another kind of amnesia

I specially found a detective to follow him, and guarded him for a month. After confirming that he would never come back, I gradually calmed down.

However, I didn't expect that it was she who forced him away, and now... she was the one who told Cen Ye.

Forget it, just... give Shen Yi one last chance.

……

Shen Yi was woken up the next day because he dreamed about Cen Jun, and dreamed that he was looking for him.

Sitting on the bed and breathing rapidly, Shen Yi stretched out his hand to cover his chest, as if this could suppress the anticipation and excitement that was about to jump out of his heart.

It's not the first time, so it's not the first time I think about that person.When I first came here, I could dream of that person whispering in my ear almost every night, dreaming that the person held me tightly in his arms, fumbled around dishonestly with his hands, but had a look on his face. Seriously taught the two children who did something wrong.

The dreams were so sweet that it was almost suffocating. Although he really didn't want to admit it, he always kept those dreams in his mind, and when he thought about Cen Yan, he would dig them out and think about them.

Then a person stood up stupidly.

After Shen Yi calmed down and took a breath, he collapsed on the bed and curled up again...

What to do... This is not normal.

He raised his eyes and glanced at the alarm clock, it was only eight o'clock, he was on middle shift today, and he didn't go to work until twelve o'clock.

When Shen Yi was thinking about how to spend the next four hours in disappointment, his cell phone rang, and it was the boss.

"Hey?"

"Hey, Shen Yi, there is a guest who insists on seeing you. Come over here. He said he will pay you." The boss was probably watching TV, because the sound of the TV came from the receiver.

"Who is it?" He didn't remember any guest he had such a good relationship with, besides, this person was too strange.

"Anyway, come here. He seems to have been waiting for a long time. He should be looking for something urgent with you. Come on, hurry up and hang up."

The boss hung up as soon as he said it, Shen Yi held the phone, his brain was a little hard to digest the information just now, but he still got up, ready to go there.

Cen Ye sat in an inconspicuous corner by the window, and drew half of the curtains, fearing that Shen Yi would turn around and run away after seeing him first.

"I asked him to come here." The boss came over with a smile on his mobile phone, sat across from him, and asked, "I didn't even know he had such a story."

Cen Ye smiled lightly, but did not answer.

"I wish you success." The boss reached out and patted him on the shoulder, put away the teacup and left.

The traffic in City A was also very bad. Because he was afraid that the "guest" would wait for a long time, Shen Yi even took a taxi to go out, but it still took about half an hour to arrive.

As long as the store is past the peak breakfast period in the morning, it is generally not very busy, not to mention that today is not a day off.

When Shen Yi arrived, there were only a few tables of customers eating. He looked around but didn't see anyone he knew, so he ran to the kitchen to find the boss.

The boss was cooking for the guests, and the noise from the kitchen was loud, so Shen Yi walked in covering his ears.

The boss had just finished a dish and was about to put it on the plate. He turned around to get the plate when he saw Shen Yi, so he hurriedly turned off the stove and wiped his greasy hands. He pushed out: "I've been waiting for you for a long time, let's go, I'll take you there first."

"I..." Shen Yi wanted to say something, but was interrupted perfunctorily by the boss.

It wasn't until he reached that position that Shen Yi realized that the place where the man was sitting happened to be in a dead corner of the door, so he couldn't see it when he first entered the door.

Therefore, the moment Shen Yi saw Cen Ye, he reflexively stepped back.

The boss quickly grabbed him and smiled: "Why run, I'm here today, so don't even try to run."

Shen Yi was a little dull, and turned his head to look at him blankly.

"If you have something to say clearly, don't try to escape." The boss pushed him forward obstinately, and let him go after he felt that he had no intention of running away, "I'll serve the guests, You and your friends have a good talk, the middle shift is not coming, I will give you a day off today."

After finishing speaking, he even cast a wink before leaving.

This is the most inconspicuous corner of the restaurant, and the sound insulation effect was excellent, but now that the curtains are drawn, the busy traffic outside the window cannot be seen, and Shen Yi only feels dull and depressed.

While waiting for Cen Ye to speak, Shen Yi's palms were covered with sweat, and his whole body became weak from tension. However, after waiting for a long time, there was no sign that the man wanted to speak. He clenched his fist and finally let go. , sighed lightly.

Since he doesn't speak, it's even more impossible for him to speak.

Shen Yi turned around and was about to leave when a gust of cold wind suddenly came from behind him. Before he could react, the cold wind was squeezed out by his broad chest.

The man tightly bound his waist with his hands, buried his head firmly in the crescent of his neck, sniffed deeply, and kissed him from time to time. In the words he spoke, there were endless annoyance and deep weariness. ...

"Sorry, I was wrong."

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c48, compromise

The pedestal fan was still blowing, and suddenly it blew up a corner of the curtain, allowing the intruding light to flash past the picture that was illuminated.

Shen Yi stood there quietly, neither struggling to refuse him nor reaching out to hug him back.

But the words flashed through my mind: finally came.

Why do you think so?Why do you feel like your heart has fallen to the ground?Why do you feel that the whole person is so excited?

like him!

A voice answered, and then there was nothing.

Shen Yi lowered his eyelids, feeling that the sunlight outside the window was much more dazzling than before.

What he had to admit was——

After these few months of calmness, the sharp edges and corners of all the intense emotions have been smoothed, turned into powder, dissipated or... quietly settled.

Then, after everything calmed down, there was another kind of affection that Shen Yi had kept tightly hidden. Following the sudden whirlpool, it broke through the water level and told Shen Yi forcefully: Don't deceive yourself!

"Forgive me... I, I promise I won't force you again, don't like it if you don't like it! Just don't leave..."

The ecstasy of being lost and found is closely accompanied by heart-piercing pain.Cen Ye was confused, whether Shen Yi liked him or not, but...

Then try to tighten your arms and hug him tightly.

But he didn't want to know anymore. Compared with leaving this person, he would rather keep this guy by his side. Even if his body was covered with bruises, even if there was only disappointment forever, he didn't want to let go again.

"I……"

"Don't refuse me!" Afraid that he would refuse, Cen Yun hurriedly said, "If I don't do anything, I'll be obedient, I won't move, I won't force you to do anything, as long as you don't like it! I won't do anything Force you! As long as you are by my side...""

What if I say, I don't like being around you?Shen Yi smiled wryly.

Too humble, such a Cen Ye is really too humble, so pitiful and ridiculously humble, so ridiculous... so ridiculous...

However, Shen Yi couldn't laugh no matter what. Warm tears escaped from his eyes silently, moistening his cheeks. When he came to his senses, his throat seemed to be stuck with a fishbone, and he couldn't speak or swallow. go down.

According to Shen Yi's words, he's not submissive, he just...he just doesn't want to be seen by others, the way he cries is so ugly.

So he insisted on turning around when he was hugged immobile, facing Cen Jun, grasping the wrist of his right hand with his left hand, encircling him, and then slowly tightening to his limit.

He finally, finally understood why everyone was blaming him and why he didn't deserve to be pitied.

Because he is too cowardly.Even if you like it, you can't say what you promise, and you dare not admit it, even if you don't like it, you can't say the word of rejection.

If you face yourself well, then everything will probably be in another direction.There will never be a chance to hurt each other.

So... it's time for him to be brave.

"I'm sorry... Cen Yun."

Thinking that he was going to reject him again, Cen Yun secretly gritted his teeth and vowed not to let go this time, he tightened his hands and did not speak, still buried his head in his neck.

"I, I didn't expect..." Shen Yi choked up, feeling his uneasiness, Shen Yi shook his head reassuringly, but wiped his tears on his clothes.

He stopped for a while, adjusted his disordered breathing, but when he spoke again, it was still intermittent: "I...I...I didn't know that liking someone would feel like this...I'm sorry...I really don't know."

"...?"

"I haven't...I haven't liked anyone before...I'm so afraid of falling in love with you...I...I always feel that I can't be with you."

"why?"

Shen Yi shook his head and said he didn't know, feeling Cen Ye's disappointment, he hurriedly said: "That was before..."

"Then what now?!" Cen Jun pushed him out of his arms, still wrapping his arms around his waist, looking at him eagerly and pleasantly.

Facing his enthusiastic gaze, Shen Yi subconsciously wanted to retreat, but he held back, turned his head away, and said uncomfortably: "I'm actually very afraid that you won't come to me..."

The moment the words fell, no one said anything, and it took Cen Ye even a few seconds to digest the words.

enough!

Cen Ye grinned contentedly.And then... He slowly leaned over, lowered his eyes to appreciate his shy appearance, slowly pressed his lips against his, said something provocatively, and kissed him frantically.

This is the first time, after meeting Shen Yi again, the first time, to kiss each other willingly.

Shen Yi enthusiastically and diligently kept up with the rhythm of Cen Yun's kiss, but the initiative was never on his side, and he was still kissed by the back of Cen Yun's head.

the kiss lasted a long time