another kind of amnesia

Isn't it Shen Yi?You hate me from the bottom of your heart. "

Shen Yi wanted to nod his head and say yes, but he couldn't.

But Cen Ye stubbornly waited for his answer and didn't speak.

After a long time, Shen Yi swallowed the discomfort in his throat and said, "I don't like men, and I don't like you."

Shen Yi thought that Cen Ye would say something domineering again, but Cen Ye just let him go, and before Shen Yi raised his head, he squatted down to pick up their luggage, walked forward and said, "Go, come back." Have dinner at home, aren't you hungry?"

"You, can you let go?" Shen Yi stared at his back in astonishment, fearing that he would not hear him if he walked too far, so he said loudly, "I've been thinking about what to do to make you feel painful, what to do? How can I make you feel my pain, for this, I came back to you."

"But recently, I suddenly feel that this kind of thinking is very naive."

"So Cen Yun, let's just do this, okay? Ten years is long enough, let's forget about the past..." Afraid that he would not agree, Shen Yiqiang laughed, and said quickly, "I am willing to be yours again friend."

It was a bit difficult for Shen Yi to speak this passage, and even he himself forgot what he was talking about after he finished speaking.His chest was stuffy and painful, and a gust of cool wind blew past him, chilling his heart. Looking at the dim streetlights at this moment, he only felt a heavy sense of dizziness.

Cen Ye stood in front and did not leave or speak, while Shen Yi stood stubbornly behind him, staring at him closely, waiting for his answer.

Suddenly, Cen Yun sighed, paused for a while and said, "That's how it is... want to eat?"

The answer is somewhat unexpected, but reasonable.

His vision was suddenly blurred, and his chest pain became more and more presumptuous. Shen Yi didn't know why, but suddenly felt very angry, wiped his eyes fiercely, ran over to snatch his bag, and shouted: "No need!"

Cen Yun was so angry that he threw his bag to the ground and cursed at Shen Yi's back: "My mother Shen Yi! You are a fucking coward! You don't like men! You don't like men!" His mother just doesn't want to admit that you like me! How stupid are you going to be! Just relax and we can be together, what the hell are you insisting on!"

The more Shen Yi heard it, the more he couldn't listen anymore, so he covered his ears and ran away.

Tears were falling down, as embarrassing as a woman!

In the next few days, Shen Yi and Cen Yun did not contact each other again.

Because of a business trip, Wang Xigui was in a good mood and gave him a few days off, and he just stayed at home to adjust his mood.

Playing games online every day, sleeping when tired and eating when hungry, he couldn't be happy in such a carefree life.

He thought about Cen Yun, thinking like crazy, he didn't know what happened to him.

The revenge that was agreed, for the so-called revenge, he spent so much effort, but after only a few days with Cen Jun, he gave up.

He really doesn't like men, but when he sees Cen Yan, his heart beats faster, and then he expects him to play hooligans on himself, and then expects this and that.

He didn't know what was wrong with him...

Shen Yi buried his head in the pillow, recalling what Cen Yun said to him that night, the words were full of disappointment and distress.

He didn't dare to look back at that time, what he was afraid of was seeing Cen Jun's appearance when he said these words, although he couldn't imagine it, he was just afraid.

Stretching out his hand to cover his chest that was starting to ache again, Shen Yi began to stare at the darkness in a daze.

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c46, leave

The next day, Shen Yi received a call, not from Cen Jun, but from Chen Lan.

Shen Yi had a very deep impression on Chen Lan. He used to pay special attention to this woman, the woman who made Cen Ye deceive him for her.

But he still didn't get to know him, even now, he hasn't been able to get to know him.So when Chen Lan proposed to meet, Shen Yi first agreed with a blank mind, and then began to wonder.

Why do you want to see him?

……

Chen Lan asked him to meet at a cafe, and when Shen Yi passed by, she was already sitting there waiting.

The seat was by the window, she opened the light yellow curtain, and the soft sunlight from the window came in, she was looking out of the window with her face in a daze, the light golden light outlined her delicate outline, and her long black hair flowed softly down.

Beautiful as an elf.

Shen Yi walked over.

Chen Lan turned her head slowly.

This was the first formal face-to-face meeting between the two. Shen Yi stood there and looked at her, and Chen Lan raised his eyes to look at him, they were just looking at each other's appearance.

Chen Lan is really beautiful, with soft facial features, soft long hair, and a light-colored skirt, the whole person exudes a soft and warm atmosphere.

He suddenly expressed his approval to her in his heart: a person like this is the most suitable for Cen Jun.

After a long time, Chen Lan suddenly smiled: "I finally saw the real person."

Shen Yi has not yet reacted, a little slow: "Huh?"

Chen Lan smiled deeper, asked him to sit down, and said, "I've always wanted to see you."

Shen Yi was a little embarrassed by this slightly ambiguous sentence, and hummed vaguely.

"But I'm disappointed." Her tone changed suddenly.

Shen Yi stared at her blankly.

"Of course this is not referring to your appearance." Chen Lan was afraid that the other party would misunderstand, so she quickly explained with a smile. It's excellent."

"..."

"You are not the excellent person I imagined, you are not even brave, you have been hiding from yourself, and then pretending that you don't know anything, pretending that you have always been a victim, pretending that you have always been self-righteous and self-righteous , to prove this, you have never dared to admit that you like Ah Jun." When she spoke, her eyes never left Shen Yi's eyes, as if she was reading out loud what she saw from his eyes .

"Neither you nor I are good enough for him, but at least I won't hide from myself, you—"

"You're talking too much." Shen Yi sullenly interrupted her.

He finally understood what this woman wanted to do by asking him out today.

"Let me ask you, have you given up on him? Are you annoyed, you know? I am annoyed when I look at your photo in Ajun's office. I am annoyed, really annoyed. I heard the children ask me where Uncle Shen Yi is. I am also very annoying sometimes! If you really don’t like Cen Jun, I beg you to leave his world quickly! If you like it, you like it. If you don’t like it, you should quickly get out of our circle. What are you afraid of! You are still not a man! Is it so difficult for you to admit something?!"

The more Chen Lan went on, the more excited she became.She thinks it doesn't matter if Cen Ye doesn't like her, she thinks it's fine if Cen Ye likes the man in front of her, she will bless her, really.but--

Why did he do this to Cen Yun?If you don’t like it, you don’t like it, wouldn’t it be good to just say it?Wouldn't it be good to avoid Cen Yun? !

All the while hinting to the other party to pursue him all the time, he is simply playing with Cen Ye!

"What do you know! Why do you teach me when you don't know anything! Who are you to me?! Who are you to Cen Jun? It's not your turn to meddle in the affairs between us, just talk and meddle !"

Shen Yi was completely angry, how could he give Cen Ye any hint?From the beginning to the end, Cen Jun forced him to do those strange things!Who is Cen Ye to him? !Why did he leave because he gave up everything here?Why should his life go around for Cen Jun? !This woman can only have room for Cen Jun, she can't understand his suffering, yet she ran over to accuse him so arrogantly, why?Why is it always his fault? !

"Heh," Chen Lan sneered, and said, "I'm Cen Yun's? Oh... I forgot to introduce, my name is Chen Lan, and I'm his fiancée, who will get married next spring."

"..."

As for the fiancée, she has power in this way.

"Cowardly people are not qualified to ask for anything unless they are brave."

Shen Yi was slightly taken aback, his eyes paused for a while, and gradually dimmed.

He felt that what she said was very wrong, but he couldn't find any words to refute it.

"Everyone has given you the opportunity to give you tolerance and time, but you are too cowardly to admit and pursue anything." Chen Lan shook her head in disappointment at him, picked up her bag and hooked it in the crook of her hand, walked around After crossing the table and leaving, he said coldly, "People like you are not worthy of anyone's liking."

Her words were very offensive, but unfortunately Shen Yi was already covered in bruises, so she couldn't feel it long ago.

His eyes stayed on the boiled water in front of him, and Chen Lan's shadow covered the cup, then slowly moved away, and finally disappeared.

From such a close distance, he could clearly see the sunlight sprinkled into the water, the light was beating, and there were stars in front of him, and his eyes became confused.

He felt that his life was very strange.

The beginning of all the strange things happened when he saw that guy by chance, inadvertently saw his eyes, and there was a light shining in them that Shen Yi had never seen before.

Heartwarming, reassuring, calming...

He felt that the person with that kind of look must be a very good person, so he walked over to talk to him in a mysterious way.

Everything that happened afterwards was unexpected by Shen Yi. He didn't understand what he had done to make Cen Ye fall in love with him...

His likes hurt him.

He was the one who lost his memory, he was the one who was locked up, and he was the one who was always hurt. Why are everyone still speaking for him?Everyone won't feel sorry for him?Why does Cen Ye like him