compromise

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☆, (one hundred and one)

After the trial, Gu Yan never appeared again.

Together with this autumn full of memories, I left quietly.

The sky was getting colder and the heating at home was broken, but Wen Qiyu didn't know it.

My heart is already cold.

Wen Qiyu rubbed his temples to concentrate on the pile of documents in front of him.In fact, it’s okay, if you fill your life with work, at least you won’t feel sad.

When Gu's trial just ended, Wen Qiyu was still harboring inexplicable hopes—hoping that Gu Yan could meet him, or call or send him a text message.But there is no more news from Gu Yan.

Therefore, Wen Qiyu wanted to laugh whenever he thought of his ridiculous expectations at that time.

Tears of laughter fell down.

Others must feel that they are asking for trouble.But he just wanted to stay in the apartment where Gu Yan used to exist.Convenience misses because of this apartment:

"Mr. Wen, you are back~! Welcome back~!"

"Whoever makes you hurt, I want him to hurt twice!"

"Then I'll be Ayu's cushion!"

"Ayu, I... can't bear you to be the bait, is there any other way..."

"Why is Ayu still so light~ Is it because I don't cook well~"

………………

Wen Qiyu always felt that Gu Yan was still there.He actually gave up on himself and felt that such a life was not bad.

A life lived in memories every moment.

However, who have the right to complain.Wen Qiyu felt like an old clown, unable to walk on the thin steel wire, but he had already lost the mood and strength to walk on thin ice.For the sake of the so-called justice, push away a person who sincerely treats me well, push away a person who makes me give my heart unconsciously.

Deserve it.

Wen Qiyu smiled wryly.

What qualifications are there to be sad.

Wen Qiyu suddenly felt his stomach churning violently. He barely stood up holding the table, stumbled into the bathroom, vomited heart-rendingly into the sink, and tears burst out of his eyes unconsciously.It's just that the pain and heartbreak are numb.

But don't be sad.

I am not sad.

Cui Yi's last words let me know.

I did the right thing.

Even if the days seem like years, time will never stop.

Wen Qiyu still works, lives and takes care of Kaka as usual.No matter to colleagues or clients, the smile remains the same.But the more this happened, the more terrifying Huang Yang and Li Chongmao felt.

Because, Wen Qiyu was getting haggard day by day.

He doesn't say he's sad or sad, he greets people with a smile, and works hard.It's just that the cigarettes became more and more fierce, and a cigarette disappeared in a few days.The reputation of the firm is becoming more and more famous, and there are more entertainments. Wen Qiyu obviously has a good capacity for alcohol, but he often drinks to the point of vomiting gall.He started to have a fever for no reason, and sometimes he couldn't stand still, and the sound of coughing and wheezing was heartbreaking.But whenever Huang Yang and Li Chongmao carefully asked him how he was, he still smiled and said "very good", which made it hard to understand.So Li Chongmao and Huang Yang had no choice but to comfort themselves with the excuse of "Wen Qiyu just separated from Gu Yan, and he was in a bad mood", hoping that one day Wen Qiyu would recover and get out of Gu Yan's shadow.

But only Wen Qiyu knew that he might never get out of the memory of Gu Yan.

Even, he indulged willingly.

Leaving Gu Yan this time is completely different from leaving Zhi Xu before.

Gu Yan was the only person who hugged himself and expressed his distress when he was the filthiest and most desperate, and he was also the only person who saw himself in a mess after being raped by his father, but still said he was clean; Cooking, ironing clothes for yourself, holding yourself to work, acting coquettishly on yourself...

Most importantly, he is the only one to whom he is determined to reveal everything, give everything, and even sacrifice everything.

But Gu Yan, who loves and tolerates himself like this, eventually despises him.

Wen Qiyu is indeed an unbearable name.And I am really a person who is not worth cherishing.Now, even if he kneels down and begs Gu Yan, Gu Yan won't look at him any more...

This kind of disgust is extraordinarily heart-piercing, extraordinarily desperate.

Wen Qiyu has never been so vulnerable. He knows that such torture has completely destroyed his health and the strength he has been relying on for survival.

Now, he vomits every time he eats, and has to go to the hospital regularly for injections of nutrient solutions to maintain the status quo. He also went to the hospital. The doctor said that he had a psychological problem.

Wen Qiyu could read the subtext under the doctor's sympathetic expression: There is no cure for heart disease.It's so pitiful that he will die soon at such a young age.

Wen Qiyu could only smile wryly.

In fact, he is mentally prepared for the possibility that he may lose his health early.After all, he has been subjected to all kinds of beatings and tortures since he was six years old. As he grows older, these accumulated pains will explode, and then unexpectedly fall into Cui Yi's hands. The cruel physical and mental torture and even being injected with drugs make his The body is getting worse every day.But now.Neurasthenia is not enough. Now that it is early winter, the leg pain is out of control and even unable to stand, coupled with the constant vomiting caused by psychological problems, Wen Qiyu feels desperate and chills every time he thinks about it.

I am only 25 years old!Is it really time to start the countdown now? !

But if it ended like this without seeing Gu Yan, I would regret it for the rest of my life.

Wen Qiyu finally decided to find Gu Yan.Even in the face of his sarcastic remarks, even if there is a slight chance of forgiveness, no self-esteem, no pride, he can give up all of it!If Gu Yan could come back, even if he knelt down to beg Gu Yan, he would be willing!

He is willing to compromise everything on himself!

Wen Qiyu rushed upstairs in a daze, but before he reached Gu Yan's door, he ran into the landlord.

"Eh? Ah Yu, why is your face so bad! What are you doing here?"

"No." Wen Qiyu forced a smile, "Look for my...friend upstairs..."

"Eh? He can't live anymore, don't you know? I just packed up and left today."

Wen Qiyu was stunned.

It turned out that it was all my own fantasy.

Gu Yan has decided to leave completely.How could he deserve to be forgiven when he sent his parents to prison? !

Wen Qiyu bid farewell to the landlord in a panic, and stood at Gu Yan's door in a daze.

One hour.

Two hours.

Three hours.

The smoke in the corridor made Wen Qiyu cough violently, and his eyes began to sore.

Ever since I met Gu Yan, I who never shed tears always cry.

Wen Qiyu continued to smoke like masochistic, until he smoked all the cigarettes on his body, Wen Qiyu walked back to his "home" in a daze.

But in Wen Qiyu's eyes, this house can no longer be regarded as "home" at this moment.

This is a prison.

He was imprisoned in his memory, and he would never stand up again.

Sadly, I am a willing prisoner myself.

Wen Qiyu shook his drowsy head, moved to the desk step by step, turned on the light, and began to write on the open document on the desk that he had poured all his heart and soul into.

In fact, Gu Yan has experienced a lot in the past few days.

Parents were imprisoned one after another, and the Gu family was panicked, so Gu Yan had to return to the Gu family immediately.Although he doesn't know what to do to improve it, at least he is his father's only son and the future heir of the Gu family.As long as he is here, it seems to mean that Gu Shi still has a tomorrow.

On the other hand, Gu Yan felt very sad.

The person who cared about his father was Wen Qiyu.

The person he loves the most.

It was Wen Qiyu who helped Gu's get out of bankruptcy, but now, it's Wen Qiyu who made Gu's stalemate.

Although Gu's current situation is also inseparable from his own, but the person who did it to Gu's is Wen Qiyu.Gu Yan still felt very sour in his heart.

Gu Yan thought about giving up Wen Qiyu.But can't do it.

He once gritted his teeth and deleted Wen Qiyu's number, only to find that he memorized Wen Qiyu's number more proficiently than his own name.

When I'm drunk, I think how good it would be if I could drink as much as Wen Qiyu. When facing a headache, I think of Wen Qiyu's methodical way of analyzing the case for himself. Even when I see moths flying at night, I think of Wen Qiyu's neck. The skin, the aroma of the ice cream-flavored body wash, and the pair of fair and delicate hands gently massaging her dislocated arms...

So, faced with the company affairs that he knew nothing about, he simply ignored them, but drew cartoons in the president's office every day. He integrated all his feelings for Wen Qiyu into the cartoons, as if only in this way could he temporarily release the overflowing emotions in his chest. Insatiable love.

The irony is that the dream that was so desperately unsuccessful at the beginning is now unintentionally planted, but I am told that the comics will be sold in major bookstores within a week.

Gu Yan sighed, opened the message record with Wen Qiyu, and clicked on the voice message he had heard countless times.

"Gu Yan, I love you, you never, never, never, substitute cough cough..."

Intermittent hoarse voice, weak but rapid coughing.

like.Ayu said he loves me.

Gu Yan pressed the play button again.

"Gu Yan, I love you, you never, never, never, substitute cough cough..."

In this way, again and again, again and again, until Wu Zhixing suddenly came in and was interrupted.

"So you're listening to this." Wu Zhixing looked at Gu Yan and smiled wryly, "How can you two torture each other so much. Take this." He said and threw a plan to Gu Yan.

"Plan for Gu's Industry Integration and Public Image Maintenance"

Gu Yan's eyes lit up when he saw the title.

Open the planning book and read it page by page.The more Gu Yan watched, the more excited he became, his hands began to tremble.

We can't blame Gu Yan for making a fuss, it's just that in the plan book, it is planned to reasonably abandon Gu's gray industry, and attach a detailed plan to open up a new field - the real estate industry. The last part is to deal with Gu's current situation of being attacked by the public Crisis public relations planning.Bold reform in direction, but soft and delicate in means.This style is very familiar...

Wen Qiyu.

At this moment, there were only these three words left in Gu Yan's mind.

"...Is it... Ayu?!"

"Yes." Wu Zhixing said bluntly, "Qiyu didn't want me to tell you that he did it, but I really can't watch you torture each other. He started this plan from the day Wen Qiyu decided to sue Gu. Gu's Enterprises have flaws, and gray industries that are too crazy are like time bombs. You don’t know when they will explode. Wen Qiyu said that whoever planted the bomb is responsible for it. He can’t watch the day when Uncle Gu’s bomb is in your hands explode."

Gu Yan was stunned.

"Wen Qiyu said that it was all his own fault, and he failed to explain to you in time. He said he hurt your feelings, and now he has no face to beg your forgiveness. So, don't let me tell you, he wrote this plan." Wu Zhixing He clicked on the proposal in Gu Yan's hand, "I was also surprised when I saw this. Wen Qiyu is just a lawyer, how could he make things about the company so clear and make such an excellent crisis management." He explained , I learned it for you. He learned a lot last time to help you take care of Mrs. Gu, but this time the situation was worse. He even went to ask Li Zhe, and used Li Zhe's connections to contact many well-known public relations companies and planners. The company, Wen Qiyu combined their suggestions with Gu's situation, and wrote this. The original manuscript is here." Wu Zhixing took out a handwritten manuscript.

Looking at the strokes of regular script inside, Gu Yan seemed to be able to see Wen Qiyu's painstaking efforts and sleepless days and nights behind this neatly organized back of himself.

"Why...don't you just give me this?" Gu Yan stroked the handwritten manuscript, feeling that there were many inexplicable emotions gathering in his chest, which made him almost unable to breathe.

"Wen Qiyu refused. He was afraid that you would recognize his handwriting. He thought you hated him, and if you knew he made it, you might throw it away, so he asked me to print it out and tell you that I did it. Yes. But, Gu Yan..." Wu Zhixing paused, "If you still...can't bear to part with Wen Qiyu, then you can meet him. He...is not very good. He is not very thin, and his face...feels like... ..."

Gu Yan decided to go back.

He wanted to see Wen Qiyu, immediately, immediately!

He picked up the comic publishing sample given to him by the publishing house and rushed out the door, completely forgetting the existence of Wu Zhixing.

Gu Yan drove the car very fast, and rushed into the elevator when he got downstairs before parking the car. However, when he stood in front of Wen Qiyu's door, Gu Yan felt a little trembling.

He took a deep breath and knocked on Wen Qiyu's door.