't have time to cut it. I will cut it when I get home."

"I always shave my head with a push knife at home, and I have never been to a barber shop." Shen Xingchun said with a smile.

An Yuan looked up at Shen Xingchun's cropped head. Shen Xingchun was not ugly with a cropped cropped head, but he himself was determined not to shave his cropped cropped head directly. It looks cuter.

But An Yuan doesn't want to be cute, he needs to be good-looking...

Shen Xingchun looked at An Yuan and looked up at him in a daze, raised his hand and flicked his head on his forehead through the hat, and said with a muffled voice, "What are you thinking about?"

Before An Yuan came back to his senses, he said directly: "I was thinking that a cut cut would not look good."

Hearing this, Shen Xingchun raised his hand to touch his own head, and asked doubtfully, "Isn't it good-looking to have a cropped cut?"

An Yuan hurriedly explained: "I'm not saying that my brother doesn't look good with cropped hair, I mean that I don't look good with cropped hair."

"Looks good, Xiao Yuan'er looks good, and she looks good with any hairstyle," Shen Xingchun finished speaking, then picked up another coat and handed it to An Yuan, "Put on a coat before going out, just after the fever subsides, don't freeze again."

After An Yuan put on his coat, Shen Xingchun wrapped one hand casually around the front of his coat, and held An Yuan with the other hand, "Come on, brother will take you to pee, I didn't talk just now, I thought you were not feeling well .”

"I'm not uncomfortable." An Yuan said in a low voice.

"Tell me directly where you want to go next time." Shen Xingchun said.

An Yuan responded softly, tucked her face into her collar, and followed Shen Xingchun out the door.

Although An Yuan wore a lot of clothes, he was swayed by the cold after going out. Now he has no doubt that a stronger north wind would really blow him away. He held Shen Xingchun's arm tightly with both hands, Half of the body shrunk to his side, clinging to him tightly.

Shen Xingchun stretched out his hand to wrap his arm around him, "Be cold."

The wind couldn't suppress the creaking of the two people's feet on the snow, the sound was messy, An Yuan finally stamped his feet and walked forward, finally reached the toilet, Shen Xingchun opened the door and let him in, "Use, I'll wait outside looking at you."

An Yuan tremblingly replied, then turned around and said to Shen Xingchun: "Brother, you just wait for me outside, don't go far, I heard my dad said before that there are wolves in Inner Mongolia."

"No wolf." Shen Xingchun said.

"Really?" An Yuan didn't believe it. He had seen wolves on TV, and he would go to the village to eat sheep, although Shen Xingchun's family didn't raise sheep.

"Really not. Even if there is, the probability of you seeing it is very low. There are wolves coming. Brother Chun is here. Brother Chun will beat you away." Shen Xingchun said firmly.

An Yuan felt relieved, even though he knew that he wouldn't see the wolf, and even if it did come, Brother Chun might not be able to withstand it alone, but he was still very relieved.

Seeing that he was shivering from the cold, Shen Xingchun pushed An Yuan in, closed the door for him outside to block the wind, stood outside the door and said to him: "I'll just stand outside, don't be afraid, you pee."

When An Yuan finished urinating and opened the door to go out, he saw Shen Xingchun standing under a dead tree beside the toilet, with his back facing the direction of the door, with his head bowed and his hands in front of him.

Just as An Yuan wanted to go over and pat his arm, he heard the sound of splashing water, he stopped, stood back and waited with his neck curled up.

I thought to myself: How old is Brother Chun, but he really doesn't care, so he just stood outside to pee.

Every household in the village is not right next to each other, but separated by a long stretch of land. In the winter night, when the doors of every household are closed, there will be no one in a radius of more than ten kilometers. Except for the snow and the wind, there is nothing but the night and the distant mountains. Shen Xingchun often stood directly in the snowdrift behind the house to solve the problem. Of course he didn't know that An Yuan was muttering about him in his heart. When he tied up his pants and turned to look at An Yuan, he didn't feel anything, so he quickly took him back to the house.

When An Yuan went back, he couldn't utter a complete sentence, his teeth were being bitten by him.

Shen Xingchun took him to wash his hands, then pulled him to sit on the edge of the kang, held his hand, and pressed his palm against the fire wall through a layer of overcoat, "Put against the fire wall to keep warm, let's be cold."

An Yuan popped out a word for a long time: "Cold."

Shen Xingchun said: "The temperature has dropped again at night, and the weather forecast says it's minus 29 degrees outside..."

When An Yuan heard that the temperature had dropped again, he quickly asked: "Now that the temperature has dropped, will my father be cold outside as well?"

Shen Xingchun calculated the time and distance and said, "From here to Genhe is about [-] kilometers away. Uncle An walked during the day, so he probably arrives this afternoon."

"Then can my father come back tomorrow?" An Yuan asked again.

"If the collection goes well, you should be able to come back tomorrow afternoon, the day after tomorrow at the latest." Shen Xingchun said.

When An Yuan heard that he might see his father tomorrow, he was so happy that most of the coldness in his body disappeared. He withdrew his hand from the fire wall, jumped off the edge of the kang, ran to the window and lay down on the glass to look out. take a look.

He knew that when he woke up at night, the sky changed. There was a thick layer of icy flowers on the glass windows, and it was pitch black outside. He couldn't see anything, let alone his father.

Shen Xingchun tidied up again, turned his head to see An Yuan still lying on the edge of the window, and called him, "Xiao Yuan'er is coming to bed soon."

An Yuan let out a "hey", but didn't turn around immediately, turned around after a while, only to see that Shen Xingchun was completely stripped off, just like last night, only wearing a pair of underwear, with long legs curled up, and was feeding him. Spread the quilt on top of the mattress.

An Yuan is still not used to looking at others so nakedly, even though he knows that he and Shen Xingchun are both boys and they are no different, but he is still not used to it.

An Guoqing is not shirtless at home, even in summer he will wear a vest, not to mention Anyuan, there are many sets of pajamas alone, spring and autumn, summer, winter, the division is very clear, in fact, he used to be in the street I've seen other people shirtless on the Internet, but that's different.

An Yuan walked over, reached out and touched Shen Xingchun's bare side, and called out, "Brother..."

Shen Xingchun's body was full of itchy flesh, he would itch wherever he was touched, especially the skin on his waist, which was untouchable by others, just now when An Yuan touched him like that, he suddenly jumped up, stepped back, and touched himself waist, turned around and asked An Yuan with a smile, "Why are you touching my waist?"

An Yuan didn't expect him to have such a big reaction. He is not very ticklish, so naturally he couldn't understand it. He said, "I didn't touch you, I just poked you with my finger..."

Shen Xingchun still covered his waist with his hands, and said, "Okay, okay, then why are you poking me?"

An Yuan thought for a while and said, "Brother, do you always sleep shirtless at night?"

"That's right, didn't I say that last night? I'm used to it." Shen Xingchun got into his bed directly, and asked again: "What's wrong?"

An Yuan pursed her lips and said nothing, took off her shoes and climbed onto the kang, found her pajamas, put them next to the quilt, pointed to the light cord by the wall and said, "Brother, turn off the light."

Shen Xingchun looked at the pajamas in his hand, and knew that he wanted to change into pajamas, but he wanted to tease An Yuan, and said, "Just change like this."

An Yuan squeezed her pajamas, sat with her chin stretched out without speaking, turned half her body, and turned her back to Shen Xingchun.

Shen Xingchun raised his finger, imitating An Yuan's movement just now, poked him on the waist and asked, "What's wrong? Are you angry?"

"Not angry." An Yuan's voice was still a little hoarse, it didn't sound like anger, but more like grievance.

Shen Xingchun stopped teasing him, pulled the light cord, and said to An Yuan's small back, "Xiao Yuan, change it, brother turned off the light."

After a few seconds, there was a sound of rustling cloth rubbing in the room. Shen Xingchun heard the sound lasted for a long time. It may be that An Yuan put on his clothes backwards, and took them off after putting them on. Finally, An Yuan Lie down quietly, breathing lightly.

Shen Xingchun was still sleepy, and asked An Yuan who was lying beside him, "There is no TV at home, will it be a little boring?"

"No," An Yuan said, "but I still can't sleep."

An Yuan couldn't sleep because he was not at ease in his heart. His father used to go on business trips often, sometimes for ten days and a half months, but this time he was particularly worried, and his heart was always up and down, uneasy.

Shen Xingchun asked: "Then what do you do when you can't sleep at night?"

"Listen to Tingge..." An Yuan said.

"What songs does An Yuan like to listen to?" Shen Xingchun asked.

"Any song will do."

"Brother will sing you a song?"

An Yuan turned over, facing Shen Xingchun sideways, tugged at the corner of Shen Xingchun's quilt, "Brother, sing a song for Xiao Yuan'er."

Shen Xingchun searched his mind for songs he could sing, and after clearing his throat, he slowly opened his mouth to sing——

"There is a place far, far away."

"There are winds and ancient grasslands."

"Proud mothers see far and wide."

"The gentle words of Tana are lingering."

"The night in Ulan Bator is so beautiful and quiet."

"The song sings softly and the wind blows gently"

……

The last song - "Night in Ulaanbaatar"

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