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☆, (sixteen)

There is a food box at the door, today it is preserved egg porridge and boiled eggs.

Wen Qiyu gradually got used to eating all the food in the food box before going to work every day.

The things in the food box are usually very light, but the color and shape are very appetizing.

It's just that Wen Qiyu didn't want to admit it - without the cute and shameless Gu Yan sitting at the dining table, everything tasted the same, there was no difference.

Miss the taste.

So close, so far away.

After waking up that day, Wen Qiyu still drove Gu Yan away.

But the next morning after Gu Yan left, he used the key to open the door of his house and coaxed and tortured himself to have breakfast.Wen Qiyu never eats breakfast because he wants to hurry up and sleep.However, the breakfast was surprisingly delicious.It seemed that even the anger of being woken up disappeared.

But what should come can never be avoided.For example, Gu Yan's second confession.

"I love you."

"I don't love you. Don't call me Ayu. I don't want to see you again."

In a simple sentence, Wen Qiyu felt his heart swell and ache.

From that day on, Gu Yan really didn't appear again.But the food box at the door will come to report every day, and every Monday there will be an extra magazine with comic serials on it, Gu Yan's.In fact, even if Gu Yan didn't give him the magazine, he would know that Gu Yan is the most popular cartoonist nowadays, and even in the always serious law firm, there are many new young lawyers holding Gu Yan's cartoons.In this way, a month passed.

until today.Monday, no magazines.

Wen Qiyu became worried.Did he forget?Or having trouble publishing?Can he still afford the rent?

How is he doing?

Unconsciously staring at the green vegetable fragments in the preserved egg and lean pork porridge.

I thought of Gu Yan's gentle smile when he watched him eating breakfast with his black hair curled up randomly.

Thinking of Gu Yan's warm hands that half dragged and half hugged him out of bed every morning.

Thinking of Gu Yan saying seriously, "Mr. Wen, I voluntarily brought you breakfast~ Without you, I couldn't draw comics."

Open Gu Yan's manga on the bedside.

"Companionship is the longest confession of love. I will spend the rest of my life telling you bit by bit how much I love you."

This is the last sentence of last week's serialization.

I miss Gu Yan.I really want to.

It's just a meeting, so it's not a breach of promise.I just care about friends.Wanted to know if he was okay, wanted to know if everything was going well with him.

The next morning, Gu Yan came to deliver breakfast as usual, but saw Wen Qiyu standing at the door in a suit and leather shoes.Gu Yan was stunned.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Wen, I didn't know you went to work so early today, so just pretend you didn't see me >﹏<" Gu Yan turned his head and ran downstairs.

"Gu Yan!"

"Huh? Did Mr. Wen call me O(∩_∩)O~~"

"Yeah. Yesterday was Monday, where's your comic strip?"

"Mr. Wen is really watching (⊙o⊙) so happy *★,°*:.☆(￣▽￣)/$:*.°★*."

"Yeah, don't forget to give it to me tomorrow~" Wen Qiyu's tone was unconsciously tinged with joy under the influence of Gu Yan.That's right, Gu Yan and Zhi Xu are completely different people, even Zijian can tell.Wen Qiyu couldn't help thinking of Zijian's text message.There is only one thing Wen Qiyu doesn't know yet, and that is the circumstances under which Jiang Zijian sent that text message.

In fact, Wen Qiyu didn't know that Zijian had come to him.He was just stopped at the door by Gu Yan who came to deliver breakfast.Without saying a word, Gu Yan punched Jiang Zijian hard, even speaking in a cold voice.

"For the sake of being Mr. Wen's friend, I will only punch you. Please don't come to Mr. Wen. You should be satisfied that he has been beaten to the point where he can't get up. "

Seeing the guilt in Jiang Zijian's eyes, Gu Yan's tone softened a bit: "If you are here to apologize, you don't need it, please give Mr. Wen time to rest. He will naturally go to you if he forgives you. If you come again," Gu Yan's voice suddenly became cold, "I call once I see you."

"No matter who you are or why, no one who hurt Mr. Wen is allowed to approach. Unless he forgives you. "

"Finally, I want to ask a question... Can you tell me about Mr. Wen's past, please＞＜"

Jiang Zijian was petrified.Was what you just said all nonsense, what's wrong with me being so handsome just now with a cute expression? !ah?

"You can think that I'm shameless, I just asked you to do something after scolding you, but..." Although Gu Yan was still smiling, the smile made people feel particularly bitter, "I really want to know Mr. Wen A little more... a little more, a little more..."

So Wen Qiyu received a text message from Jiang Zijian that day.

"I'm sorry, Qi Yu, I blamed you wrongly. Gu Yan and Zhi Xu are completely different people. There is no similarity at all. So it has nothing to do with betrayal. Your past is not your fault, so don't say that again. If Gu Yan If Yan can give you happiness, then stay with him. Also, I hit you, and I will ask you to call back next time."

"Mr. Wen? Mr. Wen, did you listen to me (>﹏<.)~" Gu Yan's aggrieved voice dragged Wen Qiyu back from his fugue.

"Ah? Sorry for being distracted. Don't forget to bring me your comics."

"Mr. Wen really isn't listening to me╭(╯^╰)╮I've sent a notice to stop updates."

"Eh? Why isn't such a good opportunity changed? Haven't you been waiting for this day?"

"I've said it before. Without Mr. Wen, I can't draw anything, and I can't do anything well." Gu Yan lowered his head slightly, his bangs covering his eyes.Although he couldn't see the eyes blocked by bangs clearly, Wen Qiyu knew that Gu Yan was sad.

"Then... move back first, and wait until you finish updating this manga." Wen Qiyu is determined, even if he is accused of betraying Zhi Xu and regarded as a lowly man, he must let Gu Yan complete his first published manga work.

"...No need, Mr. Wen." Gu Yan's voice was very soft, as if every word was difficult to say, "Don't pity me, I don't even have a heart, what do I need a paintbrush for... I have decided not to... Draw comics."

After finishing speaking, Gu Yan turned around and left, leaving Wen Qiyu in a daze.

Don't...don't draw manga anymore...

The next day, Gu Yan came to deliver meals as usual, but saw the door of Wen Qiyu's house was wide open, and porters were coming and going to bring the furniture downstairs.

Is Mr. Wen going to move?where to move.Gu Yan suddenly panicked, maybe Mr. Wen is going to get rid of him again (>﹏<.) ~ woo woo woo...

But when he saw the people standing in the living room, Gu Yan couldn't suppress his anger.

The drunkard who beat Wen Qiyu that day, that is, Wen Qiyu's father, stood in the living room and directed the movers to remove Wen Qiyu's home appliances one by one.

"What are you doing?" Gu Yan said through gritted teeth.

"Yo, Gu Yan, right? I've asked about you, the cartoonist, that little bastard's new lover, right?" The sloppily dressed man smiled disdainfully.

"Where is Mr. Wen?"

The man snorted, and his smile was a little...wretched.

"I asked you where he is!!" Gu Yan grabbed the man's collar and shouted.

"The storage room. But I advise you not to go in."

Gu Yan threw the man aside and rushed to the storage room, only to find that the door was locked.Gu Yan's mind went blank, as if he didn't feel any pain, he used his body to knock on the door desperately over and over again.

"bump".The door opened.The storage room was dark.Pressing the switch of the overhead light, the scene that appeared made Gu Yan feel that his whole body was so cold that he couldn't move.

Under the dim light, Wen Qiyu lay naked on the floor, his body covered with various bruises and wounds.The two thin wrists were tied together by a belt, and there was a blood-stained, broken belt lying on the ground.Wen Qiyu, who was originally unconscious, slowly opened his eyes because of the light, and stared at Gu Yan who was standing at the door.Not a word.

"Mr. Wen, please don't drive me away, I will be good!"

"Wen Qiyu, I like you, and I will never leave you."

"Don't reject me, I love you."

…………

When I was beaten yesterday, my mind was full of Gu Yan, how I wished that he would suddenly appear like last time to stop the pain, just thinking about it like this, it seemed that my body didn't even hurt that much anymore.But now, I just hope that he doesn't see himself like this, and give himself a little dignity.

"Wen... Mr. Wen..." Gu Yan walked towards him, one step at a time.

"No! Don't, don't come here!" I didn't want to disappoint Gu Yan, so I couldn't let him get close.Wen Qiyu's hands were tied and it was inconvenient to move, but he still stepped back desperately. The red and swollen scars on his body were scratched and bled. Looking at Wen Qiyu's trembling body, Gu Yan felt that his heart was bleeding together. Not to scare Wen Qiyu, Gu Yan had no choice but to hold back the desire to hug Wen Qiyu immediately, and slowly squatted down, gently comforting Wen Qiyu who was huddled in the corner.

"Mr. Wen, I'm Gu Yan. I will never hurt you. I'll put clothes on for you, okay?"

Seeing that Wen Qiyu's body was no longer shaking so violently, Gu Yan approached slowly, and covered Wen Qiyu's **** and scarred body with his big black windbreaker.Gu Yan stretched out his hand to lift Wen Qiyu away from the cold ground, but when his hand touched Wen Qiyu's buttocks, he felt sticky. Looking at his palm, blood was mixed with...sperm, which stung Gu Yan's eyes.The tears could no longer be held back, big drops fell on Wen Qiyu's blood-stained palm.

Wen Qiyu, such a kind, upright and clean Ayu, was raped.

Gu Yan was so sad that he couldn't breathe.

"Why...can't you leave me...the last bit of dignity..." Wen Qiyu cried and shouted, "Get lost!"

"Mr. Wen... Let me help you wash these...things off, or you'll get sick..." Gu Yan choked up, and reached out to hug Wen Qiyu again.

"No need." Wen Qiyu opened Gu Yan's hand fiercely, "Don't force it, I know you feel disgusted, even I feel disgusted to death! Don't force yourself to touch me! You can leave now, even if you disappear from now on No, I won't blame you either."

"But I..."

"Don't say anything, I don't care about the past! How could you not care after seeing it with your own eyes!!" Wen Qiyu interrupted Gu Yan in a panic.She didn't want to hear Gu Yan comfort herself with lies, and was even more afraid of hearing Gu Yan's contemptuous words.

Even Zhi Xu found it unacceptable just to hear that he was being hurt by that person, let alone Gu Yan...seeing with his own eyes...Wen Qiyu was holding back tears, his body was shaking so badly that his lips were bitten.

"Who said I don't care? I care terribly!" Gu Yan's words made Wen Qiyu choke.

Finally, in Gu Yan's mind, he was so cheap that it wasn't worth wasting even perfunctory.Wen Qiyu closed his eyes, he didn't want to watch Gu Yan leave with his own eyes.

What was waiting was a kiss.It didn't matter, just kissed lightly between the eyebrows, as if he was afraid of breaking something precious.

"No matter who it is... I won't let him go if I treat Mr. Wen like this. I'll fight him hard." Gu Yan rolled up his sleeves, stood up and walked towards the door.

Gu Yan... Gu Yan and Zhi Xu.Completely.are different.Zijian said, it has nothing to do with betrayal...

"Gu Yan, come back!" Wen Qiyu's hoarse voice made Gu Yan's heart tremble.

"Mr. Wen! Do you still want to protect him at a time like this? Whoever hurts you, I want him to hurt you even more!"

"Gu Yan!

Call me... Ayu. "

Gu Yan's eyes lit up, and he rushed to Wen Qiyu's side wiping away his tears, and hugged him carefully but tightly in his arms.

"Wen...Ayu, does it still hurt, ah?" Gu Yan's tears streamed down Wen Qiyu's neck.Hot tears.It turned out that he was only worried about whether he was in pain or not.It turns out that there are really people in this world who only care about whether they are hurt or not, and whether they are wronged or not, as if they are no longer lowly and dirty... Wen Qiyu, but a treasure worthy of being protected in the palm of their hands.

I don't know if it's because of the sudden strong sense of happiness, or because of my body with a low fever.Wen Qiyu felt dizzy, but he still forced himself to cheer up and patted Gu Yan's back lightly.

"Gu Yan, I...I love you.

Promise me, don't go to my father, don't do anything stupid. "

"Can……"

"promise me."

"……I promise."

Hearing Gu Yan's answer, Wen Qiyu finally relieved himself of all his strength and fell into a coma.