round spring

It was very early to love him, and it was not too late to get a response. We are still young, and we still have a lot of time to love each other vigorously.

——An Yuan's Diary

(one more)

When the second film was finished, the gate in the courtyard rang a few times, Shen Xingchun knew that it was Grandpa who had returned.

Grandpa always stood outside the door and stomped his feet before entering the door, and then entered the door after he stomped off the snow on the soles of his shoes.

An Yuan had already fallen asleep lying on Shen Xingchun's lap, but she woke up suddenly when she heard the sound of grandpa stomping her feet, and her whole body was shivering.

Shen Xingchun patted him on the shoulder, coaxed him twice and said, "Don't be afraid, it's Grandpa."

An Yuan was either afraid, or just woke up suddenly.

He said, "I'm not afraid, I know it's Grandpa."

An Yuan sat up with his arms propped up, the TV in the room was still on, and the subtitles at the end of the film were already playing, and a faint blue light flickered in the room.

He waited until his grandpa returned to the house and there was no sound before he lay down in Shen Xingchun's arms again, yawned, and asked vaguely: "Brother Chun, is the movie over?"

"It's over." Shen Xingchun said.

"What did you say after the movie?" An Yuan asked again.

Shen Xingchun didn't watch it in the second half, and after sending text messages with Qi Yunfeng, he kept watching An Yuan.

Later, Bun Le kept texting him, asking when he would go back to school.

Shen Xingchun gave him an answer on the eleventh day.

Listening to An Yuan asking about the movie now, he made up an ending himself.

When An Yuan heard that the ending was good, she was relieved, and yawned again, two lines of tears came out, she tilted her head and rubbed the tears on Shen Xingchun's shoulder.

Shen Xingchun now sleeps back to the same way as before. He doesn't wear pajamas. He didn't like to sleep in pajamas at the beginning. It's uncomfortable. He feels tired when he wears clothes to sleep. He is also shirtless in the dormitory, and basically everyone in the dormitory likes to be shirtless. sleep.

An Yuan wiped away tears on his shoulder, buried her face in his chest and hummed and laughed twice, then stuck out her tongue and licked the spot on Shen Xingchun's chest after laughing.

Shen Xingchun's ears were still listening to the sound outside the door, that grandpa came out of the house again, probably washing up.

He didn't expect that An Yuan would suddenly lick him, his whole back stiffened, and he took a deep breath through his nose.

An Yuan watched his reaction, stuck out her tongue and licked it in a circle.

Shen Xingchun pinched An Yuan's waist with both hands, picked him up and hugged him, not letting him move, and said in a low voice, "I can't do it at home, grandparents are at home."

An Yuan raised his chin, and there were still tears from the corners of his eyes. He blinked at Shen Xingchun, opened his big innocent eyes and said, "Brother Chun, I know it's home, I'm not going to do anything."

Shen Xingchun dragged his ass with the palm of his hand, and pinched it again, his voice became softer, and he pressed it next to An Yuan's ear and asked, "Then why are you licking me?"

"I don't do anything." An Yuan was still innocent. He was afraid that his grandpa would hear him, and his voice was very low. He blinked and said, "I'll just lick you. You are my partner. What's wrong with me licking you?"

What's wrong?Listen to this.

Shen Xingchun was even laughed at by him, and said: "Okay, you can lick it if you want, but now we both have to sleep."

After he finished speaking, he half hugged An Yuan's waist, carried him from the end of the kang to the top of the kang, and wanted to turn off the TV with the remote control in his hand.

An Yuan didn't wait for him to turn off the TV, put his elbows on the mattress and said, "Brother Chun, don't turn it off first, I want to go to the toilet, I'm afraid of wolves, you go with me."

Now Shen Xingchun would not tell An Yuan that there were no such words as wolves. He knew that An Yuan also knew that there would be no wolves at all, so he just wanted to drag him along.

Shen Xingchun pulled the light cord to turn off the TV. After the light was on, he found the clothes of the two of them and asked An Yuan to put them on.

When going out, Shen Xingchun forced a hat on An Yuan's head.

Shen Xingchun's arm was always on Anyuan Road, and his whole body was hung on his body, so he almost hugged him.

But when he came back, Shen Xingchun was indeed hugging An Yuan. An Yuan ran too fast on the road, and he was still wearing Shen Xingchun's cotton shoes, and Shen Xingchun's shoes were too big for him. Lost one foot.

He didn't even know how he threw it away, and he threw it far away, directly into the snowdrift.

He wanted to look for it, but Shen Xingchun picked him up and ran back, saying that it was too late and he would look for it tomorrow.

Shen Xingchun was hugging An Yuan from the front, dragging his thighs, An Yuan put his arms around Shen Xingchun's neck.

An Yuan couldn't see the back when he entered the door, and when Shen Xingchun lifted the felt curtain behind the door with his toes, he even raised his head and kissed Shen Xingchun's chin.

Shen Xingchun lowered his head and leaned into An Yuan's ear with a low laugh, "Don't make trouble."

An Yuan kissed him again, and said in a low voice, "I didn't make trouble, so I wanted to kiss you."

As soon as An Yuan finished speaking, she felt her thigh pinched by Shen Xingchun. Just as she was about to have an attack, she heard the sound of the flashlight falling to the ground behind her.

He turned his head abruptly, with his arms still around Shen Xingchun's neck.

The flashlight fell to the ground and made a loud noise, but the lights in their room were still on and the door was open, so they could still see clearly.

Grandma stood behind them, with a coat draped over her shoulders, as if she had made a mistake, looking at them in disbelief.

An Yuan's heart skipped a beat, and she quickly jumped off Shen Xingchun's body.

Shen Xingchun supported An Yuan, let An Yuan's shoeless foot step on his foot, and stretched his arms behind him to hug him, in case he would not be able to stand on one foot and fall.

Shen Xingchun was much calmer than An Yuan, because since he wrote the last sentence in An Yuan's diary, he had already anticipated this day, and it was impossible for them to keep it a secret from their family members.

Although An Yuan lives with her parents now, they are still a family, a grandma and a grandpa.

Grandma's clothes draped over her shoulders had only one sleeve in, and her other hand was still pinching the front of the coat, and she hadn't moved.

Shen Xingchun opened his mouth first, and called out: "Grandma."

An Yuan was so nervous that his hands trembled a little, followed closely by Shen Xingchun, and also called out "Grandma" in a low voice.

"Xiaoyuaner and I..."

Shen Xingchun finished speaking halfway, grandma burst into tears, and Shen Xingchun hurriedly retracted the rest of the words, shut his mouth, and did not dare to continue, fearing that the old lady would not be able to bear it.

In the past two years, grandma has developed a lot of senile diseases due to her age, back pain, leg pain, and high blood pressure. Grandpa has been prescribing antihypertensive drugs for her.

Shen Xingchun and An Yuan hurried over, standing alone to support grandma, no one dared to speak anymore, knowing that now was not the time to speak.

"Grandma, why did you come out? I'll help you get what you want." Shen Xingchun asked.

Grandma wiped her tears with her hand, and said after a while, "I just want to go to the hut to look for needles and threads. Your grandfather's sleeve was accidentally scratched by a tree branch. I sewed it for him. The black thread in the house It's all used up, and there's only white left, and his clothes are black, and the white doesn't match."

Shen Xingchun asked An Yuan to support his grandma, turned around and went out to find a roll of black thread from the hut to his grandma, and said, "Grandma, after sewing, go to bed with grandpa, it's getting late."

Grandma put the reel of thread into her pocket, but didn't go back, she grabbed Shen Xingchun with one hand and An Yuan with the other, and grabbed them both very hard, pulled them into their room, and closed the door.

"Both of you, what's going on now?" Grandma closed the door and asked in a low voice, but she had already guessed it in her heart.

Shen Xingchun was afraid that she would get too angry, so he patted her on the back, "Grandma, your blood pressure is high, don't be angry."

An Yuan was also frightened, and stroked her fingers for grandma to keep her from getting angry, saying, "My brother and I are just two brothers, we have nothing."

"Don't you two fool me as an old woman, I still have good eyesight."

Grandma didn't believe what they said at all, just now An Yuan kissed Shen Xingchun, coupled with Shen Xingchun's eyes, no matter how slow her reaction was, she could tell.

She held the hands of the two of them, not allowing Shen Xingchun to pat her on the back, and not letting An Yuan stroke her hand, holding a person with one hand.

"Dachun, Xiaoyuaner, you can't imitate Shanbao. Shanbao was hanged, only in his twenties, buried alone in the mountain, you two must not imitate him."

Grandma's voice is not right when she speaks, look at this, then look at that.

She was really scared, and held their hands even harder, "Your grandpa has me, he listens to me, he doesn't dare to do anything, and he won't do anything, Xiao Yuan'er's parents can see that they are enlightened people , I won’t embarrass Xiaoyuan’er. Others, whether they are from the village or other people, they are all outsiders. If outsiders say something, don’t listen to your heart. As long as you don’t learn from Shanbao, the two of you Whatever happens."

Shen Xingchun and An Yuan's eyes turned red immediately, An Yuan cried and said: "Grandma, we can't do it, we can't learn from Shan Bao, my brother and I are fine, as long as, as long as you don't Just don’t get angry when you’re angry.”

When grandma heard this, she felt a little relieved, and raised her hand to touch Shen Xingchun's face, "I'll just say, what a nice guy we are, why are we so old and not dating."

After grandma finished speaking, she remembered what An Guoqing said before An Yuan had a date, and was afraid that she would make a mistake, so she asked him, "Your father said before that you have a date?"

"No," An Yuan said, "Grandma, don't blame my brother, I led him astray."

Shen Xingchun answered: "Grandma, no one takes anyone with you, we are all the same."

Shen Xingchun and An Yuan talked with grandma for a long time, and grandma also felt that she was thinking too much just now, and Shan Bao was because both parents opposed them with death.

She didn't understand before, why the two boys insisted on being together, how could the boy be with the boy's son.

Later, when she saw the two children, they were dead, crazy, and the crazy one died in the end.

On the night of Shan Bao's death, she was with Shan Bao's mother.

Shanbao's mother beat her chest, tore her hair, cried and said she regretted that Shanbao was their son, and he would still be his son no matter what he did.

But Shanbao was still dead, and hanged himself on that snowy night during the Spring Festival.

Later, she figured it out by herself. For the rest of her life, liking a man or a woman is beyond her control. What can she do if she likes it?

What's the use of regretting it when everyone is gone?

(two more)

Shen Qiu didn't come to knock on Shen Xingchun and An Yuan's room the next morning. Grandma dressed her in the new clothes bought by her brothers and asked her to play with toys first, saying that her two brothers were still sleeping.

Shen Qiu obediently didn't knock on the door, and concentrated on playing with toys.

Shen Xingchun and An Yuan didn't sleep well all night, and woke up early. After getting up, they saw that grandma was already happily making breakfast for them as usual, so they were completely relieved.

Shen Xingchun washed his hands and went to help, An Yuan was beside him coaxing Shen Qiu to play.

Grandma asked Shen Xingchun to chop some firewood. After Shen Xingchun finished chopping the firewood and started a fire, grandma pushed him out, saying that he didn't need his help.

Shen Xingchun didn't move, he helped grandma and the lump noodles. Grandma said in the morning that she would make tomato and egg lump soup for them to eat.

Grandma didn't see him leaving, and didn't chase him away, and talked to him one after another.

In the end, she also saw that Shen Xingchun was worried about her, so she smiled and said to him: "I didn't even think about it that much, you two are so energetic this morning, as long as you two are doing well, it doesn't matter whether you are the same as others , but don’t play around with emotional matters, one day today, another tomorrow, if you want to be together, stay together.”

An Yuan and Shen Qiu were playing with dolls not far behind them, when grandma said this, she also looked back at An Yuan.

"Grandma and we are not kidding," Shen Xingchun reconciled with Gnocchi, and handed the basin to grandma, "I am serious, and Xiao Yuan'er is also serious."

"That's fine," grandma put the gnocchi into the boiled soup, stirred them with a spoon, and said, "You two don't have to worry about the rest, and don't worry about your family. Don't worry about me and your grandpa getting older. In fact, our old man and old lady are open-minded."

When grandma heard grandpa's footsteps behind her, she didn't continue talking, and turned her head to urge grandpa to wash his face and brush his teeth, and asked Shen Xingchun to wash his flour-stained hands.

Before Shen Xingchun left, he put his arms around grandma's shoulders and said, "Our old man and old lady are the best old men and old ladies in the world."

"That's not true." Grandma smiled and pushed him to wash his hands.

An Yuan also heard what grandma said, holding Shen Qiu's doll in her hand, her nose felt sore.

Grandparents are really the best grandparents in the world.

Shen Xingchun passed by An Yuan's side, and touched the top of his head soothingly. After touching, he remembered that his hands were covered with flour, the white flour on An Yuan's head that he touched, and he raised his elbow to pat An Yuan again.

Shen Qiu looked at Shen Xingchun's pat, and also stretched out her little hand to An Yuan's pat.

An Yuan had a particularly contented New Year at home, but the time of contentment always passed quickly, and he had to leave in the blink of an eye.

Jiang Lan booked an air ticket for An Yuan at 02:30 pm on the tenth day of the Lunar New Year, and it took half a day's drive from her hometown to the airport, and An Yuan got up before five o'clock that morning.

At five o'clock, it was still quite dark outside, Shen Xingchun packed An Yuan's luggage.

When An Yuan came back, most of what An Yuan took was for his grandparents. He didn’t have many things for himself. The things in the box were prepared by his grandma. Most of them were what An Yuan liked to eat. A large bag of hazelnuts, several bottles of persimmon sauce, dried mushrooms and dried fungus were brought to Anyuan's parents, and they were stuffed into a large suitcase.

When grandma wanted to stuff another bag of hazelnuts into An Yuan's bag, she was stopped by Shen Xingchun with a smile.

"Grandma, don't stuff it for him. Besides this suitcase, he also has a black bag. He can't carry so many things."

An Yuan took out the hazelnut again, and said, "Grandma can't hold it anymore, so I won't take this."

Grandma just wanted to put it in, but after she stopped, she realized that it was too full and didn't force it, so she gave the bag of hazelnuts to Shen Xingchun, "Then you brought this bag with you when you went to school."

Shen Xingchun took the heavy bag of hazelnuts, nodded and said "OK".

The grandma squatted on the ground for An Yuan and picked up the box again. Seeing that everything was almost ready, she took out a red envelope from her pocket, looked at An Yuan, then Shen Xingchun, and said, "This is Xiao Yuan'er's mother who brought Xiao Yuan'er before." The 2 yuan that Yuan’er left behind when he left, I was thinking at the time, I would give it to Xiao Yuan’er’s wife when he gets married, who will give this red envelope to you two.”

After she finished speaking, she patted her thigh again, "If I knew it earlier, I would have prepared two red envelopes, one for each person."

An Yuan looked at the tangled look on grandma's face when she patted her thigh, glanced at Shen Xingchun and sat down on the ground with a smile, and stuffed the red envelope to grandma again.

"Grandma, we don't want it, and I don't have a wife in the future, so you keep it for yourself."

Grandma forced the red envelope to An Yuan, and before An Yuan left, she secretly stuffed the red envelope into the box in grandma's house, and told Shen Xingchun to tell him to tell grandma.

Shen Qiu didn't wake up when they left, grandma said she