Looking forward to the stars

When he came out, he saw the eyes of the golden fried rice with eggs on the table glowing green. He wished he could sit down and chew it into his stomach immediately. He stretched out his hand to pull the plate over. retracted.

"Drink this first, the freshly boiled sugar water, and then eat!"

It was a little hot, Zhan Chen held the bowl and could only drink slowly, sneaking glances at the food from time to time, his eyes were sad, like a little rabbit that had been abused, Jin Haohui sat opposite him and looked at him with his chin propped up, Zhan Chen was so hungry when he was so hungry He will stop, and he is much slower than usual. If Jin Haohui is bullied by him, it is often at this time to get some money back.

"It's been so long since you changed clothes. I didn't come out until the sugar water was boiled."

"Then why hasn't your sugar water cooled down?"

Zhanchen was dissatisfied, did Haohui intentionally punish him, fortunately he moved slowly, if it was earlier, wouldn’t he have to wait for the sugar water to be boiled and cold before eating, now he missed a step, it’s okay.

Jin Haohui covered his face and laughed exaggeratedly, Zhan Chen was so angry that he drank all the hot sugar water in one gulp, his throat and intestines were burning hot.

"You drink in such a hurry, be careful not to burn it!"

Jin Haohui hurriedly snatched the bowl, but it was already empty, so the bowl was half full, he stared nervously at Zhan Chen, the heat rose, Zhan Chen's face was flushed red, his eyes were full of water vapor, flickering, blinking,

"Can I eat?"

"Ah."

Jin Haohui was fascinated, and pushed the rice in front of him, Zhan Chen picked up the spoon and started to eat, his mouth was full but chewed very finely, even though he was very hungry, Zhan Chen still ate slowly, as if he had to eat A grain of rice can only be swallowed after being chewed.

Jin Haohui didn't intend to ask him anything right now, but to see if he could still get angry, let's wait for him to eat, drink, and rest.

Zhanchen ate dinner, went to the bathroom to take a shower, brushed his teeth, and washed for a long time. The pajamas that Jin Haohui prepared for him only wore for a while. He was disappointed but satisfied. When Jin Haohui finished the shower and came out, Zhanchen was already on the sofa Fell asleep.

The apartment that Jin Haohui rented had two bedrooms and one living room, and one of the landlords kept his goods and it became one bedroom and one living room. If Zhanchen minded sharing a room with him, one of them had to sleep on the sofa.

Jin Haohui thought it was inappropriate for him to do this, he didn't ask, he didn't say anything, he didn't even mention breaking up with Feng Fan, except that when he first arrived, he looked like a person who lost his soul and looked like a person who had lost his love. It's abnormally normal, and I have to watch him well these days.

He squatted down beside Zhan Chen, brushing the hair that fell in front of his eyes behind his ears, but his hands felt a little wet, Jin Haohui touched it, it was warm, he was crying, quietly, tears still glistened on his eyelashes Guang, he was very sad, Jin Haohui felt it, he was thinking about Feng Fan even when he fell asleep, he suddenly stood up angrily, what's so good about that man, he was cruel and cold, kicked you out in the middle of the night, didn't give you food, no Let me sleep for you, you may even lose your life if you stay by his side, someone is going to kill him, do you know that.

Jin Haohui picked him up and put him on the bed almost rudely. Zhan Chen moved, turned over and continued to sleep. He was dreaming of Feng Fan, and no one could wake him up. Jin Haohui was so angry that he pulled the quilt He littered him, turned off the light and closed the door, fell on the sofa and closed his eyes to sleep.

"Where did he go?"

In the villa, Feng Fan was standing by the window, the room was not lit, and Tong Yuanfei was by the door.

"Jin Haohui."

This person is no stranger to Feng Fan. He is Zhanchen's friend and a betrayer of his company. I take full responsibility for it, and I don't want Zhanchen to fall out with him because of this matter, but that person seems to hate me very much.

The next day, Zhanchen hadn't gotten up yet, so Jin Haohui went to call him, and he was startled when he opened the door. All the quilts fell on the ground, and Zhanchen lay curled up on the bed, his face flushed. Jin Haohui turned him over, feeling a little hot, sure It was because he didn't cover him with the quilt last night. He didn't sleep well, so he was kicked down again. It was cold all night. Jin Haohui brought a thermometer, 38.9, and quickly woke him up, pulled him up and took antipyretics.

"feelling better?"

"Ah."

Zhanchen was wrapped in a quilt and was mentally exhausted. Jin Haohui saw that his body was very weak, and his heart softened. Originally, he came to find comfort, but he made him sick, and his attitude was almost rude. No matter how much he hated Feng Fan, I love him.

"I'll go out to buy some things later, you have a good rest at home, understand?"

"Well, oh, by the way, let me borrow your computer, I have to do some work."

Zhan Chen laughed, but Jin Haohui didn't feel that he was smiling.

"Aren't you going to work?"

"I took a month's leave. I used to work at night. Now that I have time during the day, I want to do something. I will go back when the leave is over. I owe a lot these days, so I have to keep working."

Jin Haohui nodded.

"Don't force yourself when you're tired, you... well, anyway, your body is important."

"Haohui, I think you look like my mother."

Zhan Chen nodded firmly, Jin Haohui couldn't laugh or cry.

"Is your mother as handsome as me? Besides... Zhanchen, you two?"

"Hey, you go and come back early."

Zhan Chen turned his head away, lowered his eyes, his expression was gloomy.

"Well, that's fine!"

After Jin Haohui went out, Zhan Chen sat for a long time before getting up to work, but stared at the computer in a daze until Jin Haohui came back.

The lunch is cooked, but cooking has become a problem. Both of them are idiots in this regard.

"What do you usually eat?"

Zhanchen is very strange, Haohui has lived alone for so long, has he never cooked by himself?

"I order takeout, or eat frozen food, sometimes noodles, oh oh, egg fried rice is my best."

"What do you know? I remember that you are worse than me."

Jin Haohui's face was full of contempt, Zhan Chen looked at the sky and thought for a while.

"I can also cook noodles, especially instant noodles, and scrambled eggs with tomatoes."

"What if I bought meat?"

"Let's discuss it. It shouldn't be difficult. I've seen Yu Shao's shredded pork with green peppers. It's very simple."

"Then you can cook that dish, I'll cook a sliced ​​meat soup!"

"Ah."

"........."

"Hey, let's put ginger first, no, I said..."

"..."

"Are you sure you want to put soy sauce? I think the shredded pork with green peppers in the restaurant looks very bland..."

After a flurry, three dishes and two soups of different colors were served.

"what about the taste?"

Zhanchen asked the question with confidence, his eyes bulging round.

"The soy sauce is used for seasoning, but Yu Shao didn't put it in. I think it's better to put a little!"

Jin Haohui picked up a piece of soy-colored shredded pork, which was black and greasy, and looked at the plate again, it was all black, and the green color of the green pepper was all suppressed. Jin Haohui wondered whether it was edible or whether it would be poisoned by soy sauce.

"You put the whole bottle of soy sauce?"

"Where there is, I lost my hand, poured too much, try it quickly."

"....."

“So salty!”

Jin Haohui spat it out, he couldn't swallow it, he was not Xiao Yu, he was at most 3 years older than Zhan Chen, so they were big boys of about the same age, they were very direct, Zhan Chen was very depressed after being hit, and picked up a piece Jin Haohui put the cooked sliced ​​meat into his mouth and chewed it a few times.

"..."

The taste is not bad, but now I can't beat him again. Jin Haohui laughed out loud when he saw his listless appearance, and was kicked by Zhan Chen, who changed his head down to a grin. Zhan Chen ate in a muffled voice, so he ate Put the delicious sliced ​​meat into the bowl. When Jin Haohui laughed enough, he was surprised to find that the sliced ​​meat was almost gone. Hurry up, stretch out your chopsticks to pick it up, and Zhan Chen grabbed it. The opponent was Jin Haohui, and he was defeated even if he struck first. , Zhanchen giggled, and enjoyed the whole meal, Jin Haohui carefully observed his expression, he looked very happy, but he always felt that he was holding on.

Jin Haohui stayed by Zhanchen's side throughout the afternoon. Zhanchen was working, and he served tea and water beside him without disturbing him. He sat on the sofa with a book in his arms and browsed silently, sneaking glances at Zhanchen from time to time. Among them, he does not squint and does not notice the hot eyes next to him. Jin Haohui found that his habit has not changed. He has replaced peeking with staring, and staring for several minutes. Zhanchen has many small habits. For example, if he When he is thinking, his hands will stop, his left hand is often holding his chin, the corners of his mouth are slightly pursed, and his eyes are a little narrowed; It is also running fast, and will switch to the right hand to support the chin, and then type to make comments.

Jin Haohui was thinking, wait until he is in a better mood, and then confess to him. Now that he is so happy that no words can describe it, it would be better if it lasted for a few more days.

In the evening, Jin Haohui ate the tomato scrambled eggs made by Zhan Chen, of course he added some rice, and Zhan Chen ate his egg fried rice. As they ate and ate, the two of them looked up at each other by coincidence, feeling that something was wrong. The difference between the two fried rice was Are there any tomatoes, and two people do it separately, why?Obviously they could do it together, but it took two people's labor. After firing them twice, Zhan Chen felt that they were like two idiots. He put down his chopsticks and held his belly and laughed from ear to ear. After a long time, he laughed until he shed tears, tears that could not be wiped away. Jin Haohui stood up abruptly, held Zhan Chen's wrist,

"Zhanchen, stop laughing, I feel sad."

"what?"

Zhanchen didn't notice it himself, he had been crying for a long time, his eye circles were red, he looked at his sleeves, two layers of clothes were wet, tears moistened his skin, it was slightly cold, he raised his face, his eyes were hazy with tears.

"I'm sorry, I... I'm too happy to stop laughing."

"Zhanchen!"

Jin Haohui roared suddenly, and his eyes were a little red.

"He's so good, you love him so much, but he doesn't want you anymore!"

Zhanchen looked at him with wide eyes, tears still flowing.

"I know, but I still love him."

Jin Haohui was extremely angry, came over and pinched his shoulder with great force, Zhan Chen frowned in pain, but still stared at him fixedly.

"If he loves you, he won't let you go..."

Seeing that those big clear and bright eyes were full of tears, Jin Haohui couldn't bear to say any more.

"I know you can't accept it now, take your time, Zhanchen, don't torture yourself, you are like this... I will feel bad."

"Sorry, I won't do this again."

Zhan Chen buried his head and continued to eat, he is a stubborn person, Jin Haohui felt that he was even more wrong this time, he will not do this again, he will not show it anymore, he will just hold it in his heart and not let others see it, It was a rare opportunity for him to vent, but he blocked him back.

Jin Haohui was depressed and didn't want to eat any more, so he packed up the dishes and put them in the kitchen, then turned and went to the bathroom to take a shower.Zhanchen ate with his head down. Although he didn't look at what he was doing, he felt that he was already angry. After eating silently, he went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, sat on the sofa for a while, and left a note.

Jin Haohui boiled the water to the maximum, poured warm water down his head, punched the wall, why was he so impulsive, he came to you after being hurt, he didn’t hug you and burst into tears, he didn’t cry in front of you how sad he was, I even cover up my sadness. He just cried for a while, and he cried for a while when he was so sad. He didn’t comfort him, and even lost his temper at him. What would he think, would he miss me and hate me? He died, do you think I yelled at him because I couldn't see him crying?

"Jin Haohui, you are really not human!"

When he came out, he didn't see Zhanchen, the bedroom, kitchen, and living room were all empty.

"Where is he going this late?"

Jin Haohui walked up and down the room in a hurry.

"Will you go back to the courtyard?"

He also knows something about Zhan Chen and Xiao Yu, Zhan Chen will definitely not go back there, so where else can he go, he probably hasn't gone far, now there is still time to go after him, and he is about to leave when he suddenly sees the girl on the coffee table. note.

"I'll go for a walk in the community and come back before eleven o'clock."

It's already 10:30, Jin Haohui took the key and ran downstairs. He searched around the community, and when he came back, he saw Zhan Chen sitting on the swing alone, not swinging, his feet were shaking slightly, then The figure looked so lonely and fragile, Jin Haohui's nose was acidic.

"Zhanchen!"

Zhan Chen heard the sound and stood up.

"Haohui, why are you..."

Before he could finish speaking, he was pulled into his arms and hugged him tightly.

"Sorry, I didn't mean to lose my temper with you, so don't take it to heart."

Zhanchen stood stiffly.

"I know, you're doing it for me, it's my fault that caused you trouble."

Jin Haohui felt a chill in his heart, and said nervously:

"What are you talking about, why are you bothering me?"

Zhan Chen smiled wryly.

"I'll be looking for a house these days. It's not right to live with you all the time. Besides, I'm going to work in a few days. Is it okay to move out after I find a house?"

Jin Haohui's eyes were red.

"What do you mean, you've only lived here for a day, are you angry? It's my fault, Zhanchen, I don't mean anything else, I really don't want you to be sad, that's why I said that, trust me!"

"I believe it, why don't I believe it, but your place is far away from the newspaper office, and you have to look for a house sooner or later. Why don't you take advantage of the time these few days, or else I'll be busy, and I will have more things to do."

"I'll help you find it. You live here these days, and you can't move out anywhere else. Did you hear me when I said you can move out?"

Jin Haohui pulled Zhan Chen back.

"It's cold, it's too cold at night, don't stay outside for too long, let's go back."

"Haohui, how can you restrict my freedom..."

"What's wrong with me? I'm like this. I always listen to you. This time, you listen to me. Don't refute."

If you don't stop him quickly, once he makes a decision, there will be no turning back.