Looking forward to the stars

It was the first New Year without his blessings, and he didn't express his heart. Zhan Chen was very depressed and felt a little cold. He was about to go in, but Feng Fan came out to look for him. He put on a bright smile and told him about Xiao Yu. And the matter of Di.

"Oh, them?"

Feng Fan seemed a little surprised, but diverted his attention well.

"When I knew it, I had the same reaction as you. He asked me if I believed in love at first sight?"

"love at first sight!"

Feng Fan repeated the word, Zhan Chen looked at him and smiled.

"Did you fall in love with me at first sight too?"

"Yes, the first time I saw you..."

"So what?"

Zhan Chen asked knowingly, Feng Fan loved him the first time he saw him, but at that time he was not in love with him, but another person, but he still had to ask, he wanted to tell Feng Fan that his past was over, no matter what Who did he fall in love with before? As long as he loves him now and in the future, he doesn't want Zhou Jin to be inserted between them forever and become an untouchable Pandora's box. Feng Fan doesn't need to hide, because he has always been pursuing honesty.

"Come in."

Feng Fan took his hand, coldly, and with a little effort, he picked him up and put him under the blanket to keep him warm.

"You haven't answered me yet?"

Zhan Chen persisted, Feng Fan frowned slightly, how to explain this.

"You don't mind that I fell in love with you because of Xiao Jin?"

Zhan Chen sat up and looked at Feng Fan seriously.

"I feel sad when I know you're saving my life because of someone else and you're approaching me"

There are some things that must be said before they can truly let go. If these things are still unilaterally buried in Zhan Chen's heart and fermented secretly, one day in the future they will quarrel, and the old things will be brought up again. At that time, he will no longer have the self-control to understand rationally his past feelings.

Both he and Feng Fan are people who do not leave future troubles behind, and Zhan Chen probably hasn't noticed the similarity between them in this regard.

"And now, if I say that I really fell in love with you later, will you believe me?"

Feng Fan also became serious and waited for him earnestly.

"meeting!"

Zhanchen's answer was loud and clear without thinking, and then he went on to say discouragedly:

"Actually, as long as I love you, it doesn't matter what kind of past you have with her. Sometimes I think, why do you want to uncover it so stubbornly? Since it doesn't matter, then why fight for the truth later If it's something I don't want to hear, what should I do at that time, but I still can't stop, I want to understand where I am in your heart, whether I am her substitute, or replace her as the person you love. "

"Now that you know, what's changed?"

Feng Fan lit a cigarette, and the smoke circle he exhaled dimmed his expression.

"Now, I find that I still can't accept that I can't get an exact answer. She took up the first half of your life, and I'm a latecomer. I want to take up the second half of your life. I want to know your past, understand you, originally I just missed those days, and I don’t want to be unable to even know, so if you don’t tell me about your past, I’ll check it myself.”

"Ordinary people don't think as much as you do. They only want the present and the future, and you have to go in the past. It's very tiring."

Feng Fan was also a little impatient, the kid's head was so capable of thinking, sometimes he wanted to take it apart to see what theories were inside to support his long-winded speeches, which were impossible to refute.

"I know, maybe I'm just a hard worker, but then I figured it out, I think it's possessiveness at work, I don't want her to live between us all the time, you can love her, I don't mind, but you have to Give me an explanation, you can't treat me as a substitute for others, I can't accept it."

Feng Fan wrapped him tightly in his arms.

"Now and in the future, you will not be her substitute. I have already thought about it that night, Zhanchen, I love you!"

Frankly speaking what was in his heart, Zhan Chen felt that his heart was about to melt.

"Well, I know, you are emotionally stupid, where is your usual shrewdness?"

Zhanchen complained dissatisfiedly, but he was genuinely happy in his heart. The two biggest problems that lay between them were solved one by one. In the remaining days, as long as they survive the final battle safely, they will be filled with happiness and a long-lasting relationship. Shou.

"I'm usually messed up too, but you didn't notice."

Feng Fan raised his eyebrows lightly, and filled out his shortcomings in a serious manner.

Zhan Chen was choked, leaned against his chest, reached into his pajamas and rubbed his skin, raised his face to look at Feng Fan, smiled so hard that the corners of his eyes were crooked, his eyes glistened, he felt the place where he was lying on his pillow heaving and panting, he simply He put his legs on Feng Fan's waist, and suddenly, Feng Fan turned him over and pressed him down, looking at him.

"What do you want to do?"

When Zhan Chen was pressed down by him, he was a little dazed. At first he just wanted to tickle him, but he didn't expect him to push up and poke him on his lower abdomen. He turned his head a little shyly.

"I, I just want to test whether you are afraid of tickle."

Feng Fan was stunned for a moment, staring at Zhan Chen in a daze, this child is not really a normal child.

He turned him over, sat on him to hold him down, stretched his hands to his armpits and waist, and scratched him with varying degrees of strength, Zhanchen laughed out loud, his limbs were itchy, as if there were thousands of bugs Wriggling together, he slapped the bed with his teeth and claws, and his two long legs kept kicking, stubbornly resisting.

"Haha...haha...so itchy, so itchy...haha...you let me go soon."

Zhanchen begged for mercy so much that he almost burst into tears from laughter.

Feng Fan was very skillful at scratching itches. After controlling the person, he massaged his fingertips near the laughing point with appropriate strength. He rolled over like a poor fish struggling in vain.

Very well, Feng Fan felt that unilateral suppression was too boring, so he turned Zhan Chen back to face him, and now Zhan Chen's hand could come in handy, he fought back frantically, trying to attack his armpit.

But, but, it didn't work after several attempts, Feng Xiaoren is not afraid, for him, Zhan Chen's attack will only make him more arrogant, looking down on classmate Zhan Xiaochen as if he is in the world, Zhan Chen is discouraged, the attack is useless , retreat to defend, I block, I cover.

"Haha...haha...Feng Fan, you are lying!"

Zhan Xiaochen was very dissatisfied that he was the only one who was ticklish.

"I'm not afraid of the tickle, so I cheated. You have no reason."

Young Master Feng seized the opportunity to train Zhan Xiaochen, and he was the one who provoked others first, so naturally he did something extraordinary.

"Ha... woo...you let me go, I was wrong, haha... I was wrong, Young Master Feng."

The two of them were having a good time here, classmate Xiao Jingming and Qi Bo came down from the zenith after setting off fireworks, and when they heard Zhan Chen's voice begging for mercy, their blood burst into flames, they rolled up their sleeves, and said indignantly to Qi Bo :

"Uncle Qi, did you hear, the young master bullied the idiot, I'm going to fight the injustice and save him."

Saying that, carelessly, he opened the door with pride.

Qi Bo smiled without saying a word, acquiesced in pampering, his kind and loving eyes were a little moist, that's it, forget about the past, come out, and be with him.

"Idiot, I'm here to help you."

Jing Ming was furious, Feng Fan and Zhan Chen both stopped to look at him.

"Master, you bully the idiot, Qi Bo promised me to help him, how can you bully him!"

He saw the fact that Young Master Feng was sitting on the little idiot Zhan and pinching him. The idiot Zhan had just finished begging for mercy, watching him break in with a dull face and two tears, so he came to a conclusion .

The idiot is so pitiful, the young master is so cruel.

Jumping forward to join the battle, Zhan Chen and Feng Fan looked at each other, and immediately decided to join forces.

"Haha...you guys...ah...haha...I'm ignoring you, idiot, you are wicked, I'm here to help you...haha..."

Xiao Jingming's combat power was quickly exhausted by exploitation, so he put it aside, Zhan Chen thought about it.

Oh, yes, I have a helper, and I can take revenge.

Stealing a glance at Jing Ming, he was also looking at himself when he met him. Their eyes met, and they immediately decided to act together.

Little Jing Ming rushed forward and twisted Feng Fan's arm, swearing to die, Zhan Xiao hugged his waist and pressed his whole body, Feng Fan lost his center of gravity, was suppressed by these two little boys, and lay down on the bed, both bodies were pressed He didn't dare to make a big move to resist, for fear that they would fall, and he would build one by one, and let them do whatever they wanted, it would be futile to do anything anyway.

The three of them pressed the whole bed, and they quarreled for a long time before they stopped. Feng Fan didn't even break out a drop of sweat, but the two younger ones were so tired that they couldn't stop breathing. After a while, little Jing Ming was even more quietly dreaming of Duke Zhou. .

Zhan Chen pinched his little cheek, and glanced at Feng Fan. Feng Fan closed his eyes, expressing his casualness, so Zhan Chen carried Xiao Jing Ming over to sleep well, then dragged Feng Fan over to lie down, and then Move over and lie down by yourself.

That night, little Jing Ming slept among them, Zhan Chen was kicked down once in the middle of the night, Feng Fan woke up and found that he was not covered with a quilt, the next morning, Jing Ming rubbed his sleepy eyes and said nothing happened.

"I seemed to dream of you last night."

From now on, the two of you should be honest and sleep by yourself. You two are fine if you fall and get cold. If you torment other children like this, you probably won't want to sleep with you again.