another kind of amnesia

: "It's true

of. ”

Shen Yi frowned, looked at him suspiciously, and was no longer as nervous as before. However, a photo that fell out after untying the rope seal shocked Shen Yi.

Startled.

The teenager in the photo was lying in a pool of blood covered in blood, his eyes were half-opened weakly, he was wearing the uniform of an unknown school, and his whole body was soaked in blood.

most of them.

This person is him at all!

Shen Yi's hand holding the photo was trembling, and he stared at the person in the photo with wide-eyed eyes. Before he could ask anything, he heard Wang Xigui speak slowly.

Said: "Nine years ago, a high school boy named Shen Yi caused a car accident with four or five trucks because he ran into the expressway, and he was caught before he could brake in time.

The large truck of the car hit and flew five or six meters away. "

Shen Yi slowly looked away from the photo, raised his face, and stared at Wang Xigui in disbelief.

Obviously, he hasn't said anything important about Cen Ye, but Naoren started to throb with the frequency of his talking on his own initiative, even though there is no picture

have surfaced, but...

He is very uncomfortable.

……

"Where's your Uncle Shen Yi?" When Cen Ye came home from get off work, he put the vegetables he bought on the table in the living room, and saw two children playing in Shen Yi's study.

Game, searched around but did not see Shen Yi.

Xiao Luo stared at the screen tightly, not willing to look away for a moment, and replied without looking back: "Oh, uncle said he has something to do, come back later."

"What's the matter?" Cen Jun came over and squatted beside the child, asking, "What's the matter?"

"I don't know. I went out after receiving the text message." Xiao Luo said, the game character under control was injured by 50 points of blood by the monster, and he was so angry that he gritted his teeth and cursed.

Stinky monster.

Cen Yun was stunned for a moment, took out his mobile phone and called Shen Yi, but was hung up as soon as he connected.

Cen Jun looked at the hung up phone in disbelief, and hurriedly dialed it again...it was still hung up the same.

After that, I played four or five times in a row, with the same result.

Cen Jun threw the phone on the table, suddenly had a bad feeling, walked over to open the window, the original drizzle is now falling fiercely, just like that day

The same... no, it was more ferocious than that day.

Choose the day to release Shen Yi.

Cen Yun panicked for no reason, and rushed out after calming down.

The sound of the door slamming made the two children jump, and the auntie nanny hurried over to check the situation, only to see her boss rushing out!

He was very flustered, it wasn't that he was worried about Shen Yi going out alone, it was just that he suddenly felt like a big rock was pressing on his chest, and it was cramped.

He had a bad feeling.

What Cen Ye is most afraid of is that one day, Shen Yi will leave him.

He will leave him resolutely, no matter what, he will not be able to stay, insisting that he pick up the chain and tie it tightly so that he cannot move anymore.

, I had no choice but to dispel that idea.

He didn't want to see Shen Yi's desperate and collapsed eyes anymore, he didn't want to see his pale and powerless appearance again, and he didn't want to hear him timidly calling himself

I... Mister.

Cen Yun was running in the storm like crazy, he suddenly felt that when Shen Yi ran wildly in the rain and shouted his name that day, that kind of

Anxiety and fear.

There is only endless blur in front of my eyes, and everything has become illusory.

"Shen Yi!"

He hoped that at the next corner, Shen Yi would hold an umbrella and look at him in surprise, then run over anxiously to take him into the umbrella, and ask him anxiously: Mr.

,What's wrong?

However, the moment he turned the corner of the street, he stared fixedly in front of him for a long time, but it was always a blur, and no one was there.

……

The coffee shop was filled with the mellow aroma of coffee, and the dim yellow lighting became oppressive with the sultry air in the room.

"Fortunately, the boy named Shen Yi didn't die." Wang Xigui watched Shen Yi flicking through the documents in his hands in a hurry, and said unhurriedly: "But

It was he who suffered from a special kind of amnesia called samsara, which translates into Chinese as - recurrent amnesia. "

"He forgot everything, including a lover he just dated - Cen Jun."

Shen Yi was shocked instantly, and the cold current hit his whole body. He stared in astonishment at the self in the photo, wearing a solid-color hospital gown, sitting in his little

In the room, looking out the window absently.

He is too familiar with this look, standing on the edge of despair and collapse, no one but himself.

"You have already recovered your memory, Shen Yi. It's just that you don't want to remember it." Wang Xigui looked at him seriously and said, paused, and used

In a quiet voice, he said the words that shocked Shen Yi the most...

"You just can't bear to hate him."

"But you really hate him."

"He was with you just to get revenge on you, didn't he?"

"After all, it looked like you were playing with him back then."

Wang Xigui spoke word by word, his deep eyes were full of pride that must be gained.

He was brainwashing Shen Yi.

The last photo is of Shen Yi washing his hair when Cen Ye was at home.

With his eyes closed, Cen Ye stood behind him, helping him wash his hair with a smile.Dim lights, shallow smiles, gentle gaze.

This is the picture Shen Yi has been dreaming of for how long?

But he himself didn't know whether he had ever dreamed of such a thing.

The mouth is full of bitterness, I can't swallow it down, the bitterness makes my nose sour, my eyes are hot, my whole body is trembling with cold, my fingers are shaking violently in disobedience

.

He was deceived.

He only felt that he was cheated, by everyone. He was like an idiot, walking around in the circle surrounded by everyone without any image, looking at the people around him.

The people around were laughing, and I was too happy.

But... who lied to him?What did you lie to him?

He didn't know.

He just had this feeling, he wanted to ask someone, find someone to comfort him, find someone to tell him that no one lied to him, he was thinking too much.

However, during his nine years, he completed half of the university, and the other half was locked in a small house.

Why is this happening?

do not know.

What he wants to ask the most right now is...whether Cen Yun likes him or not, loves him or not!What is he to him? !

Is it really just for revenge as Wang Xigui said? !

impossible……

But he doesn't have the courage to ask anything anymore, he doesn't even want to go back, he needs time to think, think about all this, is there anyone who did something wrong

I'm sorry for him.

But no, he randomly picked out a certain fragment in his memory to recall, and he didn't see anyone who was sorry for him.

It was Cen Ye who took care of him by his side for nine years, he should be grateful to Cen Ye, and he should be happy because his husband never left him.

But, why is my heart so uncomfortable and blocked?

……

When Shen Yi was struggling not to believe it, he heard Wang Xigui slowly say in his old voice: "You should be liberated."

For a moment, everything stopped...

correct.

I should be free.

Shen Yi, you should be liberated.

You actually hate that guy who imprisoned you for five full years.

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c33. Healed?

When Shen Yi left the coffee shop in a daze, night was about to fall.

The storm that was raging just now has come to an end.After the rain washed away, everything became clearer and the sky began to clear

, some illusory lavender appeared in the distant edge, mixed with a light yellow.

Shen Yi stood there steadfastly watching, narrowing his eyes slowly, feeling that the dim light was a little dazzling at this moment.Shen Yi stretched out his hand to cover

Eyes, looking at those light-colored, misty, and mysterious lights through the fingers.

After a long time, his neck felt sore. He put down his hands and looked down at the puddles on the ground. The surface of the water reflected a faint light, and the reflection in the water

It was his appearance, the rare expressionless appearance.

Did he just cry?Maybe not.

He had no reason to be sad, he just felt uncomfortable.Because the knot couldn't be untied, whether it was the matter between Cen Jun and that woman last time, or because

What Wang Xigui said just now...

If Cen Ye doesn't like you, don't be naive. He hates you. When he loved you so much and was finally able to be with you, you lost his memory.

You will never know how to turn around and find him, or even want to warm up the friendship between you and him that is slowly fading, you will never

Poor Cen Yun.

So of course he hates you, otherwise why would he cheat on you that day?

Why did he imprison/imprison you for so many years?

Of course it was for revenge.

……

but!No...it shouldn't be, Mr. He is not such an annoying guy.

Shen Yi thought in confusion.But he couldn't quite understand anything, it felt like he hadn't had time to be sad after hearing a sad story,

I was told that, in fact, he is just like the protagonist, without any sense of reality.

He can't feel the sadness of the protagonist, he still feels that he is a spectator.

"Shen Yi..."

An extremely hoarse voice suddenly sounded behind him, Shen Yi was stunned, turned around stiffly, and saw Cen Ye standing behind him, with his waist bent and his mouth open.

Panting heavily, the rain-drenched hair was still dripping, and it was attached to the side of the pale face meekly.

He didn't know why at this moment, but suddenly wanted to laugh, he wanted to ask when Cen Jun became so embarrassed.

However, before he could say anything, the other party rushed over and hugged him.

The familiar smell rushed into the entire respiratory tract, and the warm embrace made Shen Yi almost cry.He felt that Cen Yun was restlessly