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Gu Yan who was waiting for the elevator in the lobby on the first floor was in a daze.

Gu Yan felt that he was sick.

There are so many things in the company that I can't figure it out, like the thousand-piece jigsaw puzzle my father bought him when he was a child. Of course, he has never completed a whole piece; and the relationship between him and Wen Qiyu is also weird. The slightest eye contact or the occasional physical touch can make him agitated for a long time.

Therefore, if he had to give this disease a name, it should be called "Wen Qiyu hunger and thirst".

Gu Yan felt that he was terribly useless like this.But Wen Qiyu is like a drug. After touching him once, he thinks about the next time. He is more and more eager to meet him in the elevator, and more and more looking forward to him coming to his office to report on work, but this is not enough for Gu Yan! So he In the beginning, he would stare at the monitor for hours in a daze, would find some weird things to talk to Wen Qiyu, and would find some questions that he was not interested in at all to ask, just wanting to get closer to him and stay with him for a while.

If Wen Qiyu is a poison, Gu Yan doesn't want to quit.

With a bang, all the lights went out.

The not-so-bright morning light made the usually cold hall a bit dark and ambiguous.

power cut.

"Unlucky!" Gu Yan muttered, turned and walked towards the stairs, but almost fell directly on a person.

Wen Qiyu.

Just waiting for the elevator, Wen Qiyu has been waiting behind him!

"Gu Yan, are you okay, did you fall?"

Gu Yan was stunned when he saw Wen Qiyu's eyes.

The big clear eyes were full of tenderness, and the slightly anxious tone also revealed deep worry.

For some reason, every time he sees Wen Qiyu's eyes, Gu Yan has the illusion that he is still loved.

Sweet illusion.

Pretending to be passionate! Gu Yan scolded himself.

He clearly knows that those gentle cares belong to a person named Zhi Xu, but he still likes to perish.

I like this feeling of sinking into Wen Qiyu's delicate tenderness.

"It's okay." Gu Yan blinked vigorously, not letting himself fantasize too much, or expect too much.I have a working relationship with Wen Qiyu.he told himself.

"Is Lawyer Wen going to the office? But the elevator is out of power and I can't take it."

"Well. I'll wait and see. Mr. Gu, you go first." Wen Qiyu was still smiling in the wheelchair, but Gu Yan always felt that the smile was bitter.

"President!" An electrician ran towards Gu Yan, "President, the company's circuit is broken, and it will be repaired in the afternoon, and I have to trouble you to take the stairs, sorry, sorry!"

"It's okay." Gu Yan waved his hand, "Just treat it as exercise. Lawyer Wen, let's go together."

"President, stop teasing me." Wen Qiyu smiled again, but it was forced.Gu Yan always felt that Wen Qiyu was going to cry in a second.

"I'll carry you." Gu Yan squatted in front of Wen Qiyu, grabbed his hand and gently pulled him onto his back, Wen Qiyu said softly "ah".

Obviously there is one more person, so it should be heavier.But Gu Yan felt that his feet were light and light, and the floor turned into soft clouds.

Actually, not bad luck.

Occasional power outages are fine too.

Gu Yan was in a good mood because Wen Qiyu obediently let him carry it on his back. He originally hated going upstairs, but suddenly he felt that climbing stairs was a kind of enjoyment.Gu Yan hoped that there would be no end to this staircase.

After a long time, Gu Yan just calmed down slightly like a baby seeing a toy for the first time. He was holding Wen Qiyu's hand and gently touching Wen Qiyu's leg.Only the smooth suit fabric was touched.

It feels like my pants are empty.

Gu Yan was taken aback, and hurriedly grabbed it hard without trying to hide it, and with Wen Qiyu's "huh" cry of pain, he finally touched Wen Qiyu's leg.

too skinny.

Only then did Gu Yan realize why he didn't have any difficulty going up the stairs.

How is he so light.

Although Wen Qiyu looks more energetic recently than the previous few days, he has become thinner and thinner, and even the inside of his eye sockets are slightly sunken, making his already big and bright eyes deeper and sadder.

It's like the lights in Wen Qiyu's office that he never seems to know what time it will go out.

Gu Yan suddenly felt that Wen Qiyu seemed to disappear at any moment.

"Ayu..."

"Um"

"eat more."

"...Hmm!" Is it an illusion, Wen Qiyu's voice was muffled.Wen Qiyu rested his head gently on Gu Yan's neck, as if absorbing Gu Yan's warm body temperature.

It's actually not bad if you're a substitute for the rest of your life.Wen Qiyu's posture gave him a feeling of complete dependence, and he really wanted to go on like this...

Suddenly, I felt that my clothes were a little wet.Ah Yu cried, cried...

Gu Yan was a little flustered, and after searching his guts, all he could think of was "Be good, don't cry."

But another thought suddenly broke into his brain abruptly, making him swallow back the tenderness that came to his lips.

Is he... thinking about Zhi Xu?

Is it sad because Ji Wook will never come back again?

Gu Yan, you are so cheap!

Can't! Can't go on like this!

Ayu, I also want to be myself and meet my true love.

Ayu, you should leave too.Stop worrying so much about Gu's mess.In such an endgame, it is really necessary to make a move, and is there still room for planning.

Putting Wen Qiyu on the office chair, Gu Yan fled away.He hurried into the bathroom and made a phone call.

"Hi, Cui Yi, I'm Gu Yan."

Speaking of Cui Yi, Gu Yan can only say that this world is really small.

Recently, Gu Yan was upset and ran to the bar every day.But pouring a glass of life made him drunk enough every day.

I want to drink Ayu's hangover soup.

Your sister! Gu Yan! Can you be a bit of a goddamn success!

Gu Yan picked up a glass of cocktail in a fit of anger and was about to drink it down in one gulp, but someone held back the hand that raised the glass.

"Brother Yan!"

Gu Yan looked at the pure-looking boy in front of him for a while, and felt familiar, but couldn't remember...

"I'm Cui Yi~"

"Xiaoyi! I really don't recognize him after so many years!" Gu Yan squeezed Cui Yi's tender face familiarly, "You still look like a child~ What are you doing now?"

"Just like Dad, just do some small business. What about Brother Ayan~" When Cui Yi smiled, he would narrow his eyes slightly, and the same habit as when he was a child made Gu Yan feel as if he had returned to the carefree time before.

The two chatted happily, from childhood embarrassments to recent troubles, and finally they exchanged phone numbers.

Later, I met several times in that bar.Cui Yi complained to Gu Yan that there was a big client who was particularly difficult to serve, and every time he made an appointment with him in such a messy place, he always missed the appointment.With a coquettish tone and an innocent expression, it looks like a child's rambunctious appearance before taking cold medicine.

Later, Gu Yan brought Cui Yi to the "Old Place" invitation with Wu Zhixing Mo Fei.Although they haven't seen each other for many years, the four of them grew up together after all, and they got to know each other very quickly.

"Hey Brother Ah Yan~" Cui Yi's clear and slightly immature voice pulled Gu Yan back from his distraction.

"I want to ask you a favor."

"Brother Ayan, why are you so polite? Is there really something I can help you with?"

"Yeah." Gu Yan took a deep breath, cleared his throat, "Pretend to be my boyfriend... is that okay..."